Postmodern Hypercore [oiwv]

produced by @kuraiiii

[lyrics]

moving effortlessly
its so serene
you're the hope i need
so just keep holding me
i can never listen
its controlling me
i want our souls to meet

i can try my best to keep it inside
every day feels like im living a lie
keep a smile on the inside i cry
i was running but i wanted to hide

bad thoughts in my head im sick
no other feeling like it
you're my medicine
im just tryna be enlightened
but i dont wanna keep on fighting
new day another L
im tired of crying

i feel your presence and it pulls me in
dont have my heart right in your hands but you're controlling it
really i just wanna go home again
(dont have my heart right in your hands but you're controlling it)

[@7serene]

keep it inside prod kurai

yoyo「dj seizure + tinecchi」

prod @rodmadeit @prodbytoshi || @miraie !!! 

[metal upa] 
its ab sum tht u doin wrong,, 
so im livn day by day onmy own ♬
no mattr hw many times u try2switch it ik
tht u stil cnt b truthful i gtg 🐾

so it sms 1nce agn its all4nthn
n i cnt call it quits im way2busy runnin
n i dnt understnd hw@this time u blushn 
n mb we didn xpect4us 2rush it

no i dnt understnd ur writn n dk y im tryn
tll me wht ur hidn but,, i dnt wna find it 

bt its ok ima find anothr way
2gt out of this loop cuz it all fls tha same
kno tha blames onu bt i wont say ur name 
whts tha point of me tryn if theres nthn els2gain

its2much overall,, luk@me wit those eyes as i fall
all day tryn gt past this wall |    | yh i gt dis fln ur tryna call,,
dnt wnt this@all,, dnt wnt this@all ! 

[miraie]
btch i started frm the bttm n u h8 me zzz
nw i gt a gucci n u say u like me..? 
i dnt need u i gt thm e-girls frm 成都 
go n find urself a man t wna fk u =.=

ei ei me n bonsai we go shopping~
oh oh shop in fendi shop in lv o.o
ei ei oh ~  ei ei oh ~
ei ei oh ~ ei let's go ~

sry 4 tha disrspct i ddnt mean it :x
dsnt mttr if u hear or ddnt hear ths 
all ths diamonds on me they dnt evn mean sht
all yk is talk n u cnt evn face me zzz

i wk up~ mk a coffee then i go to shopping $$
i pull up~ w da gang bonsai we not stopping 
all ths fake ppl i cnt seem to deal w it @_@
t more i think t more u look like namazu fish o.0

all ths sht u do... i dnt miss u
all lies u mk... ya i h8 u :/

[mir n bons] 
Hate the fact that you're just another clone
if i had sum2tell u id say it bt i dnt
all the shit I went through made me feel so low
n i didnt wnt2hav 2do it bt thts all i kno

I'm so tired right now I can't do this no more
cnt leav it up2u yh so leav it up2me
Leave it up to you so I can take a nap for free
mb were both wrong bt its so hard 2jus c

sptfy

yuru w/ miraie Δ ! ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆

somewhere safe ft. mint + nosgov

vivid ♡ (｡- ω -)☆ ～('▽^人)*: ･ﾟmiraie <yandere>

𝐮𝐤𝐧𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐬 𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝟐 𝐬𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐛𝐭 𝐢 𝐝𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐚𝐛 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐚𝐛 𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐭 𝐢 𝐝𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐧𝐚 𝐫𝐮𝐧 𝐧 𝐢 𝐝𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐧𝐚 𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 

𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐲,, 𝐣𝐮𝐬 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐤 𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐭 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭,, 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐚 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧 𝐧𝐨 𝐲 𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐮 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝  𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐚𝐰𝐲 𝐛𝐭 𝐢 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐮 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐮𝐫 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧,, 𝐢 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐜 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠

𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭,, 𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐧𝐚 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐛𝐭 𝐢 𝐟𝐥 𝐢𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐦𝐞 𝐧 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐮 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛 𝐨𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐢𝐦𝐚 𝐭𝐥𝐥 𝐮 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝟐 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐮𝐫 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐮 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠 (つ﹏◕✿)･ﾟ｡ 𝐢𝐟 𝐢 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐤 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐰𝐥 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐛 𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐜𝐮𝐳 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐢 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐠𝐨 𝐚𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐧 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐢 𝐜𝐧𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐞 ;𝐃:𝐃:𝐃 ꧁♥ 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐧𝐢𝐜 ♥꧂

꧁♥ picnic ♥꧂ [p. mixedmatches]

produced by taylor morgan

[blxty]
do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said
do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said

[mental]
i don’t wanna care, but I’m always bothered
i feel like I’m awkward, running out of options
everyday I wake up, feeling like I’m lost inside
and it hurts me every time I watch you cry
i don’t care though, I feel like this all the time
i don’t wanna run away I think I lost my (ugh)
i don’t wanna run away I think I lost my mind
i don’t wanna run away but I can’t watch us fight
tell me why you don’t care
when I openly stare, does it hurt?
‘cause you make me feel like I’m so much worse
you make me feel like it’s so much worse
and I don’t like it when we kiss
it’s like I’m floating off this bridge
it makes me vomit, makes me sick
i think you’re honestly my shit

[blxty]
i wish I was dead
i’m not better off alive
take it how you want
it just makes me cry
i can’t talk to you
i hate it when you’re fried
used to show me love
but now you tell me lies

it’s just I don’t wanna do it
everyday I’m talkin’ to you I just lose it
take some medicine but it all feels useless
(take some medicine but it all feels useless)

do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said
do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said

medicine +mental

stopwatch

inspired by the film hana & alice (￣▽￣)ノ
prod by @tgwog n @litothedon 🌱 ( ´ ∀ ` )ﾉ

hana & alice 。。

@mental
@pray4solo
@ilyajay
@ripwarheart

love it? girl i love you
can't stop it.. that's the issue
and we fall out.. then i miss you
when the stars out.. need a tissue
see our photos i go dolo in
slo-mo watch me break in slow motion
up in soho thinking where it all went dim
2015 still rockin a bogo then

you still rock the same shit that you did since 2012
i still have the same friends that i had since i was 12
you turned 22 and then you turned into the 12
they look at my stats and then my name it rings a bell
i don't go outside yeah i stay in my own shell
we can run away and go find us a little shelter
this is just a sprite nah i aint drinking no seltzers
your arms or the sun? in your arms i would melt first

i still need the answers the answers are coming
im running from nothing and she wont even hug me
i still wake up everyday thinking we are something
but when i check my phone and feel my heart its just crushing
and he probably has you blushing
i can feel myself succumbing
look me in my eyes reduce me into nothing
know i'm nothing... no it's nothing
i shoulda realized i want you
you want me? that's not true
who i knew it's not you
i'm sorry i loveee you
i'll be back like soon 
asleep until noon
i feel stuck to... you...........

yea ima take it all back yeah cause i said im sorry but im not
idk what i did wrong to get switched up on a lot
even if i couldve changed it idk what i wouldve done
sometimes i wanna erase it like forget about what weve done
hold up fuck that i dont really wanna feel
hold up backtrack dont even know if its real
baby idk whats going on in my mind
i dont even wanna sleep cause i feel like dying


🔁

issue ft. mental (solo, ajay, warheart)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

can i tell you a lie?
or some sh*t that i can't hide anymore
i told her i was fine
i kept it all inside of my core
you send shivers down my spine
howd i make it out alive? i don't know
act like you don't see me cry
things can't be the way they were before

if i could turn back time
id tell another lie

"we never loved eachother"
so why'd you pull me closer?
i made it through the summer
remember last october?
told me we'd be forever
but that won't give me closure
i had to crop you out the picture
i know that it's over
so why can't you accept it?
i told you that i get it
i don't know your intentions
so bring me to my senses
you knew that once it ended
you couldn't have my friendship
its just part of acceptance
i thought that you would get it

i should've known love is expensive
i'm tired of all the f*cking screaming i get it i know
and i think i'll leave a message
man everything that she says it just hits hard at home
told you that i am sorry
I am not, girl my heart's just rot
so my head's just thoughts of you and i cant think
i cant breath i cant sleep

another lie feat blxty

BIPPIN

THE R3ZN

s/o @bokabih @bokabih @bokabih @bokabih !!! ur amazn

[glostarr]
imma run it wut u want rn,, ooo 
i got monee in my jeans rn,, truues
stik around jus seee how it goes,, gluuu
u a clone swear i jus saw u,, whoos who 
// 
whos who,, i got wut i got,, i do wut i do
yo girls a virus n i got da flu,,
my shot is sharp like i got it to mew,,
bitch im fueled up i could go 2 the moon ,,
u are my minions n bitch i am gru,, [buh buh buh]
movin so smooth bitch im movin on que
boy yous a baby,, goo goo,, gah gah,, goo 
//
i dont wanna start slow,, nitecorin my car bro
movin heavy cargo,,  bitch im clean lik barsoapxx
u gon have2rob me,, leav u out2starvy
u cnt even charge me,, make u still like parkeeng
bitch im up there harvey,, bitch u trippin rv
im the boy lik sharky,, stick around like sharpiee
///
doin so much i cant focus i need adderall
u seem fishy,, i cant trust u,, u a mackerel 
i wont listen wut u sayin,, i wont play role
u luk different thru my custom design reticle
u gon have to get assisstance maybe medical 
boy u is so hella fake u is not credible 
//
u freezin up like u mochi
monee got me cozy
i feel emoji 
in a suite like cody 
chilln wit my whoadee
got green like guacamole
u dont really kno me
i b movin lowkey,,
2much like im op,,
drippn jus lik moby 
yo girl trynna2talk2me
annee r u okee,,,,,,

globabee,, glo glo [prod. boka]

yhh im feenin4summ,, cuz u tell me im ##nthn
n im tird of runnin,, i js wnt2b stunnin ✰_✰
m i stuk4lyff ? no i dnt wnna tryy !x.Xi
i cnt lie im stopnn,, i gt no mor luvvn <<##33
//
sayy u wnt2tryy2play a partt,, 
gtta start agn,, ik its hardd ;;//
n i try,, ik i do,, but i do it4me n i do it4u ;;*
n im scarrd  tht i mite nt js kno wht2do,, 
im js trynn my best i hv nthn2prov 0.p
//
shuttdwnn tll me tht u ##luvvme
<<##33's ndn sum touchnxx
fls lik iv bn rustnn,, fls lik iv bn rusttnn,,  
yhh,, fls lik iv bn rustnn x_o

prodd @thr6x

nthn

buyy

nthn [p. thr6x]

<<##33 @blackwinterwells @pincode8485 <<##33
~ prodd. @angelus7k @alice-gass @ginsengxx

[buh]
heds mixd upp i gta go nw,, *~*
i cn barely thinkk,, i thinkk i gta wtch outt #0.o#
gta gt up,, no i cnt stay dwnxx ._.
thy bn testn me bt rlly @ wht cost nw ?

<<##33's beatn out my chestt bt im lockd inxx ||o.o||
i js rly wna lv wht did i wlk in ?.?
iv bn fln lik a mess i thnk i lostt itxx #_@
i wnt evn say a wordd thers no mor tlkn ;;X

lostt it al bt il mk it bak,, im loosin time yh im loosn tracc ;;//
dnt kno y i fkn laf,, its ovrwhelming yh i cnt do tht d*,,*b

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