SCHOOL PROJECT

SCHOOL PROJECT (PROD. SOLSA)

GIVE A SHIT WHAT YOU WANT, I DONT WANT NONE OF THAT
IVE BEEN GOOD ON MY OWN WITH A KNIFE UP IN MY BACK
I DONT CARE WHAT YOU WANT CUZ I DONT TAKE THINGS BACK
I DONT CARE IF YOU WANT ME CUZ I AINT GOING BACK

7 NUMBERS FROM HER 7 MORE UP IN MY BANK ACCOUNT
LIKE A HOE IN A BIG CITY, NO, I CANNOT WAIT TO TAKE EM OUT
“I PLAY WITH EM THEN I FAKE EM OUT”
I BUMP MY OWN SONGS BECAUSE I DONT REP NOBODY FAKING THEIRS

GET YO BODY SPLIT WITH ONE CALL
YALL PROLLY GOT THE COPS ON SPEED DIAL
ALL MY BOYS STAY HOSTILE
DUMB HOES CANNOT JOCK OUR STYLE
THEY NEVER STOP TALKING, BET THEYLL BE QUIET WHEN MY GUN SPEAK
W-WHAT WAS THAT? THEY AINT ABOUT SHIT
YOU THE TYPE OF RAPPERS TO BE BEEFING BOUT AN OUTFIT
IVE BEEN PUTTING RAPPERS ‘WAY WIT A LIL THING CALLED A STICK
I DONT NEED YALL, YALL IS WEAKER, BET YOU SAD THEY “DISCONTINUED NIC” (I’m aware they didn’t I was testing to see if you’re paying attention)

I SAID COME MEET MY FIST
AINT BEEN HAPPY FOR A DECADE, SINCE AN INFANT IVE BEEN PISSED (lmao)
SINCE I WAS 13 IVE NOTICED THE WORLDS NOT DIFFERENT FROM LOCUSTS

I’ll finish the lyrics when I feel like it

WHO TF IS HXRRXRBXY

BAD DECISIONS (PROD. HXR)

SH*T GON HURT FT. RODDEX (PROD. YUNG STUNN)

i dont really like this song anymore but ima keep it up cuz idk if other ppl do :)

Prod. Max Chris x Ayoley 

SoundCloud/YouTube exclusive 

She love someone else but that’s okay
She never could tell me she loved me to my face
And for some reason I’d take the blame
But it don’t matter cuz all love ends the same 

Now it’s time for moving on 
Proving you wrong
I wish I never met you 
But I don’t wanna forget you
Find it funny, you in all my songs
Always in my thoughts
And for some reason, that’s what I want 
You really got me here 
You really don’t know what you’ve done to me
And I know that your done with me 
And I’m done with you
But we both know that ain’t true (we both know that ain’t true)
First we fight, I just wanna make up
I don’t think this’ fake love
But you never know enough
I know we can’t go back
But I envy all my past
I can’t even begin to tell you how much I’ve been blessed 
She calms me down when I’m stressed
She keeps me good when I’m upset
I take back everything I said
I never wanted you dead
I know we both said some things we didn’t mean
But I know we ain’t good together
By the way, just read your letter
Guess I’ll see you next December 

She love someone else but that’s okay
She never could tell me she loved me to my face
And for some reason I’d take the blame
But it don’t matter cuz no matter what, love ends the same

ALL LOVE ENDS THE SAME (PROD. MAX CHRIS X AYOLEY)

@tripple777 @skotskr


LYRICS://

HXR:
Walking through the city with a vest on
Only thinking ‘bout the next song
I just shot up a restaurant
I’m TRAPT, but no Headstrong
You don’t know a thing about me
If you really want me dead, aim for the head and not the tee
I can’t stop till I’m first in this shit and that’s mean
I don’t give no damns, this for me and my team (what’s up?)
You gonna die tonight
If you talking really tough we finna fight tonight
Beams different colors like they Mike-&-Ike’s
Make him inhale cyonide
I gotta calm down
Dog pound
7 digits in my account
What I’m about? That’s it
I gotta bad hoe and bring wrist, uh, yuh
Talking real dumb gets you a date wit my fist
People love talking but don’t back they shit
Ima tell you again, get out of my face
And learn your p-p-p-p-place, yuh
Walking through the city with a vest on, yeah
Only thinking ‘bout the next song, yeah
I just shot up a restaurant
I’m TRAPT, but no Headstrong

TRIPLE777:
Yeah, its funny that you think I give a fuck
Pull the K out the trunk, we gon' send it up
Its funny that I'm taking shit from broke ass pussies
If you know me well enough, you would know I'm pullin', yeah
Life is a bitch and she give brain
Yeah, this motherfucker doesn't really act sane
I'm a king, like Mufasa
Moving through the jungle, I think you needa docta
Yeah, when I'm done with you, you gon' die, like Mufasa
Yeah, real shit, bitch, Ima slide on my opp
Yeah, Ima kill a bitch like I'm OJ, okay, yeah, fuck it up
No way, no way, yeah, fuck it up
Ha, you don't want this smoke
Throw you in the water and I watch you choke
Every broke ass bitch is a motherfucking joke
Tryna tell me when I do it, when I do it dope, hoe

KNOW YOUR PLACE FEAT. TRIPLE777 & SKOTSKR (PROD. SKOTSKR)

i miss you more than ever
pls come back

 prod. Morteh 

LYRICS:

I made my money, but I can’t go home yet
I’d buy my girl a new life, whatever she wanted
If you ain’t my people, then Kudos, dog just like I’m, Kujo
Your the only one that I want, uh-huh, uno (look)
I wanna go and see the world with you
It’s kinda hard to hurt with you
You keep me grounded when my heads up in the clouds
Willing to learn with you 
Willing to learn with you 
And if we go to hell, then ima burn with you 

I hold you closer than I hold my mic
Please, babygirl, just stay the night 
With you, I always feel alright
I love you more than this life
I hold you closer than I do my friends
Im hoping this’ll never end
With you, I can only imagine where the fun will end

I made my money 
I’d buy you anything, anything 
Your my people, finna dog like Kujo
Your the only one for me, yeah, yeah, uno
I mean, it’s real easy to love you
Never put myself above you
She pop that like I got my money out, but I don’t, dude
Whatever you wanna do, then that’s what we gon do

GHOSTFACE (ME & MY GIRL) (PROD. MORTEH)

I don’t remember who prod this 

Back home

Everybody tryna take my throne

So I think that I’ll be better on my own

And that’s just how it go

Everybody but us don’t know 

It’s the little things that take control

THE LITTLE THINGS (PROD. SOMEONE)

SPAZ (FEAT. RODDEX) (PROD. SOMEONE)

WUSSAH (PROD. SOMEONE)

It’s been a while since I screamed on a song and I thought I’d make a song for fun tonight. This isn’t gonna be on all platforms but I thought it’s funny and deserves to be on my main for people to hear lmao. New music sooner than you may think

lyrics://

I'm in a good mood, on a bad day
everybody on my -- and they got something to say 
I can stay on top of all my shit and yall cannot relate 
I stay on top of my shit like a skateboarddddd

how you walking but not walking it?
you either dropping it or stopping it
I'm stomping him (im stomping him)
if he work with the feds
shoot at his head, I see the vest
compared to you, I am the best
and nothing less
not like the rest
I brought a knife to a gunfight 
don't need no tec 

CHORUS


SKATEPARK (PROD. PLUCKSUNSET + ANTYDE)

lyrics:

skating home, all alone
wish that you'd pick up the phone
but I've been down this road
someone please take me home
I just wanna see my friends (my friends)
I don't want tonight to end (to end)
but it did, and will over again
I'm in over my head
I know you know what I said 

I'm just sick of being lonely 
someone tell me they love me
I'm ready for a hubby, im out here getting money
everyone who hated was just funny
they mad because they nothing
they upset cuz im something, ya
I showed em my style, they bit it
no, I can't stop this shit till I'm finished
speaking of the best, you know I've been it
like a trophy not everyone get it
yeah but I still did it
I can't stop flexing on bitches 
all im focused on is digits 
yall dream about it bitch I live it

skating home, all alone
wish that you'd pick up the phone
but I've been down this road
someone please take me home
I just wanna see my friends (my friends)
I don't want tonight to end (to end)
but it did, and will over again
I'm in over my head
I know you know what I said x2 



FRIENDS

FRIENDS (PROD. BRANWEN x JXZZYTRIP)

official reaction video:
https://youtu.be/vEIJUa09sos?si=b6wRcDhGCW8uhiPw

HARDY BOYS (FEAT. BIGGSEETO) (PROD. CTZ)

we're back

LYRICS://

HXR:
I can scream, you wouldnt hear me (yeah)
I could reach out, they wouldnt feel me
Im well aware the drugs wont heal me
But im sick of feeling empty (yeah) x2

RODDEX:
Yeah, shawty ima vamp, so i stay up watching the moon
Everybodys faces change when i walk in the room
Ay, ive been feeling different after she found someone new
Cuz you promised we would stay together until its our doom
Ay, i ride with that action, tryna boom
He wont know what happened, when we hit him, we gon zoom
I live as a rockstar, even when im in my tomb
Shawty, ima haunt you when im dead, ill see you soon

Think im feeling empty, yea
Think im feeling empty, yeah
Think im feeling empty
I think im feeling

HXR & RODDEX:
I can scream, you wouldnt hear me (yeah)
I could reach out, they wouldnt feel me
Im well aware the drugs wont heal me
But im sick of feeling empty (yeah) x2

AFTERPARTY: PART 2

EMPTY

EMPTY W/ RODDEX (PROD. FUKK2BEATZ)

authors note; I started this song the day she left and I couldn't finish it cuz the cops pulled up after I recorded about the first 4 lines. After about a month, I finished it today and I think it turned out better than I had hoped. I hope you enjoy it. first single off of HXRRXRBXY 4 PRESIDENT <3 - hxr

lyrics://

lately ive felt nothing but stuck
tryna reach out, i need help, but do you give a fuck?
i hate how shit is now
shit, ill blame it on my luck
but notice every time i get attached i tend to fuck it up

i want you around me (i want you around me)
i want you to help me (i want you to help me)
i just want you to be happy (i just want you to be happy)
even if that means its without me
and now you're gone

someone take me home
ion wanna be alone
im taking my pills to the dome
i feel so fucking numb, yo
this is no ones fault but my own
so i put the pills down and pick up the chrome
i really wish that you would pick up the phone
ion wanna live but ion wanna go

lately ive felt nothing but stuck
tryna reach out, i need help, but do you give a fuck?
i hate how shit is now
shit, ill blame it on my luck
but notice every time i get attached i tend to fuck it up
x2

i want you around me (i want you around me)
i want you to help me (i want you to help me)
i just want you to be happy (i just want you to be happy)
even if that means its without me
and now you're gone

NOW YOU'RE GONE (PROD. BRANWEN)

happy valentines day

lyrics://

put the gun to my head 
I wanna hear that shit click
call me if you find that you got sumn to say
I'll beat this
somebody pls take my life
I don't need this
and some nights I wanna do it myself huh
I won't be missed
put the gun to my head 
I wanna hear that shit click
call me if you find that you got sumn to say
I'll beat this
somebody pls take my life
I don't need this
and some nights I wanna do it myself huh
I won't be missed

I wanna get help
but nothing seems worth it
tryna put in the work
but I dont think it's working
why does every one elses life seem so perfect?
everybody's gone
so what's one more person?
nobody cares until I'm at my all time low
and even then
I can't tell who's my friend or foe
tell me why I gotta feel like I've been so broke
and don't tell me that you'll be there when you know that you wont

Chorus x2 

dtb // dsv // lsr 

ALL TIME LOW (PROD. BRANWEN)

EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT (INTERLUDE)

why the fuck

lyrics://

Bitch, what it do? (Yo, Keyo)
I'm up in my room, bumping these tunes (yeah)
Making them moves, and counting these blues
You know what I do (you know what I do, bitch)
Bitch, who is you?
Better yet, who the fuck are you to me?
Shit ain't what it seems
Pussy, lets get to the green, bitch, I got somewhere to be (yeah)

Pussy, I hop in that bitch and I run it
Stop sign, bitch, we run it (skrrt)
I see a cop, bitch, and I gun it
I see an opp, we get to drumming
T-thats yo' bitch, well, I might fuck her for fun
You can talk about shit if you getting it done
Nobody listen until you mention a gun
These bitches don't love you, they all for the funds (yeah)
Look, I don't wanna take my medication
Bitch, I'm up next and I'm getting impatient
If they got something to say, I said "save it"
Yeah, I ain't worried bout shit but a payment
Run up on me, you get hit with the stainless
Bitch, I don't wanna be famous
But I'm making her proud, and they hate it

They told me I'd never get this far
Now everybody knows just who we are
Yeah, I had to learn my part
Yeah, some bitches broke my heart before
You can rent but you can't park that Porsche
Do I wanna fuck? Why yes, of course
Whore in this bitch, and that bitch is with HXR

Bitch, what it do? (yeah)
I'm up in my room, bumping these tunes (yeah)
Making them moves, and counting these blues
You know what I do (you know what I do, bitch)
Bitch, who is you?
Better yet, who the fuck are you to me?
Shit ain't what it seems
Ya boy got shot
But its better him than me, yeah

_____________________________________

free dillano 
free Jay
free William

dtb // dsv // lsr

why tho (p* keyomani)

"so tempting but nothing ever happens, and nothing feels the same, I lucked out again." - ohgr 

LYRICS://

Bitch, I'm up like a Nighthawk
Bitch, its on site, dawg
Walk up in the function with a pipe-bomb
Bitch, give me the mic, ya'll
I don't fucking like ya'll
Pull up to where I stay, and I'll fight ya'll
I'm up like a Nighthawk
Bitch, its on site, dawg
Walk up in the function with a pipe-bomb
Bitch, give me the mic, ya'll
I don't fucking like ya'll
Pull up to where I stay, and I'll fight ya'll

These fucks said they don't miss the songs I scream in
You know what? Fuck em then, pussy, I'm a demon
I haven't had a drink in a minute and I'm feening 
I say what I mean, hoe, fuck a hidden meaning
I hate that you hate me
But I'd rather be alone, and it eats me
I'm on so many pills, I can't think straight
Bitch, you run up on me, you get killed
Bitch, I've been great

I'm on pills, I feel great
Run up, that's a mistake 
I don't care who you know
I don't care who you say x2

(FUCKKKK)

I hate that you hate me
but I'd rather be alone, and it eats me
I'm on so many pills, I can't think straight
bitch, you run up on me, you get killed

(Julian, are you good?)

Bitch, I'm up like a Nighthawk
Bitch, its on site, dawg
Walk up in the function with a pipe-bomb
Bitch, give me the mic, ya'll
I don't fucking like ya'll
Pull up to where I stay, and I'll fight ya'll
I'm up like a Nighthawk
Bitch, its on site, dawg
Walk up in the function with a pipe-bomb
Bitch, give me the mic, ya'll
I don't fucking like ya'll
Pull up to where I stay, and I'll fight ya'll

NIGHTHAWK (PROD. SUM)

ELECTION DAY (INTRO)

LYRICS://

(give in, forget the past)
(be strong when things fall apart)
(Honest, this breaks my heart)
Fuck HXR (ay it's EEJAYZ)

woah oh oh oh oh
woah oh oh oh, yeah
woah oh oh oh oh
woah oh oh oh

a Lotta people saying that they give a fuck about me
I went through a lot of bullshit, but I got out in one piece 
when you look back at me, what are you gonna see?
a fuck up or someone who was able to please your needs?
I'm not gonna lie, I can't rely on myself 
but me and all my brothers still gon get to all that wealth
I pull up in my hoodie, got the toolie by my belt
I got some fucked up cards but ima play what I was dealt

(why did we have to go date?)
(its too easy to complicate)
(be strong when things fall apart x2)
(Honest, this breaks my heart)
let's go

woah oh oh oh oh
woah oh oh oh, yeah
woah oh oh oh oh
woah oh oh oh (one more time)

a Lotta people saying that they give a fuck about me
I went through a lot of bullshit, but I got out in one piece 
when you look back at me, what are you gonna see?
a fuck up or someone who was able to please your needs? (yeah)
I'm not gonna lie, I can't rely on myself 
but me and all my brothers still gon get to all that wealth
I pull up in my hoodie, got the toolie by my belt
I got some fucked up cards but ima play what I was dealt
_______________________________________________

produced by eejayz 
mixed and mastered by hxrrxrbxy & Christian Burnett
written by Julian Hines & Christian burnett
sample - please take me home by blink-182

HOODIE (PROD. EEJAYZ)

LYRICS://

HXR:
Forget making money, I’m just trying to make sense of this
I know I’m not alone, but it feels like no one has been through this
S-s-shoutout T7, it’s not a bad life, it’s just bad times
Wishing I could rewind, but I’m focused on the next line, damn
Where did the time go?
Looking at a pen a pad for inspiration 
I really need to work on participation 
Cuz the only thing that I’ve been working on is occupation, yeah

*I DONT HAVE COZYS LYRICS*

HXR:
Forget making money, I’m just trying to make sense of this
I know I’m not alone, but it feels like no one has been through this
S-s-shoutout T7, it’s not a bad life, it’s just bad times
Wishing I could rewind, but I’m focused on the next line, damn
Where did the time go?
Looking at a pen a pad for inspiration 
I really need to work on participation 
Cuz the only thing that I’ve been working on is occupation, yeah


BAD LUCK FEAT. COZY LUXX & NXS888 (PROD. HXR)

one of 3 different versions of this song

LYRICS://

LoccSide, bitch

Driving fast, my eyes closed
Yeah, I just wanna crash
I'll admit I hit that bitch a couple times then did the dash 
Come into my city when you leave you getting taxed, uh
I think I broke my thumbs after counting all this cash, bitch
I don't wanna live, but I dont wanna die
Pill bottle on my side, talking quiet suicide 
I don't-, I don't wanna live, but I dont wanna die
I think I'll take another pill so I can finally say goodnight 

Inhale, exhale, ive been with the clouds
You already know im fly as shit and im never coming down
Come around, these bitches acting like I owe em something now
I couldn't care about a hoe cuz thats not what im about
F-fuck anybody who been talking bout me
If you aint talking bout green, quit talking to me
If you aint upping a beam, then quit fucking with me
I don't wanna die but I dont wanna be
Stuck with you, fuck all you pussies, you know I dont 
Fuck with you, people don't like you, but what are you 
Gonna do? 
Matter a fact, I think im Done with you
Bitch at this point, im just having some fun with you

Driving fast, my eyes closed
Yeah, I just wanna crash
I'll admit I hit that bitch a couple times then did the dash 
Come into my city when you leave you getting taxed, uh
I think I broke my thumbs after counting all this cash, bitch
I don't wanna live, but I dont wanna die
Pill bottle on my side, talking quiet suicide, fuck
I don't wanna live, but I dont wanna die
I think I'll take another pill so I can finally say goodnight 
Cuz fuck it

I DON'T WANT TO DIE (PROD. VXNDVTTA)

thank you

lyrics://

if I were to die tomorrow 
would what I have lived for been worth it?
if I were to die tomorrow 
wouldn't you feel perfect?
If I were to die tomorrow 
would it make a difference?
if I were to die tomorrow 
would everything be better off without me?

ah fuck

*robin williams speech*

if I were to die tomorrow 
would what i have lived for been worth it?
if I were to die tomorrow 
wouldn't you feel perfect?
if I were to die tomorrow 
would it make a difference?
if I were to die tomorrow 
would everything be better off without me?

information:
written October 21st 2023
produced by branwen
mixed by hxrrxrbxy
art by hxrrxrbxy


TMR (PROD. BRANWEN)

loccside, bitch

LYRICS://

*jesse pinkman talking to waltuh*
Fuck HXR, im sorry
(Sorry for what, being a lunatic?)
(Yeah)

HXR:
Ya, im sorry (yeah, im sorry)
Yeah, im sorry-y-y
Yeah, im sorry (yeah, im sorry, uh)
Yeah, im sorry-y-y
Y-ya, im sorry (yeah, im sorry)
Yeah, im sorry-y-y
Yeah, im sorry (yeah, im sorry)
Yeah, im- (im sorry)

STARBOI:
said i ws sorry for the way i was actin
all these bitches js hate for the attraction
got the blicky gon hit wit a stick
if u really hate me, u can suck my dick
fuck it i run it
with choppas ill hit yo block (uh)

HXR & STARBOI:
Pull up on me, we can fight
Yeah, im not gonna waste time

STARBOI:
I get paid, no fucks
I roll a blunt, hold it up
Put it up in the air (on god)
yeah
yeah
said im sorry
yeah im sorry
hxrrxr tell em, bitch 

HXR:
Ya, im sorry (yeah, im sorry)
Yeah, im sorry-y-y
Yeah, im sorry (yeah, im sorry, uh)
Yeah, im sorry-y-y
Y-ya, im sorry (yeah, im sorry)
Yeah, im sorry-y-y
Yeah, im sorry (yeah, im sorry)
Yeah, im- (im sorry)

Yeah, im sorry (yeah, yeah)
Yeah, im sorry
Y-yeah, im sorry
Y-y-yeah, im sorry-y-y

I'M SORRY FEAT. STARBOI. (PROD. GODO!)

I miss you so much <3

LYRICS://

I look in the mirror, I can't stand the damn reflection 
I'm so fucking paranoid, I think I need a weapon 
I just wanna sleep because this agony my best friend
yeah, and I've learned to accept it

I don't wanna live and let go (ya)
you should be here with me
I'm tired of being alone
ain't nobody gonna miss me
I just wanna see your face again (your face again)

I'm sick of how you motherfuckers treat me (yeah)
how you say you need me and then you up and leave me? (uh)
reaching out for help but I dont think nobody sees me
guess that shits okay cuz I've been making all this green, please
ride for me if you'll ride, bitch, don't lie
I love my brothers and my pole, I keep that chopper by my side
if I leave up out the game I swear it isn't suicide 
you run up me, bitch, who's walking 'way? it's you or i (yeah)

(the thing is-)
(if you just do stuff and nothing happens...)
(what's it all mean?)
(what's the point?)

I look in the mirror, I can't stand the damn reflection 
I'm so fucking paranoid, I think I need a weapon 
I just wanna sleep because this agony my best friend
yeah, and I've learned to accept it

I don't wanna live and let go (ya)
you should be here with me
I'm tired of being alone
ain't nobody gonna miss me
I just wanna see your face again (your face again)

(I don't wanna live and let go)
(im tired of being alone)
(I just wanna see your face again, yeah)

MADDY'S SONG (PROD. WH1TESPACE x JXZZYTRIP)

this is a freestyle, biotch 

LYRICS://

PEOPLE DONT CARE ABOUT YOU x8

I've been feeling like the best
i dont need a vest
say that shit with my chest
go and sit at your desk
stay mad that you aint shit with your life (bitch)
I might go drop a hit, then put my dick in your wife
I keep that strap like a dyke
p-pull up, I do wanna fight
maybe I don't wanna die but I'm gonna try
bro you isn't my bro
bitch I'm always down to go toe to toe (okay)
nothing to lose, and nothing to hold
dawg you a bitch stop acting so bold
I never ever did what I was told
fuck all the evidence, I gotta go
ima go rot in my tomb
and you should too 
cuz people don't care about you

PEOPLE DONT CARE ABOUT YOU x A LOT

- PPL WONT ALWAYS CARE ABOUT YOU SO CARE ABOUT YOURSELF <3

PEOPLE DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU (PROD. MORTEH)

birthday drop
i love u thank u for listening

LYRICS://

Fuck HXR

I took the pill even though I know that i don't need it
trust me, I'll beat it
you only see me smoke, you don't see me feining 
or see me bleeding
ay, walk in that bitch and i feel like a demon
but I still need me a reason
I talk about shit cuz I've seen it, uh
she can tell that I drink cuz im leaning, huh
if you crash then you crash
if you said it you said it
maybe it gets to my head cuz I let it
if all of my idols died
where the fuck am I headed?
I'm in so much pain
so I get high to try and forget it
that shit don't work because its embedded 
I need help, uh

everybody been working for payments 
everybody just wanna be famous
they hating on me cuz I made it
but I'm still on your main bitches playlist
if I go out, then its with a bang
g-gripping a shotty like kurt cobain 
pussy, there isn't no rules to the game
just being myself and the money all came
okay
ima say what I want
stand by what I said and said fuck what you thought
and I'll say it again in case you forgot
I feel even worse when I pray to a God
a-all of you motherfuckers sensitive 
why do we fight when we talk?
I'm still down to fight if a fucker get into it

this depressions getting old
I said fuck what I was told
these meds make me numb and cold 
yeah
bitch im going for the gold
f-fingers up to all my foes
ya bitch
you already know

I took the pill even though I know that i don't need it
trust me, I'll beat it
you only see me smoke, you don't see me feining 
or see me bleeding
ay, walk in that bitch and i feel like a demon
but I still need me a reason
I talk about shit cuz I've seen it, uh
she can tell that I drink cuz im leaning, huh
if you crash then you crash
if you said it you said it
maybe it gets to my head cuz I let it
if all of my idols died
where the fuck am I headed?
I'm in so much pain
so I get high to try and forget it
that shit don't work because its embedded 
I need help, there, I said it

https://genius.com/Hxrrxrbxy-all-my-idols-died-lyrics - in case you wanna know what some lyrics mean

ALL MY IDOLS DIED

ALL MY IDOLS DIED (PROD. FADENHERE)

sorry i held onto this one for a bit ❤️

lyrics://

all this motherfuckin drink got me slurring on my words
put your homie in the dirt, flip the rarri like the bird
if anyone is gonna kill me, bitch, ill do it first
and im making all this money that they say I don't deserve
give me a year and I will make myself worth it
sipping my drink till I feel close to perfect
everybody hating on the kid and i felt worthless
but I've been working, making all this money, bitch, and I deserve it 

yeah, ain't no one could ever tell me shit
I don't need to care about a bitch when I got clips
I don't need to care about the pain when I got sticks
you hating cuz im better, bitch, just say it like it is
bitch, I gamble with my life and im cashing in my chips
bitch, im reaching out for help, but that's something they don't get 
all I really want is someone else, hate being by myself
hate the fucking way I felt when I heard you're with someone else

but that's something ion wanna think about right now
bitch, im out right now
you could prolly tell my now
my insides are turning 
bitch, im getting cash cuz it never fucking hurts me

a-all this motherfuckin drink got me slurring on my words
put your homie in the dirt, flip the rarri like the bird
if anyone is gonna kill me, bitch, ill do it first
and im making all this money that they say I don't deserve
give me a year and I will make myself worth it
sipping my drink till I feel close to perfect
everybody hating on the kid and i felt worthless
but I've been working, making all this money, bitch, and I deserve it 

DESERVE (PROD. MALLOY)

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