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where'd you go?
you said nothing and left me alone
i'm stumbling through the catacombs
when i'm gone you won't talk to my bones
you're not here when i need you the most
you should know i can't be on my own
feels like you never talk to me now
yeah


i've gotta be honest, you've changed
i knew you
now you're not the same
the new you
is not what i came for
you used to
give a fuck about me
now you're not
not what i need


you don't care no more, just say it
you got tired and complacent
i guess you're just too important
'16, idealistic, unrealistic
'20, boy you've grown up, guess i missed it
we don't stay in touch much, but i'm thinking
do you ever miss me, reminiscing?
used to live on socials, guess you moved on
used to be close, now you're long gone
used to be you, now you're no one


i guess you just don't have that much left to you
you're sinking in feelings you let consume you
the way you see the world around you
have you given up?
used to be that you'd drop it all when you heard me cry
you lost yourself and i don't know why
nobody else could have saved my life


maybe this was always it for us
living in straight lines
parallel minds


i've gotta be honest, you've changed
i knew you
now you're not the same
the new you
is not what i came for
you used to
give a fuck about me
now you're not
not what i need


you don't care no more, just say it
you got tired and complacent
i guess you're just too important
'16, idealistic, unrealistic
'20, boy you've grown up, guess i missed it
we don't stay in touch much, but i'm thinking
do you ever miss me, reminiscing?
used to live on socials, guess you moved on
used to be close, now you're long gone
used to be you, now you're no one

cutoff

nye 2020 i thought you
still fucked with me heavy
still want you
even though it's been a while
we still talk sometimes, i don't wanna cut you off
i thought you had a place for me
but your eyes betray what you feel for me now
every time you cast a look down

just look at me like that one more time
you cried in my arms on the roadside
you've never been loved like this in your life
you know it's me so why waste your time
i talk too much shit for someone who lost you
trying to feel again
everything we shared burned away in the summertime

can you call if you're up tonight?
i know i shouldn't care but i still do
i don't wanna let go of you
couldn't get it right
high tides at night
i thought you had given up
i told you i'd move on but-

last year slipped away
burned down to our palms
violet to grey
held onto the last time that you knew me
now you look right through me
your laugh dies so early now
we said forever
and i still remember
how it felt to hold you
how you'd look at me when my fingertips traced your skin
emerald oceans, i could dive right in
i wish i'd known back then
but i thought i had forever

i lost my heart in those sunlit streets
it's been a while but the cut's still bleeding
now i've not heard your voice in weeks
you'd think it gets easier
but i just wanna see you
and if i could go back in time
i would stay by your side
and we could just talk all night
i'd get lost in your eyes
lie here til we burn out
all i do is burn now
you were right about me
maybe you should know that
but he won't love you like me
and it's too late to turn back

but won't you tell me how you're feeling now
don't you miss me now?
i thought you'd miss me by now
how are you feeling now?

last year slipped away
burned down to our palms
violet to grey
held onto the last time that you knew me
now you look right through me
your laugh dies so early now
now
and we said forever
and i still remember
how it felt to hold you
how you'd look at me when my fingertips traced your skin
em- oceans, i could drown in them

i thought you'd miss me by now

tesseract

yeah
just like you said it just made me feel worse
but i'll pretend seeing you doesn't kill me
i know you wanted to be friends but i can't
it's fucked up
you look so good
i knew you would
it's good to see you again

but i just want you to feel something
it's easy
just look at me and find a reason
to need me
i'll try my best to be what you want
just don't leave
please don't go
without me
and i waited, you weren't there
i tried to call you, got dead air
said i'd always love you, you said "i know"
so why'd you let go?
all the dreams we gave up
i couldn't give you enough
how would you feel if you could see me?
losing your love was way too easy

way too easy
yeah

so, i guess you got sick of the same old trails
you're under new skies, looking at new faces
i hope when you go home you feel me
(i'm right here if you want me)
i wonder when you stopped missing me
what am i chasing now?
everywhere feels so vacant
i hoped you'd be hung up on us
on us
but i'm faded out
everything has been taken down
down

but i just want you to feel something
it's easy
just look at me and find a reason
to need me
i'll try my best to be what you want
just don't leave
please don't go
without me
and i waited, you weren't there
i tried to call you, got dead air
said "i always loved you", you said "i know"
so why'd you let go?
all the dreams we gave up
i couldn't give you enough
how would you feel if you could see me?
losing your love was way too easy

and worst of all
it's all my fault
i couldn't love
i didn't know
i wanted to
i wanted you
i'm trying but i can't get through
i hear your voice
i hear your words
i try to help and make it worse
out of control
i should've known

losing your love

no.angel

waves

out of time

find me

crush

ejecta~*

lyrics:

i can't see the road from here
eyes closed as the skyline disappears
just keep on driving me
while i fall asleep

and i don't know what happens to the time
it seems like you lose more the more you find
and i can't hold the tide
sometimes i only have you in my mind
and all that i can focus on is being by your side
in time

can't tell when the moment's going to end
try to hold you but you slip through my fingers like sand
and i don't want to go
why can't we just slow

down

(slow down for me)
(slow down for me)

and i don't know what happens to the time
it seems like you lose more the more you find
and i can't hold the tide
sometimes i only have you in my mind
and all that i can focus on is being by your side
in time

in time

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