how do i become a kid again
do i just kill myself and reincarnate
this worlds just not meant for me
i hate my anxiety its been on a 
hundred ever you came
no i wasnt born this way
dysphoric and strange
realitys fake
my pain , it just doesnt play fair
oh ive tried 100 times now im scared
now im in too deep
my anxiety creeps
fucked up now im losing sleep
look what it  did to me
this all feels so empty
this suffering haunts me
the feelings descending
now im fucked up

i dont know just where im goin
but i hope i make it work
everyday just blends together
so im better off in the dirt
nobody knows how much i need them
too many problems and none of em fixed
i understand why you dont like me
im so stuck up and im such a bitch

zombie song

@menthol100s

i sing by the window
i've seen only god knows
i do things so i grow
but you still think that i'm a bad person
i think i might be a bad person
i do some things that's just not worth it
you see the point yet you still worsen
i speak my truth, that's why you worship
something i can't do at all
something you shouldn't do at all
sometimes your skin may crawl
makeup destroyed us all
genetically i was fucked from the start
i had no chance from my birth
how'd things get so much worse?
how'd things get so much worse?

skeleton i was 13 in 2017 and didnt have a cat (acoustic version)

why cant i find her

https://www.instagram.com/hurtsick333/

mona lisa p.sickboi

mistreated

skipping town
see you around
if you tell me how
ill shut my mouth
walking down
to where you stay
nothing changes
it stays the same
all in baby for you
your made of gold
thats a reason to stay
im going to
walk all over you

walk all over you

elsewhere

prod me // julia brown cover

touch my blood with your tongue
and kiss me like you should
we could be better than we ever thought
and i could be better than i ever thought that i could be

and how would you know if i love, love you
if i couldn't do the things I wanna do
for you

taste my blood with your tongue
and touch it with your fingers
blood, blood, blood everywhere
red, red, red like your hair used to be

and how would you know if i love, love you
if i couldn't do the things I wanna do
for you

blood (julia brown cover)

i’ve been tryna cut through the noise
but all i hear is my own voice
don’t know how much more i can take
how much for i can fake

so i broke the sharpener in two
tryna feel something new
baby i’m lost in the pain
baby i don’t know how to explain
why i do the things i do :'[

im sick n tired of me
baby can’t u just see?
i’m bleeding out in my truth
nobody knows what i go through

i broke the sharpener in two :(



 this is my vent

mona lisa p.sickboi

ꨄhurtsick

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