all my idols went and died from the shit we did 
i was thinking its a vibe look at where we been
i could live another life but I couldnt pretend 
i was living through a lie so I had to repent 
talked to god last night but he couldnt listen
said he busy watching tele and he couldnt even tell me 
that it doesnt make a difference 
everybody talkin never walkin what they talk though 
I was taught, what you bought at a crossroad 
better profit or you really took a loss bro
you better stoppin why you even try to start though 
I admit it, you didn't quit 
on some stay down shit
I dont lay down bricks 
but the verse like a key homie 
dont hate when Im what you wanna be homie 
no prorate, when the colgates showin 
these days replay when the soul aint flowin

when the pay down
when the day ones start to fade out
when the bills up,
when the gas tank dont stay filled up 
when I can't take it, 
and my hearts breakin

i feel like Im losing myself in this industry 
all the things that I feel like I have to pretend to be 
i don't remember when everything went to be 
daily postin going crazy showin every little moment 
I try to adapt, Im just trying to rap, that shit dont get me focused 
stopped sippin just to reel it in realer then 
most looking like me in the same skin 
its a feeling you feel it when, 
you in crowd with the loud blowin 
(you feelin proud and you out showin)
had doubt, kept it on route
steppin on stones never did it for the clout 
heaven only knows how i had to make it out 
eleven years old hearing mom and dad shout 
dad would leave the house, I was on the couch 
always wonder why we never got to go with 
in my room mother breakin all my shit
sometimes I wondered why, I even exist
stopped believing in risk 
i was sleepin and missed 
a lot of oportunity 
wasnt new to me, 
I was just rooted in truancy

Idolz

something I wrote years ago, just working on mixing, shout out to Urban Nerd for always having dope stuff to work off.



Told em I exploded
Once I wrote it 
Blunts and forties  
Blurry vision no prescription 
I been sippin just before we 
Started talkin/ takin shots and 
Then we walking,   
In the parking lot
Everybody shoutin   
I   was down and out 
And poutin 
Throwing back a stout and 
Tryin not to get nostalgic
Heart keeps palpitatin 
Now we waiting, how to make it 
Out of all the misery we livin with 
And if it wasn't this, 
It'd be different shit  
So there's no difference 
Life is all perspective    
We just sittin with the motive 
No selection, 
Roll it smoke it in precession 
Overdose and take a breathe in 
Feel it work like epinephrine 
And just to laugh I left em guessin
Kept in a bottle my plans 
And the plan was to drink 
Except I knew the way to stand 
Was to sit and just think
So im just hitting the brink 
No bank cards 
No safe house just blank out 
I was looking for people 
But it was desolate,
survival of the fittest 
Bible it was written 
For the times we livin in 
Mind been in a binge, 
I am in a sense
Here, but also though
Circle, along with square 
so tell me how it's fair
 
I keep gettin closer 
I know it won't hurt 
If I just let it go
It'd be in, credible

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BAILE FUNK & MIAMI BASS EDIT OF KENDRICK LAMAR'S ALRIGHT

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art work by Jacob Iiofrida

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