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The Abyss 2

Heartbreak Tapes Vol. 1

DJ Abysmal - When The Stars Align (Prod. Sk3tch)

DJ Abysmal - pixels (Prod. me)

DJ Abysmal - Robin + Starfire (Prod. me)

DJ Abysmal - miss you (Prod. me)

DJ Abysmal - mean what I claim (Prod. me)

DJ Abysmal - space marine (Prod. me)

DJ Abysmal - can't stand him (Prod. me)

DJ Abysmal - nightmare (Prod. me)

DJ Abysmal - Opaque (Prod. me)

DJ Abysmal - stuck in between [purgatory] (Prod. Me)

DJ Abysmal X SlvrStrck - blissful (Prod. DJ Abysmal)

DJ Abysmal - shell shocked <3 (Prod. DJ Abysmal)

Said fuck life 

I give up 

I been hella down 

can’t get up 

light gone from my eyes 

not lit up 

can’t keep doing this 

what the fuck 

what the fuck bro I’m so gone 

looking at the stars and I’m laying on my lawn 

shawty played me like I’m a pawn 

fighting off demons till I see the dawn 

till I see the dawn I’ll be fighting hella demons 

soul is crying screaming

 I fucked up no redeeming 

fuck my life up for no reason 



fuck my life up with no reason or logic 

ion know why you psychotic

 hit me like narcotic 

shit my life chaotic 

drown in this shit aquatic 

love is so hypnotic 

broke my heart again I’m idiotic 

got me moving so robotic 

with a bad bitch we erotic cut my heart in half you sawed it 

shawty you a demon shoulda saw it 

told me hella lies but I bought it 



Said fuck life 

I give up 

I been hella down 

can’t get up 

light gone from my eyes 

not lit up 

can’t keep doing this 

what the fuck 

what the fuck bro I’m so gone 

looking at the stars and I’m laying on my lawn 

shawty played me like I’m a pawn 

fighting off demons till I see the dawn 

till I see the dawn I’ll be fighting hella demons 

soul is crying screaming

 I fucked up no redeeming 

fuck my life up for no reason

DJ Abysmal - no reason (Prod. DJ Abysmal)

I’m still thinking bout the shit we went through

 but that ain’t to say that I miss you 

cuz I’m glad I ain’t witchu 

never gon be witchu 

never gon be witchu never be around you

 but I don’t wish I never found you 

one day I’m gon blow up shit’ll astound you

 be alone forever cuz I’m bound to 



be alone forever on my emo boy shit 

yeah you took my heart and you used it like a toilet

 used to love hard but you fucking spoiled it 

cooked my fucking soul yeah you fucking boiled it 

you fucking boiled it cooked my whole world now 

life moves too fast shit is just a swirl now 

thought you was a gem but I know you ain’t a pearl now 

shorty got me sick yeah I’m boutta fucking hurl now 

shorty got me sick yeah im boutta throw up 

leave me lone bitch please grow up

 feeling down bitch can’t go up 

since you left my life I glowed up 



I’m still thinking bout the shit we went through

 but that ain’t to say that I miss you 

cuz I’m glad I ain’t witchu 

never gon be witchu 

never gon be witchu never be around you

 but I don’t wish I never found you 

one day I’m gon blow up shit’ll astound you

 be alone forever cuz I’m bound to

DJ Abysmal - alone4ever (Prod. DJ Abysmal)

Suicide on my mind 

think of you all the time 

your love is a crime 

Shawty know I’m in my prime 

Shawty know that you a dime 

yeah you looking so sublime 

I be silent like a mime 

but think of you all the time 



Suicide on my mind 

think of you all the time 

your love is a crime 

Shawty know I’m in my prime 

Shawty know that you a dime 

yeah you looking so sublime 

I be silent like a mime 

but think of you all the time 



think of you all the time 

Shawty always on my mind  

your love is a crime 

think of you all the time 

think of you all the time bitch get out of my head 

damn I can’t believe that I’m left on read 

and I really wish I was fucking dead 

damn I can’t believe all the shit you said 

damn I can’t believe you would talk like that 

designer on my feet yeah I walk like that 

can’t nobody else give you cock like that 

Shawty yeah we done hit block like that 

hit block I ain’t never tryna speak 

damn I can’t believe you had me weak 

damn my tears keep flowing like a creek

 see you at the party ima tweak 



Suicide on my mind 

think of you all the time 

your love is a crime 

Shawty know I’m in my prime 

Shawty know that you a dime 

yeah you looking so sublime 

I be silent like a mime 

but think of you all the time 



Suicide on my mind 

think of you all the time 

your love is a crime 

Shawty know I’m in my prime 

Shawty know that you a dime 

yeah you looking so sublime 

I be silent like a mime 

but think of you all the time

DJ Abysmal - on my mind </3 (Prod. DJ Abysmal)

Hate sleeping alone cuz then I’m sleeping with death 
fuck my life till there’s nothing left 
nothing left but I can’t do right 
3:00am wishing that I died 
3:00am wishing that the drugs killed me 
vices that hurt only thing that fill me 
fatal ways only thing that thrill me
just a shell I don’t think im still me 
death in my mind saying not long till me 
wasting all my time till that bullet drill me wasting all my time till that bullet drill me wasting all my time till that bullet drill me 

wasting all my time till my time is up 
used to pour my problems in my double cup 
thought that shit got better when I gave it up 
devil want my soul and I should pay it up 
devil want my soul but my bitch already took it 
wish you wasn’t evil because so you good looking 
in the studio and I’m crying and cooking 
Cupid got me good he was hooking 

Hate sleeping alone cuz then I’m sleeping with death 
fuck my life till there’s nothing left 
nothing left but I can’t do right 
3:00am wishing that I died 
3:00am wishing that the drugs killed me 
vices that hurt only thing that fill me 
fatal ways only thing that thrill me
just a shell I don’t think im still me 
death in my mind saying not long till me 
wasting all my time till that bullet drill me wasting all my time till that bullet drill me wasting all my time till that bullet drill me 

Produced by me

DJ Abysmal - fatal ways </3 (Prod. DJ Abysmal)

DJ Abysmal X Lul Mikey - 4LEAFCLOVER (Prod. DJ Abysmal)

DJ Abysmal - snakes in the bass (Demo)

Can’t breathe 

can’t move 

when I’m not here witchu 

hope it 

haunts you 

the shit that you put me through 

tell me 

why you 

left me feeling so damn blue 

can’t win 

just lose 

I’m a fuck up but it’s old news 



Can’t breathe 

can’t move 

when I’m not here witchu 

hope it 

haunts you 

the shit that you put me through 

tell me 

why you 

left me feeling so damn blue 

can’t win 

just lose 

I’m a fuck up but it’s old news



I wish that youd say you hate me 

death been on my mind like daily 

been thinking bout ending it lately 

I won’t never call another bitch baby 

I don’t know if you really meant to play me 

but you played me 

yeah you played me 

yeah you used me 

told my momma sorry you gon lose me 

is heaven or hell gon choose me 

swerve my car up off a cliff im cruising 

told you life is like a race and im losing 

And im losing 

yeah im losing 

im a loser 


Feel my grip on the world get looser 


And I still hate myself that’s true sir  

And I know that the fucking truth hurts 

wear my heart on the sleeve of my shirt 

but I 



Can’t breathe 

can’t move 

when I’m not here witchu 

hope it 

haunts you 

the shit that you put me through 

tell me 

why you 

left me feeling so damn blue 

can’t win 

just lose 

I’m a fuck up but it’s old news



Can’t breathe 

can’t move 

when I’m not here witchu 

hope it 

haunts you 

the shit that you put me through 

tell me 

why you 

left me feeling so damn blue 

can’t win 

just lose 

I’m a fuck up but it’s old news

DJ Abysmal - old news </3 (Prod. DJ Abysmal)

Love is make believe
 
crying when you leave 

when I die don’t grieve 

Cuz I got what I need 

got what i deserve 

in the whip I swerve

fry my fucking nerves 

till I die up on the curb 



Love is make believe
 
crying when you leave 

when I die don’t grieve 

Cuz I got what I need 

got what i deserve 

in the whip I swerve

fry my fucking nerves 

till I die up on the curb 



Dying on the concrete 

Bleed out in a back street

no I can’t be happy 

all this shit it tax me 

demons they attack me 

6 feet deep please don’t unpack me 

let me rot in my grave 

to you I’m a slave 

my soul what I gave 

might drown in these waves 

lost in life can’t find my way 



Love is make believe
 
crying when you leave 

when I die don’t grieve 

Cuz I got what I need 

got what i deserve 

in the whip I swerve

fry my fucking nerves 

till I die up on the curb 



Love is make believe
 
crying when you leave 

when I die don’t grieve 

Cuz I got what I need 

got what i deserve 

in the whip I swerve

fry my fucking nerves 

till I die up on the curb

DJ Abysmal - make believe (Prod. DJ Abysmal)

Limerence 

fall in love as I’m hitting it 

and I know you don’t give a shit 

don’t know why I can’t call it quits

 call it quits 

Limerence 

fall in love as I’m hitting it 

and I know you don’t give a shit 

don’t know why I can’t call it quits

 call it quits 



can’t call it quits but it’s hurting me 

killed my heart caught a first degree 

shawty you’re the worst for me 

best pick out a hearse for me 

think I’m boutta call a nurse for me 

cut me up then disperse of me 

knew you were coercing me 

dancing with the devil put a curse on me 

too far gone no reversing me 

fucked me up need some surgery 

fucked me up need some surgery 

stole my heart like it’s burglary 



Limerence 

fall in love as I’m hitting it 

and I know you don’t give a shit 

don’t know why I can’t call it quits

 call it quits 

Limerence 

fall in love as I’m hitting it 

and I know you don’t give a shit 

don’t know why I can’t call it quits

 call it quits

DJ Abysmal - limerence (Prod. DJ Abysmal)

Love you and I feel bad for you 

hit me up like we’re sad for you 

and I do what I have to do 

half is me other half is you 

don’t know if I’m the path for you 

everything leads me back to you 

everything leads me back to you 

everything leads me back to you 



things always lead back to you 

tell me if it’s true 

am I in the past for you 

is this an attack for you 

don’t know why I’m never lax with you 

took the risk I paid the tax with you 

cut me up like an axe with you 

don’t know why I’m even asking you 

don’t know why I even ask at all 

dunk my heart like a basketball 

smile on my face as I fall 

know I won’t get far at all 

don’t pass the bar at all 

counting down time as I stall 

can’t believe I missed your call 

my life’s fucked all and all 



Love you and I feel bad for you 

hit me up like we’re sad for you 

and I do what I have to do 

half is me other half is you 

don’t know if I’m the path for you 

everything leads me back to you 

everything leads me back to you 

everything leads me back to you

DJ Abysmal - back 2 u </3 (Prod. DJ Abysmal)

Thought I was your Superman your knight in shining armor 

finna hit the hay but bitch I ain’t a farmer 

under your spell shawty you a fucking charmer 

under your spell shawty you so fucking charming 

never in my life did I think love could be so harming 

shawty took my soul I told my bro this shit alarming 

got you in my arms shawty that shit disarming 

damn I really wish that I never called you darling 



shawty I was tripping Cupid had me going hardcore 

ion know why you left my fucking heart sore 

leave this place finna dip out of the back door

 live fast die young im on track for 

yuh 

im on track for 

don’t care if you say you want me back more 

cuz I won’t never fucking take you back whore 

cuz you left my fucking heart black whore

 cuz you left my fucking heart so cold 

just know that I’ll never grow old 

shawty fuck everything you been told 

steady on my line damn that’s bold 



Thought I was your Superman your knight in shining armor 

finna hit the hay but bitch I ain’t a farmer 

under your spell shawty you a fucking charmer 

under your spell shawty you so fucking charming 

never in my life did I think love could be so harming 

shawty took my soul I told my bro this shit alarming 

got you in my arms shawty that shit disarming 

damn I really wish that I never called you darling

DJ Abysmal - knight in shining armor (Prod. DJ Abysmal)

DJ Abysmal - swinging 1996

Steady coughing up blood facing cigarillos 

death around the corner ima come say hello 

too stressed I cannot mellow 

Shawty im blue but my diamonds yellow

 I wont never fucking love again bitch hell no 

all my friends are dead I miss my fellows

 Shawty I’m blue but my diamonds yellow 

Shawty I’m blue but my diamonds yellow 



shawty I’m blue in all black attire 

and my fucking hearts on fire 

and I know that you think I’m a liar 

but you’re the only thing I desire 

you’re all I want why’d you have to break my heart 

damn I shoulda known right from the start 

you was finna leave me hella scarred 

you was finna make me fall apart 

made me fall apart left me in pieces 

praying to god I need Jesus 

can’t let you see this 

thought I wanted love ion really need this 

ion really need this 

you got me lost in my abyss 

and you know that I can’t resist 

fuck it love don’t even exist 



Steady coughing up blood facing cigarillos 

death around the corner ima come say hello 

too stressed I cannot mellow 

Shawty im blue but my diamonds yellow

 I wont never fucking love again bitch hell no 

all my friends are dead I miss my fellows

 Shawty I’m blue but my diamonds yellow 

Shawty I’m blue but my diamonds yellow

DJ Abysmal - cigarillos (Prod. DJ Abysmal)

Drowning in my vices 

shawty and I know that you’re fucking priceless 

my whole life feeling like a Crisis 

sky blue eyes looking at your iris 

another heartbreak is what I risk 

got your hands holding on my wrist 

running from love riding into the mist 

said that we’re done but I ain’t get the gist 

said that we’re done but I don’t see why 

tell me bout that other guy 

when I see you my eyes get wide 

woah woah tell me why 

tell me why that I’ll never ever fucking be enough 

tell me why you said all that motherfucking stuff 

tell me why I got blood and tears in my cup 

tell me why tell me why tell me what the fuck is up 

what the fuck what’s up with me and you 

cuz you know I got bitches on my dick that’s true 

but I really wish it was just us two 

never even cared but it’s cool 



broke my heart now you got me 



Drowning in my vices 

shawty and I know that you’re fucking priceless 

my whole life feeling like a Crisis 

sky blue eyes looking at your iris 

another heartbreak is what I risk 

got your hands holding on my wrist 

running from love riding into the mist 

said that we’re done but I ain’t get the gist

DJ Abysmal - sky blue eyes (Prod. DJ Abysmal)

DJ Abysmal - psychosis [outro] (Prod. DJ Abysmal)

DJ Abysmal - clout goggles (Prod. DJ Abysmal)

DJ Abysmal - teenage tragedy (Prod. me)

DJ Abysmal - tears in my cup [love song]  (Prod. DJ Abysmal)

DJ Abysmal - princess and a punk <3 (Prod. DJ Abysmal)

Know we on that timing 

all the stars aligning 

if you ain’t minding 

tryna make you my thing 

one day give you my ring 

talk bout you when I sing 

yeah you sweet like icing 

damn you so enticing 



Know we on that timing 

all the stars aligning 

if you ain’t minding 

tryna make you my thing 

one day give you my ring 

talk bout you when I sing 

yeah you sweet like icing 

damn you so enticing 



damn you so enticing 

tryna make you my thing 

talk bout you when I sing 

shorty you my day dream 

eat it up like ice cream 

buy you hella nice things 

swerve the whip im dicing 

swerve the whip dicing cut it up like Gordon Ramsey 

kiss you on the lips and that shit sweet like some candy 

feel good witchu feeling hella dandy 

and I fucking love it when you get hella handsy

 hold up baby wait do you wanna hold my hand please 

first I wanna know if these fucking hoes can please 

get the fuck up off me 

drink my morning coffee 

know that Cupid shot me 

damn you looking hot sheesh 



Know we on that timing 

all the stars aligning 

if you ain’t minding 

tryna make you my thing 

one day give you my ring 

talk bout you when I sing 

yeah you sweet like icing 

damn you so enticing 



Know we on that timing 

all the stars aligning 

if you ain’t minding 

tryna make you my thing 

one day give you my ring 

talk bout you when I sing 

yeah you sweet like icing 

damn you so enticing 



damn you so enticing 

tryna make you my thing 

talk bout you when I sing 

shorty you my day dream 

eat it up like ice cream 

buy you hella nice things 

swerve the whip im dicing 

swerve the whip dicing cut it up like Gordon Ramsey 

kiss you on the lips and that shit sweet like some candy 

feel good witchu feeling hella dandy 

and I fucking love it when you get hella handsy

 hold up baby wait do you wanna hold my hand please 

first I wanna know if these fucking hoes can please 

get the fuck up off me 

drink my morning coffee 

know that Cupid shot me 

damn you looking hot sheesh 



Know we on that timing 

all the stars aligning 

if you ain’t minding 

tryna make you my thing 

one day give you my ring 

talk bout you when I sing 

yeah you sweet like icing 

damn you so enticing 



Know we on that timing 

all the stars aligning 

if you ain’t minding 

tryna make you my thing 

one day give you my ring 

talk bout you when I sing 

yeah you sweet like icing 

damn you so enticing

DJ Abysmal

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