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all tracks written, performed, and produced by reserv
mastered by blackwinterwells
art by certly
art direction by reserv and tyler hollum
"All New Edition" written and performed with 8485

That Time of Year

Bicycle Inn - I'd Understand If You Told Me

the lights dim in the house that i grew up in
it's a shame that i watched it fade and decay with old age
now it's every night that i wake in a cold sweat with my hands outstretched
towards a life that i cant reach no matter how much blood i spend
and i'm wasting from my body

i'll try and replace it (our youth is dead so carry on without it)
i'll tear in my guts for a reason to believe it
but it's hard to find
when nothings adding up

it's hard to find when the basis of our youth is fleeting
and all the castles that we built are crumbling down
credits

released November 13, 2013

Castles

Tri-State Era - Castles

Yawning - This Ain't It Chief

I wanna be ur life i wanna be ur doll
Your eyes are glossing over me u never cared at all
Hiding in the walls, analyzing ever flaw
I rlly wanna try but its difficult

I wake up and im covered in cuts
You told me that theyre pretty i shld never give it up
My heart is weak, shldve never opened up
My head is spinning think ive lost too much blood

I think im addicted to the blade
And i feel so ashamed and these scars dont wanna fade
I know im a discrace but you cant seem to look away
I get so afraid when you thru my charade
Im infected, i cant escape depression
Stuck inside a cycle of violence and misdirection
Looking in the mirror god i wish that i was feminine
Taking all these drugs, all i rlly want is estrogen

I got a job but im still fucking useless
You broke my heart and i still cant undo it
Im at the club i have poison in my guts
Am i still your girlfriend if i dont have a pulse
Cut me into pieces, in the name of love
You use me like a toy, now ur filling with disgust
Does it make you happy to know im feeling crushed
I wanna disappear now, i think ive had enough
I think ive had enough

i've had enough [augury]

prod. @ih8feni +@lunaten
Everything else by me

Thanks for waiting.

Lyrics -
I feel wrong
I feel dead
Put my conscious
in your hands
Then you crushed me
No hesitation
You just wanna watch me
Break all relations
I should've listened
Now I can't trust nobody else for shit
I'm a hostage to myself
There's not a bottom to this
Stuck at gunpoint
Fall forever
I'm at gunpoint
Leaving never

would it be so hard to tell me what you wanted
it's all fruitless, you always leave me feeling gutted
now you're pushing for me back, but i don't want it
i never plan anything out, i always gun it
and i'm worthless
you're a weak link
cut connections
now i don't speak
what you want from my end
you just mistreat
you just make me
wanna kill me

what's the fucking point
turning into someone i don't wanna be
leave me floored
and like every single second, every day, im annoyed
gotta pull it out my system
clear my cache till I'm void
and I wanna have a reason
but what's the point of letting it go
you'll go do it all again cause nobody would know
nobody would know
i think its my time to go
cause no one fuckin with me anyways
so just let me go

(repeat hook lmao)

links (ih8feni+someuser)

leave my life in your hands

https://soundcloud.com/znth01
https://soundcloud.com/dimpleb

oh u know i cant stand 
just to let the time pass 
so unaware while standing right there 
or maybe im just trying to pretend 
that none of this even really happening 
in limbo on the edge of dispair 
just know i been trying if u care 

tryna find some peace up in my madness 
everythings fleeting can u be my balance 
going pill after pill it aint a challenge 
cant see what i have til i havent 
relapsed last night its been a long week 
n im begging please just touch me 
know my brain dumb my face ugly 
how is everything about u so lovely


yeah, im having bad dreams
i cant let go of the memories
yeahh, im doing magic
need control, fixed balance
i've been losin sleep
and it's been hard to breathe
yeah, but you can talk to me
and tell me anything

balance w/ zenith (prod. dimpleb)

finding home

Alex Kelly

bedroom arsonist

꒰ঌ ♰ ໒꒱
 - lyrics -

carried my life thru the midst
cut through, i insist
lost you to the mist
can we rub it out?
light burn on my skin
dormant, i resist
that pain in my chest
know i’d gave it all

they’d watch me give in, under weight again
skyline seems drenched in blood, i’m bathed in sin
make me a victim, role etched in bare wind
their hands fit tight around me, break me in
i thought i’d found love, wolf in sheep skin
it’s in those blind spots i just can’t fill in

i mourn those innocent words i’ve spent
write as i’m drawn back, how my mind would spin
it’s gentle motions, that’s all it’s ever been
is that everything? cut it off

photographic memory - wedding (demo)

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