how tf u make crash the party and then this heater

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blueberry lane

actual track slowed for copyright. original file here: https://dbree.org/v/c7ab76
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i wish i could but my mom would kill me

i hoped i could but my mom would kill me

abandoned (micheal harrison)

~ stuck forever borderline ~
prod. by me <3
additional prod. (trumpet) by @dramatrial

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I can't wake up to alarms 
I shake my legs, an anxious mess, and draw shit on my arms
My mental's covered in scars 
My life's a wreck and I project it from my heart

As unstable, impulsive, intense it gets 
I'm unable to stop fearing abandonment
Am I able to change my ways or how I live? 
'Cause uncertainty's creeping up on me again

I'm the opposite of fortified 
I push away, then let you stay the night
I say I'm sober, I'm still getting high 
In a former life, the order's right
But I'm stuck forever borderline, borderline

My mind is racing along 
A million miles, it's been a while, my inhibition's gone
It gets too hard to respond 
I might as well be embalmed
Emotions on a swing, I'm spiraling, I'm too closed off

As aggressive, repressive, uptight I am 
I'm unable to stop trying to give a damn
And this feeling's been stuck inside my diaphragm 
'Cause uncertainty's creeping up on me again

I'm the opposite of fortified 
I push away, then let you stay the night
I say I'm sober, I'm still getting high 
In a former life, the order's right
But I'm stuck on the borderline 
I'm the opposite of fortified
I push away, then let you stay the night 
I say I'm sober, I'm still getting high
In a former life, the order's right 

But I'm stuck forever borderline, borderline
Stuck forever borderline, borderline 
Borderline
Stuck, oh on the borderline
Stuck forever borderline, oh
Borderline, borderline
Stuck forever borderline, borderline

chris hansen

hxmartia

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