Wind and Waves

one of these again.. ben a minute


this bracelet that i've come to like
has been keeping me up
more like keeping me right wont lie....
im reminded of you, and that's silly to say because you're too far away
its a crush or a fall, not a like lol
and the bracelet broke last night
and i wont replace it, i wont go remake it i think i deserve this

and they see me hurting, so they're reaching out
their arms are so long its crossing 2 thousand miles
going city to city, really feels like you're with me
but i've still never met you, and thats kind of shitty

ill see you in february :)
my fingers are crossed
rather be in the cold
than out in the frost

oh yeah good luck on your finals
i doubt that youd need it
i call you a nerd
but im sure youre a genius

just make it to february

midsommar lovebear, you got it

stay away
if i let you in then you will hate me
pls just trust me
don't call my name
i'll hide my face if i have to 

get away
i promise i have nothing to give you
i'm a piece of shit i prove it constantly
i don't deserve to hear you sing 
my name
to me

1000 miles away from me and I
get sick in my room and I wait to die
I wanna know u think of me sometimes
I wanna know u think of all the time
I remember it was summer I was by the sea
I remember ever word u ever said to me
I cover my face and I shut my mouth
something never left with me throughout it all

stay away
if i let you in then you will hate me
pls just trust me
don't call my name
i'll hide my face if i have to 

get away
i promise i have nothing to give you
i'm a piece of shit i prove it constantly
i don't deserve to hear you sing 
my name
to me
don't ever get close to me
i will hurt you

hurt u ft. rezlaine (gl0)

untitled

I died for you
Every single day
In the apartment
We broke the agreement
But by man's law we still had an apartment
Beyond the tropes, of where I've stroked
We had our last sex
I cried for you
You repaid me with your resignment
From our department
Leave it all behind
Leave it all behind
Leave it all behind
Leave it all behind

The Department

Here is the song that was originally written for the Run like a girl Febuary ep. Instead of it being a diss, my lyrics are about how, no matter what, we were all connected.. but ya know. I guess I’m the monster. 

Taking my chances 
Walking on a wire 
Made of thread 

Exchanging glances  
Standing Between  
Words misread 

We promised to build this together
And Watch these bridges burn 
But in turn 
It all burned 
It all burned 

I’ve seen the beauty between us 
I’ve seen the masks on the wall 
And I’ve seen them fall 
By fate
I’ve seen them fall 

Can’t you look me in the eyes this time 
And not show a cold shoulder 
(I’m Walking in circles
Arms spread out for a friend 
For an enemy )
Can’t we turn away from this past 
As we finally get older

Can’t you look me in the eyes this time, and not turn a cold shoulder 
(Red strings tied to our fingers
We’ll be here 
Intertwined forever 
Even if it cuts) 

Even when  it scars 

Even if I beg for you 
And you look down on me 
With knives in your eyes 
I pray to be fine 

Even if my heart breaks 
I’ll pick up the pieces 
To make us whole 

Even if it hurts me 
Even if I cry for you.. 

I pray to be fine 

And Even with the blades in my spine 
I’ll take them out so we can start again 

I’ll still take my chance 
Walking through coals 
To get to 
where you are. 
And I’ll hold out 
Lit like a fire 
Lit like a fire 


Red strings tied to our fingers 
We’ll be here 
Intertwined forever 
Even when it scars 
Even when it heals. 


I hope everyone knows what I was too

Purple

dont wait too long

Its been a minute....

Enjoy the vibes 

Sample: https://www.instagram.com/p/BPwJNx1jFQz/


Give her a follow: https://soundcloud.com/raeleenikole

Purple

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