this shit was so annoying to mix for some reason

Ericdoa She Asked What My Life Is Like Alice Gas X 4am Slowed X Reverb by Wafe

fall down (yungspoiler)

[LYRICS]
i wanna fall fast asleep 
i think i’ve fallen in deep 
the walls are starting to speak 
my life means nothin to me 
shit faced everyday fuck a weekend 
cant wait for the day that im leaving 
i’ve been living all the shit that im singing 
burnt out i don’t know what im thinking 

don’t wanna remember the end of the night
i was so fucked up i thought i would die 
i guess there’s a reason why im still alive
but i feel like there’s something missing inside
baby im so alone
i party with ghosts
you’ll never see them and you’ll never know
but that’s how it goes
when you’re diagnosed 
i need a drink i need a dose 
so what if i fuck up my life 
so what if im fallin behind 
i don’t think i wanna live 
i couldn’t do this again 
oh no please don’t leave me in here
(im prayin prayin)
sitting in silence 
my tongue i bite it
i been out wilding
getting lit till im dying 
i’m dying

i wanna fall fast asleep 
i think i’ve fallen in deep 
the walls are starting to speak 
my life means nothin to me 
shit faced everyday fuck a weekend 
cant wait for the day that im leaving 
i’ve been living all the shit that im singing 
burnt out i don’t know what im thinking 

thank u to @nokerbforever for mastering this song and thank you to everyone who sticks around to listen :3
this song is about my struggles with alcoholism so its a bit personal but hope u enjoy!

PARTY4GHOST

PARTY4GHOST [branwen x ryini beats]

[LYRICS]:

Wake up every morning and I hope that they not attacking me
Do you really like me or is it just an act of blasphemy?
Worry about my numbers, didn't see that you were past me
If I had a therapist, they probably would laugh at me

N-N-N-N-No friends, no heart
No friends, no heart
I'm right back at the start
I don't try, shit's too hard
Wishing, shooting star
It won't happen anyway
Didn't think I'd get this far
They won't notice anyway

Everybody eating, where's my plate?
I'm on a different level, different landscape
And I get discouraged so easily
There's no denying that there's something wrong with me
Jealousy is a disease and I'm dying slowly
And I won't feel it anyway, don't bother trying to hold me
Nobody ask if I'm ok cause you know the answer
(Why when I call you don't answer?)

Another new sad song every other week
Nobody wanna listen except me
They want me for my beats but they don't want me
All I want is for people to accept me
All I want is for people to look at me
And not think of that song from last week
Talk too much again, delete my messages before you can see

Wake up every morning and I hope that they not attacking me
Do you really like me or is it just an act of blasphemy?
Worry about my numbers, didn't see that you were past me
If I had a therapist, they probably would laugh at me

No friends, no heart
No friends, no heart
I'm right back at the start
I don't try, shit's too hard
Wishing, shooting star
It won't happen anyway
Didn't think I'd get this far
They won't notice anyway

No friends, no heart
No friends, no heart
I'm right back at the start
I don't try, shit's too hard
Wishing, shooting star
It won't happen anyway
Didn't think I'd get this far
They won't notice anyway

jane remover - shooting star

prod TAC 4

i was done but i'm just out here getting cuter
gotta let it marinate and hop off his computers
ain't no comeback, come racks, stacks of grass, sheep style
round you up, 1 of 1, baby got a sweet smile
no blunt, no sweat, korblox, no head
just went to my first party, snorting with some coed
can't afford the diamonds on my front teeth
smile like a pearl deep in the sea
afraid of being corny boy i was born the cob
i ain't dropped off man i came back once
hunned plays max out, duos and she blacked out
walked out the scene 'cause i'm working on a check now
how could i make a chorus i can't pick the best part
i can't pick the worst 'cause baby i'm a star
tinted windows in the rented vacay car
chopped out his knees, he can't see because it's dark
walk in, he can see, it lights up the room
big stepping, two-step in my versace shoes
big dawg, big socks, big feet, big meat
get ego'd now you gonna get rejected for the feat
never peaked out, less you talking 'bout now
12-year-old self jaw all over the ground (ayo)
did we get the girl (nah)
did we travel the world (nah)
are we gonna make it (yah)
trust me, watch out
i was done but i'm just out here getting cuter
gotta let it marinate and hop off his computers
ain't no comeback, come racks, stacks of grass, sheep style
round you up, 1 of 1, baby got a sweet smile
no blunt, no sweat, korblox, no head
just went to my first party, snorting with some coed
can't afford the diamonds on my front teeth
smile like a pearl deep in the sea
afraid of being corny boy i was born the cob
i ain't dropped off man i came back once
hunned plays max out, duos and she blacked out
walked out the scene 'cause i'm working on a check now

cuter, marinate, computers (TAC 4)

havent dropped in a beat have a lot in the works doe:)
prod @woozy

lyrics 

slide up 105 hop in that striker blow his top off
he gon do it on live he gon do it on live
get you gone guess he take yo life
yeah she tryna get to know me i dont give no fucks
slide up on yo brodie yeah we gon get whacked ah
yeah fuck yeah yeeahhh fuck
bullets fuck his frame up
hop wit that drac nah fuck yo head up
fifty on his head we dgnfs
slide on yo bro we dgnfs
yeah if i pass my brotha that stick he gon shoot yo shit
yeah he gon shoot yo shit no fucks given
slide up 105 hop in that striker blow his top off
he gon do it on live he gon do it on live
get you gone guess he take yo life

Striker (Prod. woozy)

prod. by curtains + synthetic + andy quint

song labeled "thought" 
produced by outtafunds

@peiflowy

always thought you love me,

why you tryna bug me,

i just need your company,

should've known you fucked me,

since the start,

and my heart just keeps breaking,

and nobody will ever save it,

why am i trying,

yeah these hoes be lying,

why they be denying,

playin wit ur heart again,

you be playin these games

idrc,

everything you did was never fair,

you runnin around like its musical chairs,

now that your gone,

you outta my hair,

ain nobody fuckin wit your love,

up in the start,

I needed a shove,

now that I'm sleepin wit all my drugs,

put all this shit up in my cup,

all these hoes got me hallucinating

yuh I aint fucking witchu on that fake shit,

seems like every time I shoot cannot make it,

yeah she be fucking up my love,

like she laced it,

always thought you love me,

why you tryna bug me,

i just need your company,

should've known you fucked me,

since the start,

and my heart just keeps breaking,

and nobody will ever save it,

why am i trying,

yeah these hoes be lying,

why they be denying,

playin wit ur heart again,

thought (outtafunds)

get it together (lucky ii mix)

crashing a brick cover

orphic's ladder

prod. me unless stated otherwise

idc

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