This is honestly my favorite Ep of yours, amazing work man.

co prod. @cmten

Wide awake empty space
Contemplate how much more I can take

Color runs from your face
I recount how I plan to leave this place

Throw it all up
Onto the floor
It makes you sick but you’ll come back you’ll ask for more

Blowing off dust
To restore
The way things were 
I hate this
Not fun anymore

I had it all wrong
It’s all on me
I keep my foot on my neck until I run out of breath
Don’t know how I couldn’t see

Throw it all up
Onto the floor
It makes you sick but you’ll come back you’ll ask for more

Blowing off dust
To restore
The way things were 
I hate this
Not fun anymore

throw up (hxstage x cmten)

prod. @daisynuke

mastered by @cmten

it takes away
everything is gray
 
monochrome it stayed 
for many days 
it eats away

please just put your time inside the bag and nobody gets hurt
your fighting only makes it worse

i keep wasting time on all my floundering attempts 
at meaningful escape

all my own mistakes 
the mess i made 
to start the day

please just put your time inside the bag and nobody gets hurt
your fighting only makes it worse

i keep wasting time on all my floundering attempts

floundering(prod. daisynuke)

you chose a good time to duck out 
i wish that i could join you but i can't 
cause i'm still here
cause i'm stuck here
so please
take my life from my hands 
i've always been way too scared to pull the trigger
only time can take away the pain 
or me

Please...

hate me

hml ft. brokie (prod. brokie)

bide your time, unsteadily.

guitar by nate thomas

lyrics:

im afraid of being everything you thought id be and
when you look back at me i wish i knew the things youd see
and all i remember
out of december i came drinking more than i ever had
reason being you took me there

and i,
i dont feel
like i used to
i could use you
but it all come down when it ain't no reason left

and i know that im not perfect
but id argue who deserves it
i wasnt trying
i wasnt trying to fuck us up
and what do i say
to you

id rather not fight today
drinking my life away
staying up way too late
im telling you that you cant stay
but you dont wanna listen to the person that i was last week
im tryna show you how it end but you aint tryna see
cause we both 'gon burn

and i dont mind
cause i dont see you anymore
im killing time behind my door
i know i hurt myself in the worst way
hurt myself in the worst way
again

no one hears (prod.hxstage)

@funeral
@areizaga

ill write lyrics soon ;-;

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DRAIN OUT W/ FUNERAL & CITRATE [prod. @1apolloo]

I’ve found it’s best if I just stay right here all by myself 
Can’t talk to people because they’re where disappointment dwells 
I don’t do anything but shut out all my fucking friends 
I ask myself "was this all worth it in the fucking end?" 

It never goes away 

In all this self brought pain 
It fucking plagues my brain 
This happens every day 
wake up it stays the same 
Don’t think I’ll ever break away 


Lay on the floor where I can daydream my whole life away 
It seems that fading out for hours is my only escape 
I don’t get how I ever made myself to be this way 
And I can’t sleep I think this sickness took my happy place 

It took my happy place 
Burning every bridge away 
Like nothing ever changed 
No ones round to feel my pain 

It never goes away

In all this self brought pain 
It fucking plagues my brain 
This happens every day 
wake up it stays the same 
Don’t think I’ll ever break away 

Tired of looking for ways out 
I want it all out my face now 
I think I’m starting to phase out 
It’s getting worse every day now 
Please get me out of this place 
Can’t keep my head fucking straight
I don’t like being this way 
I don’t like being this way

I wanna break 
I wanna go 
Fuck I dont even feel safe in my home 
Paranoid somethings gon break out the fold 
If it keeps building up I’m gonna blow

hxstage x daisynuke - pain

i chose to spend my time alone cause people just disappoint

will this pain last forever
thought by now i would be better 
tear stains on my fucking sweatshirt 
time will pass and it all just stays the same

feel like life is a fucking game 
nothing left here for me to gain 
will this pain last forever?

will this pain last forever?

bide your time, unsteadily.

HXSTAGE

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