If I Killed Myself Right Now This Would Be The Last Thing You Hear From Me

Brahman-Consumate-Pt.1&2

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All of my art is w0rthle$$
I'm hurting 👎
Why do I feel I'm nothing God dammit 
God dammit👁️👁️
Im burninggggggggggggggggggggggg
Everyone's taking 
I'm Bleeding and breaking 
My conscious is shaking 
I feel like I'm fading 

Why is it never enough 
I hide behind nothing 
The internets laughing at my pain and suffering 
I love all my cutting I'm drinking and smoking my brothers don't know me 
I'm slipping 
I'm slipping 
I'm slipping 
Away 
Stuck in a cage 
No one can save me I'm stuck in a maze 

Why is this panic uncanny to feeling so stranded when no one can stand this I don't understand this i feel like I'm worthlessssss

I'm hurting and worthless  
I don't know my purpose 


Worthless and burning
Man everything is hurting  
No one can save me and 
Everyone hates me I know I'm not crazy but why am I nothing
I'm drinking and cutting 
And coping with buttons 
The cutting the cutting 
The cutting is trending 
 My suicide is pending 
I'm running I'm running I'm running oh I need to wake up 
I'm worthless and hurtin
Where the fuck is my purpose 
I'm worthless and burning 
And nothing is working

w0rthl3$$

Prod wealis

Living off of unemployment 
And Half baked disappointments 
This Anger that can't be avoided 
I'm drowning in a river on my own accordance 
Sleep isn't peaceful and living is  lonely 
what the fuck you mean you know me 
Mommas crying over groceries 
Hoping homie doesn't OD  

All this shitty entertainment  plus a 9-5    payments So we can get the basics 
 While I'm Struggling with impatiens

Social constructs got me contemplating 
That 
Resentment through the eyes of the beholder is jelousy  
Does that mean I'm jelous of peace 
Im picking up these pieces of me 
I'm giving up my  colors changed  in the leaf 
With the Seasons going by I keep loosing more pieces of me.

How the fuck am I gonna navigate through this section 8 I've still yet to meet someone who can pass a plate  now im getting high off this bitter hate wait 
Chitter 
Chatter 
Pitter
 patter 
Dammit shorty i remember when it mattered 
 I can never manage this scatter brain 
It seems like Your the one who ran away 
Calm in the panic imperfectly damaged
I'm faded god dammit  
I'm  saving this song for 
A better day 

Im Phasing out of consciousness 
These days are getting longer man 
 I'm reaching for the bottle damn 
Given drunk salute to Uncle Sam 

Misconceptions 
Indirections 
 Overwhelmed by  my own reflection
 Don't you press him  
 breaking  necks and 
Taking souls from new dementions  

Who the fuck cares about your insignificant existence I'm pissed off good riddance
Ripped off what's different 
Breaking the bones of innocent children 
Sleeping with one eye open I'm a one eyed villain 
I gotta fix my vision 
Gotta clean my dishes
I got no ambition  
I got to find some  life that's kinda worth living   

I don't want those sober tokens and cookie cakes 
I wanna get fucked up and forget her face 
Dull days filled no pay 
Im a long ways from my safe place 
Barley getting by off my shitty raise 
My own suicide is a leap away

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$p0kenpoetry(outro)

Prod. Jxhn killall x lev!vthvn


Fuck you mean I'm passed out 
Groupies with there ass out 
Cocaine in the green room I got bitches in my lap wow 
Dual magnum boots clickin homie get your wig splitted 
Drip acidict 
Tooth chippin war critic 
Swear to me the lord of riches 
I'm so hard the warden listens 
Boneafied blood clot 
Flow can make your heart stop 
Tripping off the acid cus I think I wanna sight  see 
Bright beams 


My third eye can foresee your 
massacre 
Been slicing time the prophets got Excalibur 
I get by with 3 kinds of acid burns 
I reap mine your d line is in the turf 

The anti christ that's pouring pints 
He's out his mind and acting worse 

Don't decide your food is fried with pesticides that's in our dirt 


Pissing blood living life a little discombobulated 
Give a fuck I'll cut him up I like it when there mutilated 
So amazing 
Take my soul Incinerate it

Bat shit 
Sleeping in my casket
 talking like it matters  take your mana like it's magic 
Tragic 
I don't wanna panic 
 panties hit the floor 
All you bitches are demanding 
Rachet 
How you staying stagnant  
I been flipping packs out the back of my mansion 

Bitch I'm tapped in 
Had this bitch bumpin till you crashed it 
Brodie on my dick better tag me in the caption 
Damn the prophet ran this 
 Pullin with the guns up I'll leave your ass dancing

3xcal1bur

Prod s2600zz


 Militainment industries are playing us like puppetry 
im standing in the rubble of this broken down monopoly 
Every other minute is a reason I can't finish 
When I wake up in the morning I've been loosing my ambition 

These Pills are not working 
If im always hurting  
Just go back to bed because everything's borin

Lately I been running out of option imma blend into the fodder with the hatred and slaughter  when there's no light ahead 
No light ahead
I am disgusting
The king of destruction 
Come step in my dungeon 
And put me to rest   
Put me to rest 

Addicted 
Addicted 
Addicted  
To blue light 
Living my life through a screen doesn't 
feel  right 
Hooked on my insights 
I cannot live life
 All of my hope is erroted
My rage has imploated 
I hate all these rodents 
That think their the shit 



 Money over decency 
This Greedy ness is eating me
Addiction is impeding me 
Ambition is depleting me 
My own Depression got not fucking reasoning 
Life is not interesting  
Ive just been slicing away at a canvas of misery 


Yea I been hunting my boys in blue 
Yea I been smoking on poison too 
decrypting prophecies 
No one can copy me 
Why should I blink at the likes of you

I pull up deplete him a
I hunt him and bleed him 
My spirit is buring the garden of Eden 
He's fucking defeated 
  Im reading your life in Sanskrit 
The prophet is manic 

I'm back on my bullshit let's behead the culprit 
Can fuck out my face with your empty pockets 
Call me patriotic your so idiotic with your  day dreams 
They done poked the prophet now im out of options put him in a coffin with my ray beam

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Lyrics :



Lately I been   walking with my head down head down 
Everyone  around me is a let down 
Let down 
Recently I'm waking with my head down 
Head down 
Everything around me is so dead now 
Dead now 
I don't feel like I can ever get out 
Get out 
Lately I been walking with my head down 
Head down 

pissing out this excellence
I think someone should stop me
Buddy wanna be me and they wonder why I'm cocky 
Raunchy 
I can make you famous while I'm dancing on your body 

I don't see him laughing when I kill him with the guillotine
Everyone around me is the uncertain death of me 
Laser beam 
You'll be on my trend when they make me in a factory 
Actually 
I been packing data killing families 
Crawling through the dungeon I'm your majesty 


Lately I been walking with my head down head down 
Everyone  around me is a let down 
Let down 
Lately I been waking with my head down 
Head down 
Everything around me is so dead now 
Dead now 
I don't feel like I can ever get out 
Get out 
Lately I been walking with my head down 
Head down 
   
Life is not worth contemplating
Waking up is overated 
I don't think that I can make it
Running thin on all my patients 

Casually causin casualties 
I  wonder why there mad at me 
Im Tearing down his master piece 
I drip on em  like master cheif 
Acid teeth 
Calm inside catastrophes
I'm laughing at a tragedy 

I'm so sick of waking up exhausted 
I'm Anxious and nautious 
I'm so pissed that no one can be honest 
I'm tainted and rotten

HEADDOWN.

(Yo, put in on dow-)

Switchblade in the back of my pocket, 
you know I’m in for the profit, I always aim to get my money up Stupid niggas only be looking to get they funny up 
If I see em come around they know they getting muddied up, 
don’t give a fuck 
I’ll pop out on like any nigga, keep it tucked on waistline, you know I am not fucking wit the play time 
You can’t rhyme, you know I’m only riding wit the best, got the foo foo niggas stressed, I’m on the block and never need a vest

Introduce a nigga face into my timberland, 
I got my oppas shivering, they’ll never play wit me again 
Walk into the party and my diamonds glistening, he wasn’t listening when I told him I’m boutta up it on him 

Think about me so much that I’m prolly in ya dreams, rockin old supreme, while I’m takin a shot of Jim Beam, you switched teams So now I think it’s justified to make ya fuckin bitch cream, you know I’ll take ya life away on live stream  (Aye, aye, aye, aye)


Aye,
Bitch I hop out the Beam
Aye,
Bitch I walk out the Beam
Big steppa, and I'm Big Double D
Big steppa in my Louis V/Supreme

I can't walk, watch out, I might slip
From the 9-5-4, bitch we still on fuck shit
Gang gang, if you ain't gang you can't hang
You so broke, what you on for?
Noctvrnl Gang, its what ya bitch say
I'm sippin drank, put my whole three in a Lemonade
Bitch on my dick, aye
Because I'm cool, aye
Finna pop up on this pill like ooh, aye

I'm in the same damn shit that I been in, pussy
Imma pull up on yo bitch, she gon suck up on me, suck up on me
Gang
From the 9-5-4 to the N-Y-C 
Bitch it's Big Double D


Me and my boys in NYC, and we poppin shit
I walk into the Rick Owens store, cuz I'm coppin shit
Rick Owens shorts, big pockets, I be droppin shit
Take that nigga out of the photo, we be croppin shit

Big bands, big pile of money, with the opulence
Everytime I ride the subway, hop it, they ain't stop us once
Everytime I ride the subway, leave a sticker on the seat
Dark liquor, brown liquor, I like all my liquor sweet

I smoke grabba-leaf, not so swisher sweets
I'll take a Bacon Egg and Cheese, don't be cheap with the meat
It's 3AM, but a nigga starving and he gotta eat
I'm smoking so much weed that the stars are not that far to me
I'm sorry, bitch ass nigga, huh, pardon me
Didn't see ya there, I guess you're just hard to see
Lil Darkie, that's a tough act, hard to beat
I see them tryna spit, but this rappin shit's a part of me

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