this song is making me feel pretty homesick ngl

why does this make me feel homesick, even tho i'm at home!?

Love this, would you be okay to share a download link?

The fifth track of my sophomore album, Hiraeth.

I wrote most of Hiraeth as an electronic album with heavy metalcore and post-hardcore influences, but By "razor-thin" Margins was one of the few primarily metalcore & phc songs I wrote. I feel like I'm just repeating myself in every description, but this was a really difficult song to finish. However, compared to some of the others I'm still not sure about, this is the most confident I've felt about a song in quite some time. It was originally released through a defunct record label and was prematurely deleted due to some inside drama, but I am so proud to release it with extra love & care in the way I always intended.

[Verse]

It seems the ones I love,
are growing, moving towards a better place,
yet here I stay (x2)

[Interlude]

In times of self-reflection, I can't help but pinpoint the times I've failed to meet my own expectations. 
Even the smallest of goals are a challenge, it seems as if the act of finding possibilities of success is where my problem lays.
But despite every error I've made, and every person I've hurt, it's up to me and me alone to move forward.

The pain of trying to fit,
myself into the person I want to be,
is only matched by the relief that flows through my veins,
when I realize:

[Breakdown]

It's my life
It's my life

[Verse]

It seems the ones I love,
are growing, moving towards a better place,
yet here I stay

[Chorus]

I found it when I looked through, my heart and knew I took too,
long well it seems that, I guess we'll never know (x2)
(My paws, around your, face and, you're cold)

It's my life (x4)

[Interlude]

The pain of trying to fit,
myself into the person I want to be,
is only matched by the relief that flows through my veins,
when I realize:

[Breakdown]

It's my life (x5)

[Chorus]

I found it when I looked through, my heart and knew I took too,
long well it seems that, I guess we'll never know

By "razor-thin" Margins

soundtrack to the end of the fucking world

Forsaken Realms

a mess. this will be on wildflower :)

hope all of you enjoy it <3

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Creek down below
Sink your words before the tide
Stand by the pier
Boats glide along the lone shoreline
I find the pieces of my heart in July
I don't understand
Why wasn't I there
When you said goodbye

I can't let you go, brown eyes
There's a spot inside my heart
Where the flower's yet to die
Catch a glimpse upon the scars
Rip it up for your own sake
I am just your worst mistake
As the garden fades to black
You should go and run away

You should go and run away
(Do re mi so ti so mi re)
You should go and run away
(Do re mi so ti so mi re)
Oh

I'm falling for you in zero gravity
You hold my neck against the tree
Shirt stained mahogany
Hung upside down, catch up before I
Leave behind the places I can't go
The people left buried in snow
Oh, darling, please don't let me go
(Please don't let me go)

I can't let you go, brown eyes
There's a spot inside my heart
Where the flower's yet to die
Catch a glimpse upon the scars
Rip it up for your own sake
I am just your worst mistake
As the garden fades to black
You should go and run away

I won't let it die in vain, vain
I won't let it die in vain

To Thin Air

Mahogany (with monikrr)

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Posting this on the 24th of december feels kinda weird since it feels more like a summer track, but here we are.. Enjoy some flowy dnb!

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DEEP FOCUS is a collection of atmospheric electronic tracks designed for deep concentration, calm reflection, and late-night focus.

Blending chillout, downtempo, and subtle future garage textures, this album creates a smooth, immersive soundscape ideal for studying, working, coding, or unwinding after a long day.

Minimal rhythms, deep bass, soft melodies, and spacious atmospheres guide the listener into a state of mental clarity and tranquility.

Best experienced with headphones.

Late Horizon Garage

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Written/Produced/Mastered by me

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