bro recently discovered this and its stuck in my head <<##33

The Upload

@i9bonsai @prodchapter @o9seren1ty

~Lyrics~

yung leo:
Won’t stop waiting on your love
And I tryna make my heart stop, calling up the plug
And wanna enjoy this, ima live it up
I can’t never stop, quit nor give up, cuz this shit runs in my blood

Ima flip the switch up yeah no matter what it does
Caught up in the past it doesn’t matter what it was
Always rollin marijuana blunts, jus because
I might pop another xan, yellow school bus
  
You a fan, please stop actin like you knew us
Me and Zane doin loosie in the tour bus
She looked me in the eye and said she don’t want lose us
If you don’t fuck wit RBiM you a loser 

Baby girl I really see you in my future
And you know I had options but I had to choose her
Everything you see Louie V, check the shoes first
But I didn’t check the price tag to amuse her

Now I’m covered I’m bruises
Runnin’ low on fuel
And I started hearing voices
Trying to get to a new world


i9bonsai:
y wld i evr evr tlk2u
tha mor tht i do im nt gtn thru
cz i cnt evn deal wit ya attitud
underneath thes grn trees dnt nd tht bluu

so u pt me2tha test nw
abandon it,, it gts rundwn
i go awy dnt nd2b found
go far awy,, awy frum dis twn

i gt it,, think of it thn i gt sick
wlk in bliss i dnt nd2fllw it
toss n turn cnt recovr from tht hit
nw im ovr ovr all dis shtt

y wnt u chang it,,
i cnt kp chasn
bck n forth pacin
lukawy gazn

in my blood +i9bonsai (chapter x sereN1ty)

@taylor @taylor

2harts1soul idk,, <<##33
wht u nd frm me i gta go !
y try ? it nvr works out y/n
cn i bring myslf bacc,, im usd2tha coldd =.=

wht u wnt frm me ?
wht u gt frm me..
its nt hard2c,, tht wev bn busy chasn peacexx
its onme,, tha reasn y we stp a lot n hv2do it all agn
let it b,, dnt kno if were right or wrongg btwn tha lines we hv2read 0.o

ok i gt it,, u nvr meant it
i gt tha reasn y u evr said it,,
n if we let it go we might regret it,,
thes thts r mkn me sicc cn u b my medic 

i wna c u go dwn tha right path,, ukno y its lik tht
its slipn awy it hpnd so fast,, 
js let it go no point2b madd ;//

##rewind it cm bac my wayy
lik fetty said pt tht body onme @~@
ima feedu whn im starvn,, cz u did it4me lik u hd no option ;DD

nw i thnk ab it it dnt mk sens nw ?
iv bn tryn set it up4tha best route
sry bt i cn nvr go bac2tht town
cz whn im by tha river no prblms surround ##serenity

high or low its all tha same2me
no differences,, js wht we c
right in tha middl,, where we meet
we find tha truth wn we gt weakk ._,

cn we pt dis behind us ?
cnt mov4ward if its said n done
aftr all we found tha right1
gt in tha feeln like a beatn drumxx

blo a kiss,, i blo a kiss bacc ;;*
paidoff rmbr days were so bad
nw u holdn lik u so attachd
soothn tha way u holdme wit both hands (＿ ＿*)

2harts1soul prod. taylor morgan !

https://open.spotify.com/track/7njDtdrlibv70DA0ZAadWf?si=8aab3f8afc45459a

@i9bonsai
prod: @nekoboyepinephrine2011

[buh]
i dnt wna stp,, i dnt wna do tht
tll me wht u wnt,, bt im nt gna go bacc 
hw u gon say,, hw u gon say tht :|
say its my fault,, cn u prov thtt =.=
iv bn tryna mak it out,, so dnt wast my time
hwm i gna do tht nw ? think i gta redo lyf

dnt tll me im wrong,, dnt tl me u triedd 
u kno thts nt right,, my memories dnt lie ._,
pls dnt cll me up,, u did enuf
pls ik its tough : ik btr thn any1

[mapl★]
softly singing in the garden
n ur life is all distorted
i cnt hear u im dum
i was here b4 u started
{ lyf is movng2fst,,, }
discord till i crash
got the $$ in the stash
spiraling to my deathhhh,,,
wlkng w a bladeee
september endsss x o 

lost in th woods n ill fnd my way back
feelng mesd up boutta hav a hart attakk
i dnt do this sht just to wrry bout my stack
ppl always hatng on me never take it back
ridin in the black subaru w the spoiler on the back
i dont even wanna comeback
i lost it,,,,,,x_x
tell me im dumb i got it
cuz u been tryna say that im ##nthn
dnt tell me im wrong 
dnt tell me u tried,, :( ★★

surfacc w/ i9bonsai {all plats}

produced by @1diot and @resolve1k / mastered by @bpiv

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6s85AV45ADb4HWXpXUq5Rr?si=PCg1_2RITZCiRjdSs25_5Q

recorded in my bedroom october-november '21

broken, bleeding

spotify

broken, bleeding (sapphire & inno)

At The Edge

what has bug been up too

i dnt wna opn my eyes (╯3╰)

prod. by @keyblayde808 & @its-naawoj
@liltumblrxo

(lyrics)
i-i- i can tell that the love’s gone
i miss your green eyes it compliments the blonde (ouuwaouuuu)
how the hell did we get this way 
i don’t know if you feel the same
ohhhhh ohhhhhh ohhhhh ohhhhhh
and I know I’m bad for u
but I’d go to bat for u

ba-ba-ba-baby you can tell me if I’m too much
but I just wanna see you baby no rush
i just wanna give you my heart
i just wanna give you my all
ha-hate that it’s over 
i miss you so much babe right now
are-are we getting closer 
i don’t know time seems to run out
the things I do for you……….
but i do for youuuuu (do for you-ya-you)
the things I do for you (do for you,do for you)
it’s new to you
buy a coupe for you
can you hold me tight 
and tell me that you’d probably stay the night
eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh
baby im alright
i promise to you-to you-to you
I’ll be alright

music video: https://youtu.be/a18mhLyxsaw

bad4u [keyblayde808,naawoj] (music vid in desc)

featuring @ons13
produced / mixed by me
visual art by @earthsoft on insta :)

i made this song when Ryu's name was ryukage then he changed it to ons13 so thats why there are conflictions but regardless i hope u enjoy this track and follow 0ns13 on Instagram

🠟 lyrics 🠟

[ intro : @sprigtek ]

i can act quite cold
like im loveless

i can numb my heart 🤍
while its pumping

not invited
to the function

im a freak bitch
i say dumb shit


Sick of sitting home
on my own
someone hold me 

stuck inside my head
can my shrink unfold me 

i like it when they hate me
i like it when they scold me

i like it when they try
but they fail to control me 


Dont pretend you know me
I dont even know myself

Gimme just a minute 
to compose myself 

No one gives a fuck 
is what i told myself 

Gotta stop attempting 
to destroy myself 

i can act quite cold
like im loveless

i can numb my heart 🤍
while its pumping

not invited
to the function

im a freak bitch
i say dumb shit

[ verse : ons13 / ryu ]

i remember when i seen her in the club lights
now shes all i wanna see i don’t wanna fight
always made to feel wrong i don’t wanna b right 
i just rly hope that we’re gonna b alright 
had a dream last night that i was dressed in white 
woke up the darkness has taken whats mine
im dumb im stupid ignoring your signs 
i feel so useless i can’t make it right 

shes a freak bitch, and i hate it 
sometimes feel like i’m not good enough to make it 
if i give you my trust then don’t betray it
youre the only one i got so pls dont fake it 

im possessive and im nasty 
i don’t know why anyone would want me
i show you off, and you flaunt me
i look happy but my other side it haunts me

[ outro : @sprigtek ]

Dont pretend you know me
I dont even know myself

Gimme just a minute 
to compose myself 

No one gives a fuck 
is what i told myself 

Gotta stop attempting 
to destroy myself 

i can act quite cold
like im loveless

i can numb my heart 🤍
while its pumping

not invited
to the function

im a freak bitch
i say dumb shit

i can act quite cold + ons13

ﾟ+｡:.(*･ω･)o旦　旦o(･ω･*).:｡+ﾟ luv ya 

♪♥♪♥

[taro]
js tk a sec2stop i dnt wna do it (－‸ლ)	
mb im nt fluent u dnt gta prov it  
i gt wht ur sayn iv also bn thru it 
so lets nt wast time fixn sum alrdy ruined (＿ ＿*) 	

dnt start,, cuz i cnt mk it bacc
i gt1 <<#33 sry thts2bad ♥
cz i ws so far,, goin off tha tracc
gtn more scars ## cn u let me pass ? o.x,

ooo u js wna wna tlk aroundd ._.
ik,, whts tha prblm go say it outloud
oo think im gtn stuck i nd an out,, ://
im givn it my all jus evry oz,,

x_X we cnt tell u wht we did
i dnt wna turn arnd n hv2deal wit it agn
noo,, all thes prblms i cnt rid ! 
its nt any diff nw,, shutmy eyes i tried my best

gt this feeln in my chest
its nt tha rightpath ok nxt
u gt me in a net (°)#))<<	
think its sum time i gt sum rest

so go ahed n say it nw
eitherway im on tha fence 
ab this,, u n me,,  ⛰️⛰️
dnt evn try2mk amends

i cnt c u thru this lens
im a buhg but u a pest 
drinkn taro im a mess  ◎⃝⃘
i cross tha path i hold my breath
4,, 5times its2much 4me 2cope 

wtchn tha time pass bt i dnt wnt it2go
is it luvv or its lust,, idrrk
all thes words closn up,, 
closn closn up my throat

taro .. 旦♪♥♥ p. mitsu yugen waifu

https://soundcloud.com/0arid
https://soundcloud.com/7ripp0
https://soundcloud.com/okeefey
https://soundcloud.com/ev333

me: 

ill take the blame
i kno that its a secret
ill try n listen
wish i could b forgiven
my past mistakes
will always be a memory
n i cant change
i try but somethings missing

n i cant scream
yh i suffer in silence
the boy who cried wolf
will always keep on crying

n i cant lie 
sometimes i wanna end it all
but i cant fall 

pandoras box i keep it
i keep it close
u n me i need it
i cn feel it

arid:

yeah i leave it all behind im on my own
i just wanna die here i dont wanna be alone
its too hard to try again
its too hard to find again
yeah i tried and tried its too hard just to cry by flow
yeah i wasted my time i know
yeah dont say u want it
i feel haunted
i dont want to fall
i dont know why i steep so low
i think i found my way back home
yeah i tried my best
yeah u know the rest i know

Spotify <33

pandoras box + arid (rippo + okeefey)

(◍╹ｘ╹◍) tyy @lilac  

had a hard time postn dis,, updatn lyrics latr im knda sicc (。_＋)＼

rippd sweatr ❀❀ lilac

song frm last yr @kimzhel

[✮_✮⋰\]
pissd off,, i cnt say tht i want tht 
i can nvr go back cz im runn out of time
cz i dnt wna fl like that ✮⋰✮⋰
by tha grassfields lukn@tha lake thas my lyf

i dnt wna do tht all againxx
flowers in ur hed we turn a mess
whn i reach out u didn tk my handd
green lipstick onmy chest 💋 x

by tha lightpole try2breathe
everythn jus gts2me
tend my wounds i cnt tk heed
let it go need2b free | | | |

brkn glass whts mor2ask
cn u pls gt ovr tht ?
c on ur face right thru ur mask
movn way2way2fast

more or less,, i dnt wnt u2b mad@me
bt its nt my fault u cnt c it 
b it,, treat it,, like its sum u dnt wna c end
anothr ##seedling onmy hed
whts nxt ? in tha grass i lay2restt

i nd2go far awy,, might jus find me by a lake
do it4my only sake,, its not2late liku claim
u bring the worst out of me,, n u make it so hard2breathe
u push me awy,, wnt trust me,, evn tho no1helpd u like me,x,x

green lipstick ✮⋰ ##2022 [kimzhel]

i9bonsai - lastplace (prod. kiryano)

b-iz☆(funfriend)

@kaedefall and myself prod @1yugenn @lb66
its been a privilege to kick off my 2021 with a song with these guys everyone go show them love <3

6rm6n:
ive been so displaced, feel like waste clogging the drains 
and im tryna find a way to end the pain that i have felt 
and i cannot get away from all this shit put in my face
and im moving so slow got some shit up in my veins

trapped behind these chains i cant keep on moving forwards
all my homies going on without me im a loner
throwing up in the bathrooms but i’m sober
posted up in a black room with a strap on me,
 
dont act funny, might take a soul
i been so down bad i been so low
and i’m solo, i’m so alone
i just wanna go, wanna go home

kaedefall:
gotta stay low, pills got me so slow
yea i wont make it thru the night i need my brains blown
we not the same bro, i swear im not sane hoe
my heart it stays cold, ig thats where my pain goes

oh, when im off of the pills, im searching for something real
and im walking on glass, i still got shards in my heals
and i cannot relax, cant lyk how i feel,
and i got my skull cracked, for u ill go and get killed

and i thought it all would change, but i lost my fuckin hope
get the fuck away from me, bitch dont get too fucking close
and thru it all ima bleed, ik that i lose control
its sum shit i cant believe, i turned to what i hate the most

i dnt wna opn my eyes (╯3╰)

seedling <<##33

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