mixed by suni vega :)

(eric)
Joystick, I hate when you play w/ me
we're feeling evil baby I hope that you pray4me
Lead me astray, psychopathic tendencies 
You cure the sickness in my brain yeah ur my remedy


(me)
Ur without a flaw in ur
Skin
Tight
Jeans
You did nothing wrong
Baby it’s
Timing
It’s never ur fault
Narcissist-
ic (narcissistic..)
Throwin fits
I leave
gets intense high key

But for once feel like nothing really mattered
And the sun
Makes ur halo mimic saturn’s

Let me find it out
But both of us hate those discussions 
Perfect timing now 
Think for once we’ll keep in touch 
And bring the silence out 
I think a month 
Was plenty enough to spend inside ur house

I can’t make a promise 
But I promised you the long run 
Tell me bby do you think you’ll be there when it’s all done?

Ice
cold
Light blue sweater and
I don’t
Mind the weather
Your eyes closed
Mine get redder
When I show
My displeasure


I don’t mind, I don’t mind, I don’t mind
Ur just high
You won’t die you’ll be fine
I don’t care to show that side but u can try
And I swear I still think ur one of a kind

I don’t mind, I don’t mind, I don’t mind
Ur just high
You won’t die you’ll be fine
make me suffer make it up or make it mine
i'm a lover it's a wonder I survive

u can try

u can try w/ ericdoa (prod. 4am)

I honestly can’t remember who produced this only reason I’m posting here and not main. 2019.

fox fur blanket

Heaven

AGORAPHOBIA

Lesser Key

Lesser Key (prod. Firemane, Ghoul, Lil Degen)

Heaven & Earth (prod. pearlblade)

i might be the next one ft. deep october (prod. imsoproudofyou)

i feel strange (prod. imsoproudofyou)

ur making it worse (prod. Eadith)

honored to have @foreignforest on this
hkfiftyone:
i feel so messed up, like im never right
swear im drained just from putting up a fight
i wont sleep but im tired, so i might
want to be up in the sky

if im real, i just want to stay alive
if i wake up in the morning, i survived
keep it pushing even if i dont know why
know there's something more to life

foreign forest:
my chest
feels like it's full of rocks sometimes
yes
i've been working on my mind
tests
all i ever seem to find is
stress
i don't wanna lose my mind yet

i'm so tired of living in the future
thinking i'll be good
but for now im just a loser
this is not "it"
lost my "present" in the sewer
gotta get it
but i don't know what i'm doing

what if i
have a different story i could
tell in time
though i didn't get it on the
very first try
at least i can say i tried

hkfiftyone:
i feel so messed up, like im never right
swear im drained just from putting up a fight
i wont sleep but im tired, so i might
want to be up in the sky

if im real, i just want to stay alive
if i wake up in the morning, i survived
keep it pushing even if i dont know why
know there's something more to life

im tryna get back up, i swear i try my best
but every time i fall, i feel it in my chest
and then my brain gets numb, so then i make a mess
its like i cant think straight, but you probably get it

hold on
i swear it's gonna be okay
been too long, but swear it wont stay
youre not alone, i know its lonely
youre all in my prayers

Sample from Julia's Message of Hope
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5rvhgvmABL0

"It's ok to be afraid, but I don't want you to give up. Because the thing about depression, is it lies. You know, you gotta fight to be here. Because it does get better, and all of these lies will eventually go away. You just have to hold on, 'cause it doesn't get to win. It doesn't get to take you. Because you're stronger than that, and you're worth more than that.
And it's possible."

Stay Pt 2 w/ Foreign Forest

OUTMYLEAGUE [PROD 1017.ONIXXA & NIKA00]

much love to @emofruits for always fw me <3 prod by @antw0music enjoy

LYRICS:
[intro/hook: $eejay]
lookin at the scars thats on my neck
u dont know the pain thats in my head
i got all this weight thats on my chest
i dont know i feel like im better off dead

[verse: $eejay]
lookin at the scars thats on my neck
matter fact, fuck everything u ever said
told me that u liked me just to get inside my head
i dont feel the same yeah, i dont feel shit

i don't feel shit now, i fuck a bitch now
yah, same old me but im rich now
keep a clip 'round, shawty strip down
got her suckin on my dick when she go down
keep a fo' around, in case it go down
yah, comin from the block, just know we hold down
she don't know now, she don't know how
yah, xo shawty she goin hold down

she goin hold down, she goin hold down
xo shawty she goin hold down
she goin hold down, she goin hold down
xo shawty she goin hold down

[verse 2: emo fruits]
got a couple 30s
pop another one
play ya cards right
i might leave u sum
need a new bitch that can hold it down
cus my old girl dont come around
look up at the sky
watch it cry
got a couple pills on ur mind
look at the time baby
is there something u want baby
got the scars up on my neck
its the shit i cant forget
u never loved me like u said
i couldn't hurt u like u did

i might be the next one ft. deep october (prod. imsoproudofyou)

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