HXRRXRBXY - LIFE IS A HXRRXR MOVIE

lyrics://

skating home, all alone
wish that you'd pick up the phone
but I've been down this road
someone please take me home
I just wanna see my friends (my friends)
I don't want tonight to end (to end)
but it did, and will over again
I'm in over my head
I know you know what I said 

I'm just sick of being lonely 
someone tell me they love me
I'm ready for a hubby, im out here getting money
everyone who hated was just funny
they mad because they nothing
they upset cuz im something, ya
I showed em my style, they bit it
no, I can't stop this shit till I'm finished
speaking of the best, you know I've been it
like a trophy not everyone get it
yeah but I still did it
I can't stop flexing on bitches 
all im focused on is digits 
yall dream about it bitch I live it

skating home, all alone
wish that you'd pick up the phone
but I've been down this road
someone please take me home
I just wanna see my friends (my friends)
I don't want tonight to end (to end)
but it did, and will over again
I'm in over my head
I know you know what I said x2

HXRRXRBXY - FRIENDS (PROD. BRANWEN x JXZZYTRIP)

thank you for 2k streams on spotify

official reaction video:
https://youtu.be/vEIJUa09sos?si=b6wRcDhGCW8uhiPw

HXRRXRBXY & BIGGSEETO - HARDY BOYS (PROD. CTZ)

trapped in purgatory 

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I deserve someone who really gives a fuck about me
Im weak
I deserve someone who helps me get back to my feet
Ill leave (if you dont want me here)
We’re going through it, it wont end well
And im not gonna pretend we’ll
Make amends, you make me live hell
I think its time to cut you off and get some real help

Lay back and tell the world goodnight
Dont put up a fight
I wanna walk into the light
Every other night
I said it cuz it sounded right
I aint feeling like
Someone got my back 
Ive been tripping and my laces tied
Dont tell me ion try
Im barley getting by
Im sick of wasting my time
id rather you out my life
If we going there, you hurt me worse
We’re going there, yeah, i feel cursed
And i know we’ll never work
And that shit just fucking hurts, yo

I deserve someone who really gives a fuck about me
Im weak
I deserve someone who helps me get back to my feet
Ill leave (if you dont want me here)
We’re going through it, it wont end well
And im not gonna pretend we’ll
Make amends, you make me live hell
I think its time to cut you off and go get some real help

HXRRXRBXY - DRUG MONEY (PROD. KEYOMANI)

shoutout Mathis, love you buddy

LYRICS://

I cannot feel my hands 
I cannot feel my body
Showed up late to my own party
In this bitch, and im with Roddy (yeah)
Yeah, keep that hoe cuz ion fuck with her
Just know the reason that you with that bitch is cuz im done with her, yeah

I cant stand, i cant think
So im pouring up a drink, yuh
I aint tryna link, yeah
Stayed up late so i cant think
Yeah, its late
Im on some pills so i feel great
I cant tell if its night or if its day, well
These meds aint gonna take themselves 
Yuh, everything around me spinning
Yeah, theyd hate to see me winning
But i did it cuz im different 
Hoes take more than they giving
Ion feel like ive been living, right
I was tryna die last night
A dozen pills, i wanna die, ya
Yeah, enough of that
Talking bout a CRV, im up in that
Talking bout the baddest bitch, im fucking that
Talking bout the whole damn game, im runnin dat
Pass the ball, no running back
I get the bag then i dip, thats a lotta cash
Talking my shoes cost more than you spent on rent
These bitches 2 faced, Harvey Dent

I cannot feel my hands 
I cannot feel my body
Showed up late to my own party
In this bitch, and im with Roddy
Yeah, keep that hoe cuz ion fuck with her
Just know the reason that you with that bitch is cuz im done with her, yeah x2

HXRRXRBXY - BROKEN BONES (PROD. KEYOMANI & TURRO)

staying consistent 

LYRICS://

Fuck hxr, yeah

Yeah, you know that i still got it
I said call me dumb because i go retarded
They think that im done but im just getting started
Counting up that cash, im feeling accomplished 
All of you pussies been paying for features
Im balling out hard while you up in the bleachers
We dont need them but i think that they need us
Got his bitch on her knees like shes praying to Jesus
When she walk out the trap, she walk with a limp
Fuck that hoe then drip, bitch, ima (pimp)
Walk in with the heat, yall gon’ catch a temp
Ay, uh, huh

The fuck you on today?
Run up on me and that chopper gon’ spray
Stay mad that im still getting paid
And yo’ bitch is up in here, giving me face
Walk in the function, we spraying like pesticides
Shooting kids up in that bitch like its Columbine
They aint on shit but im onto mine
Walk in that bitch with no vest like i wanna die

Uh, i cannot feel my face
Other than my mind, im feeling great
Finna pop some pills 
Right now im chasing thrills
Spent my paycheck on my grills
Its a shame yall never see me smiling
Im always wilding 
10k on my wrist, call that perfect timing
Talking mad erotic
All my whips exotic
Yall can kill me if you want me dead If yall is on shit, bitch

HXRRXRBXY - IT’S ALL FCKED UP (PROD. KEYOMANI & KITE)

authors note; I started this song the day she left and I couldn't finish it cuz the cops pulled up after I recorded about the first 4 lines. After about a month, I finished it today and I think it turned out better than I had hoped. I hope you enjoy it. first single off of HXRRXRBXY 4 PRESIDENT <3 - hxr

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lately ive felt nothing but stuck
tryna reach out, i need help, but do you give a fuck?
i hate how shit is now
shit, ill blame it on my luck
but notice every time i get attached i tend to fuck it up

i want you around me (i want you around me)
i want you to help me (i want you to help me)
i just want you to be happy (i just want you to be happy)
even if that means its without me
and now you're gone

someone take me home
ion wanna be alone
im taking my pills to the dome
i feel so fucking numb, yo
this is no ones fault but my own
so i put the pills down and pick up the chrome
i really wish that you would pick up the phone
ion wanna live but ion wanna go

lately ive felt nothing but stuck
tryna reach out, i need help, but do you give a fuck?
i hate how shit is now
shit, ill blame it on my luck
but notice every time i get attached i tend to fuck it up
x2

i want you around me (i want you around me)
i want you to help me (i want you to help me)
i just want you to be happy (i just want you to be happy)
even if that means its without me
and now you're gone

HXRRXRBXY - NOW YOU'RE GONE (PROD. BRANWEN)

happy valentines day

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put the gun to my head 
I wanna hear that shit click
call me if you find that you got sumn to say
I'll beat this
somebody pls take my life
I don't need this
and some nights I wanna do it myself huh
I won't be missed
put the gun to my head 
I wanna hear that shit click
call me if you find that you got sumn to say
I'll beat this
somebody pls take my life
I don't need this
and some nights I wanna do it myself huh
I won't be missed

I wanna get help
but nothing seems worth it
tryna put in the work
but I dont think it's working
why does every one elses life seem so perfect?
everybody's gone
so what's one more person?
nobody cares until I'm at my all time low
and even then
I can't tell who's my friend or foe
tell me why I gotta feel like I've been so broke
and don't tell me that you'll be there when you know that you wont

put the gun to my head 
I wanna hear that shit click
call me if you find that you got sumn to say
I'll beat this
somebody pls take my life
I don't need this
and some nights I wanna do it myself huh
I won't be missed
put the gun to my head 
I wanna hear that shit click
call me if you find that you got sumn to say
I'll beat this
somebody pls take my life
I don't need this
and some nights I wanna do it myself huh
I won't be missed

dtb // dsv // lsr

HXRRXRBXY - ALL TIME LOW (PROD. BRANWEN)

why the fuck

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Bitch, what it do? (Yo, Keyo)
I'm up in my room, bumping these tunes (yeah)
Making them moves, and counting these blues
You know what I do (you know what I do, bitch)
Bitch, who is you?
Better yet, who the fuck are you to me?
Shit ain't what it seems
Pussy, lets get to the green, bitch, I got somewhere to be (yeah)

Pussy, I hop in that bitch and I run it
Stop sign, bitch, we run it (skrrt)
I see a cop, bitch, and I gun it
I see an opp, we get to drumming
T-thats yo' bitch, well, I might fuck her for fun
You can talk about shit if you getting it done
Nobody listen until you mention a gun
These bitches don't love you, they all for the funds (yeah)
Look, I don't wanna take my medication
Bitch, I'm up next and I'm getting impatient
If they got something to say, I said "save it"
Yeah, I ain't worried bout shit but a payment
Run up on me, you get hit with the stainless
Bitch, I don't wanna be famous
But I'm making her proud, and they hate it

They told me I'd never get this far
Now everybody knows just who we are
Yeah, I had to learn my part
Yeah, some bitches broke my heart before
You can rent but you can't park that Porsche
Do I wanna fuck? Why yes, of course
Whore in this bitch, and that bitch is with HXR

Bitch, what it do? (yeah)
I'm up in my room, bumping these tunes (yeah)
Making them moves, and counting these blues
You know what I do (you know what I do, bitch)
Bitch, who is you?
Better yet, who the fuck are you to me?
Shit ain't what it seems
Ya boy got shot
But its better him than me, yeah

_____________________________________

free dillano 
free Jay
free William

dtb // dsv // lsr

HXRRXRBXY - WHY THO (PROD. KEYOMANI)

"so tempting but nothing ever happens, and nothing feels the same, I lucked out again." - ohgr 

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Bitch, I'm up like a Nighthawk
Bitch, its on site, dawg
Walk up in the function with a pipe-bomb
Bitch, give me the mic, ya'll
I don't fucking like ya'll
Pull up to where I stay, and I'll fight ya'll
I'm up like a Nighthawk
Bitch, its on site, dawg
Walk up in the function with a pipe-bomb
Bitch, give me the mic, ya'll
I don't fucking like ya'll
Pull up to where I stay, and I'll fight ya'll

These fucks said they don't miss the songs I scream in
You know what? Fuck em then, pussy, I'm a demon
I haven't had a drink in a minute and I'm feening 
I say what I mean, hoe, fuck a hidden meaning
I hate that you hate me
But I'd rather be alone, and it eats me
I'm on so many pills, I can't think straight
Bitch, you run up on me, you get killed
Bitch, I've been great

I'm on pills, I feel great
Run up, that's a mistake 
I don't care who you know
I don't care what you say x2

(FUCKKKK)

I hate that you hate me
but I'd rather be alone, and it eats me
I'm on so many pills, I can't think straight
bitch, you run up on me, you get killed

(Julian, are you good?)

Bitch, I'm up like a Nighthawk
Bitch, its on site, dawg
Walk up in the function with a pipe-bomb
Bitch, give me the mic, ya'll
I don't fucking like ya'll
Pull up to where I stay, and I'll fight ya'll
I'm up like a Nighthawk
Bitch, its on site, dawg
Walk up in the function with a pipe-bomb
Bitch, give me the mic, ya'll
I don't fucking like ya'll
Pull up to where I stay, and I'll fight ya'll

HXRRXRBXY - NIGHTHAWK (PROD. SUM)

thank you

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if I were to die tomorrow 
would what I have lived for been worth it?
if I were to die tomorrow 
wouldn't you feel perfect?
If I were to die tomorrow 
would it make a difference?
if I were to die tomorrow 
would everything be better off without me?

ah fuck

*robin williams speech*

if I were to die tomorrow 
would what i have lived for been worth it?
if I were to die tomorrow 
wouldn't you feel perfect?
if I were to die tomorrow 
would it make a difference?
if I were to die tomorrow 
would everything be better off without me?

information:
written October 21st 2023
produced by branwen
mixed by hxrrxrbxy
art by hxrrxrbxy

HXRRXRBXY - TMR (PROD. BRANWEN)

loccside, bitch

LYRICS://

*jesse pinkman talking to waltuh*
Fuck HXR, im sorry
(Sorry for what, being a lunatic?)
(Yeah)

HXR:
Ya, im sorry (yeah, im sorry)
Yeah, im sorry-y-y
Yeah, im sorry (yeah, im sorry, uh)
Yeah, im sorry-y-y
Y-ya, im sorry (yeah, im sorry)
Yeah, im sorry-y-y
Yeah, im sorry (yeah, im sorry)
Yeah, im- (im sorry)

STARBOI:
said i ws sorry for the way i was actin
all these bitches js hate for the attraction
got the blicky gon hit wit a stick
if u really hate me, u can suck my dick
fuck it i run it
with choppas ill hit yo block (uh)

HXR & STARBOI:
Pull up on me, we can fight
Yeah, im not gonna waste time

STARBOI:
I get paid, no fucks
I roll a blunt, hold it up
Put it up in the air (on god)
yeah
yeah
said im sorry
yeah im sorry
hxrrxr tell em, bitch 

HXR:
Ya, im sorry (yeah, im sorry)
Yeah, im sorry-y-y
Yeah, im sorry (yeah, im sorry, uh)
Yeah, im sorry-y-y
Y-ya, im sorry (yeah, im sorry)
Yeah, im sorry-y-y
Yeah, im sorry (yeah, im sorry)
Yeah, im- (im sorry)

Yeah, im sorry (yeah, yeah)
Yeah, im sorry
Y-yeah, im sorry
Y-y-yeah, im sorry-y-y

HXRRXRBXY - I'M SORRY FEAT. STARBOI. (PROD. GODO!)

this is a freestyle, biotch 

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PEOPLE DONT CARE ABOUT YOU x8

I've been feeling like the best
i dont need a vest
say that shit with my chest
go and sit at your desk
stay mad that you aint shit with your life (bitch)
I might go drop a hit, then put my dick in your wife
I keep that strap like a dyke
p-pull up, I do wanna fight
maybe I don't wanna die but I'm gonna try
bro you isn't my bro
bitch I'm always down to go toe to toe (okay)
nothing to lose, and nothing to hold
dawg you a bitch stop acting so bold
I never ever did what I was told
fuck all the evidence, I gotta go
ima go rot in my tomb
and you should too 
cuz people don't care about you

PEOPLE DONT CARE ABOUT YOU x A LOT

- PPL WONT ALWAYS CARE ABOUT YOU SO CARE ABOUT YOURSELF <3

HXRRXRBXY - PEOPLE DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU (PROD. MORTEH)

birthday drop i love u thank u for listening

LYRICS://

Fuck HXR

I took the pill even though I know that i don't need it
trust me, I'll beat it
you only see me smoke, you don't see me feining 
or see me bleeding
ay, walk in that bitch and i feel like a demon
but I still need me a reason
I talk about shit cuz I've seen it, uh
she can tell that I drink cuz im leaning, huh
if you crash then you crash
if you said it you said it
maybe it gets to my head cuz I let it
if all of my idols died
where the fuck am I headed?
I'm in so much pain
so I get high to try and forget it
that shit don't work because its embedded 
I need help, uh

everybody been working for payments 
everybody just wanna be famous
they hating on me cuz I made it
but I'm still on your main bitches playlist
if I go out, then its with a bang
g-gripping a shotty like kurt cobain 
pussy, there isn't no rules to the game
just being myself and the money all came
okay
ima say what I want
stand by what I said and said fuck what you thought
and I'll say it again in case you forgot
I feel even worse when I pray to a God
a-all of you motherfuckers sensitive 
why do we fight when we talk?
I'm still down to fight if a fucker get into it

this depressions getting old
I said fuck what I was told
these meds make me numb and cold 
yeah
bitch im going for the gold
f-fingers up to all my foes
ya bitch
you already know

I took the pill even though I know that i don't need it
trust me, I'll beat it
you only see me smoke, you don't see me feining 
or see me bleeding
ay, walk in that bitch and i feel like a demon
but I still need me a reason
I talk about shit cuz I've seen it, uh
she can tell that I drink cuz im leaning, huh
if you crash then you crash
if you said it you said it
maybe it gets to my head cuz I let it
if all of my idols died
where the fuck am I headed?
I'm in so much pain
so I get high to try and forget it
that shit don't work because its embedded 
I need help, there, I said it

https://genius.com/Hxrrxrbxy-all-my-idols-died-lyrics - in case you wanna know what some lyrics mean

HXRRXRBXY - ALL MY IDOLS DIED (PROD. FADENHERE)

sorry i held onto this one for a bit ❤️

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all this motherfuckin drink got me slurring on my words
put your homie in the dirt, flip the rarri like the bird
if anyone is gonna kill me, bitch, ill do it first
and im making all this money that they say I don't deserve
give me a year and I will make myself worth it
sipping my drink till I feel close to perfect
everybody hating on the kid and i felt worthless
but I've been working, making all this money, bitch, and I deserve it 

yeah, ain't no one could ever tell me shit
I don't need to care about a bitch when I got clips
I don't need to care about the pain when I got sticks
you hating cuz im better, bitch, just say it like it is
bitch, I gamble with my life and im cashing in my chips
bitch, im reaching out for help, but that's something they don't get 
all I really want is someone else, hate being by myself
hate the fucking way I felt when I heard you're with someone else

but that's something ion wanna think about right now
bitch, im out right now
you could prolly tell by now
my insides are turning 
bitch, im getting cash cuz it never fucking hurts me

a-all this motherfuckin drink got me slurring on my words
put your homie in the dirt, flip the rarri like the bird
if anyone is gonna kill me, bitch, ill do it first
and im making all this money that they say I don't deserve
give me a year and I will make myself worth it
sipping my drink till I feel close to perfect
everybody hating on the kid and i felt worthless
but I've been working, making all this money, bitch, and I deserve it

HXRRXRBXY - DESERVE (PROD. MALLOY)

guess who's back

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late night thoughts got me reaching for the henny 
talking late night car rides, driving through the city
fuck a drive by, ill run up with my semi
they can tell im boutta blow, and they all pissed cuz they aint with me

yeah, I done really fucked up this time (this time)
not sure how it's gonna work out, but I'll get by
please just get the fuck outta my life so I can live mine

ima keep it short and fast
I don't think this shit'll last
wanna leave it in the past
so I focus on the cash
100 bands up on my lap
got my feet up on the dash
bitch im all about my bags
we go toe to toe, he need a tag

got my finger out the window
that's yo wife? now she's a widow
you upsessed, a stan, no dido
chopper got em playing limbo
pockets really big, no lizzo
malcom, way I'm always in the middle
play yo bitch just like a fiddle
talking shit, I break his dental

yeah, I done really fucked up this time
this time, this time, this time, this time
woah oh (x5)
but I'll get by 

late night thoughts got me reaching for the henny 
talking late night car rides, driving through the city
fuck a drive by, ill run up with my semi
they can tell im boutta blow, and they all pissed cuz they aint with me, yeah

yeah, I done really fucked up this time (this time)
not sure how it's gonna work out, but I'll get by
please just get the fuck outta my life so I can live mine (yeah)

HXRRXRBXY - LATE NIGHT THOUGHTS (PROD. DAZAY X TRIAZO)

purgatory 2 

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(I-I wish)

I got used to feeling like the problem
So how else am I to solve it?
Count up cash and pop my pills
I'm never late to my deposit 
Feel like '04 Kobe on the court, I'm always fuckin' ballin
But now they only really hit me up cuz to them Ima solvent 

Dying in my dreams, I'm not too sure what else to call it
I wake up, I'm grabbing at my chest, I'm dizzy and I'm falling
Aint shit what it seems, and bitch, that's something I can promise
But I won't tell you that you'll see my face again cuz it ain't honest

Speak my mind, bout all the time, don't mean that someone get it
They just hear the song and not the pain it took to write it and then finish (yeah)
I'm paranoid as fuck, but I won't ever go admit it
Please, somebody take the drugs away, but not today, I'm livid (damn)
I don't really understand why no one else can mind they business
He talking shit, I break his motherfuckin' teeth, gon need a dentist (bitch)
I'm the master, you apprentice, get it? I just need a ticket (ah)
Out this town and out this situation, need to make a killing

Too much on my mind, it's hard to sleep, but I don't wanna anyway
I smoked too much tonight, but it's alright, I need to get away
I put my life up on the line bout every time, I never play
Don't really fuck with no one else besides my gang, nun else to say

I got used to feeling like the problem
So how else am I to solve it?
Count up cash and pop my pills
I'm never late to my deposit 
Feel like '04 Kobe on the court, I'm always fuckin' ballin
But now they only really hit me up cuz to them Ima solvent 

Dying in my dreams, I'm not too sure what else to call it
I wake up, I'm grabbing at my chest, I'm dizzy and I'm falling
Aint shit what it seems, and bitch, that's something I can promise
But I won't tell you that you'll see my face again cuz it ain't honest (fuck)

HXRRXRBXY - DYING IN MY DREAMS (PROD. KENZEE)

i wonder if my absence is felt

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[Sample]
When it comes to drugs, pill-pushers and takers
We are a country virtually out of control
You're feeling depressed? To get relief, take a pill
Most of us are addicts 

[HXR]
Went and got right to the green, but I ain't talking bout no lawn (no, no)
I bet yo' bitch still bump my song
I bet you also sing along (pussy)
Promise, you fuck with my money 
Then you get hit like a bong 
Imagine all the cash that Ima make
And all the hearts that Ima break, yeah (fuck HXR)

Every dog has its day
Life a bitch that you can't tame
So you might as well get paid, love (yeah)
Every dog has its day 
Now I'm off the leash, I'm off the chain
Get the fuck up off my case, bitch

I have a lotta thoughts, but that don't ever make me arrogant
Know I came to rock, but this a glock, not a guitar, came to take care of it
I'm off the meds that I prescribed myself, just an American
That needs someone to talk to, but I can't afford a therapist (uh-huh)
Shawty said she want me dead, but when I'm gone, I'll haunt her
I ain't tryna sell my soul, but I can't turn down all these offers (nah)
I can't seem to get away from myself, like my own stalker 
I really need to get me some help, 'fore Ima goner (yeah)

Went and got right to the green, but I ain't talking bout no lawn (no, no)
I bet yo' bitch still bump my song
I bet you also sing along (pussy)
Promise, you fuck with my money 
Then you get hit like a bong 
Imagine all the cash that Ima make
And all the hearts that Ima break, yeah (fuck HXR)

Every dog has its day
Life a bitch that you can't tame
So you might as well get paid, love (yeah)
Every dog has its day 
Now I'm off the leash, I'm off the chain
Get the fuck up off my case, bitch

[Sample]
Other people have seen their friends die
I don't want anyone to see any of their friends die anymore

HXRRXRBXY - EVERY DOG HAS ITS DAY (PROD. LEGOS)

now is the only thing that’s real

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Fuck HXR

ST4R:
Uh, uh
Yeah, like what you wanna say-ay
You tell me you love me but baby you don't fucking stay
In the back of my coupe
Take another percocet, make me feel alright
I do, I take, another, ganja, smoke rip, and I
Feel so hi-igh
You know how I feel, baby it's the same fly
Yeah I feel like I'm just dreaming, baby please stay

HXR:
Yeah, yeah, ah-ah, baby, please stay
I cant even begin to explain the time i’ve spent alone and been afraid
These are supposed to be best years of my life
Bitch, im out in the night, all im tryna do is get away
I came, i saw, and i overcame like all of that
I really love my baby, she so pretty, so i call her that
Fuckin with my money, catch a bullet like a running back
Shoutout YEAT, Im spinning off these fuckin percs just like a laundromat 
Best advice i ever heard was “fuck these bitches, chase the money”
Let me live my life, Im sick of greedy fuckers talking scummy
It aint shit for me to up it, leave him lookin like a mummy 
Baby, you dont even know me, how the fuck you claim you love me? 

ST4R:
Uh, uh
Yeah, like what you wanna say-ay
You tell me you love me but baby you don't fucking stay
In the back of my coupe
Take another percocet, make me feel alright
I do, I take, another, ganja, smoke rip, and I
Feel so hi-igh
You know how I feel, baby it's the same fly
Yeah I feel like I'm just dreaming, baby please stay

HXRRXRBXY & STARBOI. - PLEASE STAY [PROD. SIEM SPARK]

so fucked up off the downers seeing myself w angel wings 

LYRICS://

Fuck HXR
LoccSide, bitch 

Livin’ life like “fuck a stop sign”
The days keep passin’ me by
That’s why I leave em on a dropline
Check my watch, it’s my time
I got a flow that ya’ll can’t match
But I jus’ wanna get high
And I don’t wanna get attached
Never been to good at goodbyes (hoe)

No, I ain’t a trophy
I got bitches on my belt
I cover scars but you can hear em if you listen to me well
I swear, I better go to Heaven cuz I’ve really been through Hell
Lord, forgive me for the pain that I inflict upon myself

I’m the type of kid yo’ mama warned you not to hang around
I’m paranoid as fuck, hand on my 9, I came to spray em down
All the shit I’ve been through made me to the person I am now
Just know when I’m on your block, even inside, you isn’t safe and sound 

All I need is weed and my bitch, and I prefer the two together
Ion fuck wit any others, switching up just like the weather
And this joint up in my hand done got me higher than a feather
Or a bird, it’s for the better, I’m 2 High, I feel like Getter

Life sucks, that’s lesson learned
I rep my set at every turn
That’s DTB and LSR
That hatin’ shit won’t get you far
I never had to pass no bar
I sip my drink and write my bars
Sure, the fame and cash are nice
But just remember who you are

Livin’ life like “fuck a stop sign”
The days keep passin’ me by
That’s why I leave em on a dropline
Check my watch, it’s my time
I got a flow that ya’ll can’t match
But I jus’ wanna get high
And I don’t wanna get attached
Never been to good at goodbyes (hoe)

No, I ain’t a trophy
I got bitches on my belt
I cover scars but you can hear em if you listen to me well
I swear, I better go to Heaven cuz I’ve really been through Hell
Lord, forgive me for the pain that I inflict upon myself

HXRRXRBXY - REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE (PROD. HIGHSOULJA)

staying consistent 

LYRICS://

Fuck HXR
LoccSide, bitch 

Yeah, yeah
I need a minute
Popped a perc and then I downed a liter, or whatever I could finish
Bitch, I’m breaking in the underground, fuck scalping all my tickets
All I hear is people talk but that don’t mean I ever listen
L-living life on go like if you blink you’ll really miss it
I ain’t ever into savin’ hoes, I made the most off dissin’
Smokin’ too much weed, forget how oxygen gon’ keep me livin’
Man, it’s crazy how I hate this shit, but without it, I’m livid

Face the blunt cuz I don’t wanna face the problems I’ve been dealing with
I walk up in that bitch, I got my gun, it got a ruler-clip
Drove the CRV up off the bridge, I need a newer whip
Ironic, one’s who talkin’ crazy are the one’s who isn’t doin’ shit
Fuck the game, I’d rather go and end it while I can
But I can’t, ya’ll rely on me like I’m the fuckin’ man
Swear, I’ll love you to death, but this shit, I don’t understand
I got people on the top with me, it wasn’t in the plan

Yeah, yeah
On a different note
Pussy soakin’ as she gimme throat
Maybe she don’t love me, I don’t wanna know
I just jump up in that pussy, straight Jeronimo
I never made the honor roll
I never had somebody that I held as close as you
I never switched up on my brothers, we just do what we gon’ do
Wonder why the fuck you clutchin’ if you isn’t gonna shoot
See this clip? Get you clipped up on a clip up in the news (bitch)

Bitch, I’m tryna crease my newest shoes
I’m tryna smoke my weed and make my songs, it isn’t nothin’ new
I light my problems when I light the bong, it always fills the room
Just wait till I get ballsy and this shit turn into my tomb
Sippin’ on that codiene while we look up at the moon
Baby, you don’t fucking know me, so don’t ever claim you do
I like Oxy, percs, some weed and lean, some shit to get me through
My brain so fucked, but it’s okay, just pass me all the shrooms 

Yeah, yeah
I need a minute
Popped a perc and then I downed a liter, or whatever I could finish
Bitch, I’m breaking in the underground, fuck scalping all my tickets
All I hear is people talk but that don’t mean I ever listen
L-living life on go like if you blink you’ll really miss it
I ain’t ever into savin’ hoes, I made the most off dissin’
Smokin’ too much weed, forget how oxygen gon’ keep me livin’
Man, it’s crazy how I hate this shit, but without it, I’m livid

HXRRXRBXY - OXY.GEN (PROD. 2UKKO)

HAPPY 420. LEAD WITH LOVE.

LYRICS://

Fuck HXR
LoccSide, bitch

Take me out this city and my pity (yeah)
I got shit I need to do (okay)
You know the crew is stickin’ with me
No matter what we goin’ through (okay)
Really clutchin’ on that semi 
Blowin’ O’s up out the coupe (huh)
Down as fuck although I’m up with ones I love
‘Cuz I though that it’d be you (thought that it’d be you)

Not much left to say so I ain’t really tryna talk (no, no)
And there ain’t nowhere else to be so I ain’t really tryna walk (no, no)
Call me a key the way I got the fuckin’ rap game in a lock (okay)
Quit asking questions like a cop, bitch, I’ll answer if I want (okay, yeah)

Baby, I got trust issues (yeah, yeah)
Bitch, what’s up with you? (uh)
I would rather know the real you before I’m stuck with you (yeah)
Guess I’ll blame it on my luck, all the shit I’ve done been through (aye)
Even though I let you down, know I never meant to (nah)
Like a keychain, keep that Glocky holstered all up on my hip (I do)
Like some paper, it ain’t shit for me to take it, let it rip (grah)
There ain’t much else left to gain, the world was fucked up from the get (okay)
But there ain’t shit else left to lose, so what’s a life that’s left unlived? (yeah)

I am trying to do with my life something which few people try to do
I’m not clear, what is it you’re trying to do with your life?

(Not much left to say so I ain’t really tryna talk
And there ain’t nowhere else to be so I ain’t really tryna walk
Call me a key the way I got the fuckin’ rap game in a lock
Quit asking questions like a cop, bitch, I’ll answer if I want)

Take me out this city and my pity (yeah)
I got shit I need to do (okay)
You know the crew is stickin’ with me
No matter what we goin’ through (okay)
Really clutchin’ on that semi
Blowin’ O’s up out the coupe (huh)
Down as fuck although I’m up with ones I love
‘Cuz I though that it’d be you (thought that it’d be you)

Not much left to say so I ain’t really tryna talk (no, no)
And there ain’t nowhere else to be so I ain’t really tryna walk (no, no)
Call me a key the way I got the fuckin’ rap game in a lock (okay)
Quit asking questions like a cop, b-bitch, I’ll answer if I want (bitch, I’ll answer if I want)

HXRRXRBXY - GASOLINE & FLOWERS (PROD. WHYCONOR+)

birthday drop thank you for listening ❤️

LYRICS://

Fuck HXR
LoccSide, bitch

Pour a four up in that cup and let it catch up to my brain
Baby, I’m an addict, problematic, fuckin’ static, filled with pain
Shit that remains the same has always been hard to retain 
Know I’m far from perfect, but I promise, gimmie time and I could change

Middle fingers up, g-giving fucks ain’t my commission 
When I look into your eyes, I see right through and what you thinkin’
I’m not sure how this got started but I’m certain how I’ll end it, I’m
Codependent, not independent 

If it works, then bitch, it works, I’m poppin’ percs until the end
Time is money, only difference, don’t regret the cash I’ve spent 
G-g-gotten-gotten to the point where I ain’t tryna lose a friend
But I’ve been hurt and I won’t go and put myself through that again 
Walkin’-walkin’ ‘round the city, keep my hand up on my belt
Know ya’ll can’t come get up with me, ain’t shit to envy, life is hell 
How the fuck is it uncanny? Man, you said that shit yourself
How am I supposed to help the world when I can’t even help myself?

Yeah, there’s no use in pretending time will change a thing 
Got too fucked up off the downers, now I see myself with angel wings
It’s a cycle, I go idle, ion wanna think
Hide the scars with all the ice, lookin’ like a fuckin’ hockey rink

Pour a four up in that cup and let it catch up to my brain
Baby, I’m an addict, problematic, fuckin’ static, filled with pain
Shit that remains the same has always been hard to retain 
Know I’m far from perfect, but I promise, gimmie time and I could change (LoccSide, bitch)

Middle fingers up, g-giving fucks ain’t my commission 
When I look into your eyes, I see right through and what you thinkin’
I’m not sure how this got started but I’m certain how I’ll end it, I’m
Codependent, not independent

HXRRXRBXY - CODEPENDENT (PROD. SIEM SPARK)

HXRRXRBXY - REMEMBER ME FOR WHO I WAS, NOT WHO I PRETENDED TO BE (OUTRO)

HXRRXRBXY - WELCOME TO MY LIFE (INTRO)

lead with love <3

lyrics://

Fuck HXR

Chains up on my neck, they weigh me down just like they’re shackles (okay)
Tryna win this war on drugs but I just lost another battle (okay)
Keep in my mind my heart is fragile, hold it close until it shatters (please)
My life has never been the kind to have a “happy ever after” (no, no)

What hurts is that you saved my life - and I wasn’t there to save yours (no, no)
I live with it enough, and trust, it’s something that I’ve paid for (yeah)
Ever since you left, I’ve tried facing all of my fears (y’know)
I like the view while at the top, I swear, you’d fuckin’ love it here (you would)

Yeah, but that ain’t how it went down (no, no)
I keep my head in the clouds, my fractured soul in the ground (y’know)
Some nights, I hope and pray that I won’t ever be found (no, no)
Bitch, I’ve always been a lost cause, don’t think you could save me now (no, no)

I think its pretty fuckin’ evident that I’ve been going through it (been goin’ through it)
But Mama didn’t raise no bitch, you know we steady gettin’ to it (okay)
Baby, every time I dream of you, I swear I’m dreamin’ lucid (okay)
Tryna slow time, I pop a bean, and now, shit’s barely movin’ (everyday)

Everybody has somethin’ they goin’ through (okay)
I’m well aware we’re hurtin,’ baby girl, just know I notice you (I do)
I know I could’ve helped, hear contrary from my friends (I do)
One day, we’ll be together on the fuckin’ Rainbow Bridge (aye, yeah)

Chains up on my neck, they weigh me down just like they’re shackles (okay)
Tryna win this war on drugs but I just lost another battle (okay)
Keep in my mind my heart is fragile, hold it close until it shatters (please)
My life has never been the kind to have a “happy ever after” (no, no)

What hurts is that you saved my life - and I wasn’t there to save yours (no, no)
I live with it enough, and trust, it’s something that I’ve paid for (yeah)
Ever since you left, I’ve tried facing all of my fears (y’know)
I like the view while at the top, I swear, you’d fuckin’ love it here (you would)

HXRRXRBXY - YOU’D LOVE IT HERE (PROD. JULIOOO!)

sample: morningdew by xavier wulf & bones

LYRICS://

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Bitch, I’m nothin’ special, it ain’t hard to fuckin’ see (no, no)
There ain’t a day that passes I ain’t smokin’ gas or countin’ green (no, no)
Got off my ass and got a bag, hoe, I ain’t get this chain for free (okay)
Shawty see potential, now she gettin’ with the winnin’ team (bitch)

Lightin’ up the night, up on my gun, I got a beam (grr)
Tearin’ at my heart jus’ like it’s fabric, went and ripped through all the seams (okay)
I’m not the one you should admire, shit ain’t nothin’ like it seems (no, no)
I keep a mask up on my face like everyday is Halloween (bitch)

So much pills up in my system, I don’t know how much I took (no, no)
But I’m flexin’ hard and shinin,’ ‘why them motherfuckers look (okay)
So much pens up in my pocket, I should write a fuckin’ book (okay)
I keep a gun up in that bitch, hoe, I ain’t talkin’ Sandy Hook (no, no)

My head is fuckin’ spinnin,’ it’s too difficult to think straight (okay)
But if you ask me how I’m doin,’ best beileve I’ll say “I’ve been great” (y’know)
Poppin’ pills just like they’re candy till they leave me in the dirt (y’know)
Know I’m blessed but there’s still nights where all I feel is fuckin’ cursed (okay)

Nah, I’m so sick of all the bitchin,’ I’ma keep on fuckin’ grindin’ (okay)
Till there’s 10K on my wrist, and bitch, I call that perfect timin’ (yeah, bitch)
Always keep that mask up on my face, but best believe a fucker smilin’ (y’know)
So much drugs up in my pockets, if you want it, you should try it (okay)

W-w-wakin’ up and blackin’ out, I think I’m finally dyin’ (okay)
E-every dog done has its day, so what’s the point in fuckin’ trying? (I don’t know)
I’m an addict, I’m so fucked up in the head, no point in lyin’ (no, no)
Starin’ down the barrel of today and I be askin’ where my life went (yeah)

B-bitch, I’m nothin’ special, it ain’t hard to fuckin’ see (no, no)
There ain’t a day that passes I ain’t smokin’ gas or countin’ green (no, no)
Got off my ass and got a bag, hoe, I ain’t get this chain for free (okay)
Shawty see potential, now she gettin’ with the winnin’ team (bitch)

Lightin’ up the night, up on my gun, I got a beam (grr)
Tearin’ at my heart jus’ like it’s fabric, went and ripped through all the seams (okay)
I’m not the one you should admire, shit ain’t nothin’ like it seems (no, no)
I keep a mask up on my face like everyday is Halloween (bitch)

HXRRXRBXY - EVERYDAY IS HALLOWEEN (PROD. JOSIAH)

love

lyrics://

Fuck HXR

HXR:
I've been chasing the bag like a man on a mission
Steady been ballin, I'm off of my pivot 
A drink in my hand, and you know that I sip it
They used to treat me like it's bad that I'm different
Yeah, but I'm boutta roll up, let out what I've kept in
You already know that I clutch, way I'm steppin
She wants some affection, I'm too busy cleaning my weapons
Lately, been stressing, lil baby

But it's all okay (it's all okay)
It's all okay, love (yeah)
It's all okay (it's all okay)
It's all okay, love X2 (yeah)

ST4R:
Yeah, I been trippin’, yeah I just listen
To my friends that keep tellin’ me it’s gonna end
Yeah, I listen, yeah I tripped it
On these hoes telling me I’m never gonna make it
It’s okay, it’s okay love, you know me
Two years into this shit, made me go insane
People talking codeine brain, people talking on my name
Yeah, people talking down on my name, yeah, it’s all okay

HXR:
I've been chasing the bag like a man on a mission
Steady been ballin, I'm off of my pivot 
A drink in my hand, and you know that I sip it
They used to treat me like it's bad that I'm different
Yeah, but I'm boutta roll up, let out what I've kept in
You already know that I clutch, way I'm steppin
She wants some affection, I'm too busy cleaning my weapons
Lately, been stressing, lil baby

But it's all okay (it's all okay)
It's all okay, love (yeah)
It's all okay (it's all okay)
It's all okay, love x2 (yeah)

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HXRRXRBXY - IT’S ALL OKAY FEAT. STARBOI. (PROD. JOSIAH)

lead with love

Fuck HXR

Uh, breakin’ out the UG, I’ve exceeded expectations (y’know)
I’ve been grindin’ everyday but best beileve I’ve been real patient (okay)
But know, the last thing that I wanna be is washed up, punked and famous (no, no)
I’ll be the first to speak my mind ‘cuz I’m not sure ya’ll finna say shit (okay)

Only thing that keeps the peace for me is strictly music (okay)
If I fuck around and die, don’t be suprised when all the news hit (no, no)
It was fun until it wasn’t, went from usin’ to abusin’ it (I did)
Enjoy the silence ‘fore the day I finally do it (okay)

I’m not tryna be a downer, I’m just off too many uppers (I am)
How the fuck you leave me cold during the middle of the summer? (I don’t know)
Bitch, I’m Grave Man with that cutter, cut my wrist with ease like butter (I do)
Meant it when I said I love her, you jus’ tryna blow my cover (bitch)

Pills up on my nighstand, I’ve been itchin’ to take ‘em (okay)
I’m tryna end this shit tonight, no, there ain’t no ultimatum (no, no)
I pop a few then down some Jack ‘cuz I do not like to taste ‘em (no, no)
I close my eyes then I lay down, I’ll hit you back on the way down, uh 

Uh, breakin’ out the UG, I’ve exceeded expectations (y’know)
I’ve been grindin’ everyday but best beileve I’ve been real patient (okay)
But know, the last thing that I wanna be is washed up, punked and famous (no, no)
I’ll be the first to speak my mind ‘cuz I’m not sure ya’ll finna say shit (okay)

Only thing that keeps the peace for me is strictly music (okay)
If I fuck around and die, don’t be suprised when all the news hit (no, no)
It was fun until it wasn’t, went from usin’ to abusin’ it (I did)
Enjoy the silence ‘fore the day I finally do it (okay)

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HXRRXRBXY - THE DAY I FINALLY DO IT (PROD. JOSIAH)

lead w love

LYRICS://

Fuck HXR
LoccSide, bitch

Roll up weed then catch a Z, I do that shit a lot (okay)
I’m rockin’ DC from my beanie all the way down to my socks (that’s right)
You isn’t shit to me, no, literally, the fuck up out my spot (get out)
I can’t fuck with you, fuck everyone of them and fuck the cops (fuck 12)
Call me a key the way I got the rap game in a lock (that’s right)
You really stressing over internet beef, could get you shot (that’s right)
It’s still Yung H in this bitch, it’s like you fuckers done forgot (bitch)
I’m only sober like 2 days a year, I call it equinox (bitch)

It’s hard for me to trust a soul, too fucked up in the head (okay)
I have some people that I hold too close that would rather me dead (okay)
Can’t even walk straight, I guess I’ll take this blinker straight to bed (that’s right)
Too focused on the past, so I can’t see whats ahead (bitch)

But fuck that
I’m gon’ ball until the buzzer goes (yeah)
I don’t know why you get so mad
I’m rockin’ all the newest clothes (that’s right)
Bitch done stabbed me in the back
And I put that on all my other hoes (no, no)
I’m leaving in a body bag
Don’t ever try and step to close, okay (that’s right)

I swear, I’m way too up to go and live it down (that’s right)
Hate the fact they say they’re there but never come around (no, no)
Feel like I done got a vision ain’t nobodies found (no, no)
This a newer sound
Too much fuckin’ cash to count (cha-ching)
Drugs hit, can’t even close my mouth (no, no)

Baby, trust
This ain’t the drugs talkin,’ this is only me (okay)
I know I got that plug walk
Give me a chance, I’ll take you off your feet (that’s right)
Not welcome on your own block
Tell me, how’s it feel to envy what you see? (how’s it feel?)
Until the day my fuckin’ body drops, I’m still reppin’ DTB (on bro)

Roll up weed then catch a Z, I do that shit a lot (okay)
I’m rockin’ DC from my beanie all the way down to my socks (that’s right)
You isn’t shit to me, no, literally, the fuck up out my spot (get out)
I can’t fuck with you, fuck everyone of them and fuck the cops (fuck 12)
Call me a key the way I got the rap game in a lock (that’s right)
You really stressing over internet beef, could get you shot (that’s right)
It’s still Yung H in this bitch, it’s like you fuckers done forgot (bitch)
I’m only sober like 2 days a year, I call it equinox (bitch

HXRRXRBXY - EQUINOX (PROD. KENZEE)

pouring up to title fight

dtb // lsr // dgk

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