Name: violet. (prod. beats by con) by Hrtbrk
Duration: 3 min 36 s
Description: Damn its pretty crazy how attached that we can get

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im trying.
to find beauty.
in the dark.
in the dark. 

im trying.
to find sunshine.
in the rain.
in the rain.

watching as the rain hits the pane on the window
the world got me feelin colder than when the wind blow
ive been outta focus, got me feelin hopeless
aint nobody notice, i aint really copin
release stress in the words that i write
thoughts runnin through my mind all the time keep me up at night
im overthinkin, and braindead at the same time
tryna find a way to make my pain rhyme
chasin after happiness i just want a little bit
guess im an idiot, guess that its all frivilous
why you always sad, yeah why you such a little bitch
i aint scared of death, im just lost in the middle bit
i just want an answer, i just want a reason
someone please tell me why the fuck im even breathin
got a black hole inside my soul and im slippin
please give me a minute, just a minute cause im trippin

im trying.
to find beauty.
in the dark.
in the dark. 

im trying.
to find sunshine.
in the rain.
in the rain.

flippin through polaroids in my room
flippin through polaroids in my room
said i just wanna go back
yeah i just wanna go back
i guess im way too far gone
i know im way too far gone
said i just wanna go back
yeah i just wanna go back

lost in the rain

Roderick Porter - lost in the rain (prod. Roderick Porter)

liquor and nicotine w/ oclout

I can tell
She wants a bad boy
She wants a sad boy
Someone broken she can fix
I’ll let her try
Even though I
Know that it’s gonna be 
A waste of her time
Cuz I, I, I
Am not the type of guy
To change my ways
Cuz it’s all the same 
I swear they’re all the same
Yeah I could try
But what if I
Let down these walls 
And she finds out I’m dead inside


Could we please keep this short
I don’t wanna stay too long
Cuz I’ve got places to be
And it’s getting harder for me
To leave
Yeah
Could we please keep this short 
I don’t wanna waste too much time
It’s been a lot of fun but I
Know that I will ruin your life

I can tell
She wants a bad boy
She wants a sad boy
Someone with potential
Only she can see she believes in me
Even though I try
To see how far that I
Can push it
Cuz I, I, I
Am not the type of guy
To change my ways
Cuz it’s all the same 
I swear we’re all the same
Yeah I could try
But what if I
Let down these walls 
And I find out I’m dead inside


Could we please keep this short
I don’t wanna stay too long
Cuz I’ve got places to be
And it’s getting harder for me
To leave
Yeah
Could we please keep this short 
I don’t wanna waste too much time
It’s been a lot of fun but I
Know that I will ruin your life

So goodbye

Could We Please Keep This Short

I don’t
Really care much for love
And I don’t believe in fairy tales
Yeah so I won’t 
Sacrifice a single thing for you 
Yeah I hope
You’re not too invested
Cuz I’m kinna reckless 
I’m probably defective
I know
But I don’t care 
I’d rather be myself than someone else 

Yeah
You should probably go 
It’s just a matter of time 
Until I break your heart 
Yeah 
You should really think this through 
You don’t wanna fall in love with me 
Yeah
You should probably go 
It’s just a matter of time
Until it all comes crashing down
And I
Don’t want you to have to pick up the pieces
Pick up my pieces

I would rather die
Than live a lie
My art is all that matters to me 
So if you’re gonna stay 
Either your apart of this
Or you're just in the way
Yeah
I don’t have the time to waste 
Cuz death is coming after me 
And it will catch up eventually
But it'll be the only thing
To put an end to me 

Yeah
You should probably go 
It’s just a matter of time 
Until I break your heart 
Yeah 
You should really think this through 
You don’t wanna fall in love with me 
Yeah
You should probably go 
It’s just a matter of time
Until it all comes crashing down
And I
Don’t want you to have to pick up the pieces
Pick up my pieces

Yea
I don’t really care much for love 
It’s like everyone wears a mask 
Everyone wants to label you 
Before they even ask
Anything at all 
Who you are
Or where you’re from
That’s why I always feel
The need to run
Run

Yeah
You should probably go 
It’s just a matter of time 
Until I break your heart 
Yeah 
You should really think this through 
You don’t wanna fall in love with me 
Yeah
You should probably go 
It’s just a matter of time
Until it all comes crashing down
And I
I
Don’t want you to have to pick up the pieces
Pick up my pieces

You Should Probably Go

did a collab with this awesome dude named @schmidtybeats you should really check him out. had fun working on this small project so hope you guys enjoy this track!

slowly fading (prod. schmidtybeats)

Iona - 5000 Ft Away (Prod NK Music)

worst year of our lives ft. Rxseboy (prod. jhfly)

Happy Thoughts

Tired of falling asleep alone at night </3

Shoutout to my loves @kuzumellow & @fradical for helping me make this magic song :-)

Lyrics:

Late night, I don't know why, I feel butterflies
As you pass me by
Hoping they fly away and say goodbye
Hoping I could be that guy
Leaving in the morning
Never give a warning as we both wonder why 

Dark nights, like charcoal 
Turn to early mornings, staring out the window
Red alert 
Angel on patrol 
Dirty mirror in the bathroom, look into my soul
Please don't judge me
I still look dead and bummy
You still look good
It's kinda funny how we say we're only friends
But it's hard to believe 
When the eyes they deceive
Together when the night ends

Rosy cheeks, caught in a lie 
Knees weak when you look into my eyes
You make me feel some type of way 
Hope I do the same, hope I don't sound crazy
I'm always hoping that you come through 

I know we're both a little rough around the edges
And it's hard to build something when you burn down all your bridges
It's okay if you don't call it love
Hold my hand, it's enough 
I hope I don't annoy you and I hope you know I give a fuck 

Late night, I don't know why, I feel butterflies
As you pass me by
Hoping they fly away and say goodbye
Hoping I could be that guy
Leaving in the morning
Never give a warning as we both wonder why 

Shooting galleries and missing me with all your pellets 
Maybe I should take a shot, what's your name I love your presence
Saying oh lord, oh lord, you got me
She's more, she's more than I adore
Thinking bout her when she's sitting in the shower
Came out asking me if she could stay another hour 
There ain't no problem when you're with me you got all the power
Did you want some juice, breakfast in the afternoon

Thinking it's a trap and there is no turning back 
Tryna hide all my emotions but they're breaking through a crack 
That our last encounter made
I'm hoping that it stays the same 
When we meet again
You're my only friend

Panoramic view of all our messes 
Really like the parts that show me when your in your dresses
Error 404, the things I once adored are leaving one by one
Walking out the door

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Late night feat. Kuzu Mellow (Prod. Frad)

Damn its pretty crazy how attached that we can get

violet. (prod. beats by con)

Hrtbrk

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