Sapphic love song - written, produced, and recorded by KXYLI

Until You Want It

I've been sober for one day 
Got a headache that'll beat me like a new game
Calling all my friends up, ignoring the ring
Done my makeup 20 times and its starting to sting
Yeah,
I'm booked solid for the rest of the month
Well that's for now, until I'm calling all of them up
Saying "hey I know its been a little while now,
But I cant get out of bed till sundown"

It's like I'm going crazy 
Like there's bees in my head
It's like I'm high all day
Can't stop spinning my bed
I don't want to be this way anymore
Take another shot till you hit the floor

Oh
Call me a doctor
I'm not insane
I'm like everybody else
But I might have just a little bit of pain,
Oh 
Call me a liar
Cos nobody believes 
A five foot three 
Little girl who seen too much tv

I've been trying to be good
But every couple months I wonder if I even should
It's like my brain gets replaced every day
By a god and a demon neither get their way
Been asked "what you smoking can I get some?"
"Baby please take a look at you, don't act dumb",
I said honey, swear to god, I don't do drugs
I'm going to the bar but my minds in the club.

It's like I'm going crazy
Like I'm losing my head
Like I'm high some days
Some I wanna be dead
I don't wanna be this way anymore
Take another shot till you hit the floor.

Oh
Call me a doctor
I'm not insane
I'm like everybody else
But I might have just a little bit of pain,
Oh 
Call me a liar
Cos nobody believes 
A five foot three 
Little girl who seen too much tv

Been told to calm down
You're too loud
Stop acting crazy its not cute "anymore".
That's the key word.
Don't dance in the taxi,
You embarrass me
Changing your hair
Dye your personality
"You can meet my friends but not my mother".
With that attitude imma fuck your brother. 

Oh
Call me a doctor
(call me a doctor)
I'm not insane
I'm like everybody else
But I might have just a little bit of pain,
(just a little bit)
Oh 
Call me a liar
(call me a liar)
Cos nobody believes 
A five foot three 
Little girl who seen too much tv
(nobody believes)
Nobody
Nobody
Nobody
Believes.

Doctor - KXYLI

Kxyli is a Scottish musician experimenting in alternative pop music.

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