Lie #myc (Dsea + midso)

prod @tores + @nightigerxo

w/ @kyxtsnxwy

Lyrics:
[Hxroshii]
I've been overthinking lately
i trynna figure it out but i cant, i just get lost
its always that everyday that i wasted
feels like i never get the chance now im wasted
and i try to get up, it never worked out
now im crying my heart out
my feelings they were shattered
now everything it wont matter

cause i wish that i could never met you
cause i wish that i could never talk to you
lost trust in my heart, fall again and again
cause everyday i've been feeling so tired
everytime we spent now it all shattered
i wish i could never know you
(so i could never fell in love with you again)

[Kishi]
baby where you at? can you call me? baby do you love me? do you still want my heart?
ive been feeling down, feeling lonely, aint no one to hold me, got me really falling apart again

get out, get out, you messing with my head yeah
so loud, so loud, im dying, now im dead yeah
fall down, im down, laying on my death bed
feel you just shot a bullet straight through my head yeah

like damn
this is all your fault!!!
its breaking my heart, you’re gone
baby girl god damn
everythings gone wrong
maybe im just not enough
cause its what you said!!!
it was you along, blaming me like my fault
is it better, im dead?
watch the sun come up, pain in my double cup

will you make it? 
make it to the other side, baby you’re mistaken
when we got together, you were thinking, can you break this
i hate the feeling of your tongue, still feel the fake kiss
oh i hate this all

will i make it?
make it to the other side, baby you’re mistaken
when we got together, you were thinking, can you break this
i hate the feeling of your tongue, still feel the fake kiss
oh i hate this all

Lost (tores + nightiger)

Prod by me

w/ @kyxtsnxwy

[Hxroshii]
its 4 AM in my room ive been feeling lonely
its been 6 hours looking at my PC
my head is hurt, feels like about to explode
i know its not healthy

and i know that ive been trying so hard
everyday that i just want to give up
but i cant i just want to try tomorrow
maybe ill do better in the next day

sudah kucoba lagi, lagi, lagi dan lagi
sudah kucoba gagal, lagi, lagi dan lagi

maybe i need to chill again more often
ive been trying so hard to chase the thing that i after
maybe i should care more about myself
evertime i spend made me feel so wasted again

i dont want to complain, i dont want this to end
but im so tired to keep all this emotion

[Kishi]
im a broken heart nigga
im still sad while counting figures
im still steady pulling triggers, while you breaking up my heart yeah
bitch im up, lil nigga
im still stuck like a sticker
i be drowing in this liquor, while you breaking up my heart yeah

babe, ikaw yung mahal ko
di ako sanay sa ganto, di masabi harap mo
nandito lang ako para sayo
ang ganda mo baby ko, hawakan mo ang puso ko

(but you wouldn’t wanna talk to me at all)
(im unstable and soon im gonna fall)
(im so sorry, none of this makes sense at all)
(visions of me dying, i accept it all)

[Hxroshii]
Sekarang diriku jatuh
aku tak bisa bangun
sayang tolong genggam tanganku
aku tak bisa bangun tanpamu
and i know that i messed up this time
can you please hold my for the last time
cuz every night i just wanna cry
crying on my own, crying for the thing that i love so much
4 day ive been losing sleep, i feel so weak
and ive been trying so hard to take care of myself
im so tired of this cycle
ku sudah muak, ku ingin melepaskannya
ku sudah berusaha tapi gagal lagi
tapi akan aku coba di besok hari

[Kishi]
get back, baby get back, im unstable
take a step back, take a step back, you’re unable
don’t you come back, don’t you come back, cause im up now
call back, don’t you call back, got me stuck now

don’t you talk to me at all
i be dying baby, i hope you fall
got me crying baby, cutting off my tongue
see the signs baby, i accept it all

Again and Again (me)

2025 is really crazy for me so far :)

0:00 w/ @fiproducer
1:11 solo
1:45 solo
2:25 solo
3:15 w/ @02v
4:30 solo
5:30 solo
6:30 w/ @02v

#Hang_Over-clips_2025--with--@friends

prod. @02v @irisvi1 @txqiio
with @peiflowy

cant comeback (midso + irisv + qiio)

@contenttttt
@gskyo

art: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/80761033#1

"jealous note" (cli)

prod by @lovebitess

@hxroshii
Stains on my jacket I don't really mind.
Silver necklace on my neck, yeah they really shine

if its you I don't mind, if its you I'll be fine
baby girl don't be shy, I'll make sure you gonna shine

and ive been trying not to care about what people say
and im so stuck, get rid of all this fuckin pain
this cigarette doesn't help me relax,
oh my god let me rest!
I hope I don't relapse.

ive been trying to heal, im so stuck without you here
blood mixing with my tears, hurt my wrist I cant feel
scream so loud you cant hear, im so stuck im still here
remember me I cant live if you forget me.

and I cant stand it anymore
and I cant take it anymore
never got a second chance
I could never change the past
relationship that never last
I hope this time it could last

cause ive been busy making CUAN
all this shit is about UANG
baby I don't need your money
I have my own CUAN

and I don't care if you leave me
you're not my destination
and I don't care, I don't need you're affection
I know your love is fake, you giving me heartache
ripped jeans but I still wear it, and maybe I should pray?
and I wish I could stay, but I go far away!
so baby stay away, this is our last day

Story (lovebites)

!!!!!!

#MyCerita @htmyc
sometimes i sing sometimes i produce

Discord: 193hxroshii
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