this year was easily one of the hardest years ive ever survived , and i honestly wasnt sure i was going to; this song is to celebrate that i did

thank you all , next year will be better

ill see you there :)
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even if it kills me

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Lyrics:

What would you do for attention?

I survived another year

I can't sleep
It's behind me
I figured out why I'm where I am
'Cause when I'm starving I still let you eat right out my hands
How patient do I gotta be I'm losing myself
How many limbs I gotta lose to get my time back
Forfeited peace so you could find yours in my cries for help

If there's a god not even he can judge me
No threat or foe can run from me
All or nothing I can't let you crush my dreams
I'll run away before you make it all about you
Take all the space from you I need to get my life back
As time goes on I'll learn to love myself without you

I don't need you to be happy

So walk slow
I'm done searching // Take on the unknown
Tell me is it worth it // Don't fret, no
My magnum opus // I'll carry you home
So stand up // To, fro
Don't disarm them // Where no one dare go
Even if it kills me // Still I know
I have to keep going // You'll find your way home

I'm finally home

Walk slow
Take on the unknown
Don't fret, no
I'll carry you home
To, fro
Where no one dare go
Still I know
You'll find your way home
You'll find your way home

You're still worthy
You of all deserve it
Your grand finale

Take a breather
Just put on your nightgown
I swear it gets easier

So close your eyes
And get some sleep
Even if it kills you
You're meant to be happy

euphorian - even if it kills me

20 ✿ she/kit 💜 

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