i love you all i hope you all are well God bless you all keep going. its ok to feel how you feel

I get attached after the smallest bit of attention

To everyone in this comment section: don’t give up and keep going. Even if it seems hopeless. Even if it seems like if you left no one would notice. Someone would. Someone always will. Someone is there by your side, here for you, and who loves you. There always is. Stay strong and don’t give up. You deserve so much better. I love you all so much and remember that. ❤️

I’m begging to god to give me the chance with her I want to last.

Hi, i make ambient stuff. Might be your thing

When will it end

Alien observer

Grouper- Alien observer (slowed+instrumental)

Free

You left me on suicide sunday(slowed)

Goodnight Dad I Love You (Slowed) + "If I die would you miss me?"

Nothing Happened At All by Take care

this was everything for me

repressed

not recommended for listening if you have suicidal thoughts.

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/3TsOvph59qVeY1MRYgbIKK?go=1&sp_cid=5c8a2b107784b025351d136fb0cba536&utm_source=embed_player_p&utm_medium=desktop&nd=1&dlsi=c160cf115b38411d

last time we were there

you’ll be ok
listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4bPAjzzRgXSoCOXVftIMK2?si=412db05c334e4b96

give me a hug before you're gone

not recommended for listening if you have suicidal thoughts.

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/40njHIBZY0OnjuKEPKC9pu?si=Dgpu5ZQ9RqGJrE62MYVpCw

if you need more of this you can follow me - https://www.instagram.com/lesmusicprod/

Lyrics: 

My footsteps tread
Lie low and lone the silent dead,
Beneath the turf, beneath the mould,
Forever dark, forever cold,
And my eyes cannot hold the tears
That memory hoards from vanished years
For Time and Death and Mortal pain
Give wounds that will not heal again,
Let me remember half the woe
I've seen and heard and felt below,
And Heaven itself, so pure and blest,
Could never give my spirit rest,
Sweet land of light! thy children fair
Know nought akin to our despair,
Nor have they felt, nor can they tell
What tenants haunt each mortal cell,
What gloomy guests we hold within,
Torments and madness, tears and sin!
Well, may they live in ectasy
Their long eternity of joy;
At least we would not bring them down
With us to weep, with us to groan,
No, Earth would wish no other sphere
To taste her cup of sufferings drear;
She turns from Heaven with a careless eye
And only mourns that we must die!

derealization

I'm sorry

i watched them all die in the fire

not recommended for listening if you have suicidal thoughts.

@houleistired

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/0KvFA2nckCvUKgx3SWMNi6?si=741e2925bcae408b

the day you left

Hell Canto

On 7.10.23, Palestinian forces, led by Hamas, broke down the fence separating the Gaza enclave from Israel and unleashed a savage day of slaughter and kidnapping that ended with 1,195 dead on the Israeli side and 251 taken as hostages. The Israeli response was just as savage but much longer lasting and much, much more devastating. It resulted (at the time of writing) in around 72,000 deaths (70,000 - most likely, many more - Palestinians, largely non combatants, and 2,000 Israelis, largely soldiers) in Gaza, as well as at least 170,000 Palestinians injured, compounded by a genocidal policy of starvation and destruction of civil order. A response that has destroyed most of Gaza and accelerated the expansion of illegal settlements in the West Bank - where there have been around 1,000 Palestinian deaths caused by Israeli settlers and the IDF since October ’23. There have also been many deaths and injured in Lebanon, Syria, Iran and Yemen.

The horrors of the Unholy Land felt near at home, and like the invasion of Ukraine, pushed me to give some kind of personal response - however pointless and inadequate - beyond following and sharing news and commentaries. Already far into Luna rising, a text and electronica album about Ukraine and Russia, I didn't feel capable of responding with texts so I embarked on a wordless album called Hell Canto.

The parameters are the same for each of the Hell Canto pieces. I’d call the methodology a way of comprovisation, of making sound poetry, derived from vocal improvisations and electronic manipulations. In November '25, having recorded 50 pieces, decided to stop adding more - also the fragile and unlikely October '25 ceasefire remains in place though in practice the word ‘ceasefire’ is a bad joke, with no sign of real peace and humanitarian and political solutions on the horizon. I’ve listened through the 50 pieces and chosen 27 that I’d like to be included in the album and 23 which are orphans for the time being at least. The 27 pieces come to a total of 80 minutes which might be too long for a CD. It’s not sure yet. Anyway, for now there are 2 Soundcloud playlists - the 27 in the draft order for the album, and the 23 which for now are in order of recording.

Raining Spiderling
Istanbul, December 2025

Gasping (mix 1.12)

bless u
https://linktr.ee/i.dontlikemirrors

repressed

i don't like mirrors

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