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"ashes" originally made 2-22-21

im over my fears

I'm gonna start this very simple and with absolute truth - im not a pedophile. I barely knew the person who called me out, I didn't even know their name, I had no interest in pictures, no interest in finding out who they were irl, the conversations were short and I forgot about them barely a year later, like most conversations I had at that time with strangers. the second time around they reached out, I didn't even remember they were the same person let alone how old they were. the biggest mistake I made was putting myself in a space and community where there was no age control or consideration of anybody's background on a daily basis. i was maybe a year right out of high school, I am not perfect.

I've spent almost every week of the last year attending behavioral therapy, pushing myself through some very dark spaces addressing my own past traumas. I refuse to spill every detail about my life and childhood, but the biggest thing I've learned is that I'm not a self hating monster who purposefully seeks out hurting children. I refuse to be that image people think I am, I've worked so fucking hard this last year to figure myself out and I have no regrets about where I am now mentally. I made mistakes, I addressed them, I'm very proud of how far I've come. I don't care if anyone believes me or forgives me or whatever! have your own mindset, thats perfectly great. I think being tossed out of the communities I had been involved in like trash was infinitely for the better, looking back at how fucking nasty and awful some of those people are. I'm glad I didn't hurt myself and to be honest, I never will and it only gets better from here.

I'm not a monster, I'm going to continue making what I love, and I'll keep working to be a better person despite the ashes in my past. I probably won't continue omnipony other than small tidbits, but for those that know my truth, I'm happy to have you along the journey

god bless✌️

ashes 3.1

𝐈𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐡𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐞𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐨𝐬, 𝐚 𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭,
𝐬𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐨𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐧,
𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐮𝐩𝐨𝐧.

𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐦𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 "𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐡" 𝐛𝐲 @digitalreject, 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧.

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As I set foot in my ship again, 
dread and realization make my heart skip a beat; The weight of impossibility in the task that the Fayre Postern burdened me with, taking out the parasite, I've been on this rust bucket ship for 3000 cycles now, how many more errands are they going to have me run?
What comes after this? What will my freedom cost me? What will it cost others?
I will myself to breathe again, and sit down in the pilot seat. 
"I've got this," I try to reassure myself. 

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Promises forgotten with people left to wither. Another sun sets.
Remember me when all that's left is words. Another sky turns.
Unable to reach your hand for others sit in wait. Another forest burns.
My engine is what you want it to be. My system is what you need it to be.
I lie in wait for when I'm needed again.

[EUPHORIA SYSTEM] - The Void Promise To Remember Me

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This is just the beginning of a radiant, shiny, REAL me!!
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