recluse (xmichaelwarren)

written & recorded by me
mixed by everett latte
produced by lil biscuit 

Pour me up
ion wanna feel nun
im done with love
fuck me up
no one i trust 
except my mom
i only feel good in the moonlight
and i only come alive when im halfway dead
if i knew back then what i knew right now
shit wouldnt be the same but ill hold it down 
ugh down oh
still holding it down 
still holding it down
dont look at me like what happened
im not the same from way back then
but still holding it down 
still holding it down

dont say your proud of me
cuz im nowhere close to where i wanna be 
nothing in this world is ever what it seems
ion need to see it for me to believe
i got demons in my head
but angels on my shoulders
momma always said 
just wait until your older
chain smoking spliffs
tell from my aroma 
its sad as shit i cant stay sober
we always fight then we fuck 
just to make up
i bring dem tears out
and fuck up her makeup
sorry cant stay 
wont be there when you wake up
addicted racks i cant take no more paycuts
wait did you say sum
i wasnt listening
im still protecting my heart 
like lets get it in
i hate when they act 
like nobodys better than
i get so high cuz im mf heaven sent 

Pour me up
ion wanna feel nun
im done with love
fuck me up
no one i trust 
except my mom
i only feel good in the moonlight
and i only come alive when im halfway dead
if i knew back then what i knew right now
shit wouldnt be the same but ill hold it down 
still holding it down 
still holding it down
ugh down oh
still holding it down 
still holding it down
dont look at me like what happened
im not the same from way back then
but still holding it down 
still holding it down

hold it down (p. lilbiscuit)

produced by @khvn-muzik
mastered by @deadfishpoland

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var (pekarot jolst)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/sadboiforever and Low Hope

2001's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/Prod2001

low hope's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/ProdLowhope   


/lyrics/

i can't breath in this dense crowd
could you lead me through i need you right now
eyes piercing through me i feel naked 
could you hold me closely and recalibrate my brain love

i know that it's stupid
i can't help but worry
i know you said you will be here
but still i grip your hand so tightly

and i will never let you go again
i can feel my body tense 
every thought i reprehend 
still rots inside my broken head

and i can't bring myself to step outside
anxiety builds and i just want to hide
i think my body's giving up this time
i can feel my chest collapse when i look inside your eyes

i just feel so fucking useless
can't ask for help feel like a nuisance
just do my best to hide and numb it
a facade that's built with cuts and bruises

i think i have lost it
but don't know what it ever was
nothing like what used to be
lately i feel like a husk of myself 

i can't breath in this dense crowd
could you lead me through i need you right now
eyes piercing through me i feel naked 
could you hold me closely and recalibrate my brain love

i know that it's stupid
i can't help but worry
i know you said you will be here
but still i grip your hand so tightly

and i will never let you go again
i can feel my body tense 
every thought i reprehend 
still rots inside my broken head

inmyhead (2001 x Low Hope)

Prod @horoshavibes & @kingtheta
Featuring @1endie
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
I'm a recluse
I've been spending too much time inside my bedroom
Ask me and I'll say I'm fine but that is not true
I'm staying quarantined from everyone who cares for me
 
'Cause they could never really get it
I'm not shy
I'm just staying independent
I have trouble letting people in
Ask me what's my problem
Where do I begin
 
I'm a recluse
I've been spending too much time inside my bedroom
Ask me and I'll say I'm fine but that is not true
I won't even try to hide that I don't want to socialize
'Cause I'm a wreck
I'm a recluse
 
Three days in the same shirt
What's the point of waking up if I don't gotta work
Check my phone
No missed calls
At this point I'm convinced
No one'd miss me at all
 
(Endie)
I love and hate my youth for someone like you
And you know that I don't write
My feelings for you in a notebook
A journal
Trying not to fall for
Someone like you
‘Cause you’re all I know
And you're all I want

Listen on Spotify!

Recluse w/ Endie (Prod. Horosha & King Theta)

is there anyone home?

lyrics

[mæsk]

i cant listen to to u speak, gone and not coming back
she’s the one that fucked me up 
now she wanna blame her past now
feeling sloshed baby so u wanna talk now
i just needa stop 4 ur pushing me around

i should not
but now she in my arms
the face that look like heaven but behind 
its a ahhhhh
she calls my name like a saint
she fucked me up
but when in arms we can run it back

im running back on my own, dirt shoes
but she right on my neck to pay her dues
she said “i just hate it, i dont wanna make it if im not with you”
know ur on ur own on this one
but i can make it fun
my angel speaks, i wont listen
i think the horns have won

[flesh]
you can say you're sorry all you want know you dont mean it
you just wanted someone you could fuck and share your weed with
never really gave a shit about how i was feeling
im a hollow body to you none of it had meaning

hollow bodies w/ flesh golem (flesh x nihil空)

#emorap #rap #love #sad #trap
— lyrics —
Snowflake ❄️ 

I’m all alone again this year
Another holiday with no one here
Even tho I tried for those I’ve held dear
I just need an icy lil Shawty to get her ass here

I wanna find my snowflake
One of a kind, my soulmate
I’m losing my mind these ho’s so fake
Been losing my time on a slow fade 
I need to find my snowflake
She beautiful sippin on Rosé 
She so gifted the way she rotate
I’m afraid that I’m so late
That I’ll never find a snowflake 

She’s so strong and yet so delicate
I can’t wait long I need you hella quick 
She always on and she hella fit
She is truth her body be tellin it
 
gimme dat ass I’ll do well wit it
If u need me Im there to help wit it
Shawty I’ll be there for youuu
Share what u want I ain’t tellin it
It’s a cold world so to hell wit it
Shawty I would die for you…

I would die
I’d never lie
Baby I will always try
Just look into my eyes
I’m the STARINTHESKY 
So let me shine bright and be your light and treat you right
And hold you tight on these cold winter nights…

I wanna find my snowflake
One of a kind, my soulmate
I’m losing my mind these ho’s so fake
Been losing my time on a slow fade 
I need to find my snowflake
She beautiful sippin on Rosé 
She so gifted the way she rotate
I’m afraid that I’m so late
That I’ll never find a snowflake 

don't worry bout the summer heat Snowflake
i can keep your neck icy, no fake
VVS diamonds cut in your favorite shapes
the shape of my heart is the shape of your face
i got u there while i get thru bad days
u keep me fighting when i lose faith
i been beat up but i stayed in the race
now i got flowers in a vase...

just in case
there's snowflakes
that aren't fake
and i finally see ur face
it'll be a moment i can't replace
no second takes
make the first kiss worth all the wait.....

I wanna find my snowflake
One of a kind, my soulmate
I’m losing my mind these ho’s so fake
Been losing my time on a slow fade 
I need to find my snowflake
She beautiful sippin on Rosé 
She so gifted the way she rotate
I’m afraid that I’m so late
That I’ll never find a snowflake

Snowflake❄️

Snowflake ❄️  (Prod. Galaxy)

mixed/mastered by me 
-
produced by https://soundcloud.com/l1lbiscuit
-
lyrics

ya u said we're not the same
lesson learned u should never talk to fakes
and u said i'm not okay
i been sharing all my feelings while u laugh it off
just turn it off stop it now
can u quit playing pretend and tell me how u feel
cause i don't want no sample i want the real thing

i want the real thing no need to hide 
u got me so surprised ur so mesmerized
and i'm looking at ur crystal eyes
something tells me that ur not even the one
something tells me that ur leaving soon
i don't wanna die here every time alone
and i don't wanna be in this town alone
oh baby no

who's around x4

ya u said we're not the same
lesson learned u should never talk to fakes
and u said i'm not okay

ya u said we're not the same
lesson learned u should never talk to fakes
and u said i'm not okay
i been sharing all my feelings while u laugh it off
just turn it off stop it now
can u quit playing pretend and tell me how u feel
cause i don't want no sample i want the real thing x2

lesson learned (lil biscuit)

Released alongside @iamsavagekitty
Vocals by @iamsavagekitty
Produced by Prod.byCian & daks9k
Written by safehaven.
Mixed by @iamsavagekitty
Mastered by addmixx
Cover by @iamsavagekitty

as the morning rain fades away
you fall into a shallow grave
plagued by all these haunted days
laying there, trying to stay awake in this hollow place
All these darkest thoughts begin to lay, yeah

you start to look around and see yourself
in the water reflecting your cryptid self
your mind wanders off into the dark (off into the dark)
you start to look around and see yourself
in the water reflecting your cryptid self
your mind wanders off into the dark (off into the dark)

I'm stuck inside this gutted place
stare at the sky, but what you see
is not reality to be, a dream
but what is left?
an empty void, with nothing left
you start to drown, it's getting darker
but soon you realize this is not the end

you start to look around and see yourself
in the water reflecting your cryptid self
your mind wanders off into the dark (off into the dark)
you start to look around and see yourself
in the water reflecting your cryptid self
your mind wanders off into the dark (off into the dark)

you start to look around and see yourself
in the water reflecting your cryptid self
your mind wanders off into the dark

$AVAGEKITTY - morning rain (Prod.byCian x daks9k)

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Snowflake ❄️ (Prod. Galaxy)

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