this a snippet
shell never love me
name means "lost love" to me

nashida

i love you, and i'm beyond stupid for that.

lyrics:

i don't wanna love no more
but i don't wanna run no more
she love me, she love me, she love me
but she's not you

i see a lot of things that remind me
i'm running from my feelings but i want you to find me
she's like you, but she's not you

i hate that you won't respond
hoping that you hear my song
and what could i do oh-so wrong?
been waiting for you oh-so long

i don't wanna love no more
but i don't wanna run no more
she love me, she love me, she love me
but she's not you

i don't wanna love no more
but i don't wanna run no more
she love me, she love me, she love me
but she's not you

she's not you.

I know that you wanna love me

williams blvd ymca

hold on new toys are waiting (feat david st. pierre)

I made this because a girl made me horny.
Instrumental by bonjr, edited by i.
Mixed by vision.
Thank you stephanie.

Lady Killer, Valentine 

i feel like everyone hates me if i ever love or loved you this is for you if i ever hurt you this is for you if i ever die this is for you i hope u can see to understand why i did this and not hate me no more i love u bye

my suicide note to my friends

Nightmarez

nightmarez (prod. ayazra)

based off of good memories and a sad present, here for your time alone. hope everybody's staying safe.
mixed by di3stax, produced by javossi

(L Y R I C S)
••••••••••••••••
Why are we wasting time
Everyone lies
In this world we confide
Live just to die
Rather be stuck in fathers hidden skies
But it’s too good to be true
 so we stay alive
Left me on read
Do not forget all the things that we said
Hope I’m stuck in your head 
Two sides To the pain
 golden embezzled
I fire bitches that leave me in puzzles
Feel like a dog cannot bark with this muzzle
Breaking my heart isn’t hard whats the struggle
Are you just stuck between being alone
Dont waste your time you’ve got guys in your phone
Kindess behind us cuz weve grown so prone
To the fact that our love has become overthrown
Knowing it’s tough to be stuck on your own
But I’ve been independent so no feelings show
Guess I’ll get over it
Spent so much time crying over a bitch
Who plead the fifth
Cannot be honest to someone you kiss
So just kiss me goodbye for I’m gone in the mist over.

Neptune, and all the stars (prod. Javossi)

Mixed by Jaconons
Produced by Ayazra

[Re-Mastered 3rd Nov 2020]

made this shit because the one i loved made me horny :)

this is probably one of my favourite songs that i've made. i worked really hard on it and i hope you guys like it :) this is only the start of what i have planned, and i want to thank you guys for sticking through it with me <3 i love you all, your love and support keeps me alive. thank you all again

You've Gone Numb, Haven't You? (Prod. Ayazra)

Lyrics:

Take back from you
True colors seep through
Cut off my lights, i’m through.
New life so fine for you 
I’m still tryna fight from you
You pay me no mind to 
waste all my love on you

All my love 
Taken from me
I’ll waste it on You

All my love 
Taken from me 
Ripped it from you
count out my heart
Cause you gon break too
and it will fester you
till I’m black and blue 
 

mama said imma make it - got to start your life 
i was thinking bout that all night 
you ain’t never seen the strifes that burn my brain tight like the thoughts hanging overnite

steady biting 
i’ve been burning 
few aint never seen my world been hurting , 
so devoid
i talk about it 
playing with my purpose 
closed curtains 
you won’t see the world end 
it’s gon be a sad time don’t talk about it.

Black(e)nd Blue

Mixed by @jaconons
Completely forgot who produced

For the Sally to my Jack, the razor to my wrist...

Something a little different than what I would usually post, may take this one down...


[Verse]
I think that heart is breaking,
Darling, come rot with my bones,
We’ll dance in the moonlight,
Your skin against mine,
And I’ll sing your favourite song

Slowly my skin starts it’s tearing,
Smoking myself to the grave,
I wanna give her love,
But she’s too late for saving,
Her kisses are all that I crave,

[Bridge]
Knuckles are covered in blood,
They’re almost as red as her roses,
The smoke from my cigarettes are 
Bitter like her loving,
The purest of hearts can be broken,

[Hook]
I think that heart is breaking,
So darling, come rot with my bones,
We’ll dance in the moonlight,
Your skin against mine,
And I’ll sing your favourite song

I think I’m under her spell,
She calls it teen romance,
She was Sally to my Jack,
You're the razor to my wrist,
It was love at first glance

nashida

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