In between someone and somewhere

Lyrics:

She does anything all the time
if you're not there, on her mind
she does anything that she wants
she's not afraid, to get on a bus-
she has liquor beneath her bed
her mom knows that there's, a whole stash there
she'll do anything that she wants
and post about it, on her blog, and she-
...
she don't need a bad disease-
...
summer said that I'm ok.
flowers grow, in bouquets.
i don't know where everyone goes
the fireflies, all hit the road-
i don't know where they go.
...
maybe we'll drive, west, where
we'll figure the world, that can't be shown-
the wind is loud all around the road-
and you'll go fast, but not like him.
i don't know, where to go-
i don't know where to go
...
i'll try, so hard, but i don't know where to go.

Picket Fence [Demo]

so I'm aware this song is very similar to last track i uploaded,  due to my trusty ol' strumming pattern and the chord rotation. I was sorting through my drafts and came across this low quality freestyle from over the summer- funny how the problems i was singing about are still sorta killing me.
its been really rough lately and things felt sorta somber today in my dorm building. even though i recorded this three months ago, its oddly appropriate. maybe ill clean it up a bit and perform it at an open mic this friday (but not drop my pick lmao).

lyrics:

The story goes
down a lonely road,
where the lights don't shine
and no ones home.
Its hard to sleep
when you have a disease,
that creeps all upon your life
and watches you dream

I hope you find
what you're looking for,
even though you'll find
that you're on the floor.

Its hard to be
isolated, like this,
when you're up in smoke
and the fires not old.

But it seems to me that you'll be this way...
its seems to me that you'll be this way...
for a while-
a long long wile.

We hate this
because it wastes our time,
and the doctors don't like us-
we feel like mimes.

I hope they know
that the money don't grow
for people like us
for ourselves, we're cut out.

But it seems to me ill always be this way-
for good.

Well I hope you'll be the one that gets
out of this place.

hunderstorm