The One I Miss

Sunflower Suicide Street

Someone give me a rope and a space
Cause there's this sick feeling of a hole boring into my chest
The thought of the past happening again
Hang me tight and let me die, I want it gone,  I want it gone

Someone give me a knife and bucket
Some slashes and some gashes, I don't want to feel no more
Memories of my defeat, pinned down and buried under
I'm drowning and I can't breathe, I want it gone,
 I want it gone

Dragging self pity of regrets that I decided on
I am but to blame for falling hard into this hole
My only wish is not to wake up tomorrow
Dizzy and tired, I want it gone, I want it gone

Sunflower Suicide Street



I'm tired of all the hurt
Seeking comfort, I'm in pain
Pouring out what's inside
I'm taking the warmth that burns

I'm blinded by confusion
It's burning my chest out
Empty and lonely, contemplating
How long will this last?
How long will this last?

How many times would I close my eyes
So I will not see what is yet to come?
How much guilt do you have to feel 
For you to realize that I am part of you?

I'm  breaking free from all of this
But your scent is filling up the air
I'm sipping up the bitterness
Swallowing all my pride
I'm swallowing all my pride

How many lies to I have to hear
So I can finally believe in you?
How much pain do I have to feel
For you to see that I am a part of you?

I still believe in us and what we are
I'm holding on, still holding on
Hoping that I will be enough
For you to hold on to


Dem