Damn the girl I pictured everything with just left me

everytime someone asks me if I‘m okay I break down

I feel like a deserve love without being manipulated and abused but everyone including my parents has done that to me. I don’t know if love really exists when everyone who’s said they loved me has hurt me physically and emotionally. I’m starting to think I’m just kidding myself and that people really are just animals, maybe I’m just like them too and kidding myself that real love exists. It’s always been conditional. I’m just so lost, I want to believe it exists but I can’t keep on risking my physical and mental well being like this. I guess I just gotta go through pain and risks now because it will be the last interesting thing I have to remember before I become old and senile

crying into a pillow

bless u
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