"I've been here all along hiding in plain sight, asking to be found" said my depression this week.

Lyrics :

(Verse)

I'm the one who stays, Chasing dreams and don't know how to sleep,
I'm the one who's stuck, Cause my drive got very shaky will,
I'm the one who claims, I got Soul but kill myself with pills,
I'm the one who says, "Fuck it ! Let's just do it how we Feel",
I'm the one who tries, Try so hard but never get it right,
I'm the one who lies, Self deception that's my Apple pie,
I'm the one who eats, Eat these pussies I have apetite,
I'm the one who fights, Fight for nothing, I'm a parasite,
I'm the one who hides, Every single low behind a high,
I'm the one who lives, Live for nothing, I am a "Nolife",
I'm the one who steps, On the dancefloor, show you how to move,
I'm the one who makes crazy patterns on a funky groove,
I'm the one that people love to hate, 
people love to hate,
I'm the one that people love to hate, 
people love to hate,

Official Lyric Video

Hi Guys, 👋🏾 
It's been years and i'm so sorry 🙇🏾‍♂️
I feel like there are so many people i gave up on and if you're one of those persons, I know saying "sorry" will never be good enough. I broke a trust that was established between us, may y'all forgive me for the sake of please ?

I spent recent years reflecting on my identity, who i wanted to be, what i wanted from life on this planet Earth. I thought about giving up everything (suicide) a million times. It was a spiral that held me confused and depressed about my life choices. Felt like waking up to find everything all the Gold in your house turned into copper.
In other words i was not satisfied with what i had going on in my life at that moment and i felt like "to be real this music thing never took me anywhere beyond my little bedroom setup" and that translated into unsatisfaction and borderline chronic anger at myself because of all the time i felt like i've wasted. 

That was the beginning of a new journey for me to rehabilitate myself i and asking myself the right questions with the goal of having more clarity.
After that things started to be more clear but still devoid of any form of pleasure. And every single time i heard music or saw somebody enjoying making it, i felt the deepest hurt, like a whole in my heart. Everytime i saw my musical peers ahead of me i felt a form of jealousy like..."I can do that too" and the logical answer to that was "So why you're not doing it ?"

With the distance i have with those moments right now i understand that was the wrong way to go about anything in life. Everything we enjoy in life requires a balance. Once you become obssess with one thing over everything else you'll lose your balance. Don't put all your eggs in one basket kids !! let pleasure be pleasure in order to never be saturated by the seriousness of life. Life is hard but Life is Worth it. A little while ago i had totally forgotten that, Musicians "play". that's their profession and that's the lesson i had to learn. And that's what i'm doing in my NEW SINGLE "Lana".
I'm having fun as my Alter Ego "Blindbabybutterfly".
On a beat produced by smlr https://soundcloud.com/sml_r .
And SURPRISE !! SURPRISE There's an (Official Music Video) for it on youtube.
 
Artist : Blindbabybutterfly
Song : Lana (from His Forthcoming Project "Love Is Under Rated Vol.2")
Written and performed by : Blindbabybutterfly
Studio Engineer : Moustapha Thiam
Mixing & Mastering by Moustapha Thiam.
Produced by : https://soundcloud.com/sml_r
Additional guitars by : Mike Genta 
Available on Youtube, Instagram and Tumblr (Not on Spotify yet)

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LYRICS
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(INTRO)

now you hear this ! 
got this one coming straight outta thedancehall,(Ah) ! 
yo my selectah !

VERSE :

You aint gotta see my face,
You aint gotta know my name,
By the sound of my voice you know that,
I’m a real n*gga nothing like a f*ck boy,
Yeah I make own money nothing like a broke boy,
I don’t care about the he said she saids,
Been there done that, n*gga Reset,
Why you’re worried about how I get my bread ?
I’m in peace with myself baby you’re sad,
Paris, Tokyo, Morocco, Ibiza,
Freestyle on a seashore on a B side,
Afro like a soul brother from the east side,
Stamps on my passport, airport we fly,
Don’t worry about the Cheese and the Visa,
Mask on for the lick and Corona,
Got a white b*tch hotter than a sauna,
That serves me a meal while I smell her aroma,
P*ta Napolitana,Blondie blue eyes like Lana, 
Ultra Violent she likes drama, 
every day she calls my momma,

CHORUS :

She knows she’s sexy, she can’t help it, she can’t even hide it, (8 Time)

Love Is Under Rated Vol.2

(Official Music Video)

Lana

Something i wanted your trustworthy ears to be the 1st to listen. A message of acceptance to all the people that doubt themselves. Make sure to share it with your love ones.
                                                                Thanks.
                                                      Blindbabybutterfly,

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/elrobeats

Lyrics :

(Pre Chorus)

I'm wishing on star to find somebody who gone take me to the rainbow, (To the rainbow)
I'm wishing on star to find somebody who gone take me to the rainbow, (To the rainbow)
I'm wishing on star to find somebody who gone take me to the rainbow, (To the rainbow)
I'm wishing on star to find somebody who gone take me to the rainbow, (To the rainbow)

(Chorus)

I've been walking like i'm blind, (Blind, Blind, Blind, Blind)
Me siento perdido, Caminando Ciego

I've been walking like i'm blind, (Blind, Blind, Blind, Blind)
Me siento perdido, Caminando Ciego

I've been walking like i'm blind, (Blind, Blind, Blind, Blind)
Me siento perdido, Caminando Ciego
I've been walking like i'm blind, (Blind, Blind, Blind, Blind)
Me siento perdido, Caminando Ciego

I've been walking like i'm blind,

(Verse)

I always thought i was right,
I read the scriptures all night,
I tried to fight the good fight,
Until i met you one night,
You had no bad intention,
I felt the love and passion,
Somehow my first reaction was denying my attraction,
So many questions and i never had a single answer,
I used to think about myself as a mistake of nature,
Somebody casted a spell on me i think i am the Devil,

(Chorus)

I've been walking like i'm blind, (Blind, Blind, Blind, Blind)
Me siento perdido, Caminando Ciego
I've been walking like i'm blind, (Blind, Blind, Blind, Blind)
Me siento perdido, Caminando Ciego
I've been walking like i'm blind, (Blind, Blind, Blind, Blind)
Me siento perdido, Caminando Ciego
I've been walking like i'm blind, (Blind, Blind, Blind, Blind)
Me siento perdido, Caminando Ciego

I've been walking like i'm blind,

Just a story i wanted to tell. Produced by https://soundcloud.com/iambb

Lyrics :

(Chorus)

Angelita, I cannot stop myself from loving, from loving you, (Angelita)
Angelita, I cannot stop myself from loving, from loving you, (Angelita)
Angelita, I cannot stop myself from loving, from loving you, (Angelita)
Angelita, I cannot stop myself from loving, from loving you, (Angelita)

(Verse)

When she walks,
In the streets,
Every steps,
Of her heels,
Match the of the sound,
Of the beat,
She’s a song,
She’s a theme,
She’s like gold,
She just gleam,
She’s in love,
With herself,
She break hearts,
Right and left,
She knows she’s really special,
I swear I saw her halo,
But she act like a rebel,
She didn't want to settle,
She left me with a heartache,
Sometimes I think about it,
One day she just departed,

(Pre Chorus)

Cause even if I,
Can not see her,
I know somewhere she is,
Somewhere she is, (Angelita)

Cause even if I,
Can not see her,
I know somewhere she is,
Somewhere she is,

(Chorus)

Angelita, I cannot stop myself from loving, from loving you, (Angelita)
Angelita, I cannot stop myself from loving, from loving you, (Angelita)
Angelita, I cannot stop myself from loving, from loving you, (Angelita)
Angelita, I cannot stop myself from loving, from loving you, (Angelita)

(Official Lyric Video)

Angelita

Lyrics :

(Chorus)

I know you have a good reason to be mad at me,
I've vanished at the moment when you really needed me,
I feel ashamed for what I did and I feel so guilty,
Can I get another chance from you "Mon Ami" ?

I know you have a good reason to be mad at me,
I've vanished at the moment when you really needed me,
I feel ashamed for what I did and I feel so guilty,
Can I get another chance from you "Mon Ami" ? (Yeah)

(Verse 1)

Peep my emotions, my remorse is in this black rose,
They say sometimes that real friends turn to real foes,
I never been the kind to hate on my kinfolk,
I reminisce about the days we were real close,
I wasn’t focused on the fact that you had woes,
Last time I called you on your phone you had a strange voice,
I’m sorry if I called you on the wrong time,
I’m sorry if I’ve been away for a long time,

(Chorus)

I know you have a good reason to be mad at me,
I've vanished at the moment when you really needed me,
I feel ashamed for what I did and I feel so guilty,
Can I get another chance from you "Mon Ami" ?

I know you have a good reason to be mad at me,
I've vanished at the moment when you really needed me,
I feel ashamed for what I did and I feel so guilty,
Can I get another chance from you "Mon Ami" ? (Yeah)

(Verse 2)

Do me a favor come outside and take this red rose,
Come swipe my tears, let me take you a little backwards,
Back in the days we used to act like we were outlaws,
You made it fun even when my life was mad hard,
Laughing at pain, blowing steam in the backyard,
My momma used to whoop my ass she was a diehard,
Your momma used to serve us food she was a kind heart,
You the only one reason why I know what’s one love,

(Chorus)

I know you have a good reason to be mad at me,
I've vanished at the moment when you really needed me,
I feel ashamed for what I did and I feel so guilty,
Can I get another chance from you "Mon Ami" ?

I know you have a good reason to be mad at me,
I've vanished at the moment when you really needed me,
I feel ashamed for what I did and I feel so guilty,
Can I get another chance from you "Mon Ami" ? (Yeah)

(Dr Gary Daniel)

What is a "Frienship" ?
What a "Friend" is a someone you can sit with,
And you feel comfortable with,
Without any pretense at all,
You can just be you.
I recently got an experience of meeting somone who,
Was so comfortable to talk to,
It's like i've known them for years.
Talking to them made me feel good, 

(Chorus)

I know you have a good reason to be mad at me,
I've vanished at the moment when you really needed me,
I feel ashamed for what I did and I feel so guilty,
Can I get another chance from you "Mon Ami" ?

I know you have a good reason to be mad at me,
I've vanished at the moment when you really needed me,
I feel ashamed for what I did and I feel so guilty,
Can I get another chance from you "Mon Ami" ? (Yeah)

I know you have a good reason to be mad at me,
I've vanished at the moment when you really needed me,
I feel ashamed for what I did and I feel so guilty,
Can I get another chance from you "Mon Ami" ?

I know you have a good reason to be mad at me,
I've vanished at the moment when you really needed me,
I feel ashamed for what I did and I feel so guilty,
Can I get another chance from you "Mon Ami" ? (Yeah)


Produced by ttthou

Mon ami

Hold on tight to your DREAMS, never let them go, this is an interlude to remind people how important dreams are. The song is in French but i have a lyrics translation for y'all. Prod by https://soundcloud.com/dutilleul

Lyrics :

(Intro)

The fear of failure,
Destroys much more dreams than failure itself.
What i'm telling you here is valid for any dream.
Because there will always be a risk and reasons to not start.
You wanna be a singer ? 
It's a dream that requires preparation.
Accepting that there's a risk, is what allowed me to free myself to launch my career.
Take time to think about it.
It might night be as clear as it supposed to be at the beginnings.
What do you like ? What makes you dream ?
Dreams need preparation.
It's amazing to live your dream...Do Not Give Up.

(Verse)

For what dream to pay this price ?
Nobody told me.
Maybe i'm between the ones who wastes their life,
One day regret it all then dive into madness.
My conscious tell me :
Beware little boy !
It's been a few night i hear my momma saying.
"I Think about you when i pray"
I'm homesick of the country i fled,
If they had told me before i was gone,
I will have understood it.

(Chorus 2x)

Once far from this place,
Don't forget to live,
Don't hesitate to change,
You must live with the danger,
To end up misunderstood,
Don't hesitate to love even the remorses and the regrets,
We only live once.

Prod by https://soundcloud.com/imyourlovergirl
Sorry Guys i've been very depressed and busy this week, this is what i can give to you. Please tell me in the comment section how you feel about the music, it helps me be a better artist.

It's Over Goodbye

All of us fight hidden, silent battles against not being good enough, not having enough and not belonging enough.

Lyrics :

(Verse)

I look at people like they’re models in a fashion runway,
Thinking to myself maybe one day I will have my day,
I know the grass ain’t greener on the other side but anyway,
I understood this world is nothing but a very bad parade,

(Pre Chorus)

But who gone tell us that nobody really gives a fuck ?
They hate you love you  make you happy then they break your heart,
They pray for change and turn around to put you on a cross,
They don’t know really what they have until the day it’s lost,

(Chorus)

Happy birthday smile, (Smile)
You ain’t no more a child, (Child)
You will crash in this ride, (Ride)
That is what we call “life” (Life)

Happy birthday smile, (Smile)
You ain’t no more a child, (Child)
You will crash in this ride, (Ride)
That is what we call “life” (Life)

Happy birthday smile (Smile)
You ain’t no more a child, (Child)
You will crash in this ride, (Ride)
That is what we call “life” (Life)

Stoic

Produced By https://soundcloud.com/orcavibes
Performed By Blind Baby Butterfly AKA Ayrie Abraham
Mixed and Mastered by my engineer https://soundcloud.com/emmanuel-antier
"Love Is Under Rated"

How Much

One of my First Collab with https://soundcloud.com/orcavibes
Enjoy and let me know in the comment section how you feel.
Follow me on Twitter https://twitter.com/Irie_Abraham
and suscribe to my SoundCloud https://soundcloud.com/ayrie-abraham
Hope you'll love it !!!

Make It  Work (Prod. By Orca Vibes)

Hi Guys,
It's been one week during what i've been diggin in every hole of the internet to find an original sample (musical idea, Instrumental) that will inspire me to write and finish my project "Love Is Under Rated"
i didn't finish the mix of this song, my engineer and i are working on it.
I'll let a download link of the proper version in the description Later.
Song: Special Lemonade
Performed by: https://soundcloud.com/ayrie-abraham
Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/orcavibes
Engineer : https://soundcloud.com/emmanuel-antier
Artwork: http://ohsnapitsalexandrasart.tumblr.com/
Hope you'll have good time playing this. "Luv Is Underrated"
To all the https://soundcloud.com/sojucollective see you soon on discord.

Special Lemonade (Prod. by Orca Vibes)

Hi guys !!
It's been a while i ain't gon lie and tell y'all everything is alright, but a man gotta keep going.
I'm still working on my music and thought it was time to give y'all something.
I will always appreciate the time any of y'all will take to show love to the music lover that i am, thank you https://soundcloud.com/elrobeats ! #LoveIsUnderrated #sojucollective

Rendez-Vous (Prod. By Elro)

N°16 From The Project "Love Is Under Rated"
Track Title : Goodbye
Produced By : Orca Vibes https://soundcloud.com/orcavibes
Performed By : IAMBBB(BlindBabyButterfly)https://soundcloud.com/iambb
and Diary of Shy https://soundcloud.com/jesuisdiary
Executive Produced By: Orca Vibes

Spotify

16 - GoodBye Feat. Diary Of Shy

N°15 From The Project "Love Is Under Rated"
Track Title : Ghost Town Heartbreak
Produced By : https://soundcloud.com/80deficit
Performed By : IAMBBB(BlindBabyButterfly)https://soundcloud.com/iambb

Ghost Town Heartbreak

Title: Negative Attraction
Produced By: LIKE from PAC Div https://soundcloud.com/callmelike
Performed By: IAMBBB (BlindBabyButterfly) https://soundcloud.com/iambb
From the Album: Love Is Under Rated (The Ayrie Abraham Story)
Track Number: 6
Mixed and Mastered By: https://soundcloud.com/emmanuel-antier
Executive Produced By: https://soundcloud.com/orcavibes

Negative Attraction

Number 4
Track Title : Underground Jazzman
Produced By : limsu
Performed by : IAMBBB (BlindBabyButterfly) https://soundcloud.com/iambb
Additional Guitars : Emmanuel Antier https://soundcloud.com/emmanuel-antier
Mixed and Mastered by : Emmanuel https://soundcloud.com/emmanuel-antier
Executive Producer: Orca Vibes https://soundcloud.com/orcavibes

4 - Underground Jazzman

Track Title : Patience
Produced By : Dweeb https://soundcloud.com/beet_farmer
Performed By : IAMBBB (BlindBabyButterfly)https://soundcloud.com/iambb

Patience

Prod By https://soundcloud.com/suma_wav

Lyrics :

(Chorus)

The Devil tryna steal my light,
I woke up and i couldn't fight,

The Devil tryna steal my light,
I woke up and i couldn't fight,

The Devil tryna steal my light,
I woke up and i couldn't fight,

(Verse 1)

My kidneys failed me overnight 
I had to put up a fight,
The doctors put me in a coma,
Just to try to save my life,
I hope the angels do me right,
If I have to lose my life,
Sometimes you have to pay the price,

(Chorus)

The Devil tryna steal my light,
I woke up and i couldn't fight,

The Devil tryna steal my light,
I woke up and i couldn't fight,

The Devil tryna steal my light,
I woke up and i couldn't fight,

(Verse 2)

A lot of gossip from the herd,
My nigga I’m just tryna work 
My neighbor screaming on his wife,
He asked me "can I spend the night ?"
It’s seems like everyone is hurt,
I swear I’m running out of words,
My brother put his father in a coffin,
 Then his mother turned around and died,
It doesn’t matter if you’re right,

(Chorus)

The Devil tryna steal my light,
I woke up and i couldn't fight,

The Devil tryna steal my light,
I woke up and i couldn't fight,

The Devil tryna steal my light,
I woke up and i couldn't fight,

NEW SINGLE "Stoic" Available on Soundcloud and Youtube.
For any inquiries : mousto52000@yahoo.fr

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