And I won’t say a thing
Like summer evenings 
I watch to much teen nick reruns dreaming
And I won’t say a thing
Got my sandisk loaded sitting lotus 
In my room scrolling, no streaming

But she said write me sometime if you want to
Signed her number in my yearbook so I can call too
But the postman said it won’t send and I can’t get through
You should know that 
I wrote back 
Yeah I miss you

But I won’t say it
Won’t say a thing
Won’t say a thing 

And I won’t say a thing
I just practice haiku Like cursive in school
Endless looping rings like carabiners 
and I won't say a thing
aint no gossip choose bubble options
if they catch us talking
they might call us cheaters

But she said write me sometime if you want to
Signed her number in my yearbook so I can call too
But the postman said it won’t send and I can’t get through
You should know that 
I wrote back 
Yeah I miss you

But I won’t say it
Won’t say a thing
Won’t say a thing

I put a message in a bottle 
Watched it sink down to the bottom
Another day another page driftin
Yeah the ink fades and paints the waters grey
And the beach stains and drives the crowd away 
Driftin
Driftin

But I won’t say a thing

Penpal

how did I get so numb to you
guess you don't make me feel how you used to
but this aint nothin new to me
why ya so rude to me?
im in a mood
so imma swing by and grab my old jeans
it aint so cold in September 
if its a breeze let be
if its your heart shouldn't it beat?
you take a part of me without moving a hand

now that im shattered, shattered
hope you feel better, better
and I know that our times up, together
I found out that hearts break, in patterns
now that im shattered

from the way that we're speaking I can tell that this aint gunna last
and im okay with beefin but im afraid this could be our last
so how did I get so numb to you
guess you don't make it feel how it used to
if its a breeze, let it be
if its your heart shouldn't it bleed?
you take a part of me without moving a hand

and now that im shattered, shattered
hope you feel better, better
and I know that our times up, together
I found out that hearts break, in patterns
now that im shattered

keep what you took from me, im still existin 
millions of pond lilies floatin and spinnin
you'd make me so complete, return what's missin
put that on everything, can't we just kick it?

shattered

what you want

What would it take to get you on two feet
Ya know, ten toes deep
What should it take to get you in my reach
Ya know, close to me
I wanna be there
I’ll be outside by the exit door
It ain’t my type to wait just let me in
On nites like this I wish you’d call
On nites like this I wish we’d talk like friends

So stand by me don’t wither 
Don’t make me beg for it
Don’t make me beg for it
Girl stay down I need shelter 
Don’t make me beg for
I ain’t gunna beg for it

What would it take to get you on two feet
Ya know, take my lead
I want you right here
Like two in the cockpit 
You and me rockin 
Radio blastin
I’m lovin the way you sound
I’ll be outside by the exit door
It ain’t my type to wait just let me in

stand by me 032120.2

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Eleven

its gunna burn when you strike like that
you're a cold lover oh oh
get a grip
scratchin at bumps in the road oh oh

stay in rotation, blow the whole pound
they might call the station
they might call the station, burn the whole town
drop it to the pavement
you're my motivation, poison to my mind
venom but you save me at the same damn time

its gunna burn when you strike like that
you're a cold lover oh oh
get a grip
scratchin at bumps in the road oh oh

they don't get you like I do, got a thing for raging 
they can't walk a mile in your shoes without complications
they might call the station burn the whole town
drop it to the pavement...
you're my motivation, poison to my mind
venom but you save me at the same damn time

Cold Lover

All out of options
Where do you go to be forgotten
Vacay in the tropics 
Just me and my conscious 
Imma write until it’s blue it’s all I know

Flashing signals 
Bat on my window 
Trading innuendoes 
Playin Nintendo 
Till the sun come down and then you go
Ain’t seen a smile like that before

Let me sleep
Get out of my dreams 
Cause tossin and turnin ain’t really workin for me

I bet you won’t stop breathin
Bet your heart still beatin and pumpin blood I bet
I bet you won’t lose sleep and 
My lungs still weak I can’t adjust I can’t 

I bet you won’t
Bet you won’t stop breathin bet you won’t
I bet you won’t 
Bet you won’t lose sleep I bet you won’t

All out of options 
Where do you go to be forgotten
Ears ringin from nonsense
Six strings in a mosh pit 
Bet I could find my way to you this much I know

Flashing signals 
Can’t take a hint though
Trading innuendoes 
Playing the 64
Till the sun come down and then you go
Missed my chance to run the score 

Let me sleep
Get out of my dreams 
Cause tossin and turnin ain’t really workin for me

I bet you won’t stop breathin
Bet your heart still beatin and pumpin blood I bet
I bet you won’t lose sleep and 
My lungs still weak I can’t adjust I can’t 

I bet you won’t
Bet you won’t stop breathin bet you won’t
I bet you won’t 
Bet you won’t lose sleep I bet you won’t

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