prod. me 

mastered by @cmten

keep it to yourself
before it all go wrong i know
never ask for help
before you turn it all on me 
keep it to yourself
feel like dying all i know 
never ask for help 
is this what life's supposed to be?

keep it to yourself 
its all on purpose
again, i couldn't help myself
i'm taking much more time than i give

how'd we end up in this place?
can't even look at my face
waking up is a waste
said i'm in pain every day

i'm stuck
never whole
why can't you come make me whole?
wings cut
so i fold
i can't get away i fucking--
chemicals
i can't pay attention i can't focus 
i need time to cope with 
i'm hopeless

keep it to yourself
before it all go wrong i know
never ask for help
before you turn it all on me 
keep it to yourself
feel like dying all i know 
never ask for help 
is this what life's supposed to be?

don't mean to scare you off
i waste away
and you don't even care at all
but maybe i'm in the wrong
i hate myself 
feel like dying? 
put that shit in a song

keep it to yourself
before it all go wrong i know
never ask for help
before you turn it all on me 
keep it to yourself
feel like dying all i know 
never ask for help 
is this what life's supposed to be?

insideoutsidevoice(prod. hxstage)

co-prod & mixed by: @cmten
art by: @c3of

i don't want this time to end up like the last one
why we coming back to something that we passed once?
why'd i let you go?
i made you feel like you're the bad one
better off alone
can't get this shit up off my back

trying to unpack
i need to relax
feelings start to last
something might go bad

something might go bad
i'm about to crack
i can't take it back
leave it in the past

leave it in the past
ion fw that
i made too much headway i ain't never going back
i want out this shit by the ending of this song
(already used that)

why don't you just leave me alone?
i don't have a care in the world
i'm pushing everything away until i'm all by myself

ion talk
keep it to myself before my shit get rocked
he gon plot?
i got something waiting when the cameras off

stop
this shit is fucking toxic
ion like to box shit
waiting for a call, but it never comes
ion wanna talk only know how to run
you don't know and i don't care
i said i'm already done

you wanna know what i'd die for?
everything to go back how it started off
i got no one to call
so when it falls apart
i just scream at the wall
til i can play the part

i don't want this time to end up like the last one
why we coming back to something that we passed once?
why'd i let you go?
i made you feel like you're the bad one
better off alone
can't get this shit up off my back

trying to unpack
i need to relax
feelings start to last
something might go bad

something might go bad
i'm about to crack
i can't take it back
leave it in the past

salem(leave it in the past)(prod. hxstage x cmten)

stitch my mouth w/ fl.vco + p. ottoxl & mollymcphaul

co prod. @cmten

Wide awake empty space
Contemplate how much more I can take

Color runs from your face
I recount how I plan to leave this place

Throw it all up
Onto the floor
It makes you sick but you’ll come back you’ll ask for more

Blowing off dust
To restore
The way things were 
I hate this
Not fun anymore

I had it all wrong
It’s all on me
I keep my foot on my neck until I run out of breath
Don’t know how I couldn’t see

Throw it all up
Onto the floor
It makes you sick but you’ll come back you’ll ask for more

Blowing off dust
To restore
The way things were 
I hate this
Not fun anymore

throw up (hxstage x cmten)

art by @cmten

how long til you're called away?
hit him til he get it then he crawl away
get the cash in play
i don't wanna talk get the cash in play

i play with a red ray no mysterio
melt face when i play through the stereo
any case imma just stay leaving scary oh

i just wanna die here
i just wanna watch it fucking kill them all like it killed me
i'd cut myself and watch it fall but i can't bleed
all alone until i fall. i concede.

i'd admit defeat it that would make it stop

how long til you're called away?
hit him til he get it then he crawl away
get the cash in play
i don't wanna talk get the cash in play

HXSTAGE MERCH

calledawayx86(prod. hxstage)

prod. me x @cmten
mix & master: @cmten


i put myself through the floor
so i could get a good view
i couldn’t take anymore
i put myself through the floor

feels like i’m chasing a ghost
trying to be like i used to
i hate the quiet the most
when i’m left with my thoughts
alone
a dead swan
collapse and turn in time
turn the key and drift away to sleep

i lose myself in the phone
can’t can’t take the pressure? go mute
until the chaos concludes
a constant problem confused

a constant problem confused
i never knew what to do
but couldn’t reach out to you

color is forced to fade in the face of tragedy

when I’m left With my thoughts
alone
a Dead swan
collapse and turn in time
turn the key and drift away to sleep

dead swan

prod. me x @cmten
mix & master: @cmten

countless
so many times i've tried
so many times i've failed to keep it contained

Isolation used to do me well
but somehow i can tell that something's changed

make sure nobody knows
i'm at the end of my rope
it's how every day goes
wait for the end of the road

fucked up
everything i touch
caught up in a rush now
i just wanna go back home

fall back
into old habits
don't know what i want but i know i can't have it

nothing ever goes how i want
throes all night long
pain every day what i'm on
pain every day 'til i'm gone
lie straight to everyone's face 'til i'm gone

throes

guardian ft. CXRPSE (prod. me)

lyrics :

what was the price
It could be true or could be lies 
Dont waste my time
Well get it worked out by tonight 

I gave you everything 
An what’d you say to me 
Told me you would never leave 
I gave you everything 
An what’d you say to me
Told me you would never leave again 

Didn’t want you to go 
if I could change the past I’d 
Rid the wrongs that I have caused you 
Felt so dumb that I had lost you 
Didn’t want you to go 
Understand I messed up
Hold me to my best not worst days
Try to fix this one time mistake 

What a big waste of time 
Over one bad night 
What a big waste of time 
Over one bad night 
What a big waste of time 
Over one bad night 
What a big waste of time
Over one bad night

what was the price
It could be true or could be lies 
Dont waste my time
Well get it worked out by tonight 

I gave you everything 
An what’d you say to me 
Told me you would never leave 
I gave you everything 
An what’d you say to me
Told me you would never leave again 

Didn’t want you to go 
if I could change the past I’d 
Rid the wrongs that I have caused you 
Felt so dumb that I had lost you 
Didn’t want you to go 
Understand I messed up
Hold me to my best not worst days
Try to fix this one time mistake 

What a big waste of time 
Over one bad night 
What a big waste of time 
Over one bad night 
What a big waste of time 
Over one bad night 
What a big waste of time
Over one bad night

what was the price
It could be true or could be lies 
Dont waste my time
Well get it worked out by tonight 

I gave you everything 
An what’d you say to me 
Told me you would never leave 
I gave you everything 
An what’d you say to me
Told me you would never leave again

dead swan

HXSTAGE

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