lyrics ;;

i dont like my voice
i dont like these songs
i dont have a choice
this is all wrong

to be blunt
i dont want to be here anymore
im tired of this stunt
i want to be under the floor

halfway
im only halfway there
im halfway to falling off the edge
and all they do is stare
i dont want to be alone anymore
like the last time and the time before

at this point
all this feels like is a game
together all my problems annoint
every single day plays out the same

its taking its toll on me
these wounds
they aren't going to heal
give me the key

halfway
im only halfway there
im halfway to falling off the edge
and all they do is stare
i dont want to be alone anymore
like the last time and the time before

the last time
the last time ill be
crying on the floor
not wanting to go on anymore
the last time
the last time ill be
drawing on my skin
trying to get in

halfway
im only halfway there
im halfway to falling off the edge
and all they do is stare
i dont want to be alone anymore
like the last time and the time before

halfway
im only halfway there
im halfway to falling off the edge
and all they do is stare
i dont want to be alone anymore
like the last time and the time before

and the time 
before

; halfway

lyrics ;

how often will i need you                                           
just as long as im here
over time i am staying
so listen to this in your ear


i want you here
the world is way more clear
when it's me and you now ooh
i am sincere
i might need a little space
but i like to see your face ooh

i want you here
the world is way more clear
when it's me and you now ooh
i am sincere
i might need a little space
but i like to see your face ooh

let's go on little picnics
in our own tiny space
you and me, we are planets
we're too big for this place

i want you here
the world is way more clear
when it's me and you now ooh
i am sincere
i might need a little space
but i like to see your face ooh

i want you here
the world is way more clear
when it's me and you now ooh
i am sincere
i might need a little space
but i like to see your face ooh


and i am here for you, if my words are ever needed
to keep you on your feet da d ada 
and i'll stay with you, the times that i am greedy
i might need your reading da d ada 

i want you here
the world is way more clear
when it's me and you now ooh
i am sincere
i might need a little space
but i like to see your face ooh

i want you here
the world is way more clear
when it's me and you now ooh
i am sincere
i might need a little space
but i like to see your face ooh

i want you here - original

lyrics;;

i cant sleep
it's getting late, what's the date?
time ticks by
i want to go, i cant let go

the tent is caving in on us
the mosquitos are going nuts
the sun shines in
a yellowish grim
and im fading off
im fading off

here i am
where i go, i dont know
cave diving
it's dark, there's no spark of me

the tent is caving in on us
the mosquitos are going nuts
the sun shines in
a yellowish grim
and im fading off
im fading off


sleep is flying by and i dont know why or what to do about it
do i bow my head and cry or even waste my life what do i do about it
im wasting light away
im pushing past the day
what do i do about it

the tent is caving in on us
the mosquitos are going nuts
the sun shines in
a yellowish grim
and im fading off
im fading off

the tent is caving in on us
the mosquitos are going nuts
the sun shines in
a yellowish grim
and im fading off
im fading off


THE PHOTO OF THE FLOWERS IN THE MIDDLE IS BY LIZZIE (@LCVELYTREES ON TWITTER !!!)

yellowish grim - original song

i wrote this song about something i've really been struggling with lately. it's about knowing exactly what you want to do in life, but not trusting yourself to get anywhere with that thing.

LYRICS;;
i dont know if ill be anyone but
i guess im just learning
i'll never know what my future holds
so now im just hurting

maybe i'll take my chances and
take a leap forward
i'll never know what my future holds
so now im just hurting

and i'll doubt myself to pieces
and i'll gather all the places
i've learned just to move on
and i'll put up all my fences
i'll see how far i'll make it
i've learned just to move on

so now i'll just be my real self
and hope you dont hate me
this is what i wanna do with my life
because it's what's saved me

pieces of broken memories
are what hold the key
this is what i wanna do with my life
because it's what's saved me

and i'll doubt myself to pieces
and i'll gather all the places
i've learned just to move on
and i'll put up all my fences
i'll see how far i'll make it
i've learned just to move on

it's 4 am, im crying again
will anyone hear my words for more than they are?

and i'll doubt myself to pieces
and i'll gather all the places
i've learned just to move on
and i'll put up all my fences
i'll see how far i'll make it
i've learned just to move on

and i'll doubt myself to pieces
and i'll gather all the places
i've learned just to move on
and i'll put up all my fences
i'll see how far i'll make it
i've learned just to move on

i've learned just to move on

LYRICS ;;

have i given what i need to make it out alive?
build my fences, high enough, just to meet the eyes
pull up the weeds, between the roses i've been growing
their roots are holding on to something gone

hopefully my words will show you who i am inside right now
hopefully my life will be worthy of the one i crave right now

hold on to fears they're all i have in my mirror
emergency, landing down far below the pier
pull up the weeds, between the roses i've been growing
their roots are holding on to something gone

hopefully my words will show you who i am inside right now
hopefully my life will be worthy of the one i crave right now

hopefully my words
hopefully my life
hopefully my words
hopefully my life

hopefully my words will show you who i am inside right now
hopefully my life will be worthy of the one i crave right now

hopefully my words will show you who i am inside right now
hopefully my life will be worthy of the one i crave right now

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thank u sm for listening!
this is my first time using different layers, so if it's bad don't tell me bc i will cry
jk i accept criticism uwu

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hopefully

hello just a psa i have a stuffy nose so i sound a bit congested sorry !!
the lyrics are a lil bit of a mess, but it's basically like a diary entry, just thoughts i've been having as of late (hence the title) anyway,

lyrics!;
show you what you mean to me
even when it's plain to see
show you when the curtain's down
when we're hidden from the crowd

show you what you're meant to see
hide you when my eyes are weak
show you when the curtain's down
when we're hidden from the crowd

cause the snow will fall down soon
the sky's eyes turn dark blue
as i focus on what  to say
trees turn a dimish grey

footprints hidden in the ground
pieces of my heart are found
holding on to hopeless ghosts
sittin in the cold east coast

read this as you hear my sound
soon a new one will be crowned
holding on to hopeless ghosts
sittin in the cold east coast

cause the snow will fall down soon
the sky's eyes turn dark blue
as i focus on what  to say
trees turn a dimish grey

trials will hold me down
isles of pointless sound
im falling in love again
im falling in love again

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late autumn thoughts

hewwo it's been a good while
i went to a . professional recording studio and recorded a new song!! here it is

lyrics !! ;

a place to find my peace of mind
a place to run when i am tired
when the morning comes will you call my name
or will you run toward the rain
a place to find my peace of mind

letting go never seemed too easy to me
im holding
on to hope for the ocean and sea
to take me
far away where i can be free
and the world turns back

a place to find my peace of mind
a place to run when i am tired
when the morning comes will you call my name
or will you run toward the rain
a place to find my peace of mind

spiraling thoughts tore the paper in two
im crying
out to my pen to sing me a tune
about how
no one will care when my lips will turn blue
and the world turns black

its 6am and im trying to rest  but
its hard when ill never be at my best

a place to find my peace of mind
a place to run when i am tired
when the morning comes will you call my name
or will you run toward the rain
a place to find my peace of mind


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when the morning comes

its been a while huh
i wrote this after i drew the cover art and came up with the title
u can interpret it how u want
love u


LYRICS:
im stepping out of my house
making steps up as i go
leaping into puddles
like im just 4 years old
and i miss the days when it was okay to be immature
like what are we here for?

catching fireflies in jars
let them fly away
watching inchworms inch around
naming them inchie
and i miss the days when it was okay to be immature
like what are we here for?

help me understand what happened to childhood
why do we just stand around, faces under hoods?
i miss the days when it was okay to be immature
like what are we here for

im tired of hearing "oh that stuffs just for kids"
why dont we stop caring about what they say
lets be immature today

help me understand what happened to childhood
why do we just stand around, faces under hoods?
i miss the days when it was okay to be immature
like what are we here for

help me understand what happened to childhood
why do we just stand around, faces under hoods?
i miss the days when it was okay to be immature
like what are we here for

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immature

hi i know the cover arts a little wonky but pretend its good
anyway heres a very gay song i wrote

LYRICS:
freckled constellations on her cheeks
i think i'd do anything for her to like me
started with a whisper and a wink
i think i'd do anything for her to think

of me the same
i hope she's gay
cause

i've been sneaking glances at her face
watch her move her hair out of place
dreaming of me in her arms
me and her watching the stars

drawings of her fill my notebook
i think i'd do anything for her to look
flowers scribbled all around in pink
i think i'd do anything for her to think

of me the same
i hope she's gay 
cause

i've been sneaking glances at her face
watch her move her hair out of place
dreaming of me in her arms
me and her watching the stars

point out oriens belt
talk about living in space
i want to say to her
as long as i can see your face

i've been sneaking glances at her face
watch her move her hair out of place
dreaming of me in her arms
me and her watching the stars

i've been sneaking glances at her face
watch her move her hair out of place
dreaming of me in her arms
me and her watching the stars

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