I still see your eyes in the stars

fall to waste

i'll be your sin

die fast
see me in the back
all black
chrome casket
she be looking good
with no makeup
girl its magic
and she tells me im
fantastic

all i ever see is static

shawty on my brain
she reminds me of a movie
walking piece of art
baby girl
you allude me
come and see the pain
im insane
drowned with beauty 
and these people
thought they knew me

i dont see no love
where im from
city full of demons
angels ask me where im from
born inside a soul
with no pity
yet im numb
i ran across the world
lil bitch im gone

now some people
feeling ways
i feel lost
but i know ill find my way
babygirl is sexy
kiss her down
im at her waist
i love it when i tease her
and she loves it
how i say

die fast
see me in the back
all black
chrome casket
she be looking good
with no makeup
girl its magic
and she tells me im
fantastic

all i ever see is static

shawty on my brain
she reminds me of a movie
walking piece of art
baby girl
you allude me
come and see the pain
im insane
drowned with beauty 
and these people
thought they knew me

i dont see no love
where im from
live inside a soul 
with no pity
yet im numb
ran across the world
now these bitches say im on
missed your fucking chance
lil bitch im gone

now some people
feeling ways
i feel lost
but i know ill find my way
babygirl is sexy
kiss her down
im at her waist
i love it when i tease her
and she loves it
how i say

how i say

die fast
see me in the back
all black
chrome casket
she be looking good
with no makeup
girl its magic
and she tells me im
fantastic

all i ever see is static

shawty on my brain
she reminds me of a movie
walking piece of art
baby girl
you allude me
come and see the pain
im insane
drowned with beauty 
and these people
thought they knew me

cold in London

cold in london

I don't feel safe in my mind anymore

i've always dreamed of dying a quick death

please paint my nails black for my funeral

i don't give a fuck about anything/except everything

sorry...i_let_my_intrusive.thoughts_take_over

I still feel nothing...

wish you were here

love, can you trust me?

die dreaming
produced, mixed and mastered by iain grey 


Lyrics
in the back
of this bitch
with a grin
living just to die
cause I lack
what I give
reaching for a knife
see i'm cutting out my sins
and if you act like a bitch
ima treat you like one,
bitch

live a ghost
die alone
feel at home
feel alive
when im high
decomposed
feed you to the 
mother fucking crows
when you die
bitches look me in the eyes
and they see 

h0micidal thoughts 
steady walk inside my brain 
bitch
call me 
Mr. Grey
im not shady
but my 50 is
sxicidal thoughts
always living in my mind
jit
you could not 
survive
if you tried
to fucking breathe this in

in the back
of this bitch
with a grin
living just to die
cause I lack
what I give
reaching for a knife
see i'm cutting out my sins
and if you act like a bitch
ima treat you like one,
bitch

live a ghost
die alone
feel at home
feel alive
when im high
decomposed
feed you to the 
mother fucking crows
when you die
bitches look me in the eyes
and they see 

h0micidal thoughts 
steady walk inside my brain 
bitch
call me 
Mr. Grey
im not shady
but my 50 is
(x2)

cutting out my sins

Once people know, you start to live life freely.


KNOW

Verse 1
focus/ my life/ is pictured/ for this/ encoding/ my components/ on/ survivin/ horrific/ moments/ exposing/ my/ disorder/ openin/ doors/ I kept/ a hold of/ closin/ out/ this fallen/ soldier/ who's numb/ through all/ his/ pain/ and/ torture/ conforming/ not performing/ nor ignoring/ that it's normal/ I used/ to write/ in journals/ to express/ confusion/ formal/ informal ways/ to cope/ led me/ to my darkest fortune/ n hopes/ for me/ to seek/ the light/ it only/ made me/ lose it/ congruent/ to/ this movement/ that society/ put us/ through/ not trynna/ waste my time/ nor justify/ these different/ views/ just define/ corrupted lies/ that my mind/ bloom/ black petunia/ in a grave/ but/ my passion/ in the moon/ i never knew/ all the shit/ grey put you through/ believe me/ when I say/ people/ loose lives/ from this silent/ doom/ I'm speakin/ out my demons/ to prove/ that soldiers/ battle wounds/ not only/ from/ their physical/ proof/ it start with you/ n we/ together/ we bleed/ to many of us/ taken our lives/ to feel free/ to proceed/ this process/ n not/ stand for greed/ if we all come together/ jus so we wont grieve/ rest easy/ capital steez

Verse 2
hopeless/ third eye/ lost/ it's focus/ approach/ without/ commotion/ only/ show/ your pure/ devotion/ grey/ movin/ slow motion/ yet/ you never/ see/ him goin/ meds/ keep my mind sane/ till my body/ reject/ this potion/ emotions/ full/ of/ purpose/ yet/ I see/ myself/ as worthless/ my/ self esteem/ not perfect/ but I'm/ blessed/ for ones/ who/ birthed it/ the courage/ of supporters/ knowing/ others/ on the border/ controlling/ their/ disorder/ yet/ lending/ shoulders/ the heroes/ are the people/ who love/ through/ all life's/ sequels/ I preach it/ to the healers/ that inspired/ all my lyrics/ your spirit/ is the reason/ I create/ to find/ lifes meaning/ n the/ reason/ why I smile/ n why Im breathin/ progression/ found through/ lessons/ that help/ inspire me/ Luna is my light/ air/ n angel/ that/ guides me/ my family/ helped/ the in man/ to conquer/ this/ insanity/ friends/ have the backs/ when your back/ against/ all/ defeat

Know

living within/ grey/ gotta be/ okay/ novocaine/ numb/ as my mind/ starts to/ penetrate/ i hesitate/ to levitate/ n regulate/ this deepened hate/ in better/ ways/ the only/ way/ i stay awake/ strapping down/ n looking straight/ indefinitely/ im deafening/ defending/ jus/ a reckless teen/ depression/ causing/ misery/ imbedded/ jus bleeds/ disbelief/ he says shit/ jus to say it/ never feels/ the words/ he's stating/ cause his/ soul/ has turned/ rotations/ as patience/ remains in/ cages/ sensations/ never wasted/ no training/ so now/ he's faceless/ no traces/ can't/ go chasing/ the pavement/ no longer/ gracious/ he livin/ in the basement/ where/ demons/ keep in persuading/ invading/ they call/ him lazy/ he's had it/ now goin/ crazy



jealous/ see/ i seize/ in me/ a couple/ down/ i needa/ breathe/ everything/ so/ strange lately/ not better/ but it/ needs to be/ so restless/ im jus/ stressing/ my blessings/ are still effective/ in seconds/ my life/ was hectic/ reflecting/ i shoulda/ guessed it/ 


all this/ darkness/ i be feelin/ all this darkness/ that i see/ only darkness/ of the matter/ is the bastard/ that's in me/ so dramatic/ causing/ havoc/ late at night/ he makes it happen/ im not snapping/ im not/ passing/ im jus/ gonna/ push through/ backwards/ all this bullshit/ to the side/ all these suicidal lines/ all these really/ fucked up thoughts/ only 4 letters wide/ try to/ push it/ to the side/ but i/ can't get rid/ of mirrors/ all these/ pictures in my head/ make a grown man/ feel a

Surviving Edicius

intelligence/ irrelevant/ i know/ they wanna see/ jus a/ joyful/ kid be happy/ ain't no/ happiness/ in me/ its jus/ tragedy/ catastrophe/ invalid/ stance/ of savagery/ it's happening/ im/ walking in/ a grasp/ of my/ reality/ passion/ i be/ passive/ n saddened/ i keep/ my habits/ unbalanced/ i plead/ invalid/ mistreated/ is too/ dramatic/ impacted/ by my/ surroundings/ been/ feelin/ like/ i be/ drowning/ my feelings/ are now/ compounded/ not hearing/ the way/ im sounding/ the darkness/ over crowded/ empowered/ by airborne flowers/ the sour/ jus tasted/ coward/ two years free/ now broke/ my pattern/ dont matter/ "or do it? lately i've been fuckin stupid"/


im jus/ feelin/ so damn weak/ these/ weeks/ of empty means/ can't acknowledge/ what i really/ wanna speak/ i hold/ my teeth/ can i/ ever/ really/ love/ myself/ n/ all/ my/ fucking/ flaws/ will i/ ever/ find peace/ inside/ of me/ without/ a shot off/ cause/ these/ demons/ always/ live/ in my dreams/ cannot escape/ all my/ hunger/ pain/ ambition/ not free/ it comes with hate/ im still/ trynna/ find/ some/ peace/ within me/ or will i fade/ to the/ darkness/ past/ all knowledge/ it's calming/ im so appalled/ why my/ vision/ gettin/ blurry/ when did/ life begin/ to fall/ im jus feelin/ like im losin/ control/ or will that go/ im jus feelin/ like im loosin/ it all/ i belong/ where do i belong/ cause my demons/ always/ terror/ my dreams/ when i'm awake/ im jus trynna/ live/ my life/ like a teen/ but i can't/ break/ im jus/ trynna/ see/ myself/ succeed/ and i will/ wait/ im still/ trynna/ see myself/ in the mirror/ with no opaque/ cause the biggest lie/ is sayin/ they fine/ that was mine/ ya my biggest lie/ is saying i'm fine/ n that's/ still mine/ the biggest/ lie i say/ to myself/ that i shine

Opaque

presentation/ bruising/ it's so/ hard to/ see you/ moving/ really want the best/ n the best/ is what you're doin/ you will/ see success/ and/ endless/ opportunities/ i really/ wanna know/ what you feel/ when you/ look at me/ really wanna know/ what you see/ in the sky/ lately/ i've been feelin/ like im/ jus/ in disguise/ lately/ i've been feelin/ like/ im not/ living/ life/ i don't/ wanna/  feel you cry/ i jus/ want some peace/ inside/ cause im/ feigning/ for the season/ where i/ feel like/ my own/ being/ feigning/ for my/ reasons/ of believing/ my own/ meaning/ feigning/ for the moment/ where/ i can/ feel/ whole/ cause/ all i feel/ is holes/ way/ deep inside/ my soul/ cause/ i know/ this shit/ is deeper/ then eyes/ can perceive/ n i know/ this shit/ is lethal/ by the way/ that you breathe/ n i know/ that love/ is evol/ but/ what's/ eviler/ to me/ is persistence/ of remorse/ when there's/ no remorse/ to be/ n i know/ that shit/ is deeper/ n the/ deeper/ i don/ bleed/ the harder/ to step over/ n the longer/ it will be/ to win/ this freedom/ over/ but it's/ harder/ than it seems/ i jus/ want you/ to be good/ even if goods/ without me/ n i know/ ima miss you/ ima always miss you/ giving all myself/ never really/ been an issue/  

feelin so unknown/ i be/ feelin/ so alone/ concept/ of myself/ gettin/ smaller/ by the post/ really/ i've been broke/ i've been/ feelin/ like a/ enemy/ feelin/ like i/ did something wrong/ so have/ no empathy/ my entity/ always/ takin/ tolls/ up on/ my energy/ like/ he /just jus  a sucker/ for love/ as if it's meant to be/ a punching bag/ feelin/ like a/ fuckin/ luggage/ bag/ carrying/ all this/ weight/ on myself/ i feel/ like running/ back



bleeding/ out my heart/ really pleading/ to/ hold you/ mama/ always say/ im the one/ to always/ go to/ hell n back/ for somebody/ even/ if/ they/ over me/ trynna/ figure out/ if this world/ is way too/ cold for me/ virgin mary's/ student/ im not crazy/ but i'm/ bold/ instagram/ the devils/ heroine/ i should know/ everytime/ i be/ upon this shit/ i go stone/ cause i/ look/ up in/ our pics/ n i wish/ we could/ not grow/ 

not grow/ not grow/ no/

nEw eRa

memories/ turned/ energy/ to suicidal/ tendencies/ progression/ is my/ enemy/ grey/ keep/ ahead/ of me/ (x2)
 
visionary/ lucid/ it's stupid/ i cannot/ do this/ my past/ is now the past/ the fact/ i can't/ jus lose it/ reaction/ to impact/ leaves/ me/ feelin/ so damn/ useless/ i be/ losin/ all my feelings/ cause i/ hate/ what heartbreak/ brining/ i be/ feelin/ so damn lost/ cause im/ fighting/ jus to walk/ the silence/ keep me calm/ yet/ the violence/ shows/ my wrongs/ my palms/ are getting sweaty/ has my/ mind/ is turning deadly/ trynna figure out/ if/ my purpose/ really left me/ visionary/ mutants/ the gruesome/ of opportunists/ feelin/ like im/ losing myself/ and all my nuance/ feelin/ like there's/ really a hell/ with all these/ loose ends/ feelin/ like im/ going to fail/  as if it's proven/ feeling/ like im/ weakened/ n beat in/ i be/ the reason/ im bleeding/ i be/ my own/ self/ deficient/ i/ need my/ own/ recognition/ dont see/ my own/ self/ efficient/ it's never late/ for/ commitment/ but alcohol/ in his system/ as he shivers/ conflicted/ i jus need/ your forgiveness/ he jus need/ your forgiveness/ he jus need you/ for/ livin/ livin/ listen
 
lately/ i've been/ losing control/ lately/ i've been/ seeing/ so low/ lately/ i've been/ sleep/ when im woke/ lately/ it's been/ hard/ to see/ soul/ cause you see/ aint/ no one/ really know/ me/ ain't nobody/ that really/ know me/ (x2)/ visionary/ stupid/ i do this/ n then i go/ wisdom/ draining/ fluent/ the fluid/ not chasing/ gold/ intrusive/ ways/ i/ drew it/  
i grew it/ n now/ im broke/ id be/ lying/ if i said/ i thought/ dying/ the darker road/ i'll be honest/ im thoughtless/ besides/ the thoughts/ to off it/ i be/ lost inside/ this cage/ where behind/ me looks/ so flawless/ regardless/ i be in this/ room/ jus to/ fog it/ nostalgia/ cutting/ deep/ so you know/ i keep it/ raw with/ all my/ feelings/ cause they hurt/ all the pain/ that i deserve/ my conscious/ leaves me/ burnt/ but i know/ it/ all will work/ i wear this/ on my shirt/ even though/ i know/ it's deadly/ trynna/ show these/ kids/ my fight/ n i know/ one day/ they'll/ let me

Iain Grey

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