lyrics:

Walk me home Im so cold Give me hope

Wood legs in the depths of Lanier
Severed kelped limbs in the pale moonlight
I don’t like it but the Pain had never felt so right
Bridges disappear when the fog hugs tighter
Im never backing down my mama raised a fighter
Flesh on top the poles inside the swamp set fire
Rolling back my head u see my eyes glow whiter
Open up my mouth my throat is pouring out spiders

Walk me home Guard my soul
Pale orbed lights Feed these ghosts
In Clay dirt roads My feet leave molds
Oh and here we go again oh u mad for sure
Oh I just ate and I still need more

Taking my life too seriously and Im still so bored
People be on my dick too much its starting to get sore
I am not playing no games hoe what do you take me for
Hop inside this tank im telling em this means war
Cigarettes Deep burns
In my chest It hurts
Big wounds bleed from my head Scorched earth
Legs lead They don’t work
I feel so alive when im close to being dead
I need touch Hold up I need space
When I think to myself it always ends in a rage
I can’t wait till I leave this place
Looking up at the stars I emit hiraeth
I don’t wanna I don’t wanna I don’t wanna I don’t wanna live in this form
Speak on my name when speak on my team imma send u up to the stars
I miss home Oh man I hate the road
Get my baby on the call Get my lady on the call
Told her I wish I was there when u take it all off
Touching on her body girl ur skin is so soft
Wood legs in the depths of Lanier
Severed kelped limbs in the pale moonlight
I don’t like it but the Pain had never felt so right
Bridges disappear when the fog hugs tighter
Walk me home Im so cold
Feed me warmth Give me hope

Walk me home Guard my soul
Pale orbed lights Feed these ghosts
In Clay dirt roads My feet leave molds
Oh and here we go again oh u mad for sure
Oh I just ate and I still need more

wasp (scottysplash)

lyrics:


Cause after everything thing I been thru I cannot connect
And I hold it deep in my chest right here I need something stronger so I cannot drink beer
My family told me I am not dear to them but its alright
Ill just bring the pain inside the studio all night
Im so high my tongue is missing when my jaws tight
I look out my bedroom windows and I see blue lights
They stick some voices in my head its like its head lice
Kush blunt put some ease in my back bone
Whenever im blowing trees it make my mind calm
I do not even care if they not feeling me I swear
Cause where I grew up I was used to no love

Im too trusting if u tell me that u coming imma wait for ya.   
Promise when im Mia ill try to stay safe for ya
And why they gave the same tainted broke brain to ya
Girl remember when u struggle I have faith in ya

Minnesota 
Makes me cry now
Cause I know u won’t be home
Stuck with memories
Of our worst times
Cause that’s what I was taught to know

But I push on and I do it well
I had to do this shit I swear its in my cells
When Im on please do not ask me for no help
I remember when u tried to give me hell
Cause I remember everything I ever felt
I remember all my bruises and all my welts
So I celebrate for how I never knelt
Despite the pain inside my life I gotta win with this shit
Put my life on top the line because I live for this shit
U break down
And I walked out
Get the fuck out
It came from ur mouth

Minnesota 
Makes me cry now
Cause I know u won’t be home
Stuck with memories
Of our worst times
Cause that’s what I was taught to know

minnesota (jabarionthebeat x kxvi)

lyrics:


Gimme the quick revive cause my hearts done
When love is the focal point u bun the outcome
Im surprised to see at this function
Cause last time we were close u left my soul numb

To be honest
She lied for five months for the profit
I was lost for a while but now im on it
How are u I only ask to be the bigger man
What is life if we only live to live again
In ur head im sure ur only seeing static
How u treated me was lessons bout neglecting
So my partner knows I dont need to be managed
How u treated me left wounds more than a bandage could solve

I heal these wounds with plenty of alcohol
And now im sure I wouldn’t miss u at all on me
Until I think about the nights u were all on me
Oh my god
Alone at 3am in my bed I just miss you
The ghost of u can hit hard
If it weren’t for these drugs Id be gone
I hate that This drink give me courage to push on

Red leaves Fall fast
Us two Won’t last
Friction and Kickback
Good things Will Turn bad
No one had checked on me at my lowest point
So I developed on my own that’s why im to the point yea
Bedbug bites were on my thighs and back oh its bad
Plus people tried to put a price right on top my head

To be honest
She lied for five months for the profit
I was lost for a while but now im on it
How are u I only ask to be the bigger man
What is life if we only live to live again
In ur head im sure ur only seeing static
How u treated me was lessons bout neglecting
So my partner knows I dont need to be managed
How u treated me left wounds more than a bandage could solve

tbh (eric godlow)

world likeu (boyfifty)

produced by @furino & @fixh

lyrics:

somebody stop my fucking head
somebody stop my fucking head
from hurting me
stop my head
somebody stop my fucking head
from hurting me
ashes on the walls
im blowing fucking smoke into the exhuast fan in the washroom
im not dead
im not dead
but sometimes i want toooooo be

welcome to me (introduction) (prod. furino & fixh)

produced by @mileex

cover art by csidesuicide at csidesuicide.tumblr.com/

lyrics:

take a look at my perspective
come take a look at my perspective
medicine bottles and music thats mad reflective
of who i am as a person
its my perspective
come take a look at my perspective
at my perspective

im finally sober
i find that drugs get more fun as u get older
allow u to look into ur mind and break the borders
let u create genius ideas and store them just like a horder

creation not a disorder
mix vocals just like a mortar
ill crush u like im a pestle
and fling u just like a mortar

stay fly like a spaceship
so fly im too high to fit my placement

i been feeling real ugly lately
people rather stand than sit beside me on the transit lately
ya i guess im kind of crazy
and anxious and awkward but maybe u still could be my baby

i dont lift
but im holding up this rep up on my chest
i dont sip
but ill get u feeling wavy like i did

take a look at my perspective
come take a look at my perspective
medicine bottles and music thats mad reflective
of who i am as a person
its my perspective
come take a look at my perspective
at my perspective

perspective (prod. mileex)

produced by @paysrmusic

lyrics:

imma try to be sober for a week
tossing turning i been fucking up the sheets
why continue when the futures looking bleak
barely living and my chest is scaring me

i could give you the attention that you seek
i could help a thousand people to their feet
i could fucking save a life but never me
dont you try cause theres no way your saving me

i could feel heart palpatations happen when i breathe
i could feel the acid climbing everytime i eat
they say its a scary life
take this itll work
its been half a year
and im only feeling worse

residential doctors tell me its anxiety
i could fucking tell you that now get to helping me
i wonder what the feelings like of breathing normally
cant identify the happiness when its so new to me

slow down
i cant even
smoke now
i been on the same damn
come down
since this time last year
this time last year
this time last

march now
hot or cold i never go out
see my friends like once a week at best
cause im in the zone now
im not myself when its cold out

i been seeing shadow figures 
in the corner of my vision
i been thinking bout my friends
and all their thoughts and all there feelings
i dont think they really like me
and that thought really frightens me

im being honest
and that doesnt happen alot

honesty (prod.  PAYSR)

produced by jeler beats

lyrics:

you wouldnt
fuck with life 
drowning in shit
thought i was immune for a while
arrogance spoiled it

doom in the night
at least the feeling of it
the feeling of it
could be enough to bring me to the edge

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

ill be good sauce me the crest
freaking the fuck out
at almost everyone of my friends
not in real life
just in my head
schedule flip fuck with the meds
im wide awake when youd be in bed
my average night is a two hour rest

every circumstance is detremental
when winter season ends regain my mental
least ill try
and maybe i could try and find somebody special
its happened before but damn i swear it wasnt meant to

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

always feeling like i said some shit i knew i would regret
you aint finding love cause you been cuffing for the sex, in love with head
whens the last time u left a message
instead of hang up
avoiding contacts a nervous habit
that i cant give up
everytime you call i cant pick up
im too fucked up
get drunk pull trig
but i cant throw up

but you just called to say
that you wouldnt show up anyways
good luck
lifes gonna suck
once you realize i was worth more than a fuck
treat me like a slut
incapable of depth
listen to the song
its as deep as it gets
you let go
i worked i just dropped that let
i just went
face first into
my music again
going amtopm

amtopm
im here again
trapped here with my problems 
it dont end
here i am layed in my bed at 3am
listen to the silence
it just simulates the end

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

dive in the mess (prod. jeler beats)

featuring @guardinmusic

produced by @haruhijinju

lyrics:

emo punk shawty
you could sit by my side
like the way your mascari
flying off into the night
when we flying thru the city
got ur socks knee high
u just know how to get me
body suit mom jeans hair tied
foward to mine
we could unwind
horror movies blueberry weed
grind it up and just save the seeds
get ur thighs on top of me
make butterflies like caterpee
hella wet like goldeen
i could swear you were made for me
sweat it out burn calories

emo punk shawty
you could sit by my side
like the way your mascari
flying off into the night
when we flying thru the city
got ur socks knee high
u just know how to get me
body suit mom jeans hair tied

emo punk shawty ft. guardin (prod. haruhi)

produced by idealism

lyrics:

man we really out here
damn its chilly out
get ahead of myself
always end up down here

round here
no one give a fuck about your feelings
youre numbers
no one get to know you think about it your nothing

i move forward hard head
its scary any day u could wind up dead
i put my money in the bank
if there was no saving me id save a little change
help the family with the pain
that was before my current angle on my brain
that was before i got too busy for the pain
way before when everyday would feel the same

feel like everybody like me more
real life friends would ask me what im crying for
said they said i need the sadness just to feel the force 
making garbage i dont like so you would like me more

is not the way it works
i put my feelings first
i put em in the words
persuasion never works
opinions rarely hurt
bitch ill die before i spin another persons thought into the works

okok alright alright
blueberry packed in the pipe
rain sounds coming from the night
damn

this track is completely non-profit

side street (prod. idealism)

prod. sketchmyname
dialogue snippets I used are from the movie "Adventureland"

n1ght (sketchmyname)

There is no real/official 9TAILS twitter, Instagram, youtube, in-game accounts or anything else. ANY account claiming/pretending to be or acting like they are 9TAILS on any platform is 100% fake.

welcome to me (introduction) (prod. furino & fixh)

9TAILS Archive

Related tracks