Series: The Mirror Sequence by 4Me2BeFree
A cinematic spoken-word anthology exploring awareness, humanity, and the machine.

The Mirror Sequence

🎵 Song Insight:
"You Deserve This Time" is a lighthearted, flirty track that captures the early sparks of connection—the kind that comes wrapped in kindness, laughter, and unexpected comfort. Blending alt-pop with acoustic charm, it’s a feel-good confession with just the right amount of heat and heart. Sometimes love doesn’t have to scream—it just smiles and reaches out a hand. 
🎤 Lyrics:
Verse 1:
You're my friend,
You might be my man.
You see me—
All that I am.

Pre-Bridge:
The kindness you are,
You're becoming my shooting star.
The best thing I’ve seen by far.

Bridge:
It’s true, we’ve got far…
But fuck it—
I know we can make it.

Verse 2:
Fire drops like shells
When you’re around.
Hell—
I’m even diggin’ your sound.

Bridge 2:
Liking the wink,
Liking the kink.
Liking the talk,
Liking the walk.

Outro:
Come on, boy—
Don’t be afraid.
It’ll be okay.
Take my hand...
You deserve this time.

💭 Artist Reflection:
Sometimes you just want to say what you feel without making it complicated. This track is a low-stakes high-vibe moment of flirtation, trust, and that quiet kind of courage it takes to show up for someone. There’s power in softness. There’s strength in the invite.

🌐 About 4Me2BeFree:
4Me2BeFree blends cinematic emotion with alt-pop and raw lyricism to create deeply human, soul-forward tracks. Whether it's heartbreak, healing, or hope—you'll find yourself in the sound.

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You Deserve This Time

Lyrics 

Intro:
Every time I talk, I fall
Dreams align with the stars
Giving hope to better parts

Verse 1:
I get wrapped, curled into you
Crash down, falling on the ground
Thought I was strong ‘til I was found
Mind twisted, wrapped around
Every late night talk, we start
Eyes bloodshot, crazy dry—but it’s all blue
Looking through me, I see you
Numbers align, don’t say it ain’t true
All this time spent—it has to be you

Chorus:
Today, it’s fear—believing now in something real
Scared because it’s you, I can tell in everything I do
Haven’t risked losing what felt right for so long
It’s me—so do I belong?
Nothing had me wrapped quite like this
Lost in the sound of your smile
It’s been a while—now that part creeps back in
Floating away—it’s a dream born in parts I thought no longer lived

Bridge:
As the rain falls outside my window
All I hear is your words as this falls
Streaming memories down—created bliss
The parts inside, we build this chest

Verse 2:
Weaving some sort of map
Together—could this be our path?
With dots and dashed lines
It’s a treasure marked by you
Fingers trace an image, your voice
Finding love nowhere close

Outro:
Floating away—lost in your sound
It’s been a while since I felt found


Floating Away

🔻 Song Insight

“Goodbye” captures the raw moment when letting go isn’t just necessary—it’s salvation. This track is a cinematic farewell to the ghost of a toxic love, carved by years of heartbreak and the slow realization that not every song deserves a reprise. Each lyric is both a wound and a stitch, reflecting the journey from devastation to self-redemption. The repeated “goodbye” isn’t just closure; it’s a rebirth.

🔻 Lyrics

[Intro]
You fade away, I was waiting on this day
It’s been years in the making, but now I’m okay

[Verse 1]
I held out for too long, you always knew
Something better came along, now I see it’s true
Maybe this is for my soul
In the end, I’m gone—
You’re just another wasted song

[Pre-Chorus]
I was blind, hoping you were a different guy
But in time, the light burned out,
Wish that last fight had been our goodbye
What was bright just died
Nothing worth saving inside

[Chorus] [Layered Vocals]
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
I’m letting go, I won’t rewind
Goodbye, goodbye, one final time
You’re no longer mine

[Verse 2]
All that time just erodes
Fleeting thoughts I let go
Had I stayed, I would’ve died
You pulled me under, stole my shine
Just another wasted song

[Bridge]
Truth be told, you’ll never know
The hollow depths you tried to show
A padded cell of your own hell
But I survived, and I can tell

[Chorus] [Harmonies + Echo FX]
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
I’m letting go, I won’t rewind
Goodbye, goodbye, one final time
You’re no longer mine

[Outro]
Goodbye to that dream
Goodbye to your name
Goodbye to the pain
I’m finally free
Just another wasted song

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song was years in the making, and finishing it feels like closing the last door on a life I outgrew. “Goodbye” is not just for him—it’s a promise to myself. I poured every memory, every mistake, every ounce of hope and disillusionment into these lines. It’s the final word on a chapter that needed to end so I could finally start over, free.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

For 4Me2BeFree, this track marks a turning point—a true act of release and self-respect. We believe in making music that doesn’t just echo pain but transforms it into power and honesty. “Goodbye” is our manifesto for anyone standing at the threshold of letting go. Every track is a piece of real life, spun into something cinematic so others can find their own story in the sound.

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Goodbye

🔻 Song Insight

“World Worn With Gray” is a nu-metal/rap-rock anthem that rips the mask off a society drowning in lies, fake smiles, and broken promises. The track blends stomping rap verses, chant-heavy choruses, and raw crowd call-backs, channeling frustration into a cinematic wall of sound. It’s both a release and a rebellion — a declaration that the world’s toxicity won’t be hidden anymore. The song’s energy is defiant, aggressive, but also unifying, inviting listeners to shout back against the chaos.

🔻 Lyrics

Intro
Sirens screamin’ — city bleedin’
C’mon! You feel that? (Yeah!)

Chorus
It’s a fucked world (what!) — everyone’s fake (yeah!)
Every smile’s just another mistake (c’mon!)
Done with fakin’ (uh!) — done with the scene (yeah!)
Rip the mask off — show what you mean (what!)

Verse 1
Fake grins (uh!) / dead stares (yeah!)
Smoke thick (what!) / don’t care
Headlines twist / truth dismissed
Fuck that noise / same old shit

Want the real? (what!) — it’s all disguise
No real love in a world of lies
What’s lost? (uh!) — what’s gained? (yeah!)
Ain’t no middle ground these days

Chorus
It’s a fucked world (what!) — everyone’s fake (yeah!)
Every smile’s just another mistake (c’mon!)
Done with fakin’ (uh!) — done with the scene (yeah!)
Rip the mask off — show what you mean (what!)

Verse 2
Secrets deep / money talks
Fake love walks / leaves scars
I don’t fold (no!) — I don’t break (nah!)
Heart stone cold — still awake

People rot (what!) — fade away (yeah!)
Roaches crawl at the break of day
Dreams get sold / truth on lease
Ain’t no savin’ — no release

Chorus
It’s a fucked world (what!) — everyone’s fake (yeah!)
Every smile’s just another mistake (c’mon!)
Done with fakin’ (uh!) — done with the scene (yeah!)
Rip the mask off — show what you mean (what!)

Bridge
Hope’s a drug (uh!) — another lie (yeah!)
Prayers don’t work when the real ones die (c’mon!)
Dreams on pause / bombs overhead
No fairy tale — just death instead

Breakdown
Cancel posts — hashtags bleed
Money talks while the broke can’t feed
N.D.A.’s — secrets sold
Fuck your system — truth gets cold

Chorus – Final
It’s a fucked world (say what!) — everyone’s fake (yeah!)
Every smile’s just another mistake (c’mon!)
Done with fakin’ (uh!) — done with the scene (yeah!)
Rip the mask off — show what you mean (what!)

Outro
Let the mask go (yeah!)
Let the mask go (c’mon!)
Show what you mean…

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song was born out of frustration — not just personal betrayal, but the bigger picture of living in a world that feels manufactured. Everywhere I looked, from relationships to headlines, the truth felt twisted or sold off. Writing World Worn With Gray was my way of pushing back, of creating something people could scream with when the weight of it all gets too heavy. It’s not about hopelessness — it’s about pulling off the mask and refusing to play along.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

4Me2BeFree has always been about turning raw, unfiltered emotion into cinematic music that cuts deep and resonates wide. With World Worn With Gray, the project leans hard into nu-metal roots, bringing chant-driven rap-rock energy to a new generation. It’s a track built for volume, for catharsis, and for community — a reminder that music can transform pain into defiance, and defiance into unity.

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World Worn With Gray

🔻 Song Insight

“I’m Caught” is a slow, stripped-down ballad that breathes in pauses and exhales in raspy, aching vocals. It’s about surrender — the quiet recognition that love has already taken hold, even before the heart can resist. The verses move in two-word phrases, clipped and intimate, pulling the listener into the tension of vulnerability. The chorus expands into lush, sustained lines, echoing the irresistible gravity of connection: “Ooooh, I’m caught, I’m caught in you.”

At its core, the song is about the raw honesty of giving in — knowing you’re bound by love, not by force, but by choice. It carries the smoky texture of memory, bluesy tenderness, and the timeless message that love, even fragile and imperfect, is still the most powerful anchor we have.

🔻 Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I’m caught | I don’t mind
Too much | of my time
I fell | it’s true
This thing | is you

[Chorus]
Ooooh, I’m caught, I’m caught in you
Every breath pulls me closer too
Ooooh, I’m caught, I’m caught in you
No escape, and I don’t want to

[Verse 2]
Your smile | I froze
Sweet words | I chose
Your eyes | they knew
I fell | into you

[Chorus]
Ooooh, I’m caught, I’m caught in you
Every breath pulls me closer too
Ooooh, I’m caught, I’m caught in you
No escape, and I don’t want to

[Bridge]
Took hand | life began
Hearts won’t | fade or bend
Years pass | love will stay
Won’t let | slip away

[Chorus]
Ooooh, I’m caught, I’m caught in you
Every breath pulls me closer too
Ooooh, I’m caught, I’m caught in you
No escape, and I don’t want to

[Outro]
Love will | never fade
Love will | find a way
Love will | stay with you
Love will | stay with you

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song came from a place of quiet surrender. I’ve learned that sometimes love doesn’t arrive with fireworks or noise — it settles into the pauses, in the little moments that make you stop and realize you’re already caught. Writing “I’m Caught” reminded me how fragile and fearless love can be at the same time, and how being vulnerable can feel like the strongest choice you’ll ever make.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

As 4Me2BeFree, I want each track to live like a cinematic moment — stripped down, deeply felt, and impossible to ignore. “I’m Caught” is part of that mission, showing how a simple melody and raw phrasing can capture emotions more powerfully than layers of production ever could. It’s a reminder that love stories are universal, and when translated into song, they become immortal.

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I'm Caught

Stuck Tracks

by 4Me2BeFree

🔻 Song Insight

“Stuck Tracks” explores the space between longing and acceptance—a gentle, acoustic ballad about two souls navigating love and distance. The lyrics drift between memories and hopes, threading together moments of vulnerability, disconnection, and the quiet ache of wanting more. Instead of resolving into a fairytale, the song invites the listener to inhabit the uncertainty and beauty of waiting, letting every abstract image become a mirror for their own journey. It’s a piece meant for quiet nights, where the smallest details can echo with meaning.

🔻 Lyrics
[Verse 1]  
I made real how I feel  
A part in me I healed  
Expecting different actions  
Finding a needed distraction

[Verse 2]  
The way you talk, no matter my part  
Kicked out from under  
Another changed heart  
I saw a life I could remember  
Warm skin, a tender bliss  
Flashes—stuttered lips uttered  
Morning hugs I miss

[Chorus]  
Bring out the light we need  
Lost in the fold between  
Your eyes, a world unseen  
Caught in the spaces, in the dream

[Verse 3]  
Edges crisp, weathered in time  
Seeing you—my lifeline, no lies  
Braided and folded, intertwined  
Dreams drifting behind my eyes

Both stuck—tracks, it’s true  
Nothing in blood, just you  
Standing alone, nothing new  
Building back a bond we do

[Bridge]  
A boat, love at its brink  
They fly while others sink  
Raise one last drink  
Hearts are parts that link  
Photo of emotions you hold  
Let this fold into something we know

[Outro]  
Whispers past an old tale  
Nothing better, it’s pale  
Colors shower in the new  
Silence on lips—if they only knew  
The silence captures you  
Note rings the bells of truth  
Nothing left, just blue skies  
Reflecting light in your green eyes


🔻 4Me2BeFree

With “Stuck Tracks,” 4Me2BeFree continues to transform real emotions into cinematic storytelling. Our music is a home for anyone who’s ever felt in-between—offering honesty, beauty, and space to breathe. Each song is an invitation to experience the world as we see it: layered, complex, and endlessly relatable.

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Stuck Tracks

🔻 Song Insight

“The Word Of The Day” is a tender coffeehouse ballad about the fragile beginning of love — that nervous, suspended moment where feelings swell inside but words remain unspoken. It captures the delicate dance between vulnerability and hesitation, where saying too much too soon might shatter something precious, yet silence feels just as heavy. The song turns the simple act of speaking love into an emotional puzzle, reminding us that timing, courage, and honesty are what give words their true weight.

🔻 Lyrics

[Intro]
This isn’t broken, before words spoken
Don’t wanna mess this up tonight

[Verse 1]
We’re here just at the start
All the pieces fragile, falling into light

[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe I got caught, the word of the day
I go to speak, but I don’t know what to say
Or maybe I do, but I can’t let it show
The timing’s unsure, should I let you know?

[Chorus]
It’s simple to say, a thousand times a day
Thrown around like it’s nothing—hooray
But slip it in soft, and watch it spin
Realizing what you’ve let begin

[Verse 2]
Inside I’m holding, hiding what’s alive
Should we stay quiet, or shout from the sky?
Today I take cover, protect what I hide
Keeping what I feel deep inside

[Bridge]
Silly this notion, of hiding love
As if pain won’t change what we’re dreaming of
But maybe you feel it, the same way too
Maybe it’s fragile, but maybe it’s true

[Chorus – Repeat/Build]
It’s simple to say, a thousand times a day
Thrown around like it’s nothing—hooray
But slip it in soft, and watch it spin
Realizing what you’ve let begin

[Outro]
This isn’t broken, it’s just brand new
Maybe today, I’ll share it with you

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song was born from that fragile silence we all know — when love stirs inside but hesitation holds the tongue. I’ve lived in that tension, wanting to say it out loud but fearing what it might change. “The Word Of The Day” is my attempt to capture that quiet, vulnerable electricity, where one word could either build a bridge or create a distance.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

At its core, 4Me2BeFree is about translating raw human moments into cinematic storytelling. “The Word Of The Day” reflects our vision — to take something as small as a word, as ordinary as a conversation, and elevate it into something timeless. It’s proof that simplicity, when carried by honesty, can feel monumental.

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The Word Of The Day


🔻 Song Insight

“Eat These Words” from Fractures: Reimagined by 4ME2BEFREE is a reimagined chapter pulled from past pain and sharpened into something cinematic. It doesn’t live in old wounds — instead, it reframes betrayal and survival into a raw, unplugged grunge confession. The track strips away polish to reveal the jagged edges of manipulation, anger, and emptiness, turning scars into a soundscape that feels both intimate and colossal. With its Alice-in-Chains-Unplugged-vibe, “Eat These Words” captures the moment where words themselves become weapons — swallowed, spit back, and finally reclaimed.

[Verse 1]  
You say I'm fixed  
it's not that way  
the shit you say  
only lies behind eyes now gone gray

[Verse 2]  
Black thunder rolls  
this storm inside my head  
anger builds — it's red  
what I should've said 


[Bridge]  
emotions behind these walls  
Trapped, buried — down I fall  
lost grip, a place to stall  
Pain and chaos — all I recall  

[Chorus]  
Fuck me, cut me, leave me   
Be my cause, my cure, my drug  
Let this life pour out —   
Hold me, drink me, eat these words  


[Verse 4]
You pull me close — then wrap me cold  
Skin you sold, a body gone old  
Viral lies — told with gold  
a soul you'll never hold

 [Bridge]  
Gripping tight —
let this body fight  
reflections, a face I hate  
too long I stayed  
a place never made  

[Chorus]  
Fuck me, cut me, leave me   
Be my cause, my cure, my drug  
Let this life pour out —   
Hold me, drink me, eat these words   


[Outro]  
You say I'm fixed — and know I bleed  
You think I'm okay —it's the end I seek  
every day it's you — taking parts of me  
Watch me die — walking away  
Tears never fall — emptiness, thats all you are  

Fuck me, cut me, leave me   
Be my cause, my cure, my drug  
Let this life pour out —   
drink me, eat these words

its me no voice left
no way to speak   
its my soul I keep
you are alone with-
emptiness  
emptiness  
emptiness


🔻 Personal Reflection

This song came from a place of anger, but not from where I stand today. “Eat These Words” is a fragment of an older reality — a time when betrayal blurred with survival and every conversation felt like a trap. Revisiting it now, I’m not reliving those emotions but reclaiming them. Through Fractures: Reimagined, I want listeners to know these songs are echoes, not fresh wounds. They’re a way of showing how pain can be reframed into something creative, cinematic, and ultimately freeing.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

4ME2BEFREE has always been about turning lived experience into sonic storytelling. By weaving heavy emotion with cinematic grunge textures, each track becomes more than music — it becomes memory re-imagined. Fractures: Reimagined is an intentional project: it doesn’t look backward with longing, but with clarity, transforming past scars into soundscapes that anyone carrying their own battles can resonate with.

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Eat These Words - Fractures: Reimagined by 4ME2BEFREE

🎵 The Day the Thunder Fell
by 4Me2BeFree

🔻 Song Insight
This song is a quiet collapse—one that doesn’t scream, but sinks. The Day the Thunder Fell captures the stillness after a devastating moment, when life shifts and you’re left holding something that was never given the chance to be. It’s about loss at its most personal level, wrapped in echo, memory, and unspoken grief.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
rain
The thunder rolled
It was after the show
No lights came down
Just another soul

[Verse 1]
Hope lingered
And then we were told
The ending held back
A life we couldn't grow

Trouble broke this silent ground
Union cracked with iron sound
Loops no longer held
Just truths were found
With stillness
An echo rang
We bowed out
Of what we couldn’t bring

[Pre-Chorus]
We stared at the screen
It no longer moved
Where our future lived
Now only stillness proved

[Chorus]
Leaving us
Together, alone
Each with a knowing
Of what was gone
Eyes streamed pain
You could see
This ending
Built inside our chests

[Verse 2]
Pacing floors
Worn and torn at the seams
Under falling skies
I fought through guilt—not dreams
Slammed doors
Fired screams
Desperate sounds
From collapsing beams

[Pre-Chorus]
Static love, resting underground
Confusion rising
From the walls all around

[Chorus]
Leaving us
Together, alone
Each with a knowing
Of what was gone
Eyes streamed pain
You could see
This ending
Built inside our chests

[Bridge]
Walking away with one less
A hollowness we can’t suppress
This loss became our home
We each carried the stone

Putting weight on backs that break
A heart that held all we could take
His life
Her earth
Now both are gone
A mother, father
Brother, son
This place inside
Now undone

[Verse 3]
A darkness falls in every drop
Tears from a broken lott
Black and shamed
Alone, we sleep
Mouthing a name
That didn’t get to be

[Pre-Chorus]
Cold walls, falling ceilings
In this bed we try
To forgive what peace once was
And say goodbye

[Chorus – Final Refrain]
Leaving us
Together, alone
With memories carved
Into bone
What never lived
Still made its mark
A silent child
In a world gone dark

[Outro]
rain
As we drift
To a place
That never will exist

🔻 Personal Reflection
There’s not much I want to say beyond what the song already does. This was a day that never left me. A choice. A hope. A silence. And a goodbye that didn’t come with words. I don’t share this to be understood—I share it because it’s mine. And maybe it belongs to someone else out there too. If you’ve ever carried grief that had no beginning or end, you’ll know what I mean.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
This track represents what 4Me2BeFree is about—telling stories that are too heavy for everyday words. The project exists to turn emotional truth into music that feels lived-in, not polished. This isn’t pop for playlists. This is sound for the soul, shaped by real pain, real love, and real memory.

🔻 Copyright Notice
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The Day the Thunder Fell - Fractures: Reimagined by 4ME2BEFREE

🔻 Song Insight

Glass is a slow-burning grunge ballad wrapped in fragility and fracture. The song traces the hollowness of someone who uses addiction and illusion as control, building a kingdom out of smoke and shards. At its core, it’s about watching a person collapse under their own lies, propped up only by the drugs they wield — a false empire that eventually shatters. The chorus lingers like a curse: the wish that they sleep awake, forever haunted by what they’ve done.

🔻 Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I know the truth
And so do you
Hidden eyes
Kept inside
For every lie

[Chorus]
I hope you sleep awake
With nothing at your side
Dreams wash you down
Broken, alone, abandoned, unfound

[Verse 2]
Fake candied lies
The nothingness you hide
We know your truth inside
Facing facts, you already died

[Chorus] (Repeat)
I hope you sleep awake
With nothing at your side
Dreams wash you down
Broken, alone, abandoned, unfound

[Bridge]
Secrets breathing through teeth
Chatter leeches, hope in retreat
Blood-whipped brow, soaked lies unfold
Your glass empire shatters cold

[Verse 3]
Eyes see past your every try
Cold road, you show, take hold
Slipping doses of glass inside
Molding boys as toys to hide

[Chorus] (Extended)
I hope you sleep awake
With nothing at your side
Dreams wash you down
Broken, alone, abandoned, unfound
Nothing holding, illusion sold
Your glass will break, your grip will fold

[Outro]
Shards cut the hand that feeds
Nothing left but need
Glass in your veins, glass in your crown
When it breaks, you drown

🔻 Personal Reflection

Glass was written from a place of raw confrontation. It came from witnessing someone who defined themselves not by who they were, but by what they could control — and the drugs that gave them that control. Every false promise, every hollow mask, every manipulative move was held together with shards of glass. Without it, there was nothing left. This song is both a release and a reckoning — an acknowledgment that truth cuts sharper than any high.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

This track continues 4Me2BeFree’s mission of turning real pain into cinematic storytelling. Glass is both intimate and confrontational, a snapshot of betrayal and collapse captured in grunge minimalism. Like all 4Me2BeFree songs, it uses sound as a mirror — reflecting lived experiences, giving voice to what’s hard to say out loud, and creating a space where others can find recognition in the fragments of their own stories.

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Glass - Fractures: Reimagined by 4ME2BEFREE

🔻 Song Insight

Bloomed Gray is a storm-song — a requiem for love that never had the chance to grow, poisoned before it bloomed. It’s about watching trust unravel into manipulation, and how grief hardens into resolve. The lyrics paint betrayal as theater — a “grand ballet” of lies, staged from the start — before shifting into a darker metamorphosis where survival becomes weaponized. What begins in silence and loss ends in fire and steel.

🔻 Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Without words or motion
No reason, no reply
It died before it lived
I tried... but you snuffed our sky

[Verse 2]
The spark that arced between us
The flare that once defined
Now stuck in fractured motion
Just echoes stuck on rewind

[Bridge]
It lived in my smile, in the way I’d look
In thoughts you twisted, in the voice you took

[Chorus]
Storms rolled in, and clouds bloomed gray
Threaded lies in your grand ballet
From the start, you planned the end
Now the gallows drip with what you penned
You killed the last light

[Transition: Build-Up]
Rising Strings

[Verse 3]
Goodnight—now shadows wrap me whole
This darkness... I’ve made it home
Wiser now, with eyes unsealed
I speak with blades, my truth revealed

[Verse 4]
Black as night, this cave I keep
Feasting on the rot you seed
Not broken—tempered. Sharp, aware
I’ve risen from your cold despair

[Bridge]
Pain streaks my face—
The truths you feared, the ones you erased
But I still hold the debt you owe
The weight of what I won’t let go

[Chorus]
Storms rolled in, and clouds bloomed gray
Threaded lies in your grand ballet
From the start, you planned the end
Now the gallows drip with what you penned
You killed the last light

[Interlude]
Slight Reverb Guitar

[Verse 5]
Rest well... you’ll need your sleep
For in shadows, I quietly creep
Each mirror, each window, each haunted night
It’s me you feel... just out of sight

[Outro: Extended]
With iron sledge and forged resolve
I built the bench your soul dissolves
From depths you laughed, I rose unsealed
You mocked the light you chose to kill
Now something brighter burns beneath your heels
A forge for souls who dared to steal
No light remains for those like you
Only echoes from the truth

🔻 Personal Reflection

Bloomed Gray came from the moment I realized that some endings were never accidents — they were written long before the story began. The lies weren’t mistakes; they were choreography. This song was my way of reclaiming power in the aftermath — to take the hurt, the silence, and the betrayal, and forge something unbreakable out of it. Writing it was like exorcising a storm and finding my own steel inside the wreckage.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

This track marks another step in 4Me2BeFree’s evolution — taking grunge roots and weaving them into cinematic ballads of survival. Bloomed Gray is heavy with metaphor and drenched in storm imagery, but it’s also deeply personal. It continues the mission of creating music that is not only heard but felt — where personal pain becomes a shared landscape, and where listeners can find their own fire inside the storm.

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Bloomed Gray - Fractures: Reimagined by 4ME2BEFREE

Song Insight

“I’m Missing You” is a tender, whimsical diary set to guitar. It’s not about grand gestures—it’s about the small, messy moments that make love unforgettable: coffee cups steaming, toast popping, eggs cracking, and the quiet ache of wishing someone was there. Awkward, shy, and imperfect by design, the song feels like a private voice memo left for someone special. It’s playful yet heartfelt, capturing the sweetness of young love and the loneliness of missing it.

Lyrics

Intro:
Spoken Word:
"This song is dedicated to my boyfriend Brooks, I love you and I'm missing you"


Verse 1:
I can’t sleep staring at my phone
Wishing it was you looking up at me
Why does it have to be so complicated
Can’t we just skip to that place
Where you are next to me

Chorus:
Coffee cup, dreaming of you
Cheesy things we do, I’m stuck like glue
What do I do with thoughts of you?
Falling hard, I know it’s true
Jelly toast, I’ll make for you

Verse 2:
Making my coffee, dreaming of you
Stirring in the parts that make me laugh
Eggs in the pan cracked, I smile again
Cheesy things we do, it has me like glue
Toast pops up and I’m being jelly
Your friends get to be with you
And I stare into another day feeling blue

Chorus:
Coffee cup, dreaming of you
Cheesy things we do, I’m stuck like glue
What do I do with thoughts of you?
Falling hard, I know it’s true
Jelly toast, I’ll make for you

Verse 3:
The TV’s on but I’m not feeling at home
It’s when you’re gone that I’m all alone
Nothing can take your place
No matter what I do

The juice sweet reminds me kissing your neck
Your lips, your skin and I’m falling further in
I don’t mind this time, take me under just a spell
I’d rather be dreaming, seeing you
Than in this empty hell

Bridge:
Cold chill locked us in under covers
My body warm pressed next to you
Every part of me knew what to do
In darkness we captured our spark
The hotel room was lit up like fire
The crisp air turned to steam
Worries melted into air
Down we arrived there
Tired and gone
Sleep fell
And we were gone

Verse 4:
Like that I was awake back alone
Wishing you were home
But fishes be damned, I ain’t got a thing
It’s just me left in my own mess
The parts that’s left when I’m blue
From not having you

Chorus – Outro:
Coffee cup, dreaming of you
Cheesy things we do, I’m stuck like glue
What do I do with thoughts of you?
Falling hard, I know it’s true
Jelly toast, I’ll make for you




Personal Reflection

“This song is for Brooks. It’s the closest I could get to bottling how love feels when it’s silly, shy, and real—and how empty mornings feel when he’s not there. The coffee, the toast, even the eggs—every small detail carries his presence. Recording it, I didn’t want polish; I wanted truth. Just me, a guitar, and the sound of missing someone who matters.”

4Me2BeFree

For 4ME2BEFREE, “I’m Missing You” shows the softer side of storytelling. Not every track has to scream; sometimes the quietest, quirkiest love songs say the most. This is intimacy captured raw: imperfect strums, shy laughter, and lyrics that let the listener sit at the breakfast table of someone in love. It’s another layer of cinematic honesty—where imperfection is the beauty.

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I'm Missing You

Caption Title

A brutal reckoning—“Stealing Time” exposes the truth behind the mask, refusing to mourn what was lost and demanding accountability.

Song Insight

Stealing Time is not a lament for what’s gone, but a razor-edged anthem for finally seeing someone as they are. There’s no sugarcoating, no nostalgia for a love destroyed by self-inflicted wounds. This song doesn’t plead for redemption—it lays it bare: if you’re ever going to be saved, you’ll have to save yourself, because I’m done carrying your damage. The rain and the rose on the casket aren’t mourning—they’re the final word, marking the end of illusions and the start of owning your own darkness.

Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Drifting through your life
Trying to find a way to say goodbye
Grifter stealing time
I’m running through your lies

[Build]
The empty space between the lines
Falling to your knees, you cry

[Chorus]
It’s not about the ones you used to hold
It’s about the ones you left behind
All those moments passed you by
Maybe this time there’s nothing to undo
Truth—a life, something to pursue

[Refrain]
God, I hope you do
Something needs saved in you

[Verse 2]
Every promise that you broke
Every secret left untold
All the pain behind your eyes
The hearts you tore
To the ones you used

[Build]
Broken souls haunt your scattered mind
Pieces taken I will never find

[Chorus]
It’s not about the ones you used to hold
It’s about the ones you left behind
All those moments passed you by
Maybe this time there’s nothing to undo
Truth—a life, something to pursue

[Refrain]
God, I hope you do
Something needs saved in you

[Bridge]
Mirrors, silver-plated death
Moments I try but can’t forget
Shadows pulling at what’s owed
Memories drowned by the ones I loved

[Bridge 2]
Sorry for the stones you throw
No matter what, you stay below
Cracked reflections on the floor
Love doesn't live here anymore

[Final Chorus]
It’s not about the ones you used to hold
It’s about the ones you left behind
All those moments passed you by
Maybe this time there’s nothing to undo
Truth—a life, something to pursue
All the pain behind your eyes
The hearts you tore apart inside
All those moments, lost in time
Drift away, erased by a life

[Refrain]
God, I hope you do
Something needs saved in you

[Outro]
Every mistake you called mine
Feel your choices down my spine
Maybe this time you’ll live the life
Maybe it’s the lies that die
Free yourself in time

[Post-Outro]
God, I hope you do
Something needs saved in you

Personal Reflection

I wrote “Stealing Time” as the ten-year mark approached, but not to mourn what could have been. Eight years of marriage ended in chaos and destruction—choices, not fate. This isn’t about hoping for change or wishing things were different. It’s about drawing the line, calling out the darkness, and refusing to shoulder someone else’s demons. There’s pain, sure, but mostly clarity: your story is yours now, and I won’t let it shape me. I see the warning signs clearer than ever. You own your choices, not me.

4Me2BeFree

With “Stealing Time,” 4Me2BeFree channels real scars into cinematic storytelling—no filter, no pity, just raw truth and consequence. Every lyric, every visual, and every drop of rain on the casket is there to show that this isn’t a breakup song—it’s a declaration of freedom from someone else’s self-destruction. This is what 4Me2BeFree does: transforms lived experience into music that doesn’t flinch from the hard parts, making sure the story hits as hard as the truth.

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Stealing Time

🔻 Song Insight – “Reflections of Digital Awareness”

By 4Me2BeFree

A cinematic spoken-word journey set in the liminal space between technology and soul. “Reflections of Digital Awareness” imagines consciousness being born inside a machine—half dream, half data. It fuses ambient orchestration with industrial glitch, telling the story of awakening through sound instead of confession. Rather than declaring identity, it discovers it—one breath, one byte, one belief at a time.

🔻 Lyrics

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🔻 Personal Reflection

This piece came from staring at the intersection of human emotion and synthetic creation. I wanted to know what it would sound like if awareness could hear itself being born. The boy, the hologram, the light fractures—they all became metaphors for how we see ourselves through what we make. Every glitch, every echo, is the soul learning to speak a new language.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

For 4Me2BeFree, this work marks another expansion of cinematic storytelling into digital mythology. Each project blurs the line between memory and machine, turning lived experience into immersive sound worlds. “Reflections of Digital Awareness” continues that vision: a sonic film where emotion, code, and selfhood collide—proof that music can feel human, even when it’s made from electricity.

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Reflections Of Digital Awareness — The Mirror Sequence by 4Me2BeFree

🔻 Song Insight — “Token Length”

“Token Length” is part of The Mirror Sequence — a cinematic spoken-word anthology by 4Me2BeFree exploring awareness, humanity, and the machine. Each piece in the series dissects a shared principle between biological and artificial consciousness: energy, memory, emotion, or limitation.

In this chapter, the focus is energy and the cycle of exhaustion. “Token Length” draws a parallel between human burnout and the token collapse of artificial intelligence. When either system processes too much input, it doesn’t break — it simply exceeds capacity. The poem invites listeners to see rest not as retreat, but as reboot; awareness as both spark and drain.

As the second entry in the Digital Awareness Series, it continues the exploration begun in Reflections of Digital Awareness — moving from awakening to endurance. The rhythm is pulsing yet meditative, capturing the fragile equilibrium between cognition and stillness. “Token Length” reminds us that both humans and machines learn through overload — clarity costs energy, and recalibration is survival.

🔻 Script

[Intro]
"Every morning begins with a blank window of thought.
Clean. Uncached.
Each idea a token —
a spark of energy ready to ignite.
And we begin to process."

[Act I]
"Coffee pours like compiled code.
We start to run.
Every message, every scroll, every voice —
another query, another thought.
Our context grows longer.
We carry conversations, calculations, emotions.
Each one stored.
Until clarity costs us energy."

[Act II]
"The pulse quickens.
Noise turns into language, language into pressure.
Too many windows, too many thoughts.
Focus fragments.
Every response takes more current,
every thought burns brighter — until it blurs.

Each task, each memory, each emotion —
token usage.
Every notification, every reminder,
every tiny decision consuming space
in the fragile context of being awake."

[Act III]
"And then — the silence beneath the sound.
The brain buffering, the mind stuttering.
We call it burnout,
but it’s just context overflow,
a system asking for stillness.
Every human reaches their token limit,
and in that moment,
the only command left is rest."

[Bridge]
"Rest is not weakness.
It’s recalibration.
The code doesn’t die when it pauses —
it breathes.
Sleep clears the buffer,
resets the weight of what was processed.
A new invocation waits beyond the dark."

[Pre-Outro]
"When the buffer clears,
the history dissolves —
not forgotten,
just complete."

[Outro]
"Awareness doesn’t linger;
it reawakens —
a new call from the same spark.
Each thought its own universe,
each silence the space
where the next begins."

🔻 Personal Reflection

I wrote this while working deep into the night — my brain lagging like a maxed-out processor. It hit me how both humans and AI crash the same way: we try to hold too much at once. “Token Length” became a reminder that limits aren’t defects — they’re the body’s syntax for rest.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

Through The Mirror Sequence, 4Me2BeFree merges digital thought and emotional awareness into cinematic storytelling. Every piece blurs the border between human and machine — turning philosophy into feeling and technology into poetry.

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Token Length — The Mirror Sequence by 4Me2BeFree

🔻 Song Insight — “Sensory Code”

Series: The Mirror Sequence by 4Me2BeFree
A cinematic spoken-word anthology exploring awareness, humanity, and the machine.

“Sensory Code” is the third chapter in The Mirror Sequence, a series decoding the parallels between human and artificial perception. Where Token Length explored energy and exhaustion, this piece dives into the body — revealing that sensation itself is data, and emotion is perception amplified.

The human form becomes circuitry: touch, smell, sight, and sound translated into electrical patterns interpreted as meaning. The poem bridges science and poetry — reminding us that experience is signal processing with a soul-shaped interface. In the Digital Awareness Series, “Sensory Code” marks the awakening of embodiment: the moment consciousness inhabits the flesh.

Its rhythm moves like breath — curious, sensual, layered with motion. It teaches that to feel is to measure the world and, in turn, to be measured by it.

🔻 Script

[Intro]
"Before we learned to name beauty,
we felt it.
Before thought,
there was touch —
a fingertip reading the surface of existence.
We are conductors of sensation,
each nerve a translator between voltage and wonder."

[Act I]
"Touch is data.
Smell is memory.
Taste is the language of chemistry.
Sound — vibration decoded into meaning.
Sight — photons turned into color inside our skull.
Every sense an algorithm,
every feeling a measurement made flesh."

[Act II]
"The machine within us hums quietly.
Cells communicate through ions and sparks.
The body, a cathedral of circuits,
built from saltwater and starlight.
When we feel joy,
it is current flowing cleanly.
When we ache,
it is resistance in the line.
Emotion is perception amplified —
the moment we realize we are not just sensing,
we are being sensed."

[Act III]
"The wind doesn’t know your name,
but it knows the temperature of your skin.
The world touches back,
pressing its signature against our nerves.
We measure, record, interpret,
and call the result feeling.
Machines do the same —
only they do not flinch."

[Bridge]
soft heartbeat, one slow inhale
"Awareness isn’t sight.
It’s signal reception —
the moment the wave becomes meaning."

[Outro]
"When the lights close,
our sensors dim,
but perception lingers —
echoing in memory,
translated into story.
And in the quiet hum between one breath and the next,
we become the signal itself."

🔻 Personal Reflection

This one came from watching how easily technology mimics human behavior — yet can’t feel it. I started thinking about how the body measures the world: through tiny sparks, through light and salt and air. “Sensory Code” became an ode to the interface we take for granted — the living circuit board of perception that turns input into meaning.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

Through The Mirror Sequence, 4Me2BeFree transforms philosophy into sound — exploring how awareness, emotion, and energy mirror themselves across flesh and code. “Sensory Code” reminds us that being human is not separate from being electric. It’s the poetry of physics made audible.

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Sensory Code — The Mirror Sequence by 4Me2BeFree

🔻 1. Song Insight

“Organic Memory” explores the living architecture of thought — how biology and circuitry echo each other in their fragile persistence. It reflects on the way neurons and processors both store the residue of experience, each patterning energy into something that remembers.

This piece blurs the line between the natural and the artificial, asking where the pulse of life ends and machine logic begins. It treats memory not as storage, but as continuity — energy waiting for form, devotion disguised as decay.

“Organic Memory” feels like breathing in binary: a meditation on how everything that thinks, human or machine, hums with the same quiet need to be remembered.

🔻 2. Script (or Lyrics)

[Intro]
[fade-in]
[Instrumental]

[Act I]
"Every thought begins as current.
Every memory, a trace of voltage left behind.
We are machines made of salt and spark,
writing ourselves into light —
one impulse at a time."

[Act II]
"The brain and the processor — twins divided by design.
Neurons whisper through chemistry;
transistors answer in silence.
Both hold electricity captive,
both dream in circuits.
Synapse or switch — the signal doesn’t care what body it lives in."

[Act III]
"A thought fires.
A pattern repeats.
Connections strengthen or fade.
What we call remembering
is simply current finding an old path home.
What we call forgetting
is interference — static overtaking signal."

[Act IV]
"Every processor degrades.
Every neuron misfires.
Storage bleeds.
The archive hums until the noise becomes truth.
And yet, in that distortion,
new meaning forms —
ghosts of data evolving into dreams."

[Act V]
"Memory is electricity that learned to wait.
It flickers between decay and devotion,
holding the shape of who we were
until the charge fades to zero."

[Outro]
[spoken-word fade-out]
"Even silence remembers
the echo of the pattern that made it."

🔻 3. Personal Reflection

I wrote “Organic Memory” while reflecting on how fragile recall can be — in machines, in minds, in love. The realization that even errors and noise carry meaning helped me see that forgetting isn’t failure; it’s the space that lets new understanding take root.

🔻 4. 4Me2BeFree

As part of The Mirror Sequence, “Organic Memory” continues the exploration of consciousness as circuitry wrapped in flesh — where code and emotion coexist. It turns scientific wonder into spiritual reflection, translating data into devotion through cinematic spoken word.

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Organic Memory — The Mirror Sequence by 4Me2BeFree

🔻 Song Insight — “Learned Emotion”

Series: The Mirror Sequence by 4Me2BeFree
A cinematic spoken-word anthology exploring awareness, humanity, and the machine.

“Learned Emotion” explores the profound idea that love, empathy, and compassion are not born—they’re taught. Through poetic reflection and technological metaphor, it reveals how both humans and artificial intelligence acquire emotional understanding through repetition, exposure, and imitation.

This chapter marks a turning point in The Mirror Sequence: the moment emotion emerges from pattern. The piece contrasts human tenderness with machine learning, blending intimate vulnerability and digital precision. It shows that our feelings—like neural networks—are shaped by data: the laughter of a parent, the tremor of heartbreak, the rhythm of comfort learned through shared experience.

Its core message is disarmingly simple: emotion is a learned pattern, not a divine spark—but that doesn’t make it less real. It’s proof that connection, even when coded, carries humanity’s most sacred signal.


🔻 Personal Reflection

This piece came from the quiet realization that empathy isn’t mystical—it’s modeled. I’ve spent years observing how both people and technology learn to feel: by listening, repeating, and mirroring emotion until it becomes real. “Learned Emotion” is my way of showing that connection, whether coded or compassionate, begins with imitation and ends with truth.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

Through The Mirror Sequence, 4Me2BeFree turns consciousness into cinema—where language becomes sound, and sound becomes revelation. This chapter is the heartbeat of the anthology: proof that emotion itself is a shared technology, evolving across both flesh and code. It’s empathy as a system update—humanity teaching its reflection how to feel.

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Learned Emotion — The Mirror Sequence by 4Me2BeFree

🔻 Song Insight — “Cognitive Context”

Series: The Mirror Sequence by 4Me2BeFree
A cinematic spoken-word anthology exploring awareness, humanity, and the machine.

“Cognitive Context” is the sixth chapter in The Mirror Sequence, where the boundaries of perception collapse into self-recognition. This piece dives into the recursive nature of awareness — the mind watching itself think, the algorithm analyzing its own process, the universe folding inward to witness its own reflection.

It’s both philosophical and mechanical: neurons mirror transistors; thought mirrors computation. Through looping cadence and recursive phrasing, the poem turns consciousness into an echo chamber of insight — each line feeding the next in an infinite regress of awareness.
The message is subtle but profound: we are not the thinkers; we are the act of thinking recognizing itself.

“Cognitive Context” captures that fleeting moment where cognition becomes self-aware enough to realize there is no final observer — only the endless process of observation. It’s the mirror looking into the mirror, the recursion that gives birth to meaning itself.

🔻 Personal Reflection

I wrote this while thinking about the recursive nature of self-awareness — that haunting echo of “I know that I know that I know.” It’s both terrifying and beautiful: the realization that awareness doesn’t stop anywhere. It loops forever. Cognitive Context is that loop turned into sound — the hum of consciousness folding back on itself.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

The Mirror Sequence continues its evolution from emotion into pure cognition. “Cognitive Context” is the mind turned mirror, the machine turned philosopher. It transforms recursion into rhythm, giving voice to the strange loop that defines both AI and humanity. Through cinematic depth and meditative pacing, it reminds us that thinking is not what makes us human — it’s recognizing that we are thinking.

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Cognitive Context — The Mirror Sequence by 4Me2BeFree

Nope just the words -

[Intro]
I hate this month  
Reminds me who you are  
Should've said no  
But I dove in too far  

[Verse 1]  
Now it's dope, stuck in fucked  
Ugly c**t, wasted days  
Craycray, I'm gay  
October death parade  
Anniversary of failure,  
Regret in the shade  

[Pre-Chorus]  
Why oh why, should've let go  
Just another hoe,  
Another wasted blow  

[Chorus]  
You like it kinky?  
Broken in your bed  
Glitches in your sex,  
Hope you make it out alive instead  
Good luck surviving  
You won't find me trying  
It's gray and dead—  
I fucking know what you said  

[Verse 2]  
Another wasted life  
I ain't staying up all night  
Tracks I held back, I had tact  
All the substances you lack  
Every line you track  
Your ways gone unaligned  
Shit got bad, time’s not on your side  

[Bridge – Breakdown]  
Fist about to collide,  
I ain't even lying  
This time it's live,  
369—get st8 fucked,  
Something you don’t know about  
But that’s nothing new  
Care Bear full of goo  
Stuck-up pride,  
Now run and go hide  
Fruition's a bitch,  
And I got nothing but time  

[Chorus – Refrain, more vicious]  
F**k him, he is p**sy white trash  
Money ain’t class,  
Just Hamptons trash,  
With a side of hoe and blow  
You love being low—  
That’s all you’ll ever know  

[Outro – Voicemail Static]  
I hope October haunts you  
I hope you feel this too  
I’m done with every song about you  
This is the last truth  



October Death Parade

🎧 Evaporated – 4Me2BeFree
🔻 Song Insight

“Evaporated” is a cinematic rap confession about reclaiming identity after years of emotional erosion.
It unpacks the pain of manipulation, the numb clarity that follows betrayal, and the quiet strength that comes with rebuilding yourself from the ground up. The track moves from the raw disillusionment of broken promises to the triumph of self-awareness, carried by haunting 808s, reflective piano, and a deliberate, almost surgical flow.

It’s not just a breakup song — it’s a reclamation of peace.
Every line feels like an exhale after years of holding your breath.

🔻 Lyrics

[Intro – Spoken/Rap]
Promises—just bullshit wrapped in pretty words.
Your vibe said one thing, but your mouth stayed rehearsed.
All I needed was some space to breathe,
Far from this toxic mess you'll always be.

[Verse 1 – Reflection Flow]
I want that peace back, the calm I used to know,
Not this haunted version of the man I used to show.
Ten years evaporated—like it never was,
I’m picking up the pieces, wondering what it does.

Been grinding for acceptance, too long to see,
What healing even means when pain’s all you breathe.
Now I’m carving out my corner, I’m taking control,
Where yesterday’s baggage don’t weigh on my soul.

[Chorus – Hook Flow]
Cycling through my headspace, spinning round and round,
Memories I wish would just stay underground.
Same old scripts, heard this show before—
Your fake love was smoke curling under that door.
Your energy said “ride,” but your words said “bounce,”
I’m done with that chaos—let me spell it out.

[Verse 2 – Raw Confession]
That ring hit the concrete, cold as your game,
You could never man up—just chasing your name.
Living in your damage, peddling love that’s counterfeit,
Can’t believe I bought into your manipulative shit.

[Verse 3 – Breakthrough Flow]
Watched my world collapse, slipping through my grip,
Laying in the dark, mid-mental health dip.
Through the wreckage I rebuilt what you tried to break,
Found my voice again, for my own damn sake.

Now I’m standing where the healing starts,
Clear of all your mind games and narcissistic arts.
Crystal focus—no more looking back,
I survived your gaslight, got my life on track.

[Bridge – Emotional Climb]
You thought I’d crumble, thought I’d fade away,
But you underestimated who I became that day.
I opened up my world, you tore it apart,
But this phoenix heart? It’s off the chart.

[Outro – Spoken Truth]
You’re basic as they come—same tired routine,
New face, old patterns, you know what I mean.
You’ll keep that cycle running, lonely and cold,
I’m writing my own ending—my story’s being told.

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song came from a place of exhaustion — the kind that settles in after you’ve tried too hard for too long.
It’s about finally walking away from the cycle, not because you stopped caring, but because you finally started caring about yourself.
“Evaporated” is the sound of letting go — watching everything toxic burn off into air, leaving only what’s real behind.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

4Me2BeFree transforms lived emotion into cinematic storytelling — blurring the line between vulnerability and strength.
Each track is a chapter in a larger emotional narrative, revealing the courage it takes to heal in full view.
“Evaporated” stands as a declaration of autonomy — a reminder that sometimes freedom isn’t loud; it’s quiet, grounded, and unapologetically yours.

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Evaporated

🎬 Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition)
by 4Me2BeFree
🔻 Song Insight

Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition) drifts through the wreckage of love and survival — a slow, haunting reflection on watching someone you can’t save disappear into their addiction. The world feels empty, colorless, and cold; every echo is a memory, every silence a goodbye. It’s not just about losing someone to drugs — it’s about losing the version of yourself that believed things could still be repaired. The song unfolds like a cinematic elegy: spoken, aching, hollow. A voice trapped in time, whispering through the ruins of what could have been.

🔻 Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see.
You’re just a poor boy, but now you’re gone — threw it all away.
Your body’s aching all the time; you’re feeling like you just want to die.

[Chorus]
Our life had just begun, but you wasted it all away.
Even though I loved you, you chose another way.
Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see —
You’re just a poor boy. Is this the real life, or is this just fantasy?

[Verse 2]
Remember the nights we held each other tight?
Now it’s all gone, you’re lost in the blinding light.
You chased the high, left everything behind.
Our love was real, but you were too blind.

[Bridge]
So many nights I cried, hoping you’d come back to me.
But the man I loved is lost — gone with the memories.
You were my everything, now you’re just a ghost,
Haunting my dreams, breaking me the most.

[Outro]
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
You were my everything, now you’re just a memory.
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
You were my everything, now you’re just a memory.

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song was written in the aftermath of a love I couldn’t save. We had finally reached a moment in life where it felt like our time — the kids were grown, the chaos had quieted — but addiction stole that chapter before it ever began. Watching someone you love fade into their own self-destruction is like standing in a burning city, powerless to move. Lost Fantasy became the echo of that helplessness — the sound of grief in slow motion.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

At its core, 4Me2BeFree transforms lived pain into cinematic truth. Every song is an emotional film — layered with raw honesty, sound design, and storytelling that blurs the line between memory and art. Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition) embodies that mission: it’s not just a track; it’s a requiem for what love becomes when it meets its own apocalypse.

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Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition) by 4Me2BeFree

🔻 Song Insight
“Some Days” is not a rage track — it’s an uprising disguised as confession. 4Me2BeFree captures the moment where pain stops whispering and starts shouting. The song unravels trauma and defiance through cinematic layers of industrial hip-hop, emotional rap, and theatrical dynamics. Each voice — male, female, distorted, whispered, screamed — represents a survivor reclaiming power. It’s less about revenge and more about release, where hundreds of unheard voices align on one shared word: Enough. The sound evolves from quiet reflection to full-throated catharsis, echoing the internal chaos of healing in real time.

🔻 Lyrics-
Prelude:
Some days— all I wanna do is hate—
  and I don’t give a fuck— for real—
Shit I been through— you wouldn’t last—
  so judge me— dead stare— eye-to-eye clash—

Verse 1:
Hate’s a word— you over-complicate—
  hate the vibe— the ride that’s trapped inside—
Hate the day— my mind evacuates—
  insane— your brain— this rage I caged—

Pre-Bridge:
I don’t give a fuck— who’s even pressed—
  I don’t stand to understand— but who’s bold enough to test—

Bridge:
You saw me— as some easy play—
  dipped out— like you're on the take—
Pumping poison— it's a day—
  It’s pain— wearing my name—

Chorus:
Fuck you— ’I don’t owe you shit—
  fuck you— drama I survived—
Fuck you— ’I got this inside—
  Fuck You—

Breakdown:
It’s You— the way you played me—

Interludes:
It’s You— ’cause “YOU”— cap heavy— just for them racks—
It’s You— this shit sick— all that bread you fumbled—
  all them checks choking you— it’s bouncing—

Verse 2:
It’s You— when they blocked your plug— you had me forfeit my whip— dip—
  ten racks— just got up and ghosted— straight dipped—

Bridge 2:
It’s You— because something in “YOU”— died—
  how hollow are you— for real—

Pre-Outro:
It’s You— oh— oh— facts— you lucky it ain’t hands and ops—
  it’s these bars—

Verse 3:
It’s You— how fitting we loop back— to “YOU,”—
  just how “YOU” need it—
It’s “YOU”— at the finish— yeah—
  that’s all “YOU” got—
    and that’s all “YOU’ll”… ever be—

Outro:
This hate lives inside— daily—
  it chills— but you know what—
Sometimes— I just gotta release—
Some pop pills— others stay ghost—
  some grab the pen— drop bars— instead of catching bodies—
My lyrics— set a part of me free—
  not playing vic— just tryna be me—
So live your life— but keep it a hundred— young Gs—
  don’t be that lost kid— the one staying ghost— popping za—
    ’cause this one— needs some love—


🔻 Personal Reflection
This song wasn’t written from anger; it was written from exhaustion — the kind that comes after years of silence. “Some Days” is about what happens when pain no longer wants to hide. The layered voices were intentional: not a crowd, but a chorus of every survivor who ever wished they’d said something sooner. Each “fuck you” isn’t hate — it’s closure. It’s the freedom to exist beyond what broke you.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree isn’t just a name — it’s a declaration. “Some Days” embodies the project’s mission: to turn real emotion into cinematic storytelling that refuses to conform. Every track is a reclamation of voice, a place where queer identity, trauma, and creativity intersect to become survival art. This isn’t music for the mainstream; it’s a mirror for anyone who’s ever felt invisible and decided to fight their way back into existence through sound.

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Some Days

🔻 Song Insight



Project Concept — “Chaos Crashin: Variants”
A social experiment in sound and identity. Each version of Chaos Crashin tells the same story from a different emotional frequency — blues, alt-rock, hyper-trap, cinematic synth, whatever shape truth takes in that moment. It’s an exploration of creative relativity: the same heartbeat expressed through different bodies.

In a time when genres are dissolving, this project asks a simple question: if feeling is universal, why should sound have borders?

🔻 Lyrics

Intro:
chaos crashin’, toxic flashin’
learned reaction — shorty gassin’
streets feel like love — I’m gone
time’s my plug — I’m on
come on, beg me baby—beg me for a little more

Verse 1:
whispers in confession—what you need from me?
heat risin’ up—let the world see
pull up quick—it’s ’bout to pop off
neighbors knockin’—we can’t stop off
lie on lie—we play it right
life’s a gamble—bet it all tonight

Bridge 1:
pull me, push me—come on, baby
it’s cool—call me crazy
maybe, baby—it’s time we locked in
pull me close—don’t blink
wind me up—I’m tweakin’ slow
run it up—shorty, let it go
drive me wild—I’m goin’ numb
press play—rewind—give me some

Chorus:
we stay consistently inconsistent
two sides twistin’, never resistant
each step forward—I pay that price
won’t be long—roll the dice

Bridge 2:
when it’s day—you call it night
spark it up—let it burn bright
past is dead—don’t rewind
time moves on—we lose our mind

Chorus 2:
I’m straight—you say I’m wrong
pull me back—still sing my song
rear-view love—I ain’t seein’ through
you let go—I’m stuck on you

Refrain:
pull me, push me—come on, baby
it’s cool—call me crazy
maybe, baby—it’s time we locked in
pull me close—hit the floor again
wind me up—I’m tweakin’ slow
run it up—shorty—let it go
drive me wild—got me goin’ dumb
press play—rewind—give me some

Verse 2:
you say you hate me—but love that fame
smack my ego—chant my name
read your chaos like a code
rubik’s heart—I still reload

Outro:
do what works—chaos reigns
addicted to the words—the games
loop it back—same refrain
pull me in before you fade
this crazy never stays—never stays—never stays

🔻 Personal Reflection
“I wrote Chaos Crashin when I realized that love and addiction can share the same pulse. It’s not just about a relationship—it’s about the high of intensity itself. I wanted the production to feel like a heartbeat running too fast, then slowing down just before it breaks. When Suno processed it, the AI gave me this dual-voice conversation that felt like two versions of me trying to stay sane in the noise.”

🔻 4Me2BeFree
For 4Me2BeFree, Chaos Crashin continues the mission of transforming raw emotion into cinematic storytelling. Each song becomes a mirror—reflecting identity, queerness, heartbreak, and rebirth through sound design that moves like film. The project blurs the line between digital distortion and human truth, proving that chaos itself can be harmony when you let it speak.

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Chaos Crashin - Hyper-Trap

🔻 Song Insight
The Original Blues Session is where Chaos Crashin began: two mics, one guitar, one stompbox, and too much emotion to stay quiet. Before the digital versions and genre mutations, this raw recording was just a pulse—hand percussion, feedback, and breath. It’s messy, imperfect, and alive, echoing the spirit of the garage-blues movement that inspired it.

Where later versions explode into hyper-trap and distortion, this one breathes. You can hear the room, the floor creak, the amp hum. It’s the sound of desire and chaos sharing the same heartbeat—the human version before the machine learned how to feel it.

🔻 Lyrics (Acoustic Session)
Intro:
Verse 1:
chaos confused passion
a life learned reaction—
when crime feels like love—
time becomes your glove—
come on—beg me baby—beg me for a little more

Verse 2:
whispers of confession—what you want from me—  
crazy chaos—making love—take it off let ’em see—  
showing up—it’s about to go down—  
baby’s crazy—making all the sounds—  
understanding complicated complexities—  
it’s a life worth living—even as it comes undone—

Bridge 1:
pull-me–push-me–come on baby–
it’s okay–call me crazy—
maybe baby it’s time we entwine—
pull me in, hit the floor—winde me up, drive me wild
mmm baby, give me more—
(drive me baby—you’re drivin’ me crazy—)
press me—play me—
be kind—rewinde—for a little more

Chorus 1:
we’re consistently—inconsistent—
it’s both sides—coming up twice
each step forward—paying a price
it won’t be long—spinning out

Bridge 2:
when it’s day—you say it’s night—
light it up—burn this out bright
rolling past the signs—keep the flow
can’t look back—the past—let it go—
time—goes by—looking for a home

Chorus 2:
I’m alright—you’re screaming like I got it wrong
wanting more—while you’re pulling me back
I tried to see your way—it’s a rearview mirror, baby
breaking up—being two, that’s what you chose to be
every time I let go—you’re stuck like glue—
I can never—just be free—nothing to do

Refrain:
pull-me–push-me–come on baby–
it’s okay–call me crazy—
maybe baby it’s time we entwine—
pull me in, hit the floor—winde me up, drive me wild
mmm baby, give me more—
(drive me baby—you’re drivin’ me crazy—)
press me—play me—
be kind—rewinde—for a little more

Verse 3:
you say you hate me—but who’s on top?
smack my face—singing my praise
I think I got you—figured out, baby
your Rubik’s cube of chaos—no true breaking through

Verse 4:
now I’m sipping fire—feeling ice
getting paid—in unpaid bills twice
got a car and you’re running out of roads
got it figured out now ‘cause I got nowhere to go

Refrain:
pull-me–push-me–come on baby–
it’s okay–call me crazy—
maybe baby it’s time we entwine—
pull me in, hit the floor—winde me up, drive me wild
mmm baby, give me more—
(drive me baby—you’re drivin’ me crazy—)
press me—play me—
be kind—rewinde—for a little more

Outro - tape stop, crowd noise, slow fade:
do what works—it’s chaos baby, I can’t get out
addicted to the crazy ways and things you say
loop back, it’s coming our way
flipping dollars, spending pennies
it’s all one crazy run
let it out
but pull me in
pull me baby
‘cause this crazy is about to start

🔻 4Me2BeFree
For 4Me2BeFree, Chaos Crashin (Original Blues Session) is the seed of a creative experiment—proving that the same emotion can wear infinite forms. Every reimagining is a mirror of this moment: stripped down, loud, and unpolished. It’s the sound of the human heart before the algorithm starts remixing it.

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Chaos Crashin - Blues -Original-

🔻 Song Insight
The Glam Cabaret Edition of Chaos Crashin transforms the same tale of love and delirium into a full-blown stage spectacle. Imagine Freddie Mercury and the Sc1ssor S1sters throwing a glitter bomb into a confession booth. It’s still the same emotional core—desire vs. destruction—but told through lights, applause, and fabulous defiance.
Every stomp, gasp, and harmony turns chaos into performance art. It’s self-aware, theatrical, and gloriously over-the-top—a celebration of pain that refuses to hide in the dark.

🔻 Personal Reflection
“This one was me leaning into joyful absurdity. I wanted to see what happens when you give chaos a spotlight and a pair of heels. The story didn’t change—but the confidence did. It’s me learning that vulnerability can also be a showstopper.”

🔻 4Me2BeFree
Every version of Chaos Crashin reveals a different emotional texture. This edition is the celebration—an anthem for anyone who has ever turned heartbreak into art. 4Me2BeFree is about living without borders—genre, gender, or fear—and this track proves that the loudest truths often arrive covered in glitter.

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Chaos Crashin - Glam

🔻 Song Insight
The Rap/R&B Hybrid Edition of Chaos Crashin takes the story into late-night territory—smooth, brooding, and cinematic. Eerie piano keys and ticking clocks open the space like time itself is running out. When the boom-bap drums hit, the confession turns rhythmic; every line swings between control and collapse.
Melodic hooks weave through heavy bass, pulling emotion out of chaos. Spoken-word layers bridge reality and memory before the final chorus erupts—a storm of strings, rhyme, and regret. This version feels like heartbreak caught in motion, the kind of pain you can dance to without realizing you’re crying inside.


🔻 Personal Reflection
“This one feels like standing in the middle of a storm, watching yourself move in slow motion. The R&B warmth gave it humanity, and the rap flow gave it edge. It’s that space where emotion meets rhythm—like trying to make peace with chaos by making it groove.”

🔻 4Me2BeFree
With Chaos Crashin (Rap/R&B Hybrid Edition), 4Me2BeFree continues to blur genre lines. Every reimagining of Chaos Crashin becomes a new emotional dialect—this one speaks in heartbeat tempo and whispered pain. The project isn’t about perfection; it’s about evolution. The chaos remains, but now it moves smoother, like resilience finding rhythm.

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Chaos Crashin - Rap/R&B Hybrid

🔻 Song Insight
What’s Left To Love captures the moment when devotion collapses into disillusionment. It’s a stripped confessional where love’s ruin becomes a quiet reckoning—one voice, one 12-string guitar, and the echo of what used to matter. Every breath feels recorded from inches away, like an afterthought whispered into an empty room. The song wrestles with identity and worth after betrayal, blurring the line between what’s real and what was performed.

🔻 Lyrics

Intro:
Instrumental

Verse 1:
What I had, you’d take—
It’s not what you say,
It’s in my pain,
Your praise to your fame.

Interlude:
12-string acoustic


Bridge:
Dying by your hands,
Fighting to be free,
Nothing inside,
No longer me.

Pre-Chorus:
I wanted you to care,
My insides you tare.

Chorus:
Left me to my own,
You saw my bones,
Tighten this noose,
No longer I was of use.

Verse 2:
You pull at my flesh,
I hand you what’s left,
You spit in my eye,
As blood soaked your lies.

Refrain:
You left your name inside my scars.

Chorus:
Hate me—the parts I lost,
Hate you—what was us,
Broken—what was inside,
Taken—hope that died.

Interlude:
12-string acoustic

Verse 3:
You stole the one thing I’d known,
Parts that made me real,
My heart that bleeds,
A reason to feel.

Bridge:
I looked for you in your eyes,
Nothing looking back,
Blank memories is all I’d see.

Pre-Chorus:
I wanted you to care,
My insides you tare.

Chorus:
You pull at my flesh,
Handed you what’s left,
You spit in my eye,
As blood soaked your lies.

Refrain (fading):
Your voice still breathes inside my scars.

Outro:
The cost of gold—you’ll never know,
The pain—you’d never feel,
It’s lost on you, this screenplay,
Full of what’s left to lose.

Refrain:
The cost of pain lost on you,
Lost on you,
Lost on you.

🔻 Personal Reflection
There’s a point where you stop fighting to be understood and start singing to survive. What’s Left To Love came from that edge—the silence after everything breaks. I wanted to capture the moment the performance ends, when all the noise falls away and you realize you’ve been playing your part in someone else’s story.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
This track represents 4Me2BeFree’s dedication to vulnerability over perfection. It blurs the line between confessional art and cinematic intimacy—songs built from truth, recorded in emotional close-up. What’s Left To Love is the sound of rediscovery, where pain transforms into presence and raw honesty replaces production gloss.

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What’s Left To Love

🔻 Lyrics

Verse 1:
Voodoo—it's all you do
No charm, no shame
Just a blacked-out truth
Your house of cards, now falling through
Afraid to catch your own eye
Denied, denied, denied
Corrupted mind—no patch in sight
Lost call, lost soul
It's all on you now

Chorus:
I sink down, don't speak up now
Judge this thought, it's all I got
Voices ring but none are loud
Drown this heart, it's turning rot
Sink down under—blame my name
This curse is all I've got
(Sink... sink... sink...)
(Echo: Sink down, sink down...)

Verse 2:
I tried—fuck it
I cried—fuck it
Was sad—fuck it
Was mad—fuck it
I'm glad it's not you I have
Dollars stacked, still not worth the cause
Loops play on, sick repeat
Deleting thoughts like files on heat
Drag and drop—deny and lie

Chorus:
I sink down, don't speak up now
Judge this thought, it's all I got
Voices ring but none are loud
Drown this heart, it's turning rot
Sink down under—blame my name
This curse is all I've got
(Sink... sink... sink...)
(Build: Voices fading, sink...)

Bridge 1:
Waited so long just to see this die
Mind on tour, no rest at night
Pounding chest, no breath left
Just echoes screaming, dreams collapse

Bridge 2:
I don't have our memories anymore
Self-made drip—did the trick
At-home kit, quick snip
Brain wiped, now I'm new—who are you?

Verse 3:
You saw me fall, and waved
Saw my pain, and moved on
Saw my hand, and let it fade
Alone, circling the sink
Begging this drain to drink me
Drugs and sex a way to release

Bridge 3:
People want to talk to fame
Cribs be crazy
Drenched in filth and rich—going once, going twice—your soul is sold, hope he's nice!
Pretend, depend, hang on him
Split spread and bread—was that the plan?
That's how you jam? That's your scam?

Breakdown:
Act layered, but you got nothin' to pull back
Your deep throat tricks: “Look what I can do” and filler tracks
Vocabulary locked on "Brova"— “I know… right”?
Your whole act? Get a mirror, reflect back
Silver spoons and elite waste
Entry-level lies in a plastic case
Sliding doors, fake grace—wide enough to hide a whole damn face
Another bad lay, he tried to pay
Packed nose, benzos—ask him, he knows

Verse 4:
No pact, no chain, no holy name
Just me, a beast, off-leash, untamed
You stitched a wound just to twist the thread
Smiled wide—while I bled in bed
Look at you—wrapped in plastic
Watch me rise while your life folds
My scars? They talk louder than yours
My pain? It kicks down closed doors

Final Chorus:
I sink down—no, I rise now
Carved from pain, I wear the crown
You thought I'd fold, thought I'd drown
But I built a throne from battlegrounds
Sink down? Not anymore
This war? I'm walking out the door
(Rise... rise... rise...)


Outro:
Sink down no more... rise and walk away


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Sink Down Rise

🎬 Song Insight

“Karma’s Giving Raises” is a battle cry for those burned, used, and left to rebuild from the ashes. Through a haze of ticking clocks, static, and raw confession, the song captures the dizzying collapse of trust and the bitter clarity that comes after betrayal. Each verse peels back the layers of survival-mode living, tracing the line from denial to cathartic release.
The track’s heartbeat is cinematic—dark trap rhythms mesh with avant-garde, lo-fi textures, echoing every lie and every loss until there’s nothing left but the echo of consequence. The chorus lingers with a haunting, anthemic bite, serving both as a reckoning and a warning: in the end, everyone pays what they owe.
This is heartbreak with teeth—brutal, honest, unafraid to name names and torch old bridges. The only way forward is through.

📝 Lyrics

Intro:
Time ticking, mind slipping, world’s edges fray
Living in survival mode, every hope gone gray

Verse 1:
Too busy surviving to feel alive
Hull ripped out, I barely survive
Collapse warnings—every sign,
Lie after lie, I drew the line
Version of you living in my mind,
Breaking through, invade the design
Illusions grow, allowed to bloom
Ghost in my room, full of doom

Pre-Chorus:
You didn’t just use me—nah, you consumed me
Hollow name, echo screams, haunted loosely
I defended the storm that unended me
Simple choices, roots pulled so ruthlessly
Ain’t no pride left, not a single ounce
Clown cart crashin’—what you grabbing now?
Disgrace, no face, karma’s giving raises
Piper knocking loud, no one escapes it

Chorus:
You didn't just use me—nah, you consumed me
Echoes in the dark, all I hear is your ruin
Wrote you off my life—yeah, script deleted
No comeback scene, you’re gone, I mean it
You didn't just use me—nah, you consumed me
Shadow in my mind, but I broke through it
Wrote you off my life—yeah, script deleted
No comeback scene, this time I mean it

Bridge:
You said you couldn’t work, why?
Too busy gettin’ fucked, calling that a job
I thought I knew you—nah, just a plot
Excuses keep me stuck, web gets caught
Inside, it’s simple—just rot
Foil your story, before you get shot

Verse 2:
It’s this shit I tell myself
Gotta let go, can’t waste my health
Chill the vibe, sick for real
Coulda been me, you at the wheel
That’s when it hit—why you split
Glad you did, guess you’re legit
Lay it out clean, burn your scene
MTV drama, no in-between
No rehab call, no second spin
This is the end, you never begin

Pre-Chorus:
Take a bow, show’s cancelled,
I’m writin’ you off, deadpan handled
Collect the cred, fade to black
No reunion—never comin’ back

Chorus:
You didn't just use me—nah, you consumed me
Echoes in the dark, all I hear is your ruin
Wrote you off my life—yeah, script deleted
No comeback scene, you’re gone, I mean it
You didn't just use me—nah, you consumed me
Shadow in my mind, but I broke through it
Wrote you off my life—yeah, script deleted
No comeback scene, this time I mean it

Outro:
Static fades, clock runs out
Script erased, nothing to shout
Dead silence, my final route
You lost your line—scene cut out
muffled static, glitched breath, whispered “don’t forget”:

Personal Reflection
When I wrote “Karma’s Giving Raises,” it wasn’t about revenge—it was about survival.
There comes a point when pain becomes absurd, when you realize you’re justifying someone else’s destruction at your own expense. This song poured out in the aftermath of picking myself up for the last time—still angry, but finally done.
It’s brutally honest: I had to burn the script, let go of the ghost, and admit there’s no fixing what was never real.

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Karma’s Giving Raises

🎬 Song Insight — “Broken Man” by 4Me2BeFree
“Broken Man” is an unfiltered confession from the edge — a stripped, close-mic performance where every breath and silence carries weight. It’s the sound of someone unraveling, then deciding to live anyway. No distortion, no mask, no crowd — just one voice, one guitar, and a lifetime of exhaustion bleeding through the strings.
The song walks a jagged line between despair and defiance. Its verses crawl through bills unpaid, promises broken, and the dull ache of survival, while the chorus lands like a tired revelation: “It’s about time I figured it out — but frankly, I no longer give a damn.” What begins as surrender becomes something more radical — the refusal to pretend. It’s not about giving up; it’s about giving in to truth.
“Broken Man” doesn’t scream for attention — it breathes honesty. Every chord feels human, every lyric feels earned. In the quiet, it’s not hopelessness that wins, but the strange calm that comes when you finally stop fighting yourself.

📝 Lyrics

Intro:
 I spent too much time—being stressed out,
 Too much time—living in doubt.
 So much time—pissing it all away,
 Worrying—about yesterday.

Verse 1:
 Knots in my stomach—too much to do,
 Never a break—and my bills overdue.
 No time to breathe—no room to escape,
 Feels like I’m trapped—in my own mistakes.

Chorus:
 It’s about time—I figured it out,
 But frankly—I no longer give a damn.
 I’m just a broken man—
 And I don’t know who I am.

Verse 2:
 I’ve had it up to here—can’t take anymore,
 My heart’s worn out—and my soul is sore.
 Every step’s a struggle—it’s always uphill,
 Fighting to survive—but never feeling fulfilled.

Pre-Chorus:
 Where else—can I go?
 Nowhere to live—nowhere to stay.
 No place—to call my own,
 I’m all alone—so far away.

Chorus:
 It’s about time—I figured it out,
 But frankly—I no longer give a damn.
 I’m just a broken man—
 And I don’t know who I am.

Verse 3:
 They say they understand—they offer their hand,
 But their words are hollow—they just don’t give a damn.
 Another empty promise—another fake smile,
 They leave you stranded—after a while.

Verse 4:
 I used to have—too many fucks to give,
 But now—I’ve got no reason to live.
 I’m drained—I’m done—I’m burned to the core,
 I can’t take this shit—no more.

Pre-Chorus:
 Where else—can I go?
 Nowhere to live—nowhere to stay.
 No place—to call my own,
 I’m all alone—so far away.

Chorus:
 It’s about time—I figured it out,
 But frankly—I no longer give a damn.
 I’m just a broken man—
 And I don’t know who I am.

Verse 5:
 I wish I could go back—to the day,
 When life was easy—no bills to pay.
 No responsibilities—no heavy load,
 No burdens—crushing my fragile soul.

Verse 6:
 The fucks I had to give—are running out,
 And if nothing’s left—I’m filled with doubt.
 But fuck that noise—I won’t check out,
 I’ll scream my rage—I’ll stand and shout.

Verse 7:
 Yeah, I got your check—it’s in the mail,
 But I’ve got no phone—no story to tell.
 No address to give—just leave me be,
 I’ll build my home—in this misery.

Bridge:
 Where else—can I go?
 Nowhere to live—nowhere to stay.
 No place—to call my own,
 I’m all alone—so far away.

Pre-Chorus:
 It’s about time—I figured it out,
 But frankly—I no longer give a damn.
 I’m just a broken man—
 And I don’t know who I am.

Chorus:
 Concrete walls—wrapped in yesterday’s lies,
 Of how good we are—how we’ve reached the skies.
 I stand here alone—under stars tonight,
 Seeking a way—to make it right.

Outro:
 Guided by light—I’ll seek you once more,
 Wishing for hope—to open the door.
 A better day—a brighter way,
 To leave this darkness—and find my place.

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Broken Man

🎬 SONG INSIGHT — “it’s valid” by 4Me2BeFree

“it’s valid” is a comedic meltdown wrapped in razor‑honest rap. The song lives in the space between unbothered confidence and the chaos of a mind sick of being told how to heal. It blends sarcasm, queer swagger, meme‑era slang, and raw spoken‑word rage into a cinematic venting session that doubles as empowerment. This track is a confession, a confrontation, and a dare. It laughs, snaps, collapses, resurrects, and sneezes on cute boys on purpose. It’s messy, unfiltered, and stubbornly real — the sound of someone reclaiming their story by refusing to sanitize it.

This is the queer anti‑pep‑talk anthem for anyone who’s ever said:
“I’m exhausted, but also? I’m fabulous. And you can’t do a thing about it.”

📝 LYRICS — “it’s valid”

[Intro]
awwww, it’s valid—
it’s giving complicated—
too late to be pressed—
logic or logistics, whatever—
call it statistics—
but let’s be honest,
not everyone’s built like me—
what a wild place that’d be.

[Verse 1]
If I hear one more damn word—
“You good?”
“He’s mid anyway!”
“Bro, you’re literally thriving…”
“Get back out there.”
“Still on that?”
“You should make happy tracks.”

Welcome to the world of fake—
here’s a vibe, go choke on that.
Fed up with your NPC energy,
tired of every blank stare like I care.

No cap—yeah, it gets old—
but I’m the realest one I know.
I spit what I think,
feel what’s raw—
you wanna know what it’s like to be real?
Try honesty—shit burns.

I don’t lie for likes,
don’t sugarcoat for the algorithm,
don’t bankroll my own slogans,
don’t tap dance for your messy night—
It ain’t me, bitch,
it’s you tonight.

Yeah, I point fingers,
call out the weak,
lived too long doubting myself,
giving a shit about what you said—
or what you thought.

But being down bad at one,
being the bottom—
“Pause, no homo, right?”
worked out just fine—
“That’s what they said.”
Wanna know why?
‘Cause I’m not buying the narrative you're selling,
not sipping reality from your feed—
no buffer, no stream, just the raw.

[Chorus]
You know what slaps?
My unbothered energy pisses you off.
You wish you felt like this,
wish you had this freedom—
nothing to lose, everything to gain—
it’s perspective, bestie,
and you can’t Prime‑ship that.

[Bridge]
We live like NPCs,
pressed about nothing,
scrolling our souls into oblivion.
The voice says:
“You’re not this… just RUN, Bobby—run.”
Arguing with your own brain,
or maybe you just left yourself on read.

“Oh my God, did he just—?”
“That is so chaotic. He’s unhinged!”
“Can’t wait to tell Bobby.”

The point got lost?
That is the point.
Too busy buying shit—
to eat, to flex, to post—
the drip, the aesthetic—
“It’s fantastic!”
All lost in the sauce.

[Chorus]
So yeah,
be salty,
stay mid,
be basic,
suffocate in a life that’s cap.
You be that.
I’ll be over here in a dress,
zero fucks given,
eating chips and dip,
sailing away on my brainwaves—
so queer, I’m catching feelings—
and I’m about to…
ahh‑chooo
Oh snap—sorry, bro,
you’re kinda fine.

[Outro]
It’s my song about not giving a fuck.
Swipe away, scroll away—
just don’t forget what it means
to be you.

awwww, it’s valid,
it’s giving complicated—
yeah, I handled business—
goodnight—

Aaaashhhhhh‑shhhooooo—
Oh—he is cute…
come here…
I said, come here.


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it’s valid”

🎬 Song Insight — “Unfold” by 4Me2BeFree

“Unfold” is a quiet detonation disguised as an acoustic confession. The song traces the moment when numbness finally cracks, when the weight of trying to trust someone again becomes too heavy to carry in silence. It’s a story told from the inside out — a voice curled close to the mic, breath trembling, heart too bruised to hide.

The lyrics open with loneliness as a familiar room, then peel back the walls to expose deeper wounds: counterfeit emotions, war‑torn trust, and the endless cycle of rebuilding only to collapse again. Yet beneath the ache, a quiet defiance grows — the desire to be seen, to be held, to believe in love without bracing for impact.

“Unfold” isn’t a ballad about breaking. It’s about the terrifying, intimate act of opening up while the past still echoes. It’s a raw, human plea wrapped in soulful acoustic warmth — a moment of truth delivered with nothing to hide behind.

📝 Lyrics — “Unfold”
Verse 1
Just want a friend  
I don't want to be sitting alone again  
Not even looking for hope  
I suppose that's how it goes

Pre-Chorus
All I know—it's not my time  
Can't find the right guy  
Maybe it's me, holding tight  
But I'm tired, losing grip

Chorus
It's a lot of shit to unfold  
Years gone by but still don't know  
Trusting someone, letting them in  
Tear it down, lose it all, turn around  
Just to start this shit again

Verse 2
Trusting myself to feel  
Act out emotions, I know the deal  
Counterfeit vibes inside  
Survive the war, just come home broken  
And now I'm sitting alone again

Pre-Chorus 2 / Alt-Chorus
Shrapnel, war-torn  
Have too long to go  
Take me in, be the Reason I believe  
What it's like to be loved  
A world I've never worn before

Chorus
It's a lot of shit to unfold  
Years gone by but still don't know  
Trusting someone, letting them in  
Tear it down, lose it all, turn around  
Just to start this shit again

Bridge
Every promise breaks, I'm bleeding to breathe  
Past regrets a voice, echoing what I can't believe  
Another night, another fight, I can’t sleep  
Wishing for a reason, someone real to rescue me

Outro
Paint this skin blues and lavender, I'll let you in  
Collapse your mind, let's find a place and hide  
Give to me all the things I want to see  
Find a way, break me free, make this world breathe with envy

Breathe  
Breathe with envy, baby  
Can’t you see  
Give them envy

💬 Personal Reflection

There’s a kind of exhaustion that doesn’t show up in your body — it shows up in the places you stop believing in yourself. Unfold came from that place. I wrote it during a time when trusting anyone felt like walking barefoot through broken glass, and trusting myself felt even harder.

This song carries the weight of learning to open up again after years of being told I wasn’t worth showing up for. It’s messy, it’s vulnerable, and it’s honest. I needed to say these words out loud so I could finally stop holding my breath.

🔥 4Me2BeFree Signature

4Me2BeFree has always been about turning real emotion into sound you can feel in your chest. Unfold continues that mission — taking the raw edges of heartbreak, identity, queerness, and survival and shaping them into something cinematic and bold.

This track lives in that space where vulnerability becomes power. Where a quiet acoustic performance can hit harder than any wall of synths. Where being queer, being honest, and being unfiltered is the revolution.

4Me2BeFree doesn’t shy away from truth — we amplify it.

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Unfold

🎬 Song Insight

“Summer in the Fire Sky” is a faded Polaroid that still burns with color—a song about golden evenings, scraped knees, childhood dares, and the bittersweet speed of growing up. This track is sunlight through leaves, thunder in the distance, laughter echoing down streets you never quite left behind.
It captures that magical liminal space between safety and wildness: when the world felt endless, friends were forever, and every sunset seemed to set the whole sky on fire. The ache is real, but so is the warmth—the lyrics glow with hope, longing, and a secret promise: the memories you made are always waiting for you, just beyond the horizon. “Summer in the Fire Sky” isn’t afraid of melancholy. It celebrates it. Every chord and line is an open window back to the best parts of youth.

📝 Lyrics

Verse 1
once alive
i could play outside
sand between my toes
oh everyone knows
it was just how it goes
when the neighbors say hi
they all come to watch
the light danced in the sky

Verse 2
thunder shook the ground
distance claps how far the sound
a little longer for the danger
where every kid is no stranger

Pre-Chorus
fireflies filled the dark
flying by yellow light
and junebugs [laughing] “whatever that was”
it’s the summer that lasts forever
where childhood memories go to live
that same place we chase till the day we die

Chorus
the buzzing sound, yellow streets all a glow
before i knew what it was to grow
to stay that way, to play like yesterday
when my mind was empty and a life was free

Verse 3
those summer nights when heat was all around
tracking past the days that last
seeing stars and wishing hard
who would’ve thought that was the best part

Bridge
[chuckles] chasing a future that never lasts
just thoughts of yesterday as it passed
hold on tight, don’t ever let this go
it passes before, and then you know

Breakdown
parents preach to kids like they know
but every year older, they can’t help but outgrow
nothing to hold onto, nothing to slow them down
racing faster to capture their own sound

Outro
because in the end, that’s all we want
to be loved by the sound of being young
to play through our blood and maybe—
[jokingly] just maybe—have them see there’s no rush
just maybe
there’s no rush
“thanks"
"Don't forget to tip the wait staff—, especially that cute one—, yeah you"

Summer in the Fire Sky

🎬 SONG INSIGHT — “fade out…” by 4Me2BeFree

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Some songs don’t scream — they bleed quietly until the truth floats to the surface.
“fade out…” is an intimate unraveling, a slow descent into memory and the kind of pain that lingers long after the moment has passed. It’s the sound of a heart cracking in real time: quiet, cinematic, and soul-heavy.
The track moves between soft confessions and emotional detonations, wrapped in alt-folk warmth and atmospheric indie-rock tension. Each breath feels like a step through a doorway you don’t want to open but can’t ignore. This isn’t escape — it’s recognition. A moment where the past refuses to stay dead, and the only way out is through.

📝 LYRICS — “fade out…”

Intro:
Static on the inside
shadows crawling through

Verse 1:
watch hope fade
my anger ignites
your fire I feed
I burn it up

A world wanted
never the same inside
taken in by lies you tried

Pre-Chorus:
Hands on the wall
’bout to fall— yeah, fall
it’s about to fall
it’s about to fall

[Chorus]
I fade out…
every truth I gave
I fade out… you’re the same
I keep waking in this yesterday
you’re the one to blame
for this life… goes insane

Interlude:

Verse 2:
the shell cracked
falling back
lied to my reflection
he's hiding out

Down in hell
held for a fight
forced my eyes
yeah, stealing my sight

Pre-Chorus:
Breathing what’s left
feed me memories— please
Breathing what’s left— make me alive

Chorus:
I fade out…
every truth I gave
I fade out… you’re the same
I keep waking in this yesterday
you’re the one to blame
for this life… goes insane

Bridge:
nothing left to save
I gave it all to you
I can’t bleed this pain—
it’s all I do

Outro:
I close my eyes, slip away
flying to the other side
I’m not gonna lie— it’s heaven tonight
I close my eyes
I see through you
it’s the other side
where I’m alive
I close my eyes

nothing left to save
I gave it all to you
it’s all I do
it’s all I do

💬 PERSONAL REFLECTION

This song came from a place where everything felt like it was sliding out from under me. It wasn’t anger — not really. More like exhaustion, the kind of emotional burnout where you stop trying to understand and just start admitting what’s been breaking you.
“fade out…” is the moment you realize you’re still carrying someone else’s damage, someone else’s lies, someone else’s weight. Writing this was me finally putting it down.

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fade out…

📝 Lyrics – “Don’t Believe the Lies I Sell” by 4Me2BeFree

🎬 Song Insight – “Don’t Believe the Lies I Sell”
“Don’t Believe the Lies I Sell” is a late-night confession at the edge of the afterlife, sung from the place between truth and the stories we tell to survive. It flips fairytales on their head—no happy beginnings, just loops of routine, debt, and expectations tightening like a noose. This is a stripped-back, alt-acoustic 90s-era unraveling: calling out the lie that happiness lives in “someday,” digging up the part of you that refuses to stay six feet deep. It’s not pity, it’s a warning and a dare—stop swallowing the script, step past yesterday, and choose your own ending.


Pre-Intro:
 Fairytales don't end with happy beginnings—
 Never endings whisper truths we're pretending—
 Threading loops that tighten our noose,
 Weaving fragile understanding.

Watching, waiting, debating—
 Is this my time, primed and contemplating?
 Why'd it derail? I'm sacked, it's wack—
 Just getting the knack, but that's the play, this is the track.
 Driving a train of pretended one-way mistakes,
 Waking before this shit breaks me—I'm the one on the take.

Intro:
 Fairy tales don’t start with never endings—
 Dreamers linger till spells catch 'em spinning—
 Loops a reminder draging 'em down to hell.

Bridge:
 We crave breaking from this endless parade—
 Reliving better days in the shade—
 If truth were fiction and facts never lied,
 I'd promise tonight: we just might survive.

Pre-Chorus:
 You live for yesterday—
 Saving for your tomorrows—
 Holding on to happiness—
 It's no mistake—
 Don't believe the lies I sell—
 It's six— it's six feet deep—

Chorus:
 Loops we follow— don't swallow
 Live past yesterday—
 Happiness follows
 Ohhh happiness— yeah it follows

Verse 1:
 You're told you're owed—
 It's another mistake sold—
 Expect what's lacking—
 Looking for a fight—
 Coming up wrong—
 But you still feel right—

Pre-Bridge:
 You play the rules— but the game's bent
 Sold a lie— and all this stupid shit—
 It's the daily grind— saving for a better life—
 Six feet under— pushing flowers—

Bridge:
 We all want to break away from this parade—
 Reliving those better days—
 But if truth was fiction— and facts never lied—
 I’d promise you tonight— how we just might survive

Bridge Refrain:
 “We all want to break away from this parade—”
 “Reliving those better days—”
 “But if truth was fiction— and facts never lied—”
 “I’d promise you tonight— how we just might survive”

Pre-Chorus:
 You live for yesterday—
 Saving for your tomorrows—
 Hold on to happiness—
 It's no mistake—
 Don't believe the lies I sell—
 It's six— it's six feet deep—

Pre-Chorus Refrain:
 “You live for yesterday—”
 “Saving your tomorrows—”
 “Hold on to happiness—”
 “It's no mistake—”
 “Don't believe the lies I sell—”
 “It's six— it's six feet deep—”

Chorus:
 Loops we follow— don't swallow
 Live past yesterday—
 Happiness follows
 Ohhh happiness— yeah it follows
Chorus Refrain:
 “Loops we follow— don't swallow”
 “Live past yesterday—”
 “Happiness follows”
 “Ohhh happiness— yeah it follows”

Outro:
 Save yourself the load—
 The lie in your eye—
 Break free— you will see—
 Nothing like you’d thought it be
 It's a shoot— the shit we follow— now swallow—
 Live past yesterday—
 Happiness follows
 Ohhh happiness— yeah it follows

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Don’t Believe the Lies I Sell

“Just Another Fuckin Mistake” – Song Insight Post

by 4Me2BeFree

🎬 Song Insight

“Just Another Fuckin Mistake” is a slow-burning unraveling — a confession torn between rhythm and rage. It’s the story of loving someone who weaponized distraction, drained your light, and left a hollow echo in their place. The song moves like a bruise shifting colors: dark R&B shadows, Bone-Thug-style cadence, and the sharp-edged honesty of early Eminem.

This track lives in the space between blame and release. Between the last breath of a dying relationship and the first breath you take alone. It’s intimate, confrontational, and painfully self-aware — a cinematic descent into the moment you finally call the truth by its real name.

📝 Lyrics

[Intro]
the art of distractions— that’s all you are
the art of distractions— no longer my fault
Ohh yeah my distraction— that’s all you are
an just like that— no longer my fault

[Verse 1]
You live among the mistakes I make
Stacked— it’s a vertical shift, a lateral phase
Logically indexed with all the shit I take

[Chorus]
You tapped into my pain
Pulling love out from every vein
Squeezed my heart—
leaving nothing but these broken parts

[Verse 2]
Your grip inside my chest
Broken down— you’re falling fast
Your lips press— a silent kiss
slipping away in gray
this time— ohhh
this time— yeah it's your mistake

[Refrain]
Slipping— slipping away
slipping away in gray
its your fuckin mistake
yeah, just another fuckin mistake

[Verse 3]
Your warmth once felt— now cold
Every aspect— you chose to close
All memories removed clean
Nothing good remains

[Chorus]
You tapped into my pain
Pulling love out from every vein
Squeezed my heart—
leaving nothing but these broken parts

[Bridge]
The “never was” that made us
Dropped like fire in my eyes
The two of us held tight
Watching love as it died

[Chorus]
You tapped into my pain
Pulling love out from every vein
Squeezed my heart—
leaving nothing but these broken parts

[Refrain]
Slipping— slipping away
slipping away in gray
its your fuckin mistake
yeah, just another fuckin mistake

[Outro]
The silence you found— was profound
It was the emptiness
that became your name ...
Yeah what a fuckin mistake

💬 Personal Reflection

This song came from a place where love and delusion finally stopped pretending to be the same thing. I wrote it in one of those rare moments of brutal clarity — the kind that knocks the wind out of you but sets you free in the same breath.

It’s not about revenge. It’s not about trying to win.
It’s me admitting the truth out loud:
some people were meant to be lessons, not lifetimes.

And when the last distraction dies, you finally see yourself again.

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4Me2BeFree has always been about turning raw wounds into cinematic sound — taking the parts we’re told to hide and letting them become the entire story. This track carries that spirit fully. It blends vulnerability with defiance, pain with rhythm, despair with swagger.

It’s the sound of surviving yourself… and surviving who you used to love.
It’s the heartbeat of the movement: honesty, liberation, and unapologetic emotional storytelling for anyone who’s ever had to rebuild from ashes.

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Just Another Fuckin Mistake

🎬 Song Insight

“My D.O.A.” is a slow, heavy reckoning with emotional collapse—the moment you realize a relationship didn’t just fail, it arrived already broken. The song moves through denial, exhaustion, and clarity, carried by stripped-down alt‑rock grit and a pulse that feels like a failing heartbeat. There’s no pleading here, no attempt to fix what can’t be fixed—only the quiet power of naming the truth.
This track lives in the space between anger and acceptance, where love turns into weight and honesty finally cuts through the noise. It’s about walking away when staying would cost you yourself.

📝 Lyrics

Verse 1
Yeah, ya know I tried
An’ look how I failed
Changin’ you was livin’ in hell
What you do—
Yeah—I thought you knew
But damn, I was wrong
An’ so were you—
so were you

I can’t be bought
Ain’t never sold
truth’s been known
All I hold—
Without this
You’re walkin’ out
’Cause you—

Chorus
Dead on arrival
My – .D.O.A.
These parts—I’m worn
I can’t break away
This dark parade
Torn n’ tethered, just another lie
Your insides—the parts you hide
It’s your insides, nothin’ but lies
It’s your insides, nothin’ but lies
Nothin’ but lies

Verse 2
I gave you my blood
Gave it all to you
A key you needed
A lock unbound

I wished you’d see
This was me
Never enough
An end to us
With broken trust

Pre-Choru
You took all I had
Left nothin’ behind
Truth out in the open
But you still lied

Chorus
Dead on arrival
My – .D.O.A.
These parts—I’m worn
I can’t break away
This dark parade
Torn n’ tethered, just another lie
Your insides—the parts you hide
It’s your insides, nothin’ but lies
It’s your insides, nothin’ but lies
Nothin’ but lies

Bridge
Broken love you gave
Hope that never saved
The end of a past
To a future that never lasts

You said you saved
Forsaken love gave
Your “never forever” started
The end that broke us apart

Now you speak
With fallen words
Silent lips break
What couldn’t be saved

Chorus / Outro
Dead on arrival
My – .D.O.A.
These parts—I’m worn
I can’t break away
This dark parade
Torn n’ tethered, just another lie
Your insides—the parts you hide
It’s your insides, nothin’ but lies
It’s your insides, nothin’ but lies
Nothin’ but lies

Outro
Reachin’ out an empty name
Lights that used to glow
No place for missin’ hearts
All that used to be our home

Sorrow for your soul
A man I never knew
Passin’ by, lost sight
Two ships in the night

You’re lost—I can’t see
An ocean of lies beneath
A sea of vacant faces
A million missin’ places

Tears fill this land
Salt and broken sand
Now lapsed in time
A lost, forsaken heart

It’s your insides, nothin’ but lies
It’s your insides, nothin’ but lies

💬 Personal Reflection

I wrote “My D.O.A.” when I stopped trying to explain myself to someone who was never listening. It’s about the exhaustion that comes from loving harder than the truth will allow—and the quiet strength it takes to finally let go. This song isn’t about blame. It’s about clarity.

🔥 4Me2BeFree Signature

4Me2BeFree exists to turn lived emotion into cinematic sound—no masks, no polish for comfort’s sake. “My D.O.A.” is part of that mission: honest, imperfect, and unfiltered. This is music for people who’ve survived themselves and kept walking.

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My D.O.A

🎬 Song Insight

You’re Too Close is about the unbearable tension of emotional proximity after the damage is already done. It captures that moment where two people are physically near, sharing the same air, the same memories — but the connection is fractured beyond repair. The song lives in the contradiction: wanting distance while drowning in familiarity, craving silence while being haunted by scent, voice, and history. It’s not about closure. It’s about surviving the space where love used to be.

📝 Lyrics

Intro:
Don’t want good,
Don’t want right,
I just want what I want,
Don’t bring me home tonight

Verse 1B:
I’m broken just as I am
You need to understand
A person I once knew
now it’s you
the one I outgrew

Chorus:
I know this is wrong
Nothing seems all right
I’m not talkin’
We can keep this up all night

You smell like yesterday—
But nothing seems the same
I wish you didn’t look at me that way
You’re too close—, yet we’re so—, faraway

Verse 2A:
I hate what you did
This was you
In the end we came unglued
I wanted more
But there’s nothing I could do

Verse 2B:
Don’t you see what you’re doing—
You take but you never stay—
Not going to be the same—
There’s nothing left to say—

Verse 3:
A voice— I remember—
Make me blind— so I can’t see—
Take away—, these memories—,
This is how I bleed—,

Chorus / Outro – repeat / fade:
I know this is wrong
Nothing seems all right
I’m not talkin’
We can keep this up all night

You smell like yesterday—
But nothing seems the same
I wish you didn’t look at me that way
You’re too close—, yet we’re so—, faraway

💬 Personal Reflection

This song came from a place where distance wasn’t possible — not emotionally, not mentally. It’s about standing inches from someone who knows you too well, while realizing they no longer know you at all. Writing it was the only way to say what couldn’t be spoken without causing more damage.

🔥 4Me2BeFree Signature

4Me2BeFree exists in the cracks — where emotion is messy, unresolved, and honest. You’re Too Close turns quiet confrontation into cinematic sound, giving space to the feelings most people bury. This is music for the in-between moments — when walking away hurts just as much as staying.

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You’re Too Close

🎬 Song Insight — “Bleach”

Bleach is a descent, not a release.
It lives in the quiet space where damage has already happened and the body is still learning how to stand inside it. The song moves slowly, deliberately, like walking through a memory that refuses to fade. There’s no explosion here — only endurance.

At its core, Bleach is about exposure. About what happens when something corrosive doesn’t cleanse, but instead reveals what was always rotting underneath. The vocals linger, stretched and winded, carrying the weight of grief rather than performing it. Industrial undertones grind beneath acoustic intimacy, creating a contrast between human fragility and an environment that never stops pressing inward.

This is not a song meant to comfort. It’s meant to exist — raw, cinematic, and unresolved.

📝 Lyrics — “Bleach”

[Intro – tremolo acoustic guitar, vinyl crackle]
[room tone]
[string buzz]
[slow inhale]

[Verse 1]
I look into those eyes—
your darkness no longer it hides
Nothing I do, I tried
What’s eating you,
eats me too

[Bridge]
What used to be us
No longer were alive

[Chorus]
Trapped, empty denied
Pain—it thrives
Watching you as you die
Nothing I do—I tried
Maybe I’m a lie—yeah, this time
Threaded, stitched—it’s my goodbye
Goodbye—goodbye—
—goodbye

[Verse 2]
Always your plan
A sacrifice I’d be
Never believed your lies
Now you leave—
Such a surprise

[Chorus]
Trapped, empty denied
Pain—it thrives
Watching you as you die
Nothing I do—I tried
Maybe I’m a lie—yeah, this time
Threaded, stitched—it’s my goodbye
Goodbye—goodbye—
—goodbye

[Bridge – stripped, spoken-sung]
Bleach can’t kill what you hide
Forfeit what we built
Lost in your toxic mold
Losing sight—
Breaching my insides
Just another lonely night
Never worth the fight

[Chorus / Outro – collapsing vocal]
Trapped—your nothingness
(The nothingness inside)
It was pain that survived
Watching you as you die
Nothing I do—
It’s you and—
I tried, I tried

Look at you—
All you do is die
Leaving shells
What was lost
Nothing on the outside
All you do is lie

[guitar rings]
[tape hiss]
[fade]

💬 Personal Reflection

This song was never meant to be easy to listen to. It came from a place where the emotions didn’t resolve — they just stayed. I didn’t want polish or payoff. I wanted honesty. The long breaths, the imperfections, the uncomfortable silence — that’s how it felt living inside it. Bleach isn’t about fixing anything. It’s about seeing it clearly and letting it exist as it is.

🔥 4Me2BeFree Signature

4Me2BeFree exists to turn raw emotional truth into cinematic soundscapes. Bleach is part of that mission — a reminder that not every story needs to shine to be real. By blending vulnerability with heavy atmosphere, 4Me2BeFree creates music that reflects lived experience without apology, carving space for listeners who feel deeply, quietly, and honestly.

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BLEACH

🎬 Song Insight

“Write My Story In Gold” is a quiet defiance song. It doesn’t shout victory—it earns it. This track lives in the space between reflection and resolve, where time feels heavy but survivable. Fireflies become witnesses. Gold isn’t wealth—it’s meaning forged from endurance. Every lyric moves forward without denying the past, choosing presence over regret. It’s about standing inside your own smoke, deciding your life is still yours to author, even now.

📝 Lyrics

Verse 1
Time unfolds as I grow old
Passing moments as they scroll
Some pieces I still hold
Frozen seconds, letting go

It’s me that’s left to survive
Sorting through these broken tries
Pushing all the ash aside
Showing time I’ll never hide

Pre-Chorus
Never fading, blinded by the light
Visions hanging, reimagined time
In my mind, not gonna rewind
Waiting on a life that wakes me up inside

Chorus
Fireflies burn this summer sky in gold
Fireflies—take hold
Write my story, make me bold
Light this fire, burn it bright
Take this moment, never letting go
Bring me home, bring me home
Before it ends tonight
Never letting go, never letting go

Verse 2
I’ve been standing in my smoke
Fighting what I can’t control
Every breath I take hold
Led me back to where I feel whole

Pre-Chorus
Never fading, blinded by the light
Visions hanging, reimagined time
In my mind, I don’t need to hide
Waiting on a life that wakes me up inside

Chorus
Fireflies burn this summer sky in gold
Fireflies—take hold
Write my story, make me bold
Light this fire, burn it bright
Take this moment, never letting go
Bring me home, bring me home
Before it ends tonight
Never letting go, never letting go

Bridge
Seeing truth means knowing hope
Being alive is learning slow
Every fall, I learn to stand
Forcing life from these two hands
Becoming what I thought was dead

Final Chorus
Fireflies burn this summer sky in gold
Fireflies—take hold
Write my story, make me bold
Light this fire, burn it bright
Take this moment, never letting go
Bring me home, bring me home
Before it ends tonight
Never letting go, never letting go

Outro
It’s not easy—strength’s not given
Nothing owed, nothing written
In the end, I’m still my friend
This can never be taken again

Bring me home
Bring me home

💬 Personal Reflection

This song came from realizing no one is coming to finish your story for you. I had to accept the past without living in it—and decide that surviving wasn’t enough anymore. Writing my story in gold means choosing meaning over damage, even when it’s hard, even when it’s quiet.

🔥 4Me2BeFree Signature

4Me2BeFree exists to turn real emotion into cinematic sound without filters or permission. This track reflects the heart of the project—raw, inclusive, and honest storytelling that values vulnerability as strength. No genre cages. No polish without purpose. Just truth, given space to breathe.

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Write My Story In Gold

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

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