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Ive gotta get you out my skin
I swear id never let you in
Fall through my fingertips again
Like you’re my only lonely friend

heroin

ugly as fuck and forever alone
imma take ten pills then im calling it home
take a gander at your window im outside like a gnome
onna walk into your garden only place that i roam
i remember two things i forgot the other one
but i still hold on cuz im so high strung
   you be looking at me like im so damn dumb
i dont really look at all cuz i never gave one
   say hello again to the doctor with a grin
hoe im doctor skeleton and i really need a win
make an incision blood dripped down her shin
   think i need you but i need your skin
i dont make threats all i needed was a pet
   couldnt get one as a kid i guess
imma keep you inside a cage
every day brings me much more rage

ugly as fuck and forever alone

instrumental by the goats @six-days-after-christmas @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

youd think everything was fake
im just one more mistake
and youve become this
feeling that i just dont think ill shake
IM SO COMPLACENT
so disruptive
cant communicate
without words and pictures
guess it figures that everyones the same
im becoming everything i hate
thats all i tell myself most days
take my pictures out your frames
all i ever did was change
must be nothing in my brain
every day feels much more fake
much more than the last one
i know ill just break

your own worst enemy is you

@menthol100s

im tired of skin to skin
i cant let the right one in
your call is all i need to sin
let another one go im all in 
everythings been at my expense
i saw you leave when you found somebodys bliss
i cant write for you it never makes sense
wasting so much time on you again

shut my eyes and count to ten
wanna wake up in your skin
you only see her in your dreams and all you wants to sleep again
and the next time that i see i hope its you 
i hope its you
if not ill gouge these eyes out and i swear its true
i swear its true

let the right one in w/ skeleton

i kinda wanna see ya
i wanna get to know ya
and theres a couple things that i cant really wait to show ya
i wanna keep you somewhere
like maybe in a bottle
and when you think of leaving then im getting pretty hostile
and you maybe should be scared
but id call it just prepared
cause im bouncing off the walls when i know you're not there
and your face i wanna feel till my fingers start to peel
i cant wait to show myself that the girl is real

sending drunk texts like a white girl

I really want you bad im sorry if im suffocating
I know i scared you off but merely its a demonstration
And everything you sees a product of what i created
It seemed demonic at the time but im not really satan
When she sees what you are
When she sees what youve done

there were starving dogs outside

guitar by @blurxy

im such a sick and hateful fuck
you would have thought that i made it uo
somehow i still always get caught     on all the small things
said i might be there when she slept
she awoke never to sleep again
cant trade a penny for a friend, and youve only got one

i hope i get murdered at one of my shows

i finally lost my fucking marbles

fuck being sane i dont ever wanna change
wanna take some fucking pliers and start picking at your brain
im so fucking schizaffective that i wander through the change
im like thirty different humans in the same damn day
i just wanna girl that is so damn based
who is pretty like a flower but so sweet like a crepe
cuz these beautiful girls bring so much pain
and i wanna do some creepy shit but make u feel safe

ill keep you safe, i wanna do a bunch of creepy shit but make you feel safe

i wanna do a bunch of creepy shit but make you safe

i should give up on this bullshit but still like maybe
i should give up on persistance i am what ill be
you knew im crying and tried to help but i fucked you off
i saw a lady so beautiful that i had to stop
you
know how i get
im jealous as fuck
but i do the same shit
youuuuu
know im not shit
but a pessimistic faggot
but im trying to quit

no preset to show you i really wanna die lol im a jealous fuck

prod @blurxy
i say usually the same things but this time i just dont know
i fucking hate dogs wanna kick them all on the side of the road
why do they bark at me like im the one that left them in the cold
i didnt fucking do anything not anything dont act like you dont know
fuck shoegaze i really wanna cum on you
i would like really eat it up if you spat in my food
i fucking love your hair its all i really like about you
well i also love your skin and i would probably die inside you
i dont wanna write any words at all but i kinda love that its all my fault
i really get off on evil shit but youre so pretty like a girl
you make me wish i were a girl you make me wish i were a girl
and if were one id be you

my stupid fucking brains on the ceiling for you

and i really swear to god all these thoughts you provoke
if we never speak again then i just dont know
what i really have to say but i guess not much
but you did it all again and thats pretty fucked up
if we never speak again then i never said goodbye
but it didnt mean much to me not this time
didnt mean as much to me as the first time
if you spent the day in tears then im glad u cried
cuz i didnt cry at all i just went to fucking sleep
if we never speak again what are you to me
ill never know why u argued with me
but i swear i was salty the last time we speak
is that gonna be the last time we speak
in all our lives thats the last time we speak?
i guess it dont really matter to me im forgetting your scent it means nothing to me

breaking up with your not girlfriend

adelaide throwaway

i coul;d never count all the hours i spent just telling myself that you never existed
buzzin like a radio, my mind keeps buzzing like its never alone

like i really need a medal all the times i tried
you shouyld really get a bucket all the times youve cried
get knocked down yet i still survive



did it hurt when you fell from heaven
does a god exist

angel

1. watch her go out the driveway :// *jun 10 24*
2. its the same thing every single time *mar 17 24*
3. self inflicted dead at 20 *mar 19 24*
4. you mean so much more *jun 10 24*
5. i love you more when your gone *jun 4 24*
6. youre awesome dot com *jun 4 24*

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skeleton - its the same thing every single time

you can hop in your car, im thirty hours away
so you could see me in a little more than over a day
i was 4 years old i had a smile on my face
i know what happened you did something and it caused me to change
i dont like it when they look at me in that kinda way
you can kiss me when you leave but know i want my space
hated hugging for the longest so i pushed you away
but itll never be your fault what really happened that day
these people they all alarm you
i know it feels like they all wanna harm you
but not everyones the same as she was
youre capable and you need love

thats life though you get sick and you die

pssst under the floorboards... w/ skeleton

why can't we live forever instead prod @six-days-after-christmas

stop reminding me im human

prod @bowsa_music
candyflipping once a month when the suns down
got a couple plays but i cant make my mom proud
maybe moms proud i cant tell cuz the self doubt
tried to hit her up but i can’t when im strung out
maybe ill be fine hit her up in the morning
morning never comes i was thinking bout touring
i cant sober up cuz my mind would be boring
know i talk  a lot but maybe you should support me
why do all my friends always choose to ignore me
calling every day but no one ever gets it
say i wanna die but im already finished
why i wake up i dont what else to do
its like nothing ever matters and i wanna text you
and i wanna feel you but i cant through a phone, its like usually
the distance makes me feel much more alone and i wish that i could walk myself
from here right to your home
and i wish i had the money just to fly you to my shows but im too broke

its like usually the distance makes me feel much more alone

me and @menthol100s from 1 year ago today :( i love you and i miss you brother

gothangelz forever

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