Deep October

lyrics:

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

I could do it all perfect and they’d still need more
I already quit once I won’t hide no more
Its lonely in ur head and I need the bottle to survive here
There are no fucking breaks I chose the path and ill die here
Oh u miss my pain well here’s the pain now clap
This shit feel the same as on that bridge when I had snapped
Eat ur fucking food u better enjoy it it cost souls
Im sitting in my room at 2am just drunk and stoned
Of course were all a bit fucked up that’s how it goes
But my job relies on being fucked up to go gold
The stress destroys me quickly but they love it so I stomach it
Abusing all this shit inside my body im in love with it
I cant hold relationships cause my body doesn’t work right
She touch me on my chest her hand went numb and she got frostbite
I been broken forever so u can treat me how u deem right
Vomit on my sweater Im throwing up because it feel nice
Its only right I give my wounds time to heal yea yea
I thought 150mg of Zoloft pills might help
I was wrong I was cursed from my birth I swear
This aint shit to fix with cigarettes and dyeing hair
I been out my mind since I got back on my meds
I cant even fuck or feel emotions in my head
I feel so alone inside this home that I built
This shit been my life every day it dont feel real

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

i start to rust (eric godlow)

Lyrics:
[Intro]
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
To all these people that flaming me (To all these people that flaming me)
You think you got a lot of fucking good opinions (You don't)
Huh, don't you (Don't you)
And I don't give a shit about your feelings (Nah, I don't), I chose to
My friend pop a couple beans and now we up the ceiling (Give a shit)
You guys are crazy
My friends friend pop xans till he get to sleeping
Damn, you guys scare me (Yeah, yeah)

[Verse 1]
Knock on that door, fucking kick it that door
Thought this was a party, I'm drunk from before
She solo and sour from scattered the floor
You guys still going, I'm ready to go
Man what are you on, I've been talking to the ghosts
I swear they take anything, I do the most
End of the night man, it's not even close
We ordered the uber it came in a ghost

[Chorus]
Ghost (Ghost, Ghost, Ghost), yeah
I've been talking to the ghost (Yeah, yeah)
It said we all in some fucking trouble
Because we wrecked earth way to go, ayy
Most (Most), yeah
Swear, y'all do the most (Do the most)
Rolling woods and I roll another
Got the house smelling real gross (Fucking gross)
Ghost (Ghost), yeah
I've been talking to the ghost, yeah
It said we all in some fucking trouble
Because we wrecked earth way to go, ayy
Most (Most), yeah
Swear, y'all do the most (Do the most)
Rolling woods and I roll another
Got the house smelling real gross (Fucking gross)

[Verse 2]
Got a man but wanna text more
At a party that she need a nice dress for (Yeah)
You looking lame why the fuck you wear a vest for (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Looking icy in the dress shorts, no
Haven't talk bout a month now
She updated on my life via SoundCloud (SoundCloud)
Im frustrated with the way things worked out (Yeah)
If I'd pushed for it, we'd be doing good now (We'd be doing good now)
Gatorade frost and a beef patty (Yeah)
I make music but the rest of me is mad average
It's too cold to go out so I'm always making music (Yeah)
And I think it gave me mad leverage (Mad leverage)
Smoking on skunk
I feel like a zero
And I'm on my ones (I'm on my ones)
I feel like relaxing
That's all that I've done
I've been too busy, not giving a fuck (Not giving a fuck)

[Bridge]
Smoking on skunk
I feel like a zero
And I'm on my ones
I feel like relaxing
That's all that I've done (Yeah)
I've been too busy, not giving a fuck (Not giving a fuck)
Smoking on skunk (Yeah, yeah)
I feel like a zero
And I'm on my ones
I feel like relaxing
That's all that I've done
I've been too busy, not giving a fuck
(Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah)

[Chorus]
Ghost (Ghost, ghost, ghost)
I've been talking to the ghost (Yeah, yeah)
It said we all in some fucking trouble
Because we wrecked earth way to go, ayy
Most (Most), yeah
Swear, y'all do the most (Do the most)
Rolling woods and I roll another
Got the house smelling real gross (Fucking Gross)
Ghost (Ghost), yeah
I've been talking to the ghost
It said we all in some fucking trouble
Because we wrecked earth way to go, ayy
Most (Most), yeah
Swear, y'all do the most (Do the most)
Rolling woods and I roll another
Got the house smelling real gross (Fucking gross)

9TAILS - ghost (prod. light blending in)

Rolê na terra do nunca (Kencade)

im still learning (prod. killedmyself)

Come Over When You're Sober

save that shit (prod. smokeasac x iivi)

produced by @chivnti

lyrics:

nose lame as fuck get it peirced like a bull
i live and i die to be different
if we fuck just know that my hearts not involved
i learned i could numb my emotions

think my body dont make tears no more
couldnt give a fuck about the feelings
fuck a plan last thing im gonna do is pull through
too busy sharing thoughts with the ceiling

mid september ill be fucking crazy
swear to god im ugly no one wanna date me
i been so fucked up i want it please dont save me
whenever im stuck like this all my dreams amazing

when i make plans respond within the fuckin minute
im not busy but i hate it
10 minutes tops and im not waiting

like what the fuck u comtemplating 
for so long
u wouldnt do this if i made it
and blew up

i always hated being sheltered
im not urs just give it up
i go to parties full of strangers
just to come thru and fuck it up

at least my music going good
but knowing me ill prolly fuck it up
tonight my head is feeling good
but of course i always drug it up

i went from always being late
to pretty much never showing up
i went from i dont have a plug
to damn my plug is coming clutch

think my body dont make tears no more
couldnt give a fuck about the feelings
fuck a plan last thing im gonna do is pull through
too busy sharing thoughts with the ceiling

art found at http://johnnysboots.tumblr.com/post/76103773768

scissor hands (prod. chivnti)

produced by why loner at https://twitter.com/why_loner

search search
fight like the greeks and the persians
u want merch
dont got enough of my earnings
i gotta soul search
maybe i live for a purpose
maybe worse
but fuck it im dying for certain

fuck it im dying for certain
i do not make enough earnings
maybe i live for a purpose
but fuck it dying for certain

fuck it im dying for certain
maybe i live for a purpose
fuck it i make enough earnings 
i guess am dying for certain

i blend in like im in camoulage
i walk around with no entourage
one of my boys wear a g shock
when i come up he gon get audemar

my mans still whippin a civic
saw the ghost he couldnt get it
i swear imma get u a lambourghini
u need to hear when u whip it

rolly is iced it dont look like it tickin
think im addicted to spinach
she look like emma watson
and she on my broom like its quidditch

i used to hit bed with no food in my stomach
and now i cant finish
im stable but i keep on waiting to plummet
im reaching my summit

fuck with my brain 
fuck with my brain
drugs drive me insane
im doing great
stay in ur lane
i dont need the fame
i dont wanna talk
but reporters hit me up anyway
id go to the mall
been i been up for like two nights and i aint looking great

looking rough
im not feeling great
havent ate nothing but a rice cake
bottom lip i got toothepaste
rock bottom bitch how the dirt taste
got candy bars how the words taste
take cheap shots like a cheap skate
my women look like lois lane 
her pussy sweet like a cheese cake

fuck it im dying for certain
i do not make enough earnings
maybe i live for a purpose
but fuck it dying for certain

fuck it im dying for certain
maybe i live for a purpose
fuck it i make enough earnings 
i guess am dying for certain

dying for certain (prod. why loner)

instagram- fatherfuneral
-----------------------------------

IM ALWAYS NUMB
IM ALWAYS STUCK
LIKE HOW THE FUCK
U COME UNDONE?
A CONUNDRUM
NEED ADVICE
BITE MY TONGUE
WHILE IM YOUNG
IM AFRAID THE LONG RUN
WILL BE ROUGH
WE’LL BE TOUGH..

MAMA ILL BE DAMNED TO KNOW
YOURE HIGH OFF THE ANTIDOTE
NOW FOLLOWED BY A PHANTOM AS
HIS HAND CREEPS UP YOUR PANTY HOSE
THIS IS WHY IM SCARED OF GHOSTS
GREW UP SAW YOU DANCING FOR
A MAN WHO LOOKS SATANIC SO
IM FRANTICALLY
PANICKING
INSANITY ALL IN MY FAMILY
NEVER TAUGHT ME TO PREAPARE FOR THINGS
THEY SAID ITS ALL JUST HEREDITY
I THINK ITS NONSENSE
THEY ALL JUST WANT ME 
TO GIVE MY LIFE AWAY
IM THINKING POSITIVE
NEGATIVE FORCES
DRAINING MY ENERGY
NEED TIME AWAY IN DIFFERENT PLACES
GET ME AWAY FROM HERE
YA 
REGULAR BASIS
EVERY DAY SHIT
ANOTHER HEMISPHERE
YA 
AND I CAN TYPICALLY 
JUST IGNORE IT
BUT I WANT ANYTHING FIOR ME AND MY SHORTY
SHE HAS EMPATHY FOR WHATS IMPORTANT
AND IVE BEEN LISTENING TO HER LIL GORGEOUS 
THOUGHTS AND SYMPATHY
I DONT DESERVE IT 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GbnrZ7Hd4x0

Instrumental created/produced/composed by @kaynives & @atbrehant

My vocals mastered by @darkskyparadox AGAIN

thanks to my girlfriend for the image <3

https://soundcloud.com/kaynives/rapideyemovement

SCARED OF GHOST [prod. KAY NIVE$ &  BREHANT x DARKSKYPARADOX]

produced by @idealismus

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

sorry i was couch locked
i heard you knock but i couldnt get the door knob
that excuse applies to so many people this year
but its not my fault you in your feelings
on my riff raff shit
blueberry rocketship
your tonsils out your mouth
when i split your bottom lip

the flow just came to me
the belt has double g's
im facing bong rips and i blow em off the balcony

im feeling presidential
whole squad deep queen street in a rental
no one get inside my mental
but i could shutter island someone if i need to

the fear is colour and its bleeds through
fuck im only here to greet you
why you talking getting drinks like we should plan it
i didnt even wanna meet you

december christmas party
last year dont get me started
new year was so inviting
compared to the one before it

christmas party (prod. idealism)

9TAILS - Speed Bumps (Prod. Excedi)

produced by @paysrmusic

lyrics:

imma try to be sober for a week
tossing turning i been fucking up the sheets
why continue when the futures looking bleak
barely living and my chest is scaring me

i could give you the attention that you seek
i could help a thousand people to their feet
i could fucking save a life but never me
dont you try cause theres no way your saving me

i could feel heart palpatations happen when i breathe
i could feel the acid climbing everytime i eat
they say its a scary life
take this itll work
its been half a year
and im only feeling worse

residential doctors tell me its anxiety
i could fucking tell you that now get to helping me
i wonder what the feelings like of breathing normally
cant identify the happiness when its so new to me

slow down
i cant even
smoke now
i been on the same damn
come down
since this time last year
this time last year
this time last

march now
hot or cold i never go out
see my friends like once a week at best
cause im in the zone now
im not myself when its cold out

i been seeing shadow figures 
in the corner of my vision
i been thinking bout my friends
and all their thoughts and all there feelings
i dont think they really like me
and that thought really frightens me

im being honest
and that doesnt happen alot

honesty (prod.  PAYSR)

produced by nicholas allan found at https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChXjXO9F6i4O8fnrQc1lpzA/about

lyrics:

mouth like guns
lately all it do is blow smoke
ill never find new love
if im chasing the one from before
fuckings not fun
when it doesnt feel like before
got me checking every newsfeed
as soon as i walk in my door

cold like numb
had to wipe the pictures from my phone
swept up moved on
but i feel her touch to my bones
if i ever blow up
will i see your name on my phone
promise i would never judge you baby
how the fuck could i judge home

watching the process of falling
in love with a person other than me
i dont think i can handle this
but ill unconditionally
love you, even if its not me,
with you, even if you hate me,
i just wanna see you happy
thats been helping me breathe
baby

come back and grind your body on mine
we kiss we hitting our teeth
bit lips until they would bleed
we'd strip and take off the sheets
lights on she said she wanna see love making
youll come round eventually
you can be as late as you please
they can build my grave with two seats
baby

mouth like guns
lately all it do is blow smoke
ill never find new love
if im chasing the one from before
fuckings not fun
when it doesnt feel like before
got me checking every newsfeed
as soon as i walk in my door

cold like numb
had to wipe the pictures from my phone
swept up moved on
but i feel her touch to my bones
if i ever blow up
will i see your name on my phone
promise i would never judge you baby
how the fuck could i judge home

my home (prod. nicholas allan)

produced by pharaoh vice

lyrics:

quarter ounce in a tupperware still smellin thru
pick a track and i beat it up till its black and blue
applejack in my alchohol and im shifting views
only do what i tell me to and i just cant lose

w's ill take all of you and stay undefeated
pot nuggets like a minecraft server they always seeded
come up ripleys believe it or not, you dont gotta believe it
black cap polo cap tracksuit adidas

i mean it im so high im laxed on venus
built my mind to battle demons
if theres a future for me i know my friends could forsee it
fortune teller dont you tell me what your seeing

disaronno
giving me a wobble
tequila shots
droppin lime into the bottle
lookin like a fly 
with the way im on my shit
with the way i rub my hands
when i know im going in
when im stacking rubber bands
gotta count that shit again
5's are blue and hundreds brown
when u counting canadian

double sour with the bars and then the timing
make the music taste just like a lemon lime ting

quarter ounce in a tupperware still smellin thru
pick a track and i beat it up till its black and blue
applejack in my alchohol and im shifting views
only do what i tell me to and i just cant lose

quarter ounce in a tupperware still smellin thru
pick a track and i beat it up till its black and blue
applejack in my alchohol and im shifting views
only do what i tell me to and i just cant lose

your girl blowing my twitter feed

that pussy want me like fancy feast

test my bro before testing me

squad full of big dogs i know they'll eat you up like pedigree

riding dirty like mad max
got lights iun the whip like cash cab
broccoli on my dome and
my girl hot as fuck like dab smoke
she loving me like lucy
we rippin j's like juicy
were in the bed she gimme head
then ride the tube no fousey

in the cut like infection
i made the cut like an athelete
im one manning this boy band
might fuck around and go zayn malik

fuck around and go harry styles

fuck around and go jb

not emo rap bitch fuck a rawr fuck studded belts and fuck xd

i been building up xp

everybody tryna make a genre
but no one making no masterpiece
couldnt care about an image
got no crowd pleasing aesthetic

i write bars, wear random clothes, dont cut my hair
dont sweat it

wake up get high
lets get it

quarter ounce in a tupperware still smellin thru
pick a track and i beat it up till its black and blue
applejack in my alchohol and im shifting views
only do what i tell me to and i just cant lose

quarter ounce in a tupperware still smellin thru
pick a track and i beat it up till its black and blue
applejack in my alchohol and im shifting views
only do what i tell me to and i just cant lose

chillax (prod. pharaoh vice)

u are perfect to me (tom bailey)

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