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Existential Panty Blues

When You're Gone

They Don't Know The Way

A Life That's Meant For Me

Chasing Rainbows

The waves looked gentle from the shoreline,
Soft whispers calling me to stay.
They said, “Come closer, it’s safe here,”
But the calm was only painted that way.
The moment I stepped in, the truth hit—
Cold hands pulling at my knees.
The ocean promised it would hold me,
But it only knows how to seize.

I try to kick, try to rise,
But the surface keeps drifting higher.
And all the comfort I was promised
Was just the ocean—
A practiced liar.

The ocean lied, said it would heal me,
But it pulled me under quietly.
I’m sinking in waters that said they’d keep me safe,
But the truth is buried deep beneath the waves.
The ocean lied, said it would listen,
But it swallowed every word I tried to give it.
I’m reaching for the surface, reaching for light—
But the current keeps saying I’ll be alright.

The salt sits heavy on my eyelashes,
Like memories I can’t wash away.
The deeper I go, the colder it gets,
And the shoreline fades into gray.
I swear I heard it hum a promise,
“Sink a little more, you’ll feel less.”
But every inch I fall feels heavier,
Like I’m drowning in my own regrets.

I try to swim, try to speak,
But the water twists every sound.
It holds me close like comfort—
Only to drag me down.

The ocean lied, said it would heal me,
But it pulled me under quietly.
I’m sinking in waters that said they’d keep me safe,
But the truth is buried deep beneath the waves.
The ocean lied, said it would listen,
But it swallowed every word I tried to give it.
I’m reaching for the surface, reaching for light—
But the current keeps saying I’ll be alright.

Maybe I trusted too quickly,
Maybe I needed somewhere to fall.
But the sea doesn’t hold you gently—
It holds you
Until you lose it all.
And even as I fight my way upward,
The tide still whispers in my ear:
“Stay. Sink. Stay. Sink.”
Like it loves the taste of fear.

The ocean lied, said it would heal me,
But it pulled me under quietly.
I’m sinking in waters that said they’d keep me safe,
But the truth is buried deep beneath the waves.
The ocean lied, said it would listen,
But it swallowed every word I tried to give it.
I’m reaching for the surface, reaching for light—
But the current keeps saying I’ll be alright.

Maybe someday I’ll break the waterline,
Leave the lies and the tide behind.
But right now, I’m trapped in the blue—
And the ocean whispers like it’s true.

The Ocean Lied

I spent years swallowing storms,
holding myself still so you could stay calm.
You talked over me, around me, through me—
never once to my face, never once with respect.

You treated my silence like weakness,
my patience like permission.
You pushed and pushed and pushed—
until the quiet girl cracked
and something feral rose up.

You built this fire.
Now watch it burn.

This is my DEAF GIRL RIOT—
no more quiet, no more polite.
You didn’t hear me when I spoke soft,
so now you get the scream you brushed off.
You wanted calm from the chaos you made—
but tonight I’m done being betrayed.
This is my DEAF GIRL RIOT—
you wanted silence…
now watch me defy it.

You rolled your eyes at “face me,”
acted annoyed at “repeat that,”
treated access like an inconvenience
I was supposed to apologize for.

You blamed me for the jokes YOU mumbled,
the words YOU swallowed,
the things YOU refused to say—
then wondered why I couldn’t keep up.
I held myself together for years—
but the girl you ignored
is gone for good.

You trained me to be quiet—
now deal with the noise.

This is my DEAF GIRL RIOT—
the fire you sparked finally goes violent.
You ignored my truth, dismissed my need,
and now you face the fury I buried to breathe.
You wanted someone who stayed small—
but pressure makes explosions
most of all.

FACE ME WHEN YOU SPEAK— DON’T YOU DARE TURN AWAY! 
I’VE SPENT MY WHOLE LIFE BREAKING MY BODY TO UNDERSTAND YOU, AND YOU STILL BLAME ME FOR THE WORDS YOU THROW AWAY! STOP. 
CALLING. ME. BROKEN! 
STOP MAKING MY SILENCE A CRIME YOU GET TO DEFINE! I’M NOT CONFUSED— 
YOU’RE JUST TOO LAZY TO TRY! 
YOU WANT A QUIET GIRL? 
YOU WANT A POLITE GIRL? 
YOU WANT A DEAF GIRL WHO TAKES YOUR SHIT— I’M. NOT. HER. ANYMORE. 
YOU HEAR ME? 
YOU HEAR ME NOW? 
GOOD. CHOKE ON THE SOUND YOU NEVER GAVE BACK! 
I LEARNED TO SURVIVE YOUR WORLD— NOW WATCH ME TEAR IT DOWN!

This is my DEAF GIRL RIOT—
the roar you created by refusing to hear it.
Every “never mind,” every sigh,
every moment you left me behind—
it all became fuel
for the fire I refuse to hide.

You wanted silence—
but I’m done being quiet.
This is my DEAF GIRL RIOT.

I didn’t break for no reason.
You forced the fault line open.
Now I rise from it—
louder than your doubt,
louder than your comfort,
louder than the world
that never listened.

You hear me now.
And I won’t stop.

DEAF GIRL RIOT

Over My Body

A powerful blues anthem from a woman who sees the strength in her girlfriend — and loves her better than the man who couldn’t

Strong Enough To Stay

Album Description — Spiritual Warfare: Keep Your Demons
This album is my testimony — the truth of what I lived through, what I survived, and what God revealed to me in the darkest season of my life.
I was pulled into a third, forth, fifth‑party situation by someone who claimed he loved me. He told me he was divorcing, told me to wait, told me to trust him.  And I did — not because I’m naïve, but because God placed unconditional love for him in my heart.  I had never experienced this kind of love, it had never been my nature to love anyone like this. Normally, one lie and I’m gone. No second chances. But this was different, and I didn’t understand why until much later.
As time passed, the truth unraveled. It will be 2 years on February 28, 2026
He wasn’t divorcing.
He wasn’t committed to any of us. 
He was hooking up with multiple people, playing everyone, lying to all of us while pretending to be the victim. 
And while he was doing that, he was also moving in darkness — binding spells, destiny‑swap attempts, humiliation rituals, manipulation, and spiritual attacks meant to break me. They saw me as competition when I was at my lowest. They wanted my gifts, my light, my calling. They wanted to silence me. They wanted me gone.
But God had eyes on the inside.
God showed me everything.
Shady Activity. Drug Addiction. Sex Addiction. Dark magic.
The very things they thought would elevate them became their downfall.
And through all of it, God protected me.
There were moments when the spiritual attacks were so heavy that I could feel them physically. They wanted me to destroy myself. They wanted me to collapse under the weight of their rituals. But even in the darkest moment, when an intrusive image flashed through my mind, I stood firm and said, “You’re out of your mind if you think I’m doing that.”
Because the only thing I fear is God — not people, not demons, not darkness, not death.
God surrounded me with war angels.
God sharpened my discernment.
God strengthened my intuition.
God kept me alive.
Every attack they sent became a lesson.
Every curse became a classroom.
Every shadow became a revelation.
I learned how to stand, how to see, how to return what wasn’t mine to carry.
And I realized something powerful:
I was placed in this season on purpose.
Not to be destroyed — but to expose what needed to be exposed.
Not to fall — but to rise.
Not to fear — but to testify.
This album is the sound of my awakening.
It’s the story of how I broke free from manipulation, spiritual warfare, and deception.
It’s the record of how God turned every attack into wisdom, every betrayal into strength, and every wound into a weapon of truth.
These songs are my voice, my clarity, my strategy, my survival, and my victory.
I move in silence until God tells me to speak — and now I’m speaking.
Through lyrics.
Through testimony.
Through truth that reaches the world.
Spiritual Warfare: Keep Your Demons is not just an album.
It’s the declaration that I know exactly what was done.
I know who did it.
I know why.
And I know that God saw it all — and protected me through every moment.
This is my story.
This is my season.
This is my purpose.
And this is only the beginning.

Endure Until The End

in the fog

013OhmyGod

I Am But a Sparrow is a gentle praise and worship album rooted in humility, hope, and trust. Drawing inspiration from scripture, Advent reflection, and quiet moments of faith, these songs explore what it means to follow rather than strive, to listen rather than lead, and to rest in God’s mercy even when answers feel distant.

Spanning themes of light in darkness, surrender, peace on earth, and steadfast love, the album blends contemporary Christian and gospel influences with an intimate, prayerful tone. From songs of waiting and wonder to declarations of gratitude and commitment, each track is offered as an honest act of worship — imperfect, heartfelt, and sincere.

This is music for reflection, for worship at home or in community, and for anyone walking a faith journey marked by both questions and trust. Like the sparrow, these songs rest not in strength or certainty, but in grace.

My Prayer For Peace on Earth

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