HXRRXRBXY - SCHOOL PROJECT (PROD. SOLSA)

LYRICS://

TRY SO HARD

WAKE UP, THREW MY LIFE AWAY
GENOCIDE, BOMB THREATS ON THE TV
WORK ALL DAY THEN I GO TO SLEEP
WHY IS THIS THE WAY THAT IT HAS TO BE?
WENT OUTSIDE, SAW THE SKY WAS GREY
I FEEL SO ANXIOUS, OTHER THAN THAT, FEEL GREAT, HUH, YEAH
WORK SO HARD AND YET NO PAY
ALWAYS WORK SO HARD AND YET, NO NAME

WHY ARE PEOPLE ALWAYS FIGHTING FOR THINGS THEY DONT DESERVE?
THIS WORLD SUCKS AND I CAN SAY THAT WITH NO REMORSE
NOWADAYS, YOU AINT COOL UNLESS YOU DRIVE A PORSCHE 
EITHER WAY, YOURE NOT COOL, YOURE NOT IMPORTANT 
EVERYBODY FLEXING BANDS, THEY ALL GOT FANS
WHY DO THEY ALL COMPLAIN IF THEY LIVING GREAT?
IT GETS TO MY BRAIN, CANT COMPRHEND IT
WHY ARE FAMOUS PEOPLE SO IRRELEVANT?

NO FAME, YOU GETTING BLOCKED, AY AY
REAL FAME, YOU GETTING MOBBED, AY AY
NO FACE NO CASE THEY JUST WANNA TAKE IT TO THE GRAVE AY AY (YEAH)

WAKE UP, THREW MY LIFE AWAY
GENOCIDE, BOMB THREATS ON THE TV
WORK ALL DAY THEN I GO TO SLEEP
WHY IS THIS THE WAY THAT IT HAS TO BE?
WENT OUTSIDE, SAW THE SKY WAS GREY
I FEEL SO ANXIOUS, OTHER THAN THAT, FEEL GREAT, HUH, YEAH
WORK SO HARD AND YET NO PAY
ALWAYS WORK SO HARD AND YET, NO NAME

HXRRXRBXY - NO NAME (PROD. OLLY x FAKE)

produced by me

lyrics://

Drop the beat like I drop all these MF’s on your block
Welcome to Maple County where we don’t follow no laws
Breakin’ everybody’s jaws, can’t say nothing about the cause
Hold up, what’d that kid say? Pause
Wanted poster, ain’t no mill plaque
Still makin’ money either way, trademark that
All you are is a - sorry, cat
As soon as you cross the border here, shit, there ain’t no goin’ back

Gunshots goin’ off in the streets
In the streets like (pop, pop, pop)

HXRRXRBXY - MAPLE COUNTY (PROD. HXR)

Artwork by me
I don't remember who produced this

HXRRXRBXY & RODDSXNATRA - MY WAY OUT (PROD. SOMEONE)

thank you for 2k streams on spotify

official reaction video:
https://youtu.be/vEIJUa09sos?si=b6wRcDhGCW8uhiPw

HXRRXRBXY & BIGGSEETO - HARDY BOYS (PROD. CTZ)

we're back

LYRICS://

HXR:
I can scream, you wouldnt hear me (yeah)
I could reach out, they wouldnt feel me
Im well aware the drugs wont heal me
But im sick of feeling empty (yeah) x2

RODDEX:
Yeah, shawty ima vamp, so i stay up watching the moon
Everybodys faces change when i walk in the room
Ay, ive been feeling different after she found someone new
Cuz you promised we would stay together until its our doom
Ay, i ride with that action, tryna boom
He wont know what happened, when we hit him, we gon zoom
I live as a rockstar, even when im in my tomb
Shawty, ima haunt you when im dead, ill see you soon

Think im feeling empty, yea
Think im feeling empty, yeah
Think im feeling empty
I think im feeling

HXR & RODDEX:
I can scream, you wouldnt hear me (yeah)
I could reach out, they wouldnt feel me
Im well aware the drugs wont heal me
But im sick of feeling empty (yeah) x2

HXRRXRBXY & RODDSXNATRA - EMPTY (PROD. FUKK2BEATZ)

trapped in purgatory 

lyrics://

I deserve someone who really gives a fuck about me
Im weak
I deserve someone who helps me get back to my feet
Ill leave (if you dont want me here)
We’re going through it, it wont end well
And im not gonna pretend we’ll
Make amends, you make me live hell
I think its time to cut you off and get some real help

Lay back and tell the world goodnight
Dont put up a fight
I wanna walk into the light
Every other night
I said it cuz it sounded right
I aint feeling like
Someone got my back 
Ive been tripping and my laces tied
Dont tell me ion try
Im barley getting by
Im sick of wasting my time
id rather you out my life
If we going there, you hurt me worse
We’re going there, yeah, i feel cursed
And i know we’ll never work
And that shit just fucking hurts, yo

I deserve someone who really gives a fuck about me
Im weak
I deserve someone who helps me get back to my feet
Ill leave (if you dont want me here)
We’re going through it, it wont end well
And im not gonna pretend we’ll
Make amends, you make me live hell
I think its time to cut you off and go get some real help

HXRRXRBXY - DRUG MONEY (PROD. KEYOMANI)

purgatory, part one

lyrics://

*some adlibs ion feel like typing*

i got the keys to the ghost
yeah, fuck all these hoes, they jus do the most
and i diss em the most, ay, yuh

ill say it slow so you can handle it
i may be depressed, but i damn sure aint no bitch, yuh
i cant stop rap till im rich
you fuckin w me, you get left in a ditch
ay, bitch, whats up with it?
you can get your bitch back once im done fucking it
bitch, ill hang up the mic when im done w it
but at this point im just having some fun with it
i keep a gun, bih, and im cold with it
i got a crib, im up in the pool with it
im in her pussy, im fucking it loose
fucking with me, you get left on the news

i need a second to breathe
i do what i gotta, i do what i need
fuck one mil, ill sign for 3
you cannot do this like me, highkey

ay, fuck rap
they talking bout me i said
fuck that
if they shooting at me, ima
buss back
"whatever floats your boat" i sunk that, i won that, ay, fall back
i wont let a bitch hurt me again
motherfucker, we aint friends
and i guess this how it ends
kill me if you think you can
shoutout roddex, hes the man
ay, fuck it if they kill me, bitch, that shits part of the plan

HXRRXRBXY - OUTTA COMMISSION (PROD. KEYOMANI)

authors note; I started this song the day she left and I couldn't finish it cuz the cops pulled up after I recorded about the first 4 lines. After about a month, I finished it today and I think it turned out better than I had hoped. I hope you enjoy it. first single off of HXRRXRBXY 4 PRESIDENT <3 - hxr

lyrics://

lately ive felt nothing but stuck
tryna reach out, i need help, but do you give a fuck?
i hate how shit is now
shit, ill blame it on my luck
but notice every time i get attached i tend to fuck it up

i want you around me (i want you around me)
i want you to help me (i want you to help me)
i just want you to be happy (i just want you to be happy)
even if that means its without me
and now you're gone

someone take me home
ion wanna be alone
im taking my pills to the dome
i feel so fucking numb, yo
this is no ones fault but my own
so i put the pills down and pick up the chrome
i really wish that you would pick up the phone
ion wanna live but ion wanna go

lately ive felt nothing but stuck
tryna reach out, i need help, but do you give a fuck?
i hate how shit is now
shit, ill blame it on my luck
but notice every time i get attached i tend to fuck it up
x2

i want you around me (i want you around me)
i want you to help me (i want you to help me)
i just want you to be happy (i just want you to be happy)
even if that means its without me
and now you're gone

HXRRXRBXY - NOW YOU'RE GONE (PROD. BRANWEN)

one of 3 different versions of this song

LYRICS://

LoccSide, bitch

Driving fast, my eyes closed
Yeah, I just wanna crash
I'll admit I hit that bitch a couple times then did the dash 
Come into my city when you leave you getting taxed, uh
I think I broke my thumbs after counting all this cash, bitch
I don't wanna live, but I dont wanna die
Pill bottle on my side, talking quiet suicide 
I don't-, I don't wanna live, but I dont wanna die
I think I'll take another pill so I can finally say goodnight 

Inhale, exhale, ive been with the clouds
You already know im fly as shit and im never coming down
Come around, these bitches acting like I owe em something now
I couldn't care about a hoe cuz thats not what im about
F-fuck anybody who been talking bout me
If you aint talking bout green, quit talking to me
If you aint upping a beam, then quit fucking with me
I don't wanna die but I dont wanna be
Stuck with you, fuck all you pussies, you know I dont 
Fuck with you, people don't like you, but what are you 
Gonna do? 
Matter a fact, I think im Done with you
Bitch at this point, im just having some fun with you

Driving fast, my eyes closed
Yeah, I just wanna crash
I'll admit I hit that bitch a couple times then did the dash 
Come into my city when you leave you getting taxed, uh
I think I broke my thumbs after counting all this cash, bitch
I don't wanna live, but I dont wanna die
Pill bottle on my side, talking quiet suicide, fuck
I don't wanna live, but I dont wanna die
I think I'll take another pill so I can finally say goodnight 
Cuz fuck it

HXRRXRBXY - I DON'T WANT TO DIE (PROD. VXNDVTTA)

thank you

lyrics://

if I were to die tomorrow 
would what I have lived for been worth it?
if I were to die tomorrow 
wouldn't you feel perfect?
If I were to die tomorrow 
would it make a difference?
if I were to die tomorrow 
would everything be better off without me?

ah fuck

*robin williams speech*

if I were to die tomorrow 
would what i have lived for been worth it?
if I were to die tomorrow 
wouldn't you feel perfect?
if I were to die tomorrow 
would it make a difference?
if I were to die tomorrow 
would everything be better off without me?

information:
written October 21st 2023
produced by branwen
mixed by hxrrxrbxy
art by hxrrxrbxy

HXRRXRBXY - TMR (PROD. BRANWEN)

"I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that." - robin williams 

lyrics://

I could take another pill
but that don't mean that it gon help me
I'm jus chasing another thrill
who are you to blame me, for how I feel?
you can't tell me that you feel me
you're never here
life's been weird for the past 6 months 
but I ain't no bitch, ima roll my blunts, ya
they hating on me but I give no fucks
and I could never love that bitch because she so stuck up

ya because she so stuck up
every days the fucking same
and so is every other slut
and fuck a handout 
bitch I did this on my own
pussy I've been in my zone
that's why I don't pick up my phone

don't pick up my phone cuz I don't wanna talk
I'm running away but got nowhere to walk 
walk in that bitch with a glock
run up on me and that shit gonna pop
run up on me and your body gon drop
me and the gang otw to the top
I'm staying on go bitch I never stop
and that shit fax 
fuck all these bitches I'm counting these rax
ik that I hurt you but pls take me back.
hoe, wanted her back
bitch I wanted it back
fuck anyone who tell me how to act
hold up pause that run that back

fuck the money 
I'm too busy making memories
I want nothing more than for you to just come and sit with me
I'm up, so she go down, just like some good Hennessey
I'm someone they know now, it ain't nothing new to me
I'm overwhelmed, im in my head
I gotta get to all that bread 
know that they'd rather me dead
but that shit ain't happen yet
ya pull up to my city you gon get hit with the tec 
I could say it again, but you already know that I'm the best

I could take another pill
but that don't mean that it gon help me
I'm jus chasing another thrill
who are you to blame me, for how I feel?
you can't tell me that you feel me
you're never here
life's been weird for the past 6 months 
but I ain't no bitch, ima roll my blunts, ya
they hating on me but I give no fucks
and I could never love that bitch because she so stuck up

HXRRXRBXY - STUCK UP FREESTYLE (PROD. KEYOMANI)

loccside, bitch

LYRICS://

*jesse pinkman talking to waltuh*
Fuck HXR, im sorry
(Sorry for what, being a lunatic?)
(Yeah)

HXR:
Ya, im sorry (yeah, im sorry)
Yeah, im sorry-y-y
Yeah, im sorry (yeah, im sorry, uh)
Yeah, im sorry-y-y
Y-ya, im sorry (yeah, im sorry)
Yeah, im sorry-y-y
Yeah, im sorry (yeah, im sorry)
Yeah, im- (im sorry)

STARBOI:
said i ws sorry for the way i was actin
all these bitches js hate for the attraction
got the blicky gon hit wit a stick
if u really hate me, u can suck my dick
fuck it i run it
with choppas ill hit yo block (uh)

HXR & STARBOI:
Pull up on me, we can fight
Yeah, im not gonna waste time

STARBOI:
I get paid, no fucks
I roll a blunt, hold it up
Put it up in the air (on god)
yeah
yeah
said im sorry
yeah im sorry
hxrrxr tell em, bitch 

HXR:
Ya, im sorry (yeah, im sorry)
Yeah, im sorry-y-y
Yeah, im sorry (yeah, im sorry, uh)
Yeah, im sorry-y-y
Y-ya, im sorry (yeah, im sorry)
Yeah, im sorry-y-y
Yeah, im sorry (yeah, im sorry)
Yeah, im- (im sorry)

Yeah, im sorry (yeah, yeah)
Yeah, im sorry
Y-yeah, im sorry
Y-y-yeah, im sorry-y-y

HXRRXRBXY - I'M SORRY FEAT. STARBOI. (PROD. GODO!)

I miss you so much <3

LYRICS://

I look in the mirror, I can't stand the damn reflection 
I'm so fucking paranoid, I think I need a weapon 
I just wanna sleep because this agony my best friend
yeah, and I've learned to accept it

I don't wanna live and let go (ya)
you should be here with me
I'm tired of being alone
ain't nobody gonna miss me
I just wanna see your face again (your face again)

I'm sick of how you motherfuckers treat me (yeah)
how you say you need me and then you up and leave me? (uh)
reaching out for help but I dont think nobody sees me
guess that shits okay cuz I've been making all this green, please
ride for me if you'll ride, bitch, don't lie
I love my brothers and my pole, I keep that chopper by my side
if I leave up out the game I swear it isn't suicide 
you run up me, bitch, who's walking 'way? it's you or i (yeah)

(the thing is-)
(if you just do stuff and nothing happens...)
(what's it all mean?)
(what's the point?)

I look in the mirror, I can't stand the damn reflection 
I'm so fucking paranoid, I think I need a weapon 
I just wanna sleep because this agony my best friend
yeah, and I've learned to accept it

I don't wanna live and let go (ya)
you should be here with me
I'm tired of being alone
ain't nobody gonna miss me
I just wanna see your face again (your face again)

(I don't wanna live and let go)
(im tired of being alone)
(I just wanna see your face again, yeah)

HXRRXRBXY - MADDY'S SONG (PROD. WH1TESPACE x JXZZYTRIP)

this is a freestyle, biotch 

LYRICS://

PEOPLE DONT CARE ABOUT YOU x8

I've been feeling like the best
i dont need a vest
say that shit with my chest
go and sit at your desk
stay mad that you aint shit with your life (bitch)
I might go drop a hit, then put my dick in your wife
I keep that strap like a dyke
p-pull up, I do wanna fight
maybe I don't wanna die but I'm gonna try
bro you isn't my bro
bitch I'm always down to go toe to toe (okay)
nothing to lose, and nothing to hold
dawg you a bitch stop acting so bold
I never ever did what I was told
fuck all the evidence, I gotta go
ima go rot in my tomb
and you should too 
cuz people don't care about you

PEOPLE DONT CARE ABOUT YOU x A LOT

- PPL WONT ALWAYS CARE ABOUT YOU SO CARE ABOUT YOURSELF <3

HXRRXRBXY - PEOPLE DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU (PROD. MORTEH)

birthday drop i love u thank u for listening

LYRICS://

Fuck HXR

I took the pill even though I know that i don't need it
trust me, I'll beat it
you only see me smoke, you don't see me feining 
or see me bleeding
ay, walk in that bitch and i feel like a demon
but I still need me a reason
I talk about shit cuz I've seen it, uh
she can tell that I drink cuz im leaning, huh
if you crash then you crash
if you said it you said it
maybe it gets to my head cuz I let it
if all of my idols died
where the fuck am I headed?
I'm in so much pain
so I get high to try and forget it
that shit don't work because its embedded 
I need help, uh

everybody been working for payments 
everybody just wanna be famous
they hating on me cuz I made it
but I'm still on your main bitches playlist
if I go out, then its with a bang
g-gripping a shotty like kurt cobain 
pussy, there isn't no rules to the game
just being myself and the money all came
okay
ima say what I want
stand by what I said and said fuck what you thought
and I'll say it again in case you forgot
I feel even worse when I pray to a God
a-all of you motherfuckers sensitive 
why do we fight when we talk?
I'm still down to fight if a fucker get into it

this depressions getting old
I said fuck what I was told
these meds make me numb and cold 
yeah
bitch im going for the gold
f-fingers up to all my foes
ya bitch
you already know

I took the pill even though I know that i don't need it
trust me, I'll beat it
you only see me smoke, you don't see me feining 
or see me bleeding
ay, walk in that bitch and i feel like a demon
but I still need me a reason
I talk about shit cuz I've seen it, uh
she can tell that I drink cuz im leaning, huh
if you crash then you crash
if you said it you said it
maybe it gets to my head cuz I let it
if all of my idols died
where the fuck am I headed?
I'm in so much pain
so I get high to try and forget it
that shit don't work because its embedded 
I need help, there, I said it

https://genius.com/Hxrrxrbxy-all-my-idols-died-lyrics - in case you wanna know what some lyrics mean

HXRRXRBXY - ALL MY IDOLS DIED (PROD. FADENHERE)

sorry i held onto this one for a bit ❤️

lyrics://

all this motherfuckin drink got me slurring on my words
put your homie in the dirt, flip the rarri like the bird
if anyone is gonna kill me, bitch, ill do it first
and im making all this money that they say I don't deserve
give me a year and I will make myself worth it
sipping my drink till I feel close to perfect
everybody hating on the kid and i felt worthless
but I've been working, making all this money, bitch, and I deserve it 

yeah, ain't no one could ever tell me shit
I don't need to care about a bitch when I got clips
I don't need to care about the pain when I got sticks
you hating cuz im better, bitch, just say it like it is
bitch, I gamble with my life and im cashing in my chips
bitch, im reaching out for help, but that's something they don't get 
all I really want is someone else, hate being by myself
hate the fucking way I felt when I heard you're with someone else

but that's something ion wanna think about right now
bitch, im out right now
you could prolly tell by now
my insides are turning 
bitch, im getting cash cuz it never fucking hurts me

a-all this motherfuckin drink got me slurring on my words
put your homie in the dirt, flip the rarri like the bird
if anyone is gonna kill me, bitch, ill do it first
and im making all this money that they say I don't deserve
give me a year and I will make myself worth it
sipping my drink till I feel close to perfect
everybody hating on the kid and i felt worthless
but I've been working, making all this money, bitch, and I deserve it

HXRRXRBXY - DESERVE (PROD. MALLOY)

guess who's back

lyrics://

late night thoughts got me reaching for the henny 
talking late night car rides, driving through the city
fuck a drive by, ill run up with my semi
they can tell im boutta blow, and they all pissed cuz they aint with me

yeah, I done really fucked up this time (this time)
not sure how it's gonna work out, but I'll get by
please just get the fuck outta my life so I can live mine

ima keep it short and fast
I don't think this shit'll last
wanna leave it in the past
so I focus on the cash
100 bands up on my lap
got my feet up on the dash
bitch im all about my bags
we go toe to toe, he need a tag

got my finger out the window
that's yo wife? now she's a widow
you upsessed, a stan, no dido
chopper got em playing limbo
pockets really big, no lizzo
malcom, way I'm always in the middle
play yo bitch just like a fiddle
talking shit, I break his dental

yeah, I done really fucked up this time
this time, this time, this time, this time
woah oh (x5)
but I'll get by 

late night thoughts got me reaching for the henny 
talking late night car rides, driving through the city
fuck a drive by, ill run up with my semi
they can tell im boutta blow, and they all pissed cuz they aint with me, yeah

yeah, I done really fucked up this time (this time)
not sure how it's gonna work out, but I'll get by
please just get the fuck outta my life so I can live mine (yeah)

HXRRXRBXY - LATE NIGHT THOUGHTS (PROD. DAZAY X TRIAZO)

purgatory 2

lyrics://

Yo, Keyo (yo, Keyo)
Fuck HXR
I got some shit that I need to say (grr)
Yo, lemme talk my shit one time, maybe two times, maybe a few times (haha)
Fuck a hiatus, I'm back on my grind, bitch
Ayo, turn me up (fuckin' bitch)

These percs better kill my pain
Not my vibe, out my mind, okay
Now they fucking know my name
About time, damn right (that's great)
Get the fuck up outta my lane
Or don't drive, don't try (you say it)
Rest in power, homies in the grave, ay okay

All of you fuckers are pedos or cowards
Rob banks like it's straight outta Broward (bitch)
Popped me a bean and it killed a few hours
Copped me a beam, it enhances the power (ay, fuck)
Fuck out my mentions 
I don't give no one attention 
That's why you don't ever get mentioned
Listen, walk in that bitch with extensions
Then say that that shit was done in self-defense and

Cop pulled up, and I dipped
Go ahead, ask about a fuck I don't give
Down that mud, I don't know how to sip
Talk on my name and I'm busting his lip
Chopper like Aloe, it throwing a fit
Yo pockets real shallow, you aint about shit
Bitches stay mad though, I'm getting rich
I'm loading the clip, just said what it is

These percs better kill my pain
Not my vibe, out my mind, okay
Now they fucking know my name
About time, damn right (that's great)
Get the fuck up outta my lane
Or don't drive, don't try (you say it)
Rest in power, homies in the grave, ay okay
Ay, fuck it

These percs better kill my pain, not my vibe
Now they fucking know my name, about time
Get the fuck outta my lane, or don't drive
Rest in power, homies in the grave, ay okay

HXRRXRBXY - REST IN POWER (PROD. KEYOMANI)

purgatory 2 - out December 25 

lyrics://

Fuck HXR
(Yuki Productions, Yo Keyo)

Call me an athlete, way I've been running shit
Bet you I up it, he gon get to runnin, bitch
I got that stick by my hip, who you runnin wit?, yeah
She wanna pull up on me, make a movie
I'm off a perc so i sound a bit moody 
Roll up your gang and it smoke it, no doobie 
Words get mixed up just like it was a smoothie, look (fuck)

Just cuz you copped you a gun do not grant you immunity
Foes will play homies, it ain't nothing new to me
Up in my whip with me, that's where my shooters be
I only talk money and I speak it fluently 
Bitch, I'm the best, we cant kick it congruently 
Beam on my blic and that shit looking lucently 
They hating on me but it's funny, no Stewert Lee
Skip school to rap, and i do it real truantly, fuck

You would think they're broken water pipes the way we let them tools bust
The only time I ever had my prime was on the school bus
You fighting or you running? One of you and theres a few of us
He ran up, my gun already off safety, came in too clutch

Please, do not hit up my phone, bitch, I'm always to busy 
R-rolling my weed or done clutching my semi 
You stuck on a bitch, let it go, but no Demi 
HXR finna make it to the top without giving it to Diddy 
Bitch, I can't stop till I'm chill, number one in my city 
They can tell I got talent, but can't come up with me
I feel like a vet way she show me her kitty
How many guns in my closet? too many 

All I'm tryna do is get my bag and get my dick sucked
Talking like he bout it, play with me, and get yo clique bucked
I need a bitch who love me and do drugs and got a big butt
It's hard to get a statement outta me cuz I don't give fucks

I'm too fucked up to pick it up, so really, telepathic sippin 
I'm not tryna go to jail, I up it quick and blast the witness
She getting on her knees for me, you'd think the bitch is Sacrilegious 
I'm into taking shit, it's almost Christmas, gotta practice givin'

HXRRXRBXY - DETOX (PROD. KEYOMANI & YUK)

purgatory 2 

lyrics://

(I-I wish)

I got used to feeling like the problem
So how else am I to solve it?
Count up cash and pop my pills
I'm never late to my deposit 
Feel like '04 Kobe on the court, I'm always fuckin' ballin
But now they only really hit me up cuz to them Ima solvent 

Dying in my dreams, I'm not too sure what else to call it
I wake up, I'm grabbing at my chest, I'm dizzy and I'm falling
Aint shit what it seems, and bitch, that's something I can promise
But I won't tell you that you'll see my face again cuz it ain't honest

Speak my mind, bout all the time, don't mean that someone get it
They just hear the song and not the pain it took to write it and then finish (yeah)
I'm paranoid as fuck, but I won't ever go admit it
Please, somebody take the drugs away, but not today, I'm livid (damn)
I don't really understand why no one else can mind they business
He talking shit, I break his motherfuckin' teeth, gon need a dentist (bitch)
I'm the master, you apprentice, get it? I just need a ticket (ah)
Out this town and out this situation, need to make a killing

Too much on my mind, it's hard to sleep, but I don't wanna anyway
I smoked too much tonight, but it's alright, I need to get away
I put my life up on the line bout every time, I never play
Don't really fuck with no one else besides my gang, nun else to say

I got used to feeling like the problem
So how else am I to solve it?
Count up cash and pop my pills
I'm never late to my deposit 
Feel like '04 Kobe on the court, I'm always fuckin' ballin
But now they only really hit me up cuz to them Ima solvent 

Dying in my dreams, I'm not too sure what else to call it
I wake up, I'm grabbing at my chest, I'm dizzy and I'm falling
Aint shit what it seems, and bitch, that's something I can promise
But I won't tell you that you'll see my face again cuz it ain't honest (fuck)

HXRRXRBXY - DYING IN MY DREAMS (PROD. KENZEE)

i wonder if my absence is felt

lyrics://

[Sample]
When it comes to drugs, pill-pushers and takers
We are a country virtually out of control
You're feeling depressed? To get relief, take a pill
Most of us are addicts 

[HXR]
Went and got right to the green, but I ain't talking bout no lawn (no, no)
I bet yo' bitch still bump my song
I bet you also sing along (pussy)
Promise, you fuck with my money 
Then you get hit like a bong 
Imagine all the cash that Ima make
And all the hearts that Ima break, yeah (fuck HXR)

Every dog has its day
Life a bitch that you can't tame
So you might as well get paid, love (yeah)
Every dog has its day 
Now I'm off the leash, I'm off the chain
Get the fuck up off my case, bitch

I have a lotta thoughts, but that don't ever make me arrogant
Know I came to rock, but this a glock, not a guitar, came to take care of it
I'm off the meds that I prescribed myself, just an American
That needs someone to talk to, but I can't afford a therapist (uh-huh)
Shawty said she want me dead, but when I'm gone, I'll haunt her
I ain't tryna sell my soul, but I can't turn down all these offers (nah)
I can't seem to get away from myself, like my own stalker 
I really need to get me some help, 'fore Ima goner (yeah)

Went and got right to the green, but I ain't talking bout no lawn (no, no)
I bet yo' bitch still bump my song
I bet you also sing along (pussy)
Promise, you fuck with my money 
Then you get hit like a bong 
Imagine all the cash that Ima make
And all the hearts that Ima break, yeah (fuck HXR)

Every dog has its day
Life a bitch that you can't tame
So you might as well get paid, love (yeah)
Every dog has its day 
Now I'm off the leash, I'm off the chain
Get the fuck up off my case, bitch

[Sample]
Other people have seen their friends die
I don't want anyone to see any of their friends die anymore

HXRRXRBXY - EVERY DOG HAS ITS DAY (PROD. LEGOS)

now is the only thing that’s real

lyrics://

Fuck HXR

ST4R:
Uh, uh
Yeah, like what you wanna say-ay
You tell me you love me but baby you don't fucking stay
In the back of my coupe
Take another percocet, make me feel alright
I do, I take, another, ganja, smoke rip, and I
Feel so hi-igh
You know how I feel, baby it's the same fly
Yeah I feel like I'm just dreaming, baby please stay

HXR:
Yeah, yeah, ah-ah, baby, please stay
I cant even begin to explain the time i’ve spent alone and been afraid
These are supposed to be best years of my life
Bitch, im out in the night, all im tryna do is get away
I came, i saw, and i overcame like all of that
I really love my baby, she so pretty, so i call her that
Fuckin with my money, catch a bullet like a running back
Shoutout YEAT, Im spinning off these fuckin percs just like a laundromat 
Best advice i ever heard was “fuck these bitches, chase the money”
Let me live my life, Im sick of greedy fuckers talking scummy
It aint shit for me to up it, leave him lookin like a mummy 
Baby, you dont even know me, how the fuck you claim you love me? 

ST4R:
Uh, uh
Yeah, like what you wanna say-ay
You tell me you love me but baby you don't fucking stay
In the back of my coupe
Take another percocet, make me feel alright
I do, I take, another, ganja, smoke rip, and I
Feel so hi-igh
You know how I feel, baby it's the same fly
Yeah I feel like I'm just dreaming, baby please stay

HXRRXRBXY & STARBOI. - PLEASE STAY [PROD. SIEM SPARK]

so fucked up off the downers seeing myself w angel wings 

LYRICS://

Fuck HXR
LoccSide, bitch 

Livin’ life like “fuck a stop sign”
The days keep passin’ me by
That’s why I leave em on a dropline
Check my watch, it’s my time
I got a flow that ya’ll can’t match
But I jus’ wanna get high
And I don’t wanna get attached
Never been to good at goodbyes (hoe)

No, I ain’t a trophy
I got bitches on my belt
I cover scars but you can hear em if you listen to me well
I swear, I better go to Heaven cuz I’ve really been through Hell
Lord, forgive me for the pain that I inflict upon myself

I’m the type of kid yo’ mama warned you not to hang around
I’m paranoid as fuck, hand on my 9, I came to spray em down
All the shit I’ve been through made me to the person I am now
Just know when I’m on your block, even inside, you isn’t safe and sound 

All I need is weed and my bitch, and I prefer the two together
Ion fuck wit any others, switching up just like the weather
And this joint up in my hand done got me higher than a feather
Or a bird, it’s for the better, I’m 2 High, I feel like Getter

Life sucks, that’s lesson learned
I rep my set at every turn
That’s DTB and LSR
That hatin’ shit won’t get you far
I never had to pass no bar
I sip my drink and write my bars
Sure, the fame and cash are nice
But just remember who you are

Livin’ life like “fuck a stop sign”
The days keep passin’ me by
That’s why I leave em on a dropline
Check my watch, it’s my time
I got a flow that ya’ll can’t match
But I jus’ wanna get high
And I don’t wanna get attached
Never been to good at goodbyes (hoe)

No, I ain’t a trophy
I got bitches on my belt
I cover scars but you can hear em if you listen to me well
I swear, I better go to Heaven cuz I’ve really been through Hell
Lord, forgive me for the pain that I inflict upon myself

HXRRXRBXY - REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE (PROD. HIGHSOULJA)

staying consistent 

LYRICS://

Fuck HXR
LoccSide, bitch 

Yeah, yeah
I need a minute
Popped a perc and then I downed a liter, or whatever I could finish
Bitch, I’m breaking in the underground, fuck scalping all my tickets
All I hear is people talk but that don’t mean I ever listen
L-living life on go like if you blink you’ll really miss it
I ain’t ever into savin’ hoes, I made the most off dissin’
Smokin’ too much weed, forget how oxygen gon’ keep me livin’
Man, it’s crazy how I hate this shit, but without it, I’m livid

Face the blunt cuz I don’t wanna face the problems I’ve been dealing with
I walk up in that bitch, I got my gun, it got a ruler-clip
Drove the CRV up off the bridge, I need a newer whip
Ironic, one’s who talkin’ crazy are the one’s who isn’t doin’ shit
Fuck the game, I’d rather go and end it while I can
But I can’t, ya’ll rely on me like I’m the fuckin’ man
Swear, I’ll love you to death, but this shit, I don’t understand
I got people on the top with me, it wasn’t in the plan

Yeah, yeah
On a different note
Pussy soakin’ as she gimme throat
Maybe she don’t love me, I don’t wanna know
I just jump up in that pussy, straight Jeronimo
I never made the honor roll
I never had somebody that I held as close as you
I never switched up on my brothers, we just do what we gon’ do
Wonder why the fuck you clutchin’ if you isn’t gonna shoot
See this clip? Get you clipped up on a clip up in the news (bitch)

Bitch, I’m tryna crease my newest shoes
I’m tryna smoke my weed and make my songs, it isn’t nothin’ new
I light my problems when I light the bong, it always fills the room
Just wait till I get ballsy and this shit turn into my tomb
Sippin’ on that codiene while we look up at the moon
Baby, you don’t fucking know me, so don’t ever claim you do
I like Oxy, percs, some weed and lean, some shit to get me through
My brain so fucked, but it’s okay, just pass me all the shrooms 

Yeah, yeah
I need a minute
Popped a perc and then I downed a liter, or whatever I could finish
Bitch, I’m breaking in the underground, fuck scalping all my tickets
All I hear is people talk but that don’t mean I ever listen
L-living life on go like if you blink you’ll really miss it
I ain’t ever into savin’ hoes, I made the most off dissin’
Smokin’ too much weed, forget how oxygen gon’ keep me livin’
Man, it’s crazy how I hate this shit, but without it, I’m livid

HXRRXRBXY - OXY.GEN (PROD. 2UKKO)

HAPPY 420. LEAD WITH LOVE.

LYRICS://

Fuck HXR
LoccSide, bitch

Take me out this city and my pity (yeah)
I got shit I need to do (okay)
You know the crew is stickin’ with me
No matter what we goin’ through (okay)
Really clutchin’ on that semi 
Blowin’ O’s up out the coupe (huh)
Down as fuck although I’m up with ones I love
‘Cuz I though that it’d be you (thought that it’d be you)

Not much left to say so I ain’t really tryna talk (no, no)
And there ain’t nowhere else to be so I ain’t really tryna walk (no, no)
Call me a key the way I got the fuckin’ rap game in a lock (okay)
Quit asking questions like a cop, bitch, I’ll answer if I want (okay, yeah)

Baby, I got trust issues (yeah, yeah)
Bitch, what’s up with you? (uh)
I would rather know the real you before I’m stuck with you (yeah)
Guess I’ll blame it on my luck, all the shit I’ve done been through (aye)
Even though I let you down, know I never meant to (nah)
Like a keychain, keep that Glocky holstered all up on my hip (I do)
Like some paper, it ain’t shit for me to take it, let it rip (grah)
There ain’t much else left to gain, the world was fucked up from the get (okay)
But there ain’t shit else left to lose, so what’s a life that’s left unlived? (yeah)

I am trying to do with my life something which few people try to do
I’m not clear, what is it you’re trying to do with your life?

(Not much left to say so I ain’t really tryna talk
And there ain’t nowhere else to be so I ain’t really tryna walk
Call me a key the way I got the fuckin’ rap game in a lock
Quit asking questions like a cop, bitch, I’ll answer if I want)

Take me out this city and my pity (yeah)
I got shit I need to do (okay)
You know the crew is stickin’ with me
No matter what we goin’ through (okay)
Really clutchin’ on that semi
Blowin’ O’s up out the coupe (huh)
Down as fuck although I’m up with ones I love
‘Cuz I though that it’d be you (thought that it’d be you)

Not much left to say so I ain’t really tryna talk (no, no)
And there ain’t nowhere else to be so I ain’t really tryna walk (no, no)
Call me a key the way I got the fuckin’ rap game in a lock (okay)
Quit asking questions like a cop, b-bitch, I’ll answer if I want (bitch, I’ll answer if I want)

HXRRXRBXY - GASOLINE & FLOWERS (PROD. WHYCONOR+)

birthday drop thank you for listening ❤️

LYRICS://

Fuck HXR
LoccSide, bitch

Pour a four up in that cup and let it catch up to my brain
Baby, I’m an addict, problematic, fuckin’ static, filled with pain
Shit that remains the same has always been hard to retain 
Know I’m far from perfect, but I promise, gimmie time and I could change

Middle fingers up, g-giving fucks ain’t my commission 
When I look into your eyes, I see right through and what you thinkin’
I’m not sure how this got started but I’m certain how I’ll end it, I’m
Codependent, not independent 

If it works, then bitch, it works, I’m poppin’ percs until the end
Time is money, only difference, don’t regret the cash I’ve spent 
G-g-gotten-gotten to the point where I ain’t tryna lose a friend
But I’ve been hurt and I won’t go and put myself through that again 
Walkin’-walkin’ ‘round the city, keep my hand up on my belt
Know ya’ll can’t come get up with me, ain’t shit to envy, life is hell 
How the fuck is it uncanny? Man, you said that shit yourself
How am I supposed to help the world when I can’t even help myself?

Yeah, there’s no use in pretending time will change a thing 
Got too fucked up off the downers, now I see myself with angel wings
It’s a cycle, I go idle, ion wanna think
Hide the scars with all the ice, lookin’ like a fuckin’ hockey rink

Pour a four up in that cup and let it catch up to my brain
Baby, I’m an addict, problematic, fuckin’ static, filled with pain
Shit that remains the same has always been hard to retain 
Know I’m far from perfect, but I promise, gimmie time and I could change (LoccSide, bitch)

Middle fingers up, g-giving fucks ain’t my commission 
When I look into your eyes, I see right through and what you thinkin’
I’m not sure how this got started but I’m certain how I’ll end it, I’m
Codependent, not independent

HXRRXRBXY - CODEPENDENT (PROD. SIEM SPARK)

pouring up to title fight

dtb // lsr // dsv

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