Mixed for Yukio

@1yugenn
@misoo74
@lil4c
@mitsooya

notes:
duoBack @ iT***
#safe #jl (^_−)−☆

(lyrics)

[mitsu]
i cnt 4get ur eyez
red roses n white wine
【x2】

n evryday has been a mEss
i been tryn desperately
2 get u out my hed u,- u
im obsessd w u (me + U = </3)
i cn nevr cc no end
i jus wna Lov u evn if its 4pretendd

[yugen]
evn if its 4pretend
bby i still wnt U bckk
ima smokee away dis pain
iMa tke all of these meds
n ur pretty pretty face
i cnt get out my headd
n im tired of these lies
wht u said is wht u saidd

smokin w my bros
n we fina hit sum morrr
ppl say im fine
but my bodys rllyy sorr
when u left me 'lone hurtd st8 in2 my core
n my time is up iMa go out of the doorr :<<

hook

pretend +yugen (misoo74、lilac)

Prod. @josuanatanaelll <3

Note: thx u jnz :u

jnz : 

i found the
peace in me 
peace in me 
peace in me yeaaa

peace in me 
peace in me 
peace in me 
i love myself

noya : 
I love my self
I dont need nobody else
I just wanna love my self

Starlight shining in the sky
I always look up with my eyes

I dont need someone like you
I dont miss someone like you
I dont love someone like you

Peace in me
I dont wanted you in here
I just wanna live in peace
Let me be in peace
Just talk to me and i'll sing

Aaaaaaaaa
Just leave me with someone else
So i can try to loving myself

(i dont need someone like you)
(i dont miss someone like you)
(i dont love some- just leave me with someone else so i can try to loving my self)

I Love Myself w/ Jnz

engineered by me
produced by me, waifu, and malikai 
featuring miraie
art by @cryinggsilence


[Hook: kuru]
You know I woke up and got me some cash
Now I'm headed back to sleep
Nah, I ain't really tryna clash
I'm just really tryna geek
Nah, I ain't even gotta try
I'm up and you broke and you cheap
And you know I almost died
But you know that this ain't Angel Beats
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we on go, we gon shine forever
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we finna glow, we gon shine forever

[Verse: kuru]
You know that I'm bored so I'm taking like trip to trip to state to state 
I don't really wanna hear you speak 'cause I got too much on my plate
I don't wanna speak to you no I won't conversate
I don't like to talk to clones I swear you're all the same
I swear you're all the same but I still got too much to say 
I go 180 on the freeway I might have to pray
Got my heart broke like Otonashi now I stay astray
No matter what the fuck they on I'll always stay the same

[Verse: miraie]
I'll stay the same, stay the same, but will my fate change anyway?
I can't say, that my future stay the same, lame
Think twice before you act cause life is not a game
It's a shame, I can't seem to remember yet I miss your name
I need an angel just like Tachibana Kanade
I lost my heart and kissed a girl who looks like Sanae
I still regret about it, feel like it was yesterday
Just to find out that you're just another bird of prey
[Bridge: kuru & miraie]
I'm way too tired can't fix my mistakes
But I can't give into the hate yet
They always tell me to go take break
But I ain't even choose own my fate yet
Losing my sanity, trapped in this world, I'm lost on real and fake
I own my destiny, no shit no lame no coffee break

[Hook: kuru]
You know I woke up and got me some cash
Now I'm headed back to sleep
Nah, I ain't really tryna clash
I'm just really tryna geek
Nah, I ain't even gotta try
I'm up and you broke and you cheap
And you know I almost died
But you know that this ain't Angel Beats
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we on go, we gon shine forever
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we finna glow, we gon shine forever

[Verse: kuru]
I swear you're all the same but I still got too much to say 
I go 180 on the freeway I might have to pray
Got my heart broke like Otonashi now I stay astray
No matter what the fuck they on I'll always stay the same

[Outro: miraie & kuru]
I swear you're all sum fake can you please get the fuck away
Devils are in my head I lost counts on the days I pray
Hell or heaven when I die this shit gon stay the same
Run your mouth like all you want but you gon have to pay

shine forever +miraie (ku sense malikai)

Track 4 of the EP: Endless Fantasy

@remiliaxd
@phantasiex

Noya:

Maybe I'm not the best
Im tired girl, i need rest
Maybe I'm not the best
I can't take all of this stress

I've been feeling so 'lone
I can't do this shit no more
Girl u always doing right yea
And I'm just doing worse yea

Just Like you did to me before
I can't take this anymore, I can't give u what u ask for
Maybe this is my fate
Exist to love someone, but not to be loved

Remilia:

yeah, it's like a side story, between you and me
yeah, cause when i look in the water, you look back at me

and it's so serene
you tell me everything
cause i am under the water and i can not breathe

ooh
yeah it's hard to breathe
ooh
i remember the mess you left that night
yeah my mind was in shambles, can we fight?

Maybe Im Not The Best ft. Remilia (phantasie)

og: silverstein - aquamarine
ty @llostvision for the inspo

ALSO I NEED A NEW MIC CAUSE THIS $40 CONDENSER AINT DOING IT NO MORE

lyrics:

a ring in a box but not ur dream
its not a diamond, its aquamarine
ur shocking look of self defeat
so desperate...
i think of the place where u fooled me
beside the tarmac u never came clean
im driving past the gruesome scene
I'll never forget this...

i told u I wished that i was dead
my eyes wouldn't open up again :(
i cnt believe i wasn't joking
salt n lime i taste
the sickest thoughts i cnt erase
these images wont stop provoking

u know u could
i wish u would

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

u packed your shit and went ahead
my mind and my soul were left for dead
i cnt believe u weren't joking
sweat rolls down my face
my bloody knuckles mark the stains
my throat is closing up, I'm choking

u know you could
(u know you could)
i wish u would
(i wish u...)

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

same bed, we take no precautions
emotions, regret and revenge
the last step in killing the karma
it makes sense from where we've been
the same car same songs same motions
we hold hands, relive how we met
but no talk, no reconciliation
this train's already left

did you think next April
u'd be even further away??
did u keep him faithful
how many nights did you lay awake?
n even six years later
the dialogue, it stays the same
ur 2000 miles away
betrayers never change...

a ring in a box but not from me
its still no diamond, its aquamarine
u'll never find your place of peace
u'll always regret this

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

art by https://twitter.com/Aioi_oNo

aquamarine cover

@yureiclub
prod. me (obviously) 
lyrics:
 I don’t rlly wanna chat, I’ll leave a  message 
Playing games with my head will leave me restless
See me with my new friends, and we flexin
Don’t hit me with a FaceTime only textin x2

I don’t need ur help with nothing
I needed u more, you were something
You’re all by urself, thoughts lusting
Fucked up so bad, can’t trust me

I can’t let go and it seems 
I still see you in my dreams 
craving your love, let me bleed
this is all just what I need x2

I don’t rlly wanna chat, I’ll leave a  message 
Playing games with my head will leave me restless
See me with my new friends, and we flexin
Don’t hit me with FaceTimes only textin x2

restless (samara)

arid - for U (skunc + nesa) #us

hbd to me
@fuyunoyukisan

*lyrics*
call me crazy but i dont wanna lose you
dont wanna forget about that we've been through
im just here looking at our pictures
my life changed ever since u left me

u make me insane everyday
i keep on thinking about u
i thought i can live without u
but i just cant get through

when i miss u i falln' into
my friend keep calln' me, too
i can't do this without you
so how should i do
i drank too much i really do
now i calln' you
and you miss it up
now i let you go
since you loose me
please come back to me

now i calling
and you miss it up
everyday i fall in love
teach me
how can i let you go
or just kill me
I prepare it

dont wanna lose you* w/ yuki (k4nji)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7qWMGjfCuDXFgPfW5utbXi?si=kXfy9l0yS7SfZtglPYQYuQ

@blxty
@josuanatanaell

(me)
wanna fly off the map
there is no path to go way back
just go far as i can go
yea no one will care bout me

when i wake up feels bad
theres no changes, cuz i will be sad
i know everythings going to be bad
yea nothing will change my life

(josua)
wanna fly of the map
there is no path to go way back
just go far as i can go
yea no one will care bout me

when i wake up feels bad
theres no changes, cuz i will be sad
i know everythings going to be bad
yea nothing will change my life

(blxty)
but this could do it
i'll slow my movements
just tell me you will be okay
i think i'll lose it
it's fine if i lose it
as long as i'm w/ you
everything will be okay

(blxty & josua)
everything will be okayyyy
oh i wont give up on youu
and i wont give up on myself
yea it will be okay

L w/josua natanael + blxty (jnz)

@mental

ive been living fast but im dying so slowly
wishing for a change every day ive been hoping
crying in my bed i think thats how ive been coping
i can barely see with my eyes wide open
ive been feeling worthless, tell me whats my purpose
i feel like a burden, am i even worth it
i cant even hide it, its all on the surface
i cant look you in the eyes cause it always make me nervous

i cant take any more of the sorrow
i dont think i wanna wake up tomorrow
i always lose thats the hardest pill to swallow
keep losing my friends thats why my heart is always hollow

im not ok but i’ll keep playing pretend
its like every time i get up i just fall over again
in the cycle every day, think im gonna go insane
don’t know how much longer my heart can withstand all of this pain

spotify

hollow (mental)

i wish i could save you
i hope so bad
i think i'll calln' you
and you'll turn it back
I know your answer
I know your mind

i wish i could call your name
hope so bad
i think i'll calln' you
and you'll turn it back
I know your answer
I know your mind

was i disturb you
or i just saved you
baby i need you
but you need me too?

baby don't be sad it's not your fault
baby whenever you need me call my name
I'll be here for you baby
I'll never change love you forever

baby hold my hand
you are mine
come and be my baby
you are mine

i wish i could (shinju)

vivid ♡ (｡- ω -)☆ ～('▽^人)*: ･ﾟmiraie <yandere>

yo guys better music is OTW <3
aellzis is goated:)
lyrics:

@luvpika
i could never be alone im with my bros
and they think that im sad but i dont fuck with these hoes
and they said i cant do this shit but im doing the most
and i dont really know nobody cuz i keep it closed
and i wanna end it all but fuck i cannot stop
and whatever i try to do i feel like im a prop
and no one can compare me to the people in the drop
cuz they know that im special i dont need to be on top

i dont fuck with
anyone they think that im emo
i dont give a
fuck about you you aint shit bro
and she still wanna love but this love it has no meaning
i still make a mess but this mess dont get no cleaning
and i think that its sad that i still dont got no freedom
but i make so much cash that i feel like a casino
and why you tryna clone bro ur never gon be me tho
and i think that its funny cuz im always in my primo

@owtiss
i cant even tell if i love her
i dont wna spend my time w u no more
now im caught up looking for another
im so tired i can't do this anymore

my mind is in a rut
if i cld take it back then i never woulda run
i dont think i can last w a person i dont love :|
its all moving so fast i cant think of what i want
i cant keep my composureeeeeee
i jus wna throw it all away!
so dont get any closerrrrrrr
im tired of u getting in my way

@luvpika
i cant fix this shit i cant fix my problems ye
playing with my feels i dont care i blocked them ye
thats not what i thought i thought that your the (oneeee)

thats not what i thought it mean
snortin ketamine
still addicted to the green
im not staying clean
fuuuckkk (yea yea)
she gon make a scene
take a fucking screen
dont care how you been
2x

meaning w/ owtiss (neohn)

04/01/24
first song of da year!
tried a lil different thing fo fun with bros
hope yall enjoy we did dis inna day
@hiseph @terastic @ogpichu

lyrics:

@fabs4k
(pistol whippin, got me grippin on that shooter, yea)
(in the mainframe, up on the computer, yea)

pistol whippin, got me grippin on that shooter, yea
got me feelin like im tera, need a tutor, yea (https://soundcloud.com/terastic/tutor)
in the mainframe, up on the computer, yea
it be feelin like a war cause im a trooper, yea

they be askin "ayo fabs, how u do it?" yea
i jus hop up on the mic and jus say screw it, yea
got that boy on games unite, he gon lose it, yea
360 headshot, he said prove it, yea

@hiseph
bullet thru his head, if he wan talk, he get ran down
don’t needa handout, treat me like the man now
walk up in yo city, they all kno that imma ball out
pick up what i like, i don’t got time to try it all out

me n fabs in the centre makin big plays
that boy wanna talk down on my brother, that’s a mistake
i been making way too much, she wanna kno where i stay
i can never love no hoe, yea imma do it my way

@terastic
yea, we take yo life- take yo life just for fun
my paranoia eats me up i keep a gun-gun
we send 2 shots right to his dome n that shits done-done, yea
these bullets gonna make him run-run, yea

cold sweats, i feel like i gotta fever, yea
he wan talk too much, we hit him wit that beamer, yea
we cut his body, bury it a couple meters, yea
underground, u wont ever see that shit again

@fabs4k
pistol whippin, got me grippin on that shooter, yea
got me feelin like im tera, need a tutor, yea (https://soundcloud.com/terastic/tutor)
in the mainframe, up on the computer, yea
it be feelin like a war cause im a trooper, yea

they be askin "ayo fabs, how u do it?" yea
i jus hop up on the mic and jus say screw it, yea
got that boy on games unite, he gon lose it, yea
360 headshot, he said prove it, yea

shooter +seph, tera (seph + pichu)

@closr18

because idk if ill make it
dk if ill change it
just give me time
I wont stay behind
I only feel it idk if I need it
if u tell me that ur leaving ill come right back to u
cuz wen ur hands run thru my arm
I don't wanna fall apart
u wont tell me why
u wont tell me why anymore

cuz I don't wanna break it
I don't wanna fake it
I don't wanna change anymore

can u tell me if its even fair
I don't wanna stop and go nowhere
I know I waste my time
dk if you'll be mine
like it was all for nothing
still tryna hold on to something now
feel ur heart while I still figure it out

stay behind (closr)

https://open.spotify.com/track/30qOE3LSUCmV2ImcHJzjFF?si=m8xQlUZvRem3OTc2BMHoew

@kuraiiii
@176s

[lyrics]
im stressed u help me calm down
still i cant let my guard down
my heart always gets knocked down
so i keep it in lockdown

u make me calm down (you make me believe in me)
im still in lockdown tho
cant let my guard down (you make me believe in myself)
cause u might knock me down

free me
take me away
love, u
cant say the same
im trapped
inside my brain
hate almost
every day

u make me feel a lil bit better
when im down and under the weather
i can come to u for attention
hope u know u hold me together

protect prod sense & kurai

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@lbp2

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vivid ♡ (｡- ω -)☆ ～('▽^人)*: ･ﾟmiraie <yandere>

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