(((protection charm)))
produced/mixed/mastered by eadith

Syringe Hill II

too much speed! ft. semisad (prod. suni vega)

for once (prod. jouska)

raw vocal lil cypher session I did with Eadith peak pandemic durning quarantine

even then (prod. eadith)

your skin in the rain
sunlight in your eyes
forgot how to panic
I'll go wherever you go
on different doses of Xanax 
still don't know how far I drove
Memories are vague
How did I survive?
I find the advantage 
of a damaged frontal lobe
I struggle to understand it
Understand that's how it goes
Stars talk to the planets 
as they're dancing into motion
I promoted damaged now I'm managing emotions
Been stuck in a fantasy 
Ain't plan to see psychosis 
I never claimed sanity when my hands where your throat is
open
your eyes before I close them
How can I break barriers down if you never show them
shit just gets way scarier when they're out in the open
I like when you barrier the so deep they can't get broken

Cigarettes, new daydreams
of things I hate to dream
they're fucking make believe
and still I can't forget
All the things 
in which you said to me 
a new one every week
and still there's
Cigarettes, new daydreams
of things I hate to dream
they're fucking make believe
and still I can't forget
All the things 
in which you said to me 
a new one every week

can you tell me why
is it hard to think 
there's a part of me 
that I held inside
is it difficult
just to listen to
a compelling lie
and it makes more sense
just to hate that bitch from a healthy side
lied to myself
because I knew it'd help
If I felt she died
Well it must be nice
Can you say the same?
spent a month or five
on the cusp of change
I've been stuck inside
for a hundred days
with the butterflies 
from the stomach pains
and the doves that fly
in front of my face...
Doves that fly in front of my face

Your Skin

Your Skin (prod. neverforever)

blood odyssey (prod. hurtclub)

i might be the next one ft. deep october (prod. imsoproudofyou)

Fields of butterflies 
To you I’d give
The summer sky 
Millions of doves that fly 
Feels like I’ve lived 
A hundred lives
Will you feel safe when 
Those flowers start to bloom
Months after the snow
That covered the room
That you gave them to grow 
There’s a time and a place for this 
Was a time when the high wouldn’t make you sick 
Well you sure pray a lot for an atheist
Sure feels like a high when you’re chasing it 
Some way somewhere
You feel familiar 
This feels familiar 
Some place Somewhere 
you feel familiar 
This feels familiar 

Hills if the sunny sky 
To you I’d give 
My mother’s child
Fields of the bloody isle 
It’s here I live 
And where I’ll die too 

Some place somewhere
This feels familiar 
This feels familiar 
Some place somewhere 
This feels familiar 
You feel familiar

deep october - if looks can kill (hurtclub flip)

hurtclub

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