i’ve listened to this song for years, i’ve always loved your music man. you need to drop all this on spotify and heavily promote on tiktok you would be so famous. i was wondering if this beat is free online i wanna do a cover for thus

sad boy hours

this is the worst time of my life :/

lyrics

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wake up n i wonder will i die today
when i think about all the drugs i take
i can’t help it when i’m sober i don’t feel okay
i don’t know if ima make it 
if i have it ima take it like fuck

i needa start soberin up
but my feelings make me sick as fuck
i needa be numb
i hate what ive become
& sometimes i think that im better off
under the dirt
6ft sleep
lie me in a hearse
..
yea i know im the worst

maybe i’ll get it one day
but now im getting high again
fuck it forget it
im giving up
im getting high again
(no not again)

wait no, no wait
thats just my brain, 
bipolar, insane
i really need change

i need a life with a substace
i needa put down the substance
i needa quit with the fuck shit
ima stand tall soon jus truss it

i try to keep my head up
but the thoughts that reside
are too heavy to hold

—————————

maybe i’ll get it one day
but now im getting high again
fuck it forget it
im giving up
im getting high again
(no not again)
wait no, no wait
thats just my brain, 
bipolar, insane

a cry 4 help [prod. wellfed & caustyk]

Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @jolst
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Art by @melmige

Too much time wasted on you

Got me in a bad mood

Chillin' bumpin' sad tunes

And all I want is your attention

Desperate for just a little affection yeah

It's no fun how

Things between us didn't work out

At least not in the way that we planned for

You were my greatest mistake but you left me wanting more


It’s not that I miss you
That’s not the issue
I just wish you felt like you used to

So
I'm breaking everything you gave me
I'm not proud of the man that you made me
I'm ashamed of who I’ve been lately
I can’t blame you when you say you hate me


I'ma take this forty to my face
How many doctors you think it’ll take to save me
Am I even worth saving

(skele)
always waking up in a bad mood 
all this fucking time that i’m wasting 
baby i hope you know i want you 
i didn’t wanna go, i hope you know i had to
tell me that it’s hurting you bad 
you know i’m sad too 

Got me breaking everything you gave me
I know I’m falling it’s not me who needed saving 
I’m steady fucking up my life it’s so frustrating 
Got me looking at the things I’ve been erasing 

Too much time wasted on you 
I still wish you would just come through 
I still miss when you would hold me 
Is it okay if you could call me

Listen on Spotify!

Not Worth Saving w/ skele (Prod. Jolst)

sadboi hoepless today. movie is on YouTube too

1000 times

without u... lyrics

Ive had them bands for more than a minute
But my life empty without you in it
don’t wanna start don’t wanna finish
Wish u still had my picture in your pendant 

Now i just work and build up my business
I’m flexin hard that’s how I do my fitness
We killed our love and left it with no witness 
now I cant even start up a sentence
Without u on my mind
Without u I’m not fine
Without u I’m goin crazy tonight...

I wish things were fine
But you know that they’re not
You shouldn’t have lied 
Actin like a thot
My hands are tied
With impossible knots
Last night I cried
And counted up guap 

I miss the days when we did good
Pulled up in my Benz took you out the hood
Treated you right just the way I should
I’d kiss you right now if only I could

And now my thoughts are running back and forth up in my mind
You sent me mixed signals playin games and crossing lines
It’s too bad cuz I made it and now the world is mine
It could have been ours but we just died up on the vine 

Now i just work and build up my business
I’m flexin hard that’s how I do my fitness
We killed our love and left it with no witness 
now I cant even start up a sentence
Without u on my mind
Without u I’m not fine
Without u I’m goin crazy tonight...

I feel like I’m going insane 
Why can’t I get you off my brain
Without u I feel so much pain
But with you I started not feeling the same
Why do things have to fucking change
I wish u were here up in my Range 
This whole situation just feels strange 
Take two 30’s to ease the pain 

Now i just work and build up my business
I’m flexin hard that’s how I do my fitness
We killed our love and left it with no witness 
now I cant even start up a sentence
Without u on my mind
Without u I’m not fine
Without u I’m goin crazy tonight...

Tonight...
Can we make things right?

I wish tonight 
We could make things right
Forget the bullshit
And Forget the fights 
I wish tonight
You’d let me do you right 
So you remember 
just what it’s like

Now i just work and build up my business
I’m flexin hard that’s how I do my fitness
We killed our love and left it with no witness 
now I cant even start up a sentence
Without u on my mind
Without u I’m not fine
Without u I’m goin crazy tonight...

without u

without u... (prod luciid x jkei)

broke my heart

last night w/ GLXSGXW x roachspliff

when the highway ends i hope that you’ll remember me
no life but a bottle of memories
cant die cuz you drive by me constantly 
flooded mind with your broken apologies 

rough times when id go gome and ik that ur not there
dumb crimes got me thinkin that nobody aware
well trust me im aware
trust me im aware

aware of the things that ive done
Nobody can hide under the sun
gimme closure so that i dont wanna run
i need you to say that i wasnt the one

fun times used to lay back 
dumb lies made me back track
cold eyes all that you had
when i
 really fell back

wanted life to feel like an adventure 
come back I apologize for my temper
one job and i really put it in the blender
no wood for the fire in the winter

somehow life goes on
drive home with the windows down
find out what tbeyre talking about
eyes focused on the shapes of the clouds

when the highway ends i hope that you’ll remember me
no life but a bottle of memories
cant die cuz you drive by me constantly 
flooded mind with my broken apologies 

no chance
broekn heart in advance
green vans no belt for my pants no glam
they all so judgy nowdays its like a scam
got no drip got no fans got no chance

thats cap
ima run it up and run it back
yea ima get my money up and get some fans
might catch me in a bentley truck in japan

no matter what it takes
if your hearts at the bottom of the lake
dont stay cuz i promise theres a way
dont cave cuz i know you wanna say
what you never thought youd ever get to say
take a run if you been outta shape
Thats love if you push through the pain
no drugs could ever maintain
the love that you couldn’t bring 

enough with all of the things
stuck up inside of my head
time to push them down the drain
and finally get me some rest

when the highway ends i hope that we could somhow be friends
i wonder if ur listening
to everything that’s happening 

but if you are then you know that i been wrong
wrongly torn apart 
so i wrote another song
you said that wed go far
maybe thats just what i want
Life isn’t too hard if you just look up to god

tell me that i could do better tban this
you look at my heart and say better than that
i dont know what the best medicine is

look up and you will find that

heartbreak on the highway (cxrter x yunnygoldz)

i been feelin' like killing myself...
after way too long here stuck in this hell
and i dont remember what its like
to want something more out of life...

i been feelin' like i dont really belong here
askin for help but that shit just fall on deaf ears
and i dont really know where tf i should go from here
like goddamn i been feeling this way for years...

thats why i abuse the pills now
how many more till im under the ground?
and im so fucking tired of all this shit
i wanna make like my wrists and fucking split...

i wanna...
fall off this fucking earth
cuz where im going i wont need a hearse
i wanna blow my brains over the stars
you can read my obituary on fuckin mars

if i take my mind off this shit
ill just go through it again in the morning...
i cant restart my life
nothings ever gonna be okay 
thats just a lie
now im giving up
yeah, its time to spill this blood......

maybe it's time

hate myself [+cian]

Forgiveness

Thank You Everyone, I Love You Guys So Much.

Love N' Arps (prod. jxdenmid)

Shinigami x Lil Lotus - nightmare

💖 thank you for your support 💖
https://www.instagram.com/wyastar/
-- lyrics --
Baby, u know I'm a Star...
I can take u really far....

Shawty when u feel alone
Hit my phone
I can be there for you
I can give your heart a home
Give you everything you need
Everything you want
Everything you dream
I'm everything he's not...
I can give you all my love
I can give you diamonds and pearls
Baby you're my angel you fell from above
I just want to give you my world...

Girl don't be sad
Right now, right now
Hop in my whip
And ride out, ride out
Into the setting sun
I see you smiling
It's ok to have fun!
Kick back, relax stay under my covers
We can be friends and we can be lovers
I want you and I want no other
I'll give you a love like no other
Stay out all night babe we don't have a curfew
I love the next day my shirt smells like ur perfume
I promise that I'll never give up
And try my best to never hurt you...

Shawty when u feel alone
Hit my phone
I can be there for you
I can give your heart a home
Give you everything you need
Everything you want
Everything you dream
I'm everything he's not...
I can give you all my love
I can give you diamonds and pearls
Baby you're my angel you fell from above
I just want to give you my world...

Even when it’s dark out
Even when it rains
Even when you’re sad
Even when you’re in pain 
I’m there for you
Care for you
Come and see the life I’ve prepared for you
You strengthen my heart
But you weaken my knees
Go to great lengths to meet all your needs
Baby, maybe, you can hop in this Mercedes
and we can go crazy
Paint the town whatever fucking color u want
Put u in that Louis, Fendi, Saint Laurent
Please never give up, this wasn't luck
It's just looooveee.....

Shawty when u feel alone
Hit my phone
I can be there for you
I can give your heart a home
Give you everything you need
Everything you want
Everything you dream
I'm everything he's not...
I can give you all my love
I can give you diamonds and pearls
Baby you're my angel you fell from above
I just want to give you my world...
--
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give u my world

Spotify 🌟

give u my world (prod. mvgic)

produced by @fantasycamp
-- lyrics --
Sad in the VIP

I used to have emotions that made me smile
Now they all make me sad
I been goin thru the motions for awhile
And I’m starting to get mad
I been swimming in the ocean for miles
And it won’t let me go back
I been gettin that cash by the pile
And it really don’t change the fact...

(hook)
I’m sad in the VIP section
I’m sad in the VIP
I’m sad in the VIP section
I’m sad in the VIP
I'm sad in the VIP section
Like a phone with no reception
I'm sad in the VIP section
I'm alone with no connections

Except the plug and he gotta great selection
fourth rollie presidential no election
Can’t move one damn muscle wit out flexing
So why im finna take this Fn 
and blow my f’in brains out?
When I can make it rain now?
Why can't i deal wit the pain? wow...
Even my drip so hard I feel drained out
She sliced me down the middle and left me on display now...

I'm sad in the VIP
I wanna leave let me d-i-p
Here's a few racks for the t-i-p
Sure they can drink a little more for free...

(hook)
I’m sad in the VIP section
I’m sad in the VIP
I’m sad in the VIP section
I’m sad in the VIP
I'm sad in the VIP section
Like a phone with no reception
I'm sad in the VIP section
I'm alone with no connections

I used to have emotions that made me smile
Now they all make me sad
I been goin thru the motions for awhile
And I’m starting to get mad
I been swimming in the ocean for miles
And it won’t let me go back
I been gettin that cash by the pile
And it really don’t change the fact...

(background chorus during last hook)
Say what u want I’ll cry if I’m sad
I’m in Saint Laurent my arms covered in tats
I never really cared if they cared about that
I just really really care I’m in VIP and I’m so sad

(hook)
I’m sad in the VIP section
I’m sad in the VIP
I’m sad in the VIP section
I’m sad in the VIP
I'm sad in the VIP section
Like a phone with no reception
I'm sad in the VIP section
I'm alone with no connections

sad in the VIP

sad in the VIP (prod by fantasy camp)

i already tried my best, so why try again

prod: https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

wake up
i can see my breath
cold hands
i can't feel my skin
shaking, body aching
pull me closer
breaking
i can't take anymore
this isn't the life that i wanna live
i already tried my best 
so why try again
is it over yet?
can i call it quits?
it's
seasonal depression
sick of everyone telling me it's a lesson
i should make more of my life 
cause "it's a blessing"
"and you'll be fine once you stop with all the stressing"
nobody understands
i can't get out my bed
i hate the helping hands
i've lost my fucking mind so don't you get it man?
they know nothing about me 
"he's just having a bad week"
it's lovely 

hide my problems in the alcohol 
drink myself away till i can't even feel a thing at all
i'm becoming just like you
it scares me to death,
i don't wanna but i have to

seasonal depression (prod. iof)

I Am A 22 year old Music Promoter/Producer On YouTube Message Me Your Songs For A Chance To Be Featured ❤

sad in the VIP (prod by fantasy camp)

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