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SOMETHING SPECIAL

quick lil edit to one of my favorite tracks from Urban Flora.

enjoy!

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Alina Baraz & Galimatias - Fantasy (Unexotic Edit)

I might gonna go personal on this one, I interpreted this song as how i am going to be crazy if God take His love away from me, cause lately I feel blessed.

It has been really hard for me to express/address some things in my mind, and I've been keeping myself away from a lot of things to actually take my time looking for what I wanna do in life & all the other bs.

These past few months has been a real struggle for me, physically + mentally. I went through a shitload of health checkups, medications, therapies, IVs, etc. Yet, I still have to act strong like nothing happened or tryna act ignorant when I'm actually not okay.

I know I shouldn't be such a dramatic bitch about this, but I owe Him. I owe Him my life, I am surely gonna go way more crazy if I don't have Him holding everything together and I am so grateful that I have music as some kind of a therapeutic thing for me to go through my hardships.

If you're reading this, I just wanna say thank you so much for taking most of your time to actually listen to what I made here on soundcloud. 

I hope you like the things I put here, means a lot for me.

with love,

Gamaliel

c R a Z y

https://soundcloud.com/lukas-mckay on the guitar

gonna start to post more often.

I can't think of a name w/ Lukas

Wild

I Dont Know

"the way we used to love." coming this winter. . . my next album is on its way.

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LYRICS

i'm always so alone
even when surrounded 
by people that i know

i'm always so astounded
by my ability to ruin everything
losing friends and starting fires
everyone thinks i'm a liar

i always stay at home
cause i'm not good in public
i sit here on my phone

i'm always disappointed 
i watch them live their lives
i wish that i were happy
victim of my generation
time machines can not erase it

who am i supposed to be?
when will i be complete?
when will they be proud of me?
it's getting harder to see

slit my wrists, bloody fists
questioning why i exist

pain persists, evil gifts
fucking up my life to shit

i'm worthless, i'm worthless
i'm worthless, slit my wrists until i bleed out

i try to stay strong
no matter what i do,
i'm always in the wrong

it never gets easier,
but maybe that's the point
it's part of growing up
messing up and learning from it
that's just life, it's necessary

clinging to hope
what else is there to live for?
got nowhere to go
what else is pain good for?

i am confident that your life has purpose
it's okay, you will get through it
don't give up cause someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that i need you

worthless

Just Anyone (feat. 916frosty)

Stream

Trevor Restless

Paranoid

Never

Marty McFly

Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pFvkl0m25QE

Prod: @midnight1200

Problems [Prod. Midnight1200]

You said love me now, and it’s understood
Not it wouldn’t work, and it never could
Every single day, was another lie
You had every chance, I guess your tongue was tied

But in case it wasn’t, and you’re still wondering
Why I’m upset, and my heart is punctured
And you can’t fake it, there’s no mistaking
You couldn’t take it 

Cause I could have used a warning sign, I could have used something 
To let me know it’s not all fine, and you’re leaving me instead
You said it would be alright, it’s all in my head
So there weren’t sirens in my mind, on the day you left

When I could have used a warning sign 
(Woah oh, oh, oh)
When I could have used a warning sign
(Woah oh, oh, oh)
Yeah I could have used a warning sign
(Woah oh, oh, oh)
Yeah I could have used a warning sign)
(Woah oh, oh, oh, yeah)

If you had said anything at all
None of this would’ve happened, at least a call
Or did you break your phone?
While you were running off
I guess you forgot, I’m comfortable in war

So let the rain in, it’s pretty ain’t it?
You can say it, and save us pain in
The perfect downfall, ain’t know it at all
In the end I, guess you need more

And I pray you’re doing much better
Taking everybody’s heart with your beretta
Shots ringing out over your vendetta
But spilled don’t make you better
And I pray you’re doing much better
Taking everybody’s heart with your beretta
Shots ringing out over your vendetta
But spilled don’t make you

Cause I could have used a signal
I could have used one try, so I could convince you to stay for one more night 
But you didn’t listen, I had no chance to say 
That my life will never be the same, if you don’t stay

Cause I could have used a warning sign, I could have used something 
To let me know it’s not all fine, and you’re leaving me instead
You said it would be alright, it’s all in my head
So there weren’t sirens in my mind, on the day you left

And I pray you’re doing much better
(When I could have used a warning sign)
Taking everybody’s heart with your beretta
(When I could have used a warning sign)
Shots ringing out over your vendetta
(Yeah I could have used a warning sign)
But spilled don’t make you better
(Yeah I could have used a warning sign)

When I could have used a warning sign 
(Woah oh, oh, oh)
When I could have used a warning sign
(Woah oh, oh, oh)
Yeah I could have used a warning sign
(Woah oh, oh, oh)
Yeah I could have used a warning sign)
(Woah oh, oh, oh, yeah)

I Dont Know

Trevor Daniel

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