What It Means To Survive (PROD. ERMASHOV)

beat/ https://soundcloud.com/ifimthedevil/honeythief
mix/max @im-tired-of-this

dying alone 
turning cold 
everyday 
close to death

knocking the door
just to meet with a ghost
just to find not even ashes
just to end up meeting a ghost
just to end up in love with a ghost

dying alone 
turning cold 
everyday 
close to death

in love with a ghost

Everybody say that I’m different
Why tf they think that I’d be the same
You ain’t even on my wishlist
You always wanna play them games

She don’t even care how I feel and now
I’m standin all alone in the rain
Feels like I always got a deathwish
Like I’m drowning and my hearts in pain

Wish there was a way I could heal
That I could stop all of these thoughts in my brain
I don’t even feel like I’m real
All these dreams they make me feel like I’m fake

deathwish (prod. koilake)

† nine52 †

hook x2
on god ive been living all wrong 
had to break my spine 
but i did it tho 

ill wait till the end of time 
ill spend my life 
rolling indo 


verse 
ion see heaven in my fate i just vanish off in smoke 
when i pray into the wind all i hear is fuckn ghosts  
left my heart on the curb had to let the silence grow  
now its pain in my lungs everytime i blow kush  
i cant fuckin end it cause im too big of a puss
they dont fuckin like me cause im to mis under stood
why your gf on my wood? cause i made it out hood?
you aint nothin like me an i know you wish you could

† Prod. aureola †

Pray in the Wind

† nine52 †

girl
do what I say so,
you give me these feelings I don’t get from the pesos
do what I say so,
you give me feelings I don’t get from the pesos

do what I say, open up the safe, bro
she my lil' Bonnie, hold the 40 at an angle
she gon’ tat my halo, I forgot her name tho
left her on read cause I’m a lil' ahole

you know I came here for the goddamn truth
you know I came here to find... you

† prod. flower †
cover art FEVVI

Do what i say so

† nine52 †

VERSE
i sit alone an talk to myself
tryna find peace cant nobody else help
lookin at the sky when i pray for myself
hit my blunt i got ash on my belt. 
Gucci in my face everywhere that i go
Milan to Saint Lauren bitches wish they had my glow
my drip from over seas n you know i got dope 
wrap your lil hands round my mufuckin throat                 

HOOK
Eyes red like the moon in the night glow
pop one now i dance with my shadow
told her ride or die now she hold my ammo
blew a kiss caught it thru the glass lambo

† FEVVI †

VERSE
I talk less, but they all say my name now
Ghost most, still light up the gray clouds.
Ice on my wrist but my soul never cools
Came from the dirt, now I bend all the rules
Walk in the room, make the silence loud
I don’t chase the fame it just follow me round
Bags in the safe, yeah I did it all alone
Don’t need no crown I was born on the throne yeah

Felt lost but I needed this
Dark days yeah I feed of this
Low light but my soul still lit
Tell the reaper I ain’t done just yet
Felt lost but I needed this
Pulled myself from the dark abyss
Demons corrupt my aoul
Feelin like I’m on parole
Clinton the days before they take me home yeah

HOOK
Eyes red like the moon in the night glow
pop one now i dance with my shadow
told her ride or die now she hold my ammo
blew a kiss caught it thru the glass lambo

† Prod. by Flower †
Mixed & mastered:  nine52 x FEVVI

Alone ft. FEVVI

† prod. johnnyfriend †
Mix&Master: nine52

Elixir

Veteran (dvdraxed)

found an old hella sketchy beat i bought (R.I.P), so me and @praigz did it justice

Cover art by me and sketchy

Released it today as a fuck you to the haters who are desperate to stop me

Go Mode (feat. Praigz) prod. Hella Sketchy

farquad (dvdraxed x greycart)

.thank u so very much to web for the vocals and collabing on the art!.
.pls follow the homie.

https://www.instagram.com/web79

.thank you for listening and feeling with us.

LYRICS:

all alone 2am in my bedroom
staring down at my phone i should text you
how'd i mess up the moment that i get you
knew i loved you from the moment that i met you

you were walking out the door why'd i let you
everything starts arguments and i really just dont need that
i just checked your message saw you hoping you'd get me back
you can see my photos in your camera roll and snapchat
but theres no fucking way right now that i would ever go back
i been stacking money on my plate just like some flapjacks
and i just did a million today so go and add that
im not here for acadamia got weed inside my backpack
trynna find the words to say i guess i should back track

all alone 2am in my bedroom
staring down at my phone i should text you
how'd i mess up the moment that i get you
knew i loved you from the moment that i met you

What It Means To Survive (PROD. ERMASHOV)

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