this a snippet
shell never love me
name means "lost love" to me

nashida

inspired by ho hey i think 
idk shoutout to wet burrito my gf and ryan they're kind of the only 3 i have 

most of our friends left us,idk why im so butthurt abt it lol
im jessai,im not supposed to be butthurt but i am

lets be okay for once

Everybody is so fake where I from
Nearxiety found a bitch and carried home
I don’t if care 
if I die all the night all alone
Tell you really know about me
Can see my pieces on the ground
Everybody looks so funny and they just act care about
I just hang tha shit because tha shit don’t let me down
I be smoking my weed 
Forget tha shit just let they out

Fucked up right now
Fall till the ground
They just let me down 
But never let me fall

Fucked up till the ground
Die slowly
Freak out
White snow
On my nose now
Blood falling from my wrist I just get fucked up right now

Fucked up right now 
Fall till the ground 
I hanging on
Don’t freak out

Fucked up till the ground
Dyin' slow
Freak out
White snow on my nose now
Blood falling from my wrist 
I just get fucked up right now

Everybody is so fake where I from
Nearxiety found a bitch and carried home
I don’t if care if I die all the night all alone

Let They Out (prod. Syreeni)

rainbow death

produced by: trill skeleton @trill-skeleton

cover art by: SirC https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

come around
while im down
breaking down
on the floor

stick around
close the door
i been feeling
fucking bored

what the fuck
did i do
when you took
out my name

from ur phone
back in june
and said were thru
said were thru

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

wtf im crying (prod. trill skeleton)

I hate where I’m from

i feel like everyone hates me if i ever love or loved you this is for you if i ever hurt you this is for you if i ever die this is for you i hope u can see to understand why i did this and not hate me no more i love u bye

my suicide note to my friends

the summer of ur lifetime

why why

delusions

MIXED BY KiRA
MASTERED BY KiRA

(Lyrics)
i jus wanna be like myself
told her that im fine dont need no help
-
i jus wanna be like myself
i aint even gonna worry bout no one else
i try to fix problems myself
i jus needa runaway and go to hell
drowning in my sorrows ina wishing well
leave me here to rot and die all by myself
shawty think that im fine but im not well
i dont love nobody and i dont love myself
-
doin drugs to help me cope at night
no sleep 
cant think
drugs in my brain
pretty demon in the moonlight
restraining my eyesight
doin drugs all night
high until the sunrise
ion wanna go back home
shawty kiss me wit ur eyes closed
ion wanna love
bitches got me feelin hollow
shawty takin drugs
she be bleeding from her eyeholes
shawty gonna gimme lust
-
i jus wanna be like myself
i aint even gonna worry bout no one else
i try to fix problems myself
i jus needa runaway and go to hell
drowning in my sorrows ina wishing well
leave me here to rot and die all by myself
shawty think that im fine but im not well
i dont love nobody and i dont love myself
-
ion wanna feel this pain no more
runaway from ur love 
cannot trust no more
ion ever feel the same no more
blacked out taking drugs
on the bathroom floor
runaway from here
cannot take this pain
ima die this year
ima go insane
takin all these drugs
they gon make me sane
cannot feel my face
bitch im going insane
i needa get away
cannot take myself
drowning in my pain
cannot save myself
takin all these drugs
so i can heal myself
dont know who to trust
can only trust myself
-
runaway
ima runaway
from here
runaway
ima runaway 
from here
-
i jus wanna be like myself
i aint even gonna worry bout no one else
i try to fix problems myself
i jus needa runaway and go to hell
drowning in my sorrows ina wishing well
leave me here to rot and die all by myself
shawty think that im fine but im not well
i dont love nobody and i dont love myself


nashida

IAMDEAD

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