the original:
https://soundcloud.com/soristrash/dead-apples

Sorisu - dead apple (Red Rxxm Remix)

idk why it says these tracks were just rekeased all i did was unprivate it

Muirhead

/yes/
all these things 
all these bitches 
got me acting up

i dont know i dont know
what to do i dont know

all these things 
all these bitches 
got me acting up

i dont know i dont know
i dont know i dont know
i dont


14 degrees inside me 
yeah im almost dead

40mg of amphetamines
yeah im nearly dead 

cuz baby i know that you hate me
no need to hide the truth please tell me
i know that you hate me
so
baby i know that you hate me
no need to hide the truth please tell me
please tell me that in my eyes





yeah im so dam sick of me
i dont think i can go back to normal
cuz of voices in me
are telling me 
to go and hate all of me

cuz i cant tell the difference between reality and delusions
i just hope that my life is a damn illusion

i think i gonna take a 12gauge shotty on my left
cock it back and blow my head
maybe then i will go back to reality and see my true self

Acting Up

finally a new breakrap song after a while

prod. @deadfave
cover art render by @dhaelo

lyrics:
there will be no happy song
that will calm me down
i don't wanna that, i wanna be strong
i just cant blow my brain out
there will be no happy song
that will calm me down
i don't wanna that, i wanna be strong
i just cant blow my brain out

you can't take the time off from me
let me free, i want to run away

There is no way in hell
I still walk through something I cannot repel
Hope you know I don't want nobody else
I don't need no company with the treatment I've dealt
The common and my sadness are still in a messy battle
I've helped so many people, yet I live in my own shadow
Can't resist being nice or an asshole
A happy song would be so special

there will be no happy song
that will calm me down
i don't wanna that, i wanna be strong
i just cant blow my brain out
there will be no happy song
that will calm me down
i don't wanna that, i wanna be strong
i just cant blow my brain out

me vs me

me vs me [prod. dead fave]

bones gladwehaveanunderstanding c4vity flip

CUREPHOBIA

WOUND

from when i first started making music, i had no turn to what style i wanted to strive on making. i experimented w/ many different musical elements, sound frequencies, musical instruments, sounds, and pitches to mostly define me as a person and my music. from listening to my own music on a daily basis, i noticed how i may have changed up the way i was doing a specific thing, whether if it would have been vocals, the mixing, the actual beat, etc. from all this time studying and trying to put myself in a mindset that would continuously make me feel determined about dropping another song, i feel like it has been slowly but surely paying off. thank every single one of you from in real life, soundcloud, instagram, twitter, youtube, and other tons of platforms and places around the world for all the support every single one of you has been giving me. i never would have thought a single second that i would be working as a sound engineer/music producer/vocalist starting at only 12 years of age. I really do thank all of you from the bottom from my heart and thank you all for birthday wishes and the things you have done for me. rep this shit. im 14 today, heres a song about my music evolution and what i have been feeling on a day to day basis over the years. <3

btw the distortion in the beginning of the track is intentional jus to let u all know

lyrics: 

hook:
started out making the trash speaking full of it
people did not realize what i felt they sullen split
empty my brain with the thoughts and words im caught in it
they dont really speak of me cus i am just a “kid”

verse: 
every day feeling like theres somethin wrong with me nah
i dont fuckin like you you make me bored
i dont wanna be
the same as every one else only unique honestly
why is this shit happening to me this happens constantly
busting ass and brain jus to fuckin end up left  and lost
maybe i should quit and have no passion for this career i crossed
they aint show respect to me when i do more shit for them
when im bigger they gon wish they helped me so id s/o to them

rs i thought you were well to me “you were the best”
we were fucking fine until school came to fucking rest
every hour spent thinking bout u, you were loving less
tundra was supposed to spark romance 
didnt you guess
i cant fucking think anymor
its all cus of this 
i just wanted to have you safe and happy 
you dont know the risks
i wish suffering wasnt a cause of a forming fist
maybe if i died you would know why i didnt want this

bridge:
bruh i seriously cannot think anymore
just like 
i have no more fuckin energy for this shit
it keeps happening and i cant take it anymore
like all this time ive been jus thinkin
ive been thinkin of the possibilities that i can probably fuckin evolve my style

verse:
its a lot to do
all hands full when i needed you
speaking from the lost frequencies 
they different hues
making different shit, drives you to see techniques i use

dont end up made up with a false story behind your back
looking full externally but its not too packed

lose the nonsense, im battling myself 
from these dark spots inside i see it it wont help

making life a lie
endorphins will fight
its an end to my life
give it all to know mine
every second questioning if im fine
listening only to me i know its not kind

make life 
on my own
home grown
take own
to the throne
leave me alone
techno 
long gone
unknown

its a matter of making it 
dont live to be faking it

hook: 
started out making the trash speaking full of it
people did not realize what i felt they sullen split
empty my brain with the thoughts and words im caught in it
they dont really speak of me cus i am just a “kid” 
x2

every day feeling like theres somethin wrong with me nah
i dont fuckin like you you make me bored
i dont wanna be
the same as every one else only unique honestly
why is this shit happening to me this happens constantly
x2

hook x2

Acting Up

HXSTILE

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