



a song about a 15 year old's depression towards the way she's been treated her whole childhood up to now. 


lyrics:

listen to me
is anybody listenin' to me?
can anyone see
that I'm something far away from happy?

Depression is me
every moment all my smiles point to my knees
Oh, the wrongs I've made
It's a little bit too late for me to change

I need some help
I wanna run away from the heartache
I wanna run away until my legs break
as long as I'm away from all the mistakes
I've ever done, I've ever made

red eyes, sad eyes
I've broken my heart and I couldn't stop cryin'
I'm trying to live my life but it's
so hard

goodbyes, goodbyes
I've heard those phrases one too many times
I'd try to just brush it off but it's
so hard



I'm livin' in a house But I couldn't call it home
Inside it, there are people yet I still feel alone

always reprimanded
so much is demanded
of me, but what am I supposed to do?

when the person who's supposed to bring me up is you?
all you ever did was bring me down, it's true
now all I ever really am is blue
now I find myself with

red eyes, sad eyes
deprived of the truth, and exposed to the lies
I'm looking for answers but your actions they're just
so cold

goodbyes, goodbyes
they're all I ever fear but I'll tell you goodbye
cause you're bringing me down, and it's shutting me down cause you're
so cold


why are you
so cold?

Red eyes, sad eyes
What else is left for me to do but cry
When my world’s upside down
Cause the real you ain’t around
Where are you now?


hey this is my first track on soundcloud and an original hah wow 

hope u enjoy and if not it's k

I'm open 2 criticism just so ya know thx

Red Eyes, Sad Eyes

oh wow another song I made bc I was in deep thought !!!
enjoy :^)


LYRICS:


huminga.

huminga ng malalim
wag nang iisipin
ang mga bagay na kay dilim

pero bakit kaya?
hindi magawa?
ang pigilan ang sarili

di ako natutuwa
nagmumukhang tanga
sa sarili, nandidiri


ayoko na
tama na
tigilan na
pwede ba
pigilan ang nadadama

para sayo

tumitibok ang puso

ngunit ang nararamdaman ay magkalayo


kung ako ay mamalasin

wag naman sana dahil

iba ang 'yong iibigin



kung ikaw papipiliin

trip mo ba na habang buhay ako lang

ang yong mamahalin?




ang hirap naman isipin



mamuhay mag isa
nagdudusa
nababahala
puta


anuba 

anuba ang gagawin?
ako ba'y kikiligin?
o 'to ba'y aking papatayin?


ako ba'y iyong pinapaasa?
ikaw ba'y nananadya?
sagutin mo ng maigi

di pa rin natutuwa
mukha pa ring tanga
sa sarili, nandidiri

idaan na lang
sa tulugan
tong isipang
wakarang

patuloy akong naiilang.


goodnight na lang
bukas na lang
muling mamomroblema
tulog na

Ang Daloy Ng Isipan Tuwing Madaling Araw

There's no space
for happy thoughts 
at this kind of hour

As time passes 
By it keeps
Draining my power

But unfortunately this ain't
The kind of tired
That a good night's rest can fix

And every night's
A different fight
That I have to battle

A fight against
My conscience
I'm always so rattled

And the voice in my head
Makes things worse for me instead
Can I please put this all to rest?

Oh, my heart is left in shambles
As I continue to ramble 
Whatever's left of me begins to crumble

I try to seek
For happiness
But instead, I feel loneliness

But what's worse is
I don't quite know
Exactly why I feel it?

I sometimes tend to think
That I'm going insane
What the hell is wrong with my brain?

Oh God, I'm dying for an answer
Someone please, give me answers
Cause I just want all of this to be over

And yet again,
Here I am
Lookin' like a fool

Weary, I
am teary-eyed
Maybe I could fill a pool

Now the sun has come up, I should force myself to sleep
Now the sun has come up, I should force myself to sleep
Now the sun has come up, I should force myself to sleep

My emotions, I will now keep.




ok im 2 songs away from my ep 


it's called the disaster museum

thx 4 support leave comments if you may

Rupture

lyrics:

if there's one place i want to be in
it's with you
the feel of warmth in hugs 
it's all i wanna do
and every day I miss you
whenever you smile, I just wanna kiss you
but we both know we can't
cause we're both so far away

i feel tired  
i just wanna go home
snuggle in bed
under the sheets
just you and me, alone

no, not construction
don't you know you're my home?
with you i'm safer
you're my keeper
but you're on the other side of the phone

now let's stop for a minute 
i can't take no more
need to catch my breath
til i fall right down on the floor

and i swear, I really need you
whenever im sad, i keep thinking of you
but we still know we can't 
cause we're both so far away

i feel tired 
i just wanna go home
and feel stress free
grab a cup of coffee
you and me, alone

said not construction
don't you know you're my home?
with you i'm safer
you're my keeper
but you're on the other side of the phone

oh no

home's where i wanna be
it's only you and me
and i'd walk a thousand miles
just to see your warm smile

home's where i wanna be
why won't life let me be
distance won't tear us down
but god, i need you now

i'm all worn out, i just wanna go home
It's where i wanna be
my heart is what it keeps
and in here, i'll never feel all alone

Home

for kurt. for the things that once were, but can never be again.

lyrics:

another night, those kinds of nights that leave me here alone sittin' on the rooftop

as usual, I'm pissed as fuck and I would like to vent out so that this stops

this feeling I have, irritating
my heart's nearly breaking
for the second time in my life
and I just feel like living life
without the things 
that make me feel like
a worthless person
a worthless friend
anxiety's racing
I feel brain dead
I'm freaking out all because of what he said
all my tears they're rollin' off'a my bed
please forgive me
I just wanna live
but maybe with more peace

It's 12 am and I can't sleep
feelings that I can't keep
are the only reason I'm still up at this kind of hour
but luckily
you're here with me
always keeping me company
relieving me
of all the stress
that seems to prevent me to progress
in all the things I'd like to do
trying to move on, even that shit too
but believe me this is all just proof
that my late nights are best spent with you
late nights are best spent with you

I'd talk to you as soon as you get home and you'd talk to me all about your day
You'd rant about the load of work that's left in store for you but still do it anyway

You talk about how she was breaking
Your heart and she's done it 
for the nth time in your life
and you just feel like living life
without the things that make you feel 
really depressed
or really stressed
like your old first love
and a lot of tests
and all the other things that make you seek for rest
hours passed and we're still talking
"do we go to bed", it's what you were thinking
and as we check the time

it's 2am and we can't sleep
Conversation gets deep
From pickup lines to the saddest times we've ever had 
and luckily
you're here with me
always keeping me company
and you'd still go talk to me 
even if at times you're really busy
with all the things you have to do
like all your homework even that shit too
but I ain't denying, not even lying
that my late nights are best spent with you 
late nights are best spent with you

it's 3am, we have to sleep
our eyes are getting deeper
deep into slumber
to the point where we can't say no more
we can't finish what we want to say
cause we aren't functioning really well
at this time of night
and all I can say now
is goodnight

💓

moonilune

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