Writing thoughts to the key of my depression. I'm filling emptiness with noise. The killing me, the progressing regression erases me without a voice. Writing thoughts for the sake of distraction, I'm filling emptiness with noise. The killing me, the progressing regression erases me without a choice. 
I am all I know. 
Between prosthetic nerves and bones. 
I am all I know. 
I feel so much, I feel nothing at all. 
Monolith is burning. Monolith is on fire. 

My depression courses through the trees. It will always follow me. Seattle rain will never find me. I'm still lost in Tehachapi.

Level 9 : Reset

It's never what she had in mind when she traded her life. But if you want to lose yourself, just follow the red lights. She wanted to escape his hands, so she found fate instead. It's never what she had in mind when she followed the red lights.

The aggressions, the regressions, the young grow old and the old swoon and sweat. From their guts down to their knees. Just watch the human devolution unfolding.

Dressed down to fifty shades of war.
Living on nothing but grenadine and gore.

This is where she lets it go. This is where she lets it fall.
This is where she lets it go and fall.

Dolores

We sleep to feel where we are no more. Keep coursing and leave by the shore. We wake from endings we do not see to keep from dying in our sleep.

Black imitating light. Night imitating day. I see my life through the eye of the witches stone, there's nowhere left for me to go. It's all the same thing: nowhere to hide.

I'm caught in between the eucalyptus and haze. I don't need to see cuz I know the way. The same old streets and the same old dream: lost in the gas and rain.

They know the symptoms, there is no cure for this seasonal suicide.

Grief Dweller

It always starts with a dying moon. It always ends with a crescent smile.
The same nightmare but a different vice, I can't keep watching while you turn into this. The same nightmare, but a different vice. I can't keep watching you. 

How can I help her when I cannot even help myself?
It never goes away cuz in utero thorns never birth any saints.
It's as below and so above. Its as below, all hail the virgin crone.

Eyes bleached blue, tasting blood.
Eyes bleeding through, bathed in blood.

You're not a stray, you're only homesick for the sub terrain.
It's not what kills you that scares me off.
It's what doesn't scare you that sets me off.

I've seen her eyes.
I've heard her voice.
I've seen her eyes.
I've heard her voice. 
I still hear the fucking noise.

Homesick For The Sub Terrain

I don't know where I'm going, I only know where I've been. It's been so long, but I'm there again. Am I holding back or am I holding on? Am I filling voids in the shapes of gods?

My sun collapses yet no planets revolve. I'm watching other worlds drifting off. I'm etching black into negative spaces until there's nothing to forget.

It doesnt matter how far I go, I'll always be in the company of wolves. I'm etching black into negative spaces until there's nothing to forget.

I don't know where I'm going, only know where I've been, it's been so long but I'm there again. Am I holding back or am I holding on? Am I filling voids in the shapes of gods?

I don't know where I'm going. I only know where I've been.

Where are they now?
There's no one now.
Where are they?
Look what I've done, now there's no one.

In Company of Wolves

I don't believe.
You can't obscure what's between men and gods cuz here we stand and they do not. It is the axiom that we must face alone.

With every word you say, you push me further off.
With every word that you say, you push me into the grey.
I'm becoming the void with every word that you say.

Hell - Bound

Tehachapi, California based hardcore band. 
Follow us on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/iamthebadwulf.band/

BADWULF is: 
Brett Ebersbacher: Guitar 
Joshua Drucker: Drums 
Mike P. : Bass 
Dominic Chavarria: Vocals 


Recorded and Mixed by Roger Camero https://www.instagram.com/hefailsme/
Mastered by Paul Miner of Paul Miner Music Production Studio https://www.instagram.com/paulminer/

BADWÜLF

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