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PRESAVE headbangers 2: https://ffm.to/headbangers2
STREAM F.U.A ft. 8485: https://ffm.to/fuaft8485

lyrics: 
well I guess It’s just another day that I feel the same
sick of always feeling this way
well I hold my breath and I hope for the best (yeah I hope for the best)
think I might stay home
skip out on the function
i’m in my head I ain’t feeling a hundred
always feeling anxious think these pillies doing something to me
lying down in the backseat and I’m trying to sleep

tell me all your secrets (yeah)
tell me all your lies
tell me where you’ve been 
I just wanna feel alright

pull up and you’re tryna get with all my friends
and you’re acting like I’m dead and I just don’t care
and you’re telling all your girls that I’m just a trend
say it with your chest
yeah I fucked up again (yeah)

you used to call me when you couldn’t fall asleep and
I used to come around at night without a reason
and now you only ever see me on the weekend
and so I know you think I’m going off the deep end, depends
what you call too fast, too far
rather see stars than question marks
thank god it’s always after dark
when we go home in separate cars
cause I don’t really wanna know whose guest you are

pull up and you’re tryna get with all my friends
and you’re acting like I’m dead and I just don’t care
and you’re telling all your girls that I’m just a trend
say it with your chest
yeah I fucked up again (yeah)
pull up and you’re tryna get with all my friends
and you’re acting like I’m dead and I just don’t care
and you’re telling all your girls that I’m just a trend
say it with your chest
yeah I fucked up again (yeah)

and I don’t wanna know
all the little lies we never told
hiding all the secrets we’d never show
I’m over it excuses are getting old

say it with your chest
yeah I fucked up again (yeah)

F.U.A. ft. 8485

sorry for not uploading </3

i dont see
how i was the fastest seed in the race
cuz now im so slow
and i cant outrun the pain

and all those fucking years
of being told that i was gifted
they've made me so indifferent
to any task that comes near

and i think
that it's probably improbable that in 
any other timeline im not still a dick

all my bad qualities
anxieties, insecurities
culiminate into a really shitty tasting soup

and all those fucking years
that i wasted online
of all the possible universes
i know im living in the worst timeline

and i think
that it's probably improbable that in 
any other timeline im not still a piece of shit


im living in the worst timeline

The Worst Timeline

its kinda fucking messed up
that im forced
into getting a job
and then to work

for the rest of my life
and then i retire
when ive already been used up

i dont want to fucking work
i just want to stay in my own bedroom

i really need some pay
but i dont wanna slave
away until im dead
just for a minimum wage
and i dont wanna learn
to become another
cog which just slowly turns

i really dont want to
stay in school
cuz i cant concentrate on who 
is even teaching the bullshit they're feeding me
to make me a tool

and i'd rather not be a robot
typing stuff onto a little box
coz thats exactly what i already am
and im fucking dumb to make that my career plan

i dont want to fucking work
but i want some fucking cash in my hand

i really need some pay
but i dont wanna slave
away until im dead
just for a minimum wage
and i dont wanna learn
to become another
cog which just slowly turns

WORKSHY

im freaking out
coz i got a lotta shit to think about
and i dont know which of it that i should count
coz theres so much
my body hurts and my brain is fucked 

im out
out of reasons to care
my mind is everywhere
ive got 20 missed assignments
i havent made a new song in like 5 months

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

im out
im out of luck
cuz my brain is full of stuff
stuff which never gets done
cuz i find it fucking dumb
im up til 6 am
staring at my phone, im alone again
ive got no friends, ive got no future
so i spend all day on the computer

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

BRAINSOUP!

i miss her

you called me cute, i said "ok"
i'm sorry i just didn't know what to say
i feel embarrassed all the time
every time i open my mouth i want to die
there's something wrong with me

don't talk to me
i don't know how to speak
i'm on a twenty one year retarded streak
so leave me alone
i never pick up my phone
i hate it here and i want to go home

i know that i'm really awkward
when you talk my fucking head hurts
i can't even look you in the eyes
i really wanna fuck you but i'm too shy
there's something wrong with me

Don't Talk to Me

washed away - sighsare

Im washed away, I cant stay, so many pages
I write to you, you dont understand the truth
[1963]
And I ain't far, pull the pieces out the dark, washed away, still in my heart
I know Im scarred, I know I try too hard
people I try to guard, leave my life they are a shard
wash away in a graveyard, take my hand I need your charge
I accept, I accept, I accept, I accept, I accept
but I wont do much. I know you miss my touch
you used me as your crutch
there is no one to judge, hold my hand I'll let you smudge
I hope that I wasnt that rough, I let you go with a rush <3

you're a stranger! [stranger danger] I dont know your name and you dont know yours
detach myself from the wires, take the stairs and fucking try
YOU hide as I subside, as I see myself in your fucking eyes
all this madness I confide, trolling through ur about to die
why do you look surprised? rat me out you'Re compromised :)
Im a wasteland in disguise! german roots I fossilize 
I wash away my sorrow, I feel so fucking hollow
I'll leap in faith, I follow, digest my way you swallow

-----------------im washed up-------------------

Just breathe with me, I know you're here with me
Just breathe with me, I know you're here 

washed up in an ocean and I think Im swimming
deep down to the depths, shhh im fuckin winning
and you'll catch me with this money that im fuckin printing
you won't see me again, thats why im fucking grinning
look at the steps I make, I get it im just a flake
a crystal stuck in a crate, look at my limiting state
id rather walk alone, till im skin and bone
than see your face, on your fuckin dome
I'll never be happy, my visions get fuzzy

fuck forgiveness, its a show of fucking weakness
and my brain is close to nothing, and my systems full of sickness
im still here..

follow

washed away

produced by @sanriorose
mixed and mastered by @emorave

on and on (dolly)

deep

deep + chanelfather [pk]

art by eighty. additional production by meeeee

1 (tmo+kir)

prod @cdgrl
mixed by @emorave
art by whitetailblues

soma w/ cdgirl and emorave

to my biggest fan in the whole wide world

edit: can u guys leave seething comments on this one too. theres also a music video you can leave seething comments on. thx in advance
https://soundcloud.com/blackwinterwells/snowed-today

ur dyin first thooo =)

22 @chaos2x

CTRL +blackwinterwells (prod. blackwinterwells)

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prod @powerdolls
mixing @blackwinterwells

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https://soundcloud.com/goblinhaven/guarddown

F.U.A. ft. 8485

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