Intro:
Maybe You’ll Come Back To Me
I wanna be part of your prophecy
And everything you told me (yeah yeah yeah)
It lies in between discreet of means 

Chorus: 
And every night you don’t know 
(you don’t know yeah yeah yeah)
It’s always enough to go between 
I don’t.. remember.. anything! 
He’s old enough to know it’s real! (To know it’s REAL!!!) 
It lies in between discreet of means.. (Yeaheah Yeahhhh)

Rap Verse: 
He called me on the phone,
I think I met him at the door
Once he had me come inside I think he said I was his whore, 
his skillet’s up above me but I taunt him with a knife, 
I couldn’t help but ask him ‘what the fuck was on my mind?’, 
cuz everybody talkin,
 I think i got the grass, please don’t fuck with me no more, 
bitch I’m gonna beat yo ass
If emotion comes around and I’m blowin’ up the past, 
well they got some shit to say?
they can shove it up my ass! 

Chorus: And Everynight is all mine! (Yeah yeah yeah) It’s always enough to go between 
I don’t.. remember.. anything!   
You Take the poison from the sun
(yeah yeah yeah) 
Every night you sob it’s alright 
(yuh yuh yuh)
(Yeah Yeah Yeah)

Guitar and Drum Solo

Yeah yeah yeah!
Chorus: And overtime I told you (I told you) 
You never handed me a break (give me a break!) 
It’s hard enough to take the blame for every known past mistake!
Incapable love to hold you 
Outro: (aesthetics) 
TO HOLD YOU 
to hold you 
to hold you (harmonized)
to hold you (harmonized)

Lil Bag Demo

Intro:
Here I go wishin’ things were different 
And there you would go fishing through intentions 
Thought of the time
I didn’t realize to see it in you

Verse:
I don’t know what to do 
Keep on thinkin’ of you
21 hit so hard 
My time is well overdue
Blackout punk with a noose
Baby I’m old news 
Yeah 
I just wanted to make you smile 
Needed to keep you around a while 
I’m sorry about your packages
They got stolen by savages 
I Sorta liked the way I guess
You kinda used to turn me on

Bridge:
Oh
Frigidly becoming stabilized  
I will be out of sight 
To tell you 


Hook:
 It’s bye bye gone 
Yeah I’ve tried new things and I’ve tried therapy 
No matter what I did 
It never seemed to work for meeee yeah
Baby I’m not gonna be here for too much longer
21 never hit me so much harder 
Oh oh oh 


Verse 2: 
Okay I tried so hard but you’re so outta reach 
The way I’d drown in blue eyes 
Gives me thoughts of pretty beaches
Got my feet in the sand
 I’ll hold your hand 
Collect the seashells
As we watch the ocean tide 
Wash away that love to pieces 
But I know I’m not anything like the man you needed
I’m jaded

Bridge:
I know I’m fucked up 
It’s pretty fucked up

Hook 2:
So It’s bye bye gone 
Because I’ve tried new things and I’ve tried therapy 
No matter what I did 
It never seemed to work for meeee yeah
Baby I’m not gonna be here for too much longer
21 never hit me so much harder 
Oh oh oh 

Because I’ve tried new things and I’ve tried therapy 
No matter what I ever did 
It never seemed to work for meeee yeah
Baby I’m not gonna be here for too much longer
21 never hit me so much harder 
Oh oh oh 

Outro:
I’m not gonna be here for too much longer
21 never hit me so much harder 
Oh oh oh

ByeByeGone

[Verse:] 
So.. this is where it ends 
Connect the wires that be touching my brain
I can’t wait 
I don’t wanna feel this pain again 
And yea Im going numb
Save from us from this pain 
Then I can become less unaware (unaware)
Tear me from the man you used to know
(How could you go?) How do they know?
Check it

[Hook]:
I miss all the promises 
So tear my body, Gorge away   
I live for all the sickening 
And the ravens they will come again 
I don’t understand where I’m at 
I can be alone 
But I might give up all that came from it
I’m sick its fucking wrong 

[Verse]:
Yeah
I be coughin up blood and shit 
Like kept on low tolerance 
They could find a way in my head
And then they think I’m just starting shit 
Like why would I follow this 
Ill just let the needle stay in 

[Verse:]
And I’m all on my own (all on my own) 
Just as I was all alone
And you might think I’m miserable 
So miserable you see whoah
I just might come off as invincible 
It’s kinda vague very questionable

Bridge: 
Doused in promises 
Tear my body 
Gorge away 
I live for all the sickening 
And the ravens they will come again
We don’t even where we’re at
And that can be a lot for the backend 
So we’ll hype ourselves up like we’ve got no love to give with the moves that we’re making 

[Hook:]
I miss all the promises 
So tear my body, Gorge away   
For I realize it’s sickening 
And the ravens they will come again 
I don’t understand where I’m at 
I can be alone 
But I might give up all that came from it
I’m sick its fucking wrong
You just burned my brain 
Don’t think i would ever love again 
Sick of all the hopeless nights
And the hopeless days
Better throw em in the fire 
But I might be fucked up
Comin’ for tomorrow 
Didn’t know oh I might be 

[Outro:]
When you’re feeling sick (sick) 
And you come back down (ohh) 
But then there’s nowhere else to go 
And you’re feelin’ all alone

Sick - Demo

Oh yeah 
You know I’ve been lonely my whole life 
I’m always watching time fly by
So fast 
And I’ve never really gone to think
What my future’s gonna bring 
Baby girl I love you right now I know you hate me 
And I don’t know how to tell you how I’m feeling 
I just wish I could be normal so you can love me 

Sick of holding us down, I cant do it right now 
I don’t wanna fight 
I just wanna hold you right now 
And every time you promise you’ll do right 
you always let me down 
(You always let me down)
Why you always gotta let me down?
(You always let me down) 

Getting sick of holding us together right now 
I don’t wanna fight 
I just wanna hold you right now 
Every time I put my heart up on my sleeve for you 
And all the fucking time I should’ve spent but I wasted with you

I don’t wanna hold us together anymore 
I don’t wanna hold us together anymore 
I don’t wanna hold us together anymore, but

You wish I was dead but of course you’d ignore that
You wish I was dead like the scars you had promised 
And I don’t really care anymore if I’m being honest

Got addicted to the sex
Got addicted to my ex 
You’ll pull the tricks and then intoxicate em’ with the things you said. 

I don’t really give a fuck
Ooh goddamn 
You’d just laugh it off like you always did 
I’ll never let a bitch touch this heart again 
Took my fuckin’ time and throw it in the trash can

Getting sick of holding us together right now 
I don’t wanna argue, lemme hold you right now 
And every time we fight I wanna walk right now
Let my feelings replenish before I fade out 
But she told me that I watched her back and she still hurt 
But maybe you were the mistake that I made
The way you got me feeling I don’t wanna take it back 
And I don’t wanna keep on trying to keep us on track 

You know who you are!
We all know what you’ve done! 
All I ever wanted was somebody to trust 
But you weren’t at all who I thought you was
I’ll just sit up in my room thinking “Goddamn!”
“Who the fuck was I fuckin’ with way back then?”
I’m not Lil Peep, Cole Soileau I am
Talk a parody, bitch you mad as hell

Jump Out (Cole X LXSTV)

Verse]
We could live on the mountains  
Where everything snows
When everything was always a mouthful
We’d be begging hope just to know
Then we lived on top of the mountains 
Where everybody knows our names
Too many things were always forgotten
So little things ever did change 

[Pre- Chorus]
Yeah 
I Love how that works 
I Love how that works 
I Love the fireworks 
Everything hurts 
Everything hurts 
Everything hurts

[Hook]
Stranger among the lies
Strawberry Fields 
Its just how I feel 
How can you see me? 
You’re a stranger 

[Verse]
Yeah yeah yeah
This is your specialty 
Tweakin’ my memory
All I ever learned was to live out of spite
Stretching your jealousy
All of my songs are weak
No matter what I did It never was right 
It’s a dichotomy 
Sick at just the thought of me 
Ravage my wildest dreams
He couldn’t just leave it alone? 
How did you know? 

[Outro]
Yeah yeah 
I don’t know you 
Yea yeah you’re a stranger in the dark below 
I don’t want you 
Oh I feel so numb 
How do you feel?

Stranger

125 BMP 
Reverb
Good For IG Reels 
Get Me In The Feels 
High As Balls

Stranger - (Doomer Version)

Laundry (feat. Icarus)- Demo (prod. Truitt_Beats)

It combines elements of poppunk and SoundCloud sounding Emo rap for a hard vibe

"Down Down Down (KBackwoods X Cole Soileau) B-side leak”

This is the last demo I made right before my mom passed away.. after here death.. I was able to use the trauma to finish the song.

HideBehindASmile - Alternate Version (the demo)

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh 

Reminiscing all the times you lied 
and you said we we’re happy 
I don’t miss the lies that kill me 
Saw it bleeding in your eyes 
We would fight it till we can’t breathe 
And I’d choke on your advice 
Couldn’t be there if she wanted me
I saw her last goodbye

I see her in the rain
My descendant free fall into your arms

So Back to Hell again 
yeah we hate who we become 
I’d rather kill myself before I ever put you on 
You didn’t love me in the start so 
I crawled up through the mud 
woulda shot me down 
then expect a James Bond 
Sky falling to my death like that
Hit your phone 100 times 
Didn’t get a call back 
Trynna calm down 
Off a heart attack 

And I’m losing myself everyday 
I don’t wanna crawl back from where I came 
Hold me close don’t let me go
Longing you from far away 
Her haunting voice will stay with me  
 
Why
Why 
Why’d you leave?
Why you’d go? 
What the fuck

And her voice is in my brain 
yeah well we all just bleed the same 
I found a new guy
I found a new high 

I see her in the rain
My descendant free fall in your arms

Arms
Arms 
(I miss you)

Manic

Go buy shroom wonka bars and eat 2 of the whole bars then listen to this. While it’s raining too. Make sure you’re calm.

Found Myself - Zach Slic (Soileau Mix)

I just walked around town with a sad bitch
He just want me cuz we cooked up on the additives 
Imma pray I go down just like a savage
A renegade nuisance   
He’s shooting up the ‘bat shit’ 

I just dug my damn grave in Calabasas  
Inside my silence he’ll come find me where we’re hiding 
Itching me and grow your wings just like your ex bitch 
and now I’m starting to spiral when we get like this

Our universe will die with a fading star and explosive greed
His eyes are green & psychotically he ain’t having it 
Just wait around & you’ll see  
Cuz It’s a fairy tale 
It’s a family trip trippin on some acid shit 
Talkin’ ‘bout the world ending 
He’s stuck on a crazy bitch
I won’t let the fame go to your brain 
Baby, you’re better than this 
Yeah 
Baby, you’re better than this 

Yeah yeah yeah yeah 
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah 
 Ive fallen in love 

Yeah yeah yeah yeah 
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah 
 I just wanna have fun 

How do you make it easy
When you help all my dreams
But when you left me uneasy 
Only something you please 
I know that I’m pretty messy but 
But you don’t have any means 
for a longer ride 

I could put you on sometimes 
Who you hurt I don’t know why 
I been saying that I’m feeling but I’m not
Filling my head with all your lies
We don’t give a fuck

Yeah yeah yeah yeah 
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
 Ive fallen in love 

Yeah yeah yeah yeah 
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
 We don’t give a fuck

Family Trip

The pain is pleasure again 
The walls will cave right in 
I can’t get him out of bed  
Get the fuck up 
You need a time out 
I know my time’s up 
I need a life now 
I need a come down 
Everything’s shit now 
I don’t want to see through a lens
Say what I want now I lost my friends 

Some weak people float up all up in the ocean
They rather burn they’re problems 
They could never solve them 
And I could solve them 
Yea I won’t solve them 
Got me fucked up 

And I’ll be seeing people float up in the ocean 
They’d rather roll their problems up 
They never smoke them
But I can’t solve them
I know I won’t find love 
Got me fucked up 
You got me fucked up 
Id rather see these people die up in the ocean 
They’d rather roll their problems up 
They never smoke them
And I can’t solve them 
Yeah we can’t find love 
Got me fucked up bad

I’m Screaming SOS 
Please, someone save me 
Now I’m praying to the moon that the tides won’t change me 
You got me drowning with the sharks 
In the open waters
As my limbs get torn apart and the shore is getting farther 
Paint me as a martyr I’m a goner 
 Caught up in your lies, fishing lines 
It’s getting harder to swim
Just tie a rope around my neck and drop the anchor 
Till my face turns ocean blue
Neptune please be my savior 

I’m gonna sink right in with the sunken ships
Where the monster lives and craves the attention

They get in your skin and they lock right in 
When the body leaves, their fangs are still with you 

And I’ll be seeing people float up in the ocean 
They’d rather roll their problems up 
They never smoke them
But I can’t solve them
I know I won’t find love 
Got me fucked up 
You got me fucked up 
Id rather see these people die up in the ocean 
They’d rather roll their problems up 
They never smoke them
And I can’t solve them 
Yeah we can’t find love 
Got me fucked up bad

Ocean (ft. Mauiwowi)

Family Trip (2025 Remix)

Set It Off - Demo 2

Turn my head
Turn it back again
Everybody Resemble it
Everything I need it again
Don't tell me what to do next

I Needed 10 fold you understand where I'm
Coming from again
Now i wanted to know everybody
But I don't understand what was up

(Hello. Hello)
With me, with you, with us

(Hello. Hello)
With them, with he, with him

She's all i know

Got me feeling worthless
Got me cuz you work less
Gotta FUCK and then im worthless
Imma lazy piece of shit, ya know
Everybody else
Everybody in doubt
I don't give a fuck
Everything Idiot now
I dont even care 
going home on a Saturday afternoon

Every now and then come around
Come around then ya fuck me up
And every night i just get back up
A go at the door, you're never loved
Never loved again, you hear me?

(Sober me up)
(Everybody's a lie)
Never love, ya never loved, you're never loved
Never mind
Oh my
Lied, lied lied
lied lied, lied lied
Every now and then come on back
Tear me up like anyone else
Every now and then come back

YOU FUCKED ME UP 
YOU FUCKED ME UP
YOU FUCKED ME UUUUP

YEAAAAAAH YEAAAAAH YEA YEA YEA YEA
YA FUCKED ME UP
FUCKED ME UP
YA FUCKED ME UP
Wooaaahhh woahhhh woaaahh
yeaaa yeaaaa yeaaaa

Crack - ( A Crack A$$ Song )

Lyrics: 

I don’t wanna care enough to live
I don’t wanna love you anymore
Everybody sing along again 
He left me out by far 

I gave him my trust 
His trust to use
Cuz Everything else has fallen through
It’s all my fault, what can I do? 
Baby it’s all my fault, I trusted you!!
I trusted you!!

I still think of everything you’ve told me 
Never burn a bridge with anyone who might be Still left my lock on our swinging bridge, You know I know. 

I don’t wanna give in but take me on
I don’t wanna pretend that I’m someone else 
I don’t wanna play dead...but you left me out!
You left me out!
Do you love me now?

I don’t understand what the hell I did.
You came back again but I asserted this
I don’t understand what the hell I did. 
But you left me wondering, (now it’s over)

Whoah Low aWhoah yeah yeah
Whoah .. WHOAHOAH
Andrew’s Home!
Andrew’s Home!
Andrew’s Home!
(Yeah yeah)
*Andrew’s home 
(Yeah yeah)
*Andrew’s home
*Andrew’s home

Abrasive

American Music Artist, Multi-Instrumentalist, Producer & Singer/Songwriter known for his electrifying darkness and rough, emotional edge in his productions.
Cole’s genre-blending solo work combines subtle elements of emo-rap, shoegaze, hip-hop, alternative rock & grunge, creating a powerful soundscape that sonically depicts different scenarios. His original musical design explores themes of inner struggle and resilience, while also capturing raw emotions through dynamic, haunting melodies. 

-His debut album, Hide Behind A Smile, featuring the breakout track “Migraine,” gained critical acclaim for its sheer honesty and raging intensity. 

-His latest single, “Ocean,” surges with melancholy, moody atmospherics expressed in honesty & gritty truths, unraveling the anguish of facing narcissism in love and the turbulent clarity that comes with letting go.

Music Links: 
https://poplme.co/colesoileau

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