🔥 Lollypop – Song Insight & Lyrics 🔥

🔻 Lollypop – Song Insight
Obsession. Craving. Desire. Lollypop is about that intoxicating pull—when someone has you wrapped around their finger, and you love every second of it. It’s playful, seductive, and filled with tension, capturing the thrill of the chase, the heat of attraction, and the sweet torture of waiting for someone to make their move.

This isn’t just about wanting someone. It’s about needing them. That late-night, heart-racing, can’t-think-straight kind of longing. And when the game is played right, well… some things are worth waiting for.

🔻 Lollypop – Lyrics
Verse 1
"It's how I see what you do to me
You don't even know, got me on my knees
Your number's always busy, it's like a race
Can't lose, I choose you, no one can take your place."

Chorus
"It's those perfect lips and that smile, your chest
Oh, it drives me wild, I'm hooked, I'm possessed
Been on your line and now I can't resist
Got me working overtime, can't take a rest."

Verse 2
"Can't get you out my head, those photos you sent
Your face, your waist, every curve heaven-sent
Just wanted a taste, that's all I meant
I'll go my way, unless you want me to stay."

Pre-Bridge
"On hold again, you know just what you did
It's okay, I know how to play this game
I can wait, I can stay, be here all day
Whatever it takes, I'll find a way."

Bridge
"You're the kind of guy I want inside
No matter how hard we try, even if I cry
It's you who has to make up your mind
Take your time, but don't leave me behind."

Chorus
"It's those perfect lips and that smile, your chest
Oh, it drives me wild, I'm hooked, I'm possessed
Been on your line and now I can't resist
Got me working overtime, can't take a rest."

Outro
"Blow pops swirl, a flavor to unfold
Take it slow, let the moment take hold
Down on my knees, I know just what to do
Practice makes perfect, between me and you."

🔻 4Me2BeFree
This isn’t about love—it’s about addiction. The high, the rush, the taste of something just out of reach. Lollypop is bold, playful, and doesn’t shy away from its heat.

4Me2BeFree takes emotion and turns it into electricity. This isn’t a song that fades into the background—it’s a tease, a dare, a challenge.

If love is a game, this is how you win. 😈🔥

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Lollypop v1 Dance Electronic Latin Influence LGBT Explicit Content

Song Insight: “Who Knows, Maybe?”
Sometimes it’s not about love, and it’s not about lust—it’s about potential.

“Who Knows, Maybe?” is a moment frozen between two people—curious, flirty, and real. It’s that feeling when someone makes you smile again… when you're not sure where it’s going, but you want to know.

This song isn't a confession. It’s an invitation.
To connection. To possibility. To see what happens if you just let it flow.

Because maybe... just maybe…
something beautiful starts right here.

— Īan (4Me2BeFree)

Who Knows, Maybe?

🎵 Song Insight:
"You Deserve This Time" is a lighthearted, flirty track that captures the early sparks of connection—the kind that comes wrapped in kindness, laughter, and unexpected comfort. Blending alt-pop with acoustic charm, it’s a feel-good confession with just the right amount of heat and heart. Sometimes love doesn’t have to scream—it just smiles and reaches out a hand. 
🎤 Lyrics:
Verse 1:
You're my friend,
You might be my man.
You see me—
All that I am.

Pre-Bridge:
The kindness you are,
You're becoming my shooting star.
The best thing I’ve seen by far.

Bridge:
It’s true, we’ve got far…
But fuck it—
I know we can make it.

Verse 2:
Fire drops like shells
When you’re around.
Hell—
I’m even diggin’ your sound.

Bridge 2:
Liking the wink,
Liking the kink.
Liking the talk,
Liking the walk.

Outro:
Come on, boy—
Don’t be afraid.
It’ll be okay.
Take my hand...
You deserve this time.

💭 Artist Reflection:
Sometimes you just want to say what you feel without making it complicated. This track is a low-stakes high-vibe moment of flirtation, trust, and that quiet kind of courage it takes to show up for someone. There’s power in softness. There’s strength in the invite.

🌐 About 4Me2BeFree:
4Me2BeFree blends cinematic emotion with alt-pop and raw lyricism to create deeply human, soul-forward tracks. Whether it's heartbreak, healing, or hope—you'll find yourself in the sound.

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You Deserve This Time

🔻 Song Insight: Song Title by 4Me2BeFree
Some betrayals aren’t loud. They don’t explode—they are designed, curated, rehearsed.
Some people don’t love you; they study you.

This song is for anyone who’s ever realized they were just a piece in someone else’s game. For the ones who walked through fire and still weren’t burned enough to play their part. It’s about manipulation disguised as love, about being framed as the villain in someone else’s story.

A match made in heaven, straight to hell. Some plans fail when love refuses to break.

[Intro]
I know you planned my end
[Pause]
A way to see me come undone
[Pause]
Planting seeds, seep deep inside
[Pause]
The depths of hell you upheld your lie

[Verse]
Did you ever think to try?
Is this how you've survived?
What's got you so fucked up inside?

[Chorus]
A match made in heaven driven straight to hell
I thought I'd never see love die
To think you were ever on my side

[Verse]
Your nights awake, planning a break
A slipstream ideas
[Pause]
A way to escape
Having thoughts, you made a plan
Begging me to understand

[Chorus]
History, a time seduced
Hoping to gain control
An illusion you craft alone
No way to deny the lie
[Pause]
You set the trap, Seduction, you think I can't deny
[Pause]
Stop…
[Pause]
Don’t
[Pause]
JUST lose control!
[Pause]
BITCH… Use your fist!
[Pause]
Make me BLEED was your plea, angered threats or you'd leave
Lights, camera, it's your reaction
If only to convince me to take the bait
You needed to be seen
Paint me as your villain

[Outro]
Broken plan I could never understand
To incite anger, fear, it never reared
I didn't see the same you
It was love that was inside of me
Now I see what you could never be

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Broken Silence  (Blues) (Explicit)

🔻 “6 DEEP” – by 4Me2BeFree
🎧 Song Insight
“6 DEEP” is a funeral anthem for the living—where grief, regret, and post-breakup ghosts collide. It's the sound of being buried emotionally while the world scrolls past. Combining Juice WRLD-style emotional rap with the theatrical build of My Chemical Romance, this track confesses its pain like a private journal… and screams it like a eulogy no one showed up for. You don’t need to die to be forgotten—sometimes it happens while you’re still breathing.

🎙️ Lyrics
Intro
Yeah
I sit here waitin' for the ill to take me
Peace ain't near, and the memories chase me
Pills don’t seep, just ache in place
F**kin' dreams crushed—yeah, I need some space

Verse 1
I feel it creepin', takin’ hold
Never wanted to break this bold
Skip the script, all the lies you sold
I was tryna wait, be the hand you hold

But I’m slippin', can’t fake no more
Holdin' this line got me shakin' at the core
Your glowin’ phone? Just another war
Lights blind—can’t find what I’m livin’ for

Pre-Chorus
Drips push in, pull back, it’s mine
Red floods trace down the line
No rewind, just fade and fall
Back on the bed—my final call
A fortress, a tomb—I married the wall

Chorus
You saw me wrapped inside that fight
I died to save what never felt right
I can't stay here—let me drown
You cried like love would bring me 'round
Six feet deep, now you swear you care
But when I needed you—wasn't there

Verse 2
Now you vibin’ on a beat, postin’ my name
Actin’ like you knew—like this ain't a game
But it’s all just lights, another show
Another ghost line, another no-go

Was I even meant to be?
Do we gotta make this tragedy me?
Don’t try no more, don't fake a plea
Just echoes now where love should be

Bridge
My words were pain, no mistake
You cashed in, took what you could take
Lines bled greed, nose to floor
You knew it all, still asked for more

Don’t let me be just another lost one
6 deep, another soul gone
The writing’s been on every wall
But you read none of it at all

Breakdown
From the ground, I split in two
This loss? Nah—it’s not on you
My voice repeats, a warning beat
But all you heard was your own deceit

Final Chorus
Yeah, you say I’m a vibe—but I died
Still can’t see it, even when you cry
Smoke won’t numb what you let slide
I’m in a box, screamin’ on the inside

Dead tone, reachin’ for a grip
Feelin’ the fall in this motel script
I met my end when hell walked in
Just me, the silence, and where I’ve been

Outro
And if this is how you hear me now
Just know I tried—I just didn’t know how
This ain't for fame, no trending tweet
It’s the last page of me beneath your feet

🧠 Artist Reflection
This song started as a Juice WRLD-style rap—raw and confessional—but it evolved into something bigger. Something theatrical. Something buried. “6 DEEP” is for anyone who’s ever felt invisible even while screaming. It’s one of those tracks that wrote me more than I wrote it. I don’t always know where the emotion ends and the music begins.

💡 About 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree blends vulnerability with cinematic energy, combining emotional rap, alt-rock, and immersive storytelling. With over 130,000+ global streams, Īan’s music speaks to the haunted, the heartbroken, and the healing.

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6 Deep (Explicit)

🎙️ Song Insight for "Waste Away" – 4Me2BeFree
"Waste Away" is a raw confession pulled from the depths of isolation, loss, and emotional erosion. Through distorted guitars, haunting static, and cinematic decay, the song captures the heavy stillness of being trapped inside your own fading existence. Each line reflects the gradual breakdown of time, self-worth, and memory — a slow collapse stitched together by loneliness and the desperate need to feel something real. This is not just a song; it’s a Polaroid snapshot of a soul dissolving in silence. 4Me2BeFree delivers an unfiltered anthem for anyone who's ever fought to reclaim their own worth from the wreckage.

WASTE

🎧 Song Insight – To Right the Wrongs by 4Me2BeFree
To Right the Wrongs is a weathered confession wrapped in bluesy redemption — a soul-searching reckoning with the past, sung from the edge of midnight.

Every Stone

🎵 SONG INSIGHT:
"Mistake" is a raw, emotional confession wrapped inside a late-night emo-rap flow. Drifting between numbness and regret, the track captures the breaking point where love turns predatory, and survival demands letting go. With dark ambient layers, ghosted echoes, and a broken freestyle delivery, "Mistake" strikes like a blade hidden in a heartbeat — slow, lethal, undeniable. A brutal reflection on betrayal, control, and reclaiming identity when there’s nothing left to lose."


🎶 SONG LYRICS:
[Intro]
Watchin’ shadows on my ceiling,
Tell me stay, but I’m leaving,
Bent my soul, can’t find meaning,
Just a vein, just a feeling…

[Verse 1]
Made me freeze,
You said “please,”
Broke my trust,
I can’t breathe,
Just a fix,
Just a glitch,
Just a memory I can’t ditch.

Thought you’d quit,
But you didn’t,
Laid there numb,
Still you’re winning,
Blood runs cold,
Mind keeps spinning,
Hooked on pain,
Soul keeps thinning.

[Pre-Chorus]
You said "love,"
You said "trust,"
Broke us down,
Left me dust.

[Chorus]
Can't see me in the mirror,
Cracked glass, vision unclear,
Fed my veins, made me stay,
You ain’t love, you just prey.

(Ad-lib: "You just prey… yeah, yeah…")

[Verse 2]
Walls closing in,
Breath running out,
Lungs on fire,
Heart full of doubt.

Asked if I’m good,
Nah, I’m lost,
Trapped in your law,
Counting the cost.

Knew you lied,
Knew I died,
Inside.

[Bridge]
Took my name,
Took my breath,
Took my fight,
Left me death.

Just a mistake,
Just a-
Just a fuckin’ mistake.

[Chorus]
Can't see me in the mirror,
Cracked glass, vision unclear,
Fed my veins, made me stay,
You ain’t love, you just prey.

(Echoed ad-lib: "You just prey… you just prey…")

[Outro]
Just a memory,
Just a vein,
Just a ghost in the rain…

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Mistake

🩸 Red Rusted – Clean Lyrics
[Verse 1]
A hand breached through the earth,
Rust and dirt caked on his skin.
Sulfur rising from his bones,
Iron where love should've been.

Eyes black as the midnight skies...
No light, no home inside.

[Pre-Chorus]
It’s here he drags me down,
No chance to scream aloud.
Already inside burning my chest,
Branding his name now Possessed.

[Chorus]
Blood falls...
Dripping down these broken halls...
Fading echoes in my veins...
You pray — but you can't stay.
You pray — but you can't stay free.

[Verse 2]
Feel him burning through my skin,
See his shadow wear my face.
Darkness fills my brittle lungs,
Stealing breath I can't replace.

The vines that once lit up my soul —
They choke and fall away.

[Pre-Chorus]
It’s here he drags me down,
No chance to scream aloud.
Already inside burning my chest,
Branding his name now Possessed.

[Chorus]
Blood falls...
Dripping down these broken halls...
Fading echoes in my veins...
You pray — but you can't stay.
You pray — but you can't stay free.

[Bridge]
A stranger's heartbeat fills my chest...
This isn't me, this isn't real.
No gates, no heaven, no release...
Just gray and broken steel.

When did I die?
Where did he go?
The float I had...
It sunk below.

[Final Chorus]
Blood falls...
Dripping down these broken halls...
No sunlight left to lead my way...
You pray — but you can't stay.
You pray — but you can't stay free.

[Outro]
I stand alone...
I let it go...
I let it go...

🎙️Song Insight
Red Rusted is a cinematic ballad forged in emotional heat — a descent into darkness where pain is etched into skin and memory. Told in theatrical arcs with a raw vocal presence, the track explores the haunting aftermath of betrayal, decay, and the slow erasure of self. What begins as a quiet surrender builds into a storm of blood-soaked echoes, ending with nothing left but steel, shadow, and silence.

RED RUST

🎵 Song Insight for "Blurred Dreams" – 4Me2BeFree
Blurred Dreams captures the moment when reality fractures and the lies we once believed are exposed for what they truly are — reflections, distortions, shadows.
This track wanders through the ruins of a love that was never real, only a projection of needs, illusions, and blurred truths.
Set against a dreamlike, trap-driven backdrop, it walks the razor edge between mourning what could have been... and finally laughing at what never really was.
"Blurred Dreams" isn't about staying lost — it's about waking up, seeing the broken mirror for what it is, and stepping away from the fantasy with no regrets.

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Blurred Dreams

🎸 Song Insight: "The Long Way"
4Me2BeFree | 90s Alt-Rock Acoustic / Emotional Storytelling

"The Long Way" strips everything back to the essentials — raw guitar, weathered vocals, and unfiltered emotion. It's a 90s alt-rock acoustic ballad built on the kind of honesty you can't fake, capturing the slow journey of losing yourself and clawing your way back. With a sound that feels just as fitting in a dusty bar as it would late at night on a half-forgotten backroad, the song leans into the scars, the regrets, and the quiet hope that somehow, there's still a way home. It's a soundtrack for anyone who’s ever felt like they took the long way... but finally found where they belonged.

🎶 Lyrics

Intro
 Instrumental

Verse 1
 I traded pieces of my soul
 For a promise of a home
 Warm hands to hold
 A dream that would last forever

Verse 2
 Life was clever, found another way
 I’ve fallen, broken and tattered
 I could no longer see what mattered
 My mind was gone, my heart was shattered
Bridge: Emotional Lift, Dynamic Strings
 That’s when I met him
 I found him along the way
 Small and alone, he led me to his home
 Memories of a past I once knew
 Fields of strawberries and lavender
 A place you wished could last forever
 It reminded me what it means to love
 What it means to forgive
 What it means to truly live

Pre-Chorus: Building Intensity
 Now we walk this path hand in hand
 Wishing I’d been a wiser man
 Learning to choose a better way
Chorus: Soaring Vocals, Full Cinematic Instruments, Light Harmony
 Through every wrong road, every broken dream
 I found my way back
 To the boy who still believes
 Now hand in hand, we walk together
 On our long way home

Bridge 2: Dynamic Strings, Building Intensity
 There are no mistakes, just side roads we take
 Every journey building something true
 We learn what it means to have and lose
 Light Reverb And what it means to love the truth

Chorus Reprise: Double Vocals, Crescendo
 Through every wrong road, every broken dream
 I found my way back
 To the boy who still believes
 Now hand in hand, we walk together
 On our long way home

Outro: Light Harmony, Fade Out
 No matter your path
 Make it your own
 We all take the long way home

✨ Artist Reflection
This song feels like pulling off old armor and standing in the open air. It's about realizing that sometimes the roughest roads were the ones that actually shaped who we are. "The Long Way" isn't about regret — it's about reclaiming the parts of yourself you thought were gone. I wrote it for the people who never gave up, even when it felt like they had nothing left to hold onto. It's a reminder that broken doesn't mean beaten — it means real.

🌟 About 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree is about telling the truth — even when it hurts. Our music leans into the cracks, the mistakes, and the beauty that comes from owning your story without shame. Every song is a journal entry left open, every chord a small rebellion against giving up. "The Long Way" is another mile in that journey, one more anthem for anyone trying to find their way back home.

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The Long Way - NEW

🎧 Song Insight – “Country Boy Get ’in Dirty”
A slow-burning memory wrapped in firelight and frost. Country Boy Get ’in Dirty tells the story of a connection that never needed big declarations—just a quiet glance, a winter night, and a kiss that outlasted denial. Told from the perspective of two men years down the road, one romantic, one reserved, it captures the tender banter and emotional weight of remembering who made the first move… and who never truly forgot.

🎤 Lyrics
Just a country boy, a little dirty
Said goodnight, felt the cold wind stir me
He looked down, then caught my stare
Leaning on my truck like he was already there

Chill brushed memories across my skin
Breath caught tight, heart racing within
Lit like fire from a match thrown wild
Shakin' like a runaway child

Your eyes locked tight with mine
Frozen still in borrowed time
I leaned in close, your grip pulled tight
Mouths met fast—no wrong, no right

Your lips were soft, your hands were sure
A kiss that asked for nothin' more
Blue eyes blazing, I lost control
Crossed that line with heart and soul

Like a map I was meant to trace
My hand found yours in that still space
You didn’t flinch, just let it be
Leaned in slow and smiled at me

Chill brushed memories across my skin
Breath caught tight, heart racing within
Lit like fire from a match thrown wild
Shakin' like a runaway child

Your eyes locked tight with mine
Frozen still in borrowed time
I leaned in close, your grip pulled tight
Mouths met fast—no wrong, no right

You say now it was just a kiss
With that grin you never miss
Said I was just a country toy
Something fun, not someone to enjoy

I’m still that boy who gets a little dirty
You still claim it didn’t mean much, surely
But if that kiss was nothing to write
Why’d you smile

💭 Artist Reflection
This one started as a memory—and turned into a conversation between two men who've grown older together. One romanticizes that winter night like it lit the stars. The other downplays it, teasing that the kiss wasn’t a big deal. But underneath the jokes is truth. They both remember. They just tell it differently. For me, this song captures what it means to be known—to still feel that first spark even when years and sarcasm have softened the edges. It's country, it's queer, and it's real.

🎶 About 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree is a music project that blends emotional storytelling with modern AI production. The songs often explore identity, intimacy, and the kind of moments that stick in your chest long after they're gone. Every lyric is a fragment of truth shaped into melody—something raw, cinematic, and unforgettable.

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Country Boy Get 'in Dirty

🎧 Song Insight: "Yeah...."
A fogged-up windshield. Static on the stereo. Two kids in silence, smoke curling through unspoken things. “Yeah....” isn’t just a mood—it’s a memory trapped in the backseat, where time slows down and even failure feels poetic. A blend of spoken confessions and low, haunting melodies, this song captures that liminal space between not caring and caring too much. For anyone who ever skipped school, lit up with shaking fingers, or tried to disappear into the right song—this is your moment, frozen in reverb.

🎙️ Lyrics

[Verse 1]
My song is skipping
Didn't miss a beat
Never worked
That adapter was cheap

[Verse 2]
In the back seat by the window
Watching smoke curl around his fingers
Thinking that would be neat
I watched as the ash fell just to see
He was looking at me
I turned away and took a drag
Pretended I was mad

[Verse 3]
Shit—I forgot to do my homework
Still half-stoned from last night
We stayed up all night on the phone

Didn’t matter
It’s too late
I was already failing
Wished he’d just give up

[Interlude]

[Verse 4]
But the world being wrong didn’t matter
My song was on
In that moment...
nothing was wrong
Even if it was just for a second
Everything could feel right

[Bridge]
It was my film
A cinematic scene
Some other show
on some other planet

[Verse 5]
But you knew—it was you
You were the star
And as the camera pulled back
you looked past your reflection
past the weight of one more mistake
you weren’t ready to let go

[Outro:Extended]
The words flood your head
We’re supposed to be young
We’re supposed to be dumb
We’re supposed to sing along
to another fucking song


💭 Artist Reflection
I didn’t write this song. I remembered it. Or maybe it remembered me.
This isn’t a fantasy or a metaphor—it’s what it felt like to be almost invisible but still alive.
You didn’t need plot back then. You just needed someone to pick you up and not ask questions.
We didn't have therapy—we had the right cassette.

🔊 About 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree is a memory loop you forgot you recorded—half nostalgia, half raw nerve. Every track is a cinematic echo of a life still healing in real-time.

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Yeah.....

🎵 Track Title:
Scars Don’t Break You

🎧 Song Insight / Upload Description:
Scars Don’t Break You is a dual-voice anthem for anyone who's been crushed by pressure but kept standing. With soft, ghosted vocals clashing against hard-edged spoken verses, it’s not here to inspire—it’s here to survive. This isn’t a spotlight moment—it’s what happens after the lights die, the mic buzzes, and you speak anyway. Real, raw, and made for the fighters.



Scars don't break you

🎧 Song Insight – "This Is Me" by 4Me2BeFree
"This Is Me" is a raw, tongue-in-cheek anthem of self-reclamation, delivered with wit, warmth, and just enough sass to sidestep sentimentality. It speaks to the messy middle—where identity isn’t a fixed brand, but a living, breathing process. With a blend of alt-pop attitude and spoken-word cheekiness, the song captures the bittersweet freedom of not having all the answers... and not needing to. It’s for anyone who's ever felt unmoored and found power in that very uncertainty. From casting off performative masks to declaring autonomy in the loudest, most joyfully awkward way possible, this track is an ode to unfiltered selfhood—with a smirk.

🎙️ Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I want to write, but I don’t know what I’m saying
The words come out, but they don’t stick... fading away
Used to spill feelings like ink on the floor—
Now I’m like... I just don’t care about that part anymore

[Verse 2]
I’m not lost
I’m just new here
Not broken
Still growing
Don’t know what I want yet
But you know what’s awesome?
I get to figure it out
Explore the parts I missed
Nothing’s better than having nothing
‘Cause there’s only perspective to gain

[Chorus]
But I know—
I’m better than where I was
I know myself
No regrets for who I’ve become
Wouldn’t trade this life
For anyone else’s dream
No need to be anyone but me

[Verse 3]
I’ve found my road
Don’t know the destination
But I know the driver… and he’s hot
And I like who he’s becoming
Lost the shadow of that stranger
Shedding the skin I used to wear

[Outro]
I don’t have to be plastic
No fake smiles far as the eye can see
Not pretending just to be seen
This ain’t a show, no illusions
Whatever the world throws
I know what it means to be real
To be me
Proud—
Alone or not
I’ll never fold
I’ll never fake
This is me
And I’m not going back
To plastic and green.

[Ext Outro]
…Did I mention the driver’s hot?!
You want my number?
Pager? AOL username??
I got you on MySpace!
...It's okay, I always got me.
And I ROCK!
(voice trailing off like they're yelling it down a hallway while the other person walks away laughing)

💬 Personal Reflection
I wrote this during a weirdly liberating phase—the kind where your whole identity feels like a reboot, but not in a polished, movie-montage kind of way. More like waking up and realizing the person you were trying so hard to be was exhausting, and maybe... kind of boring. “This Is Me” isn’t about being fully healed or knowing where I’m going—it’s about being okay with not knowing. It’s about joy in the chaos. And yeah, that last line? Totally based on real conversations. Because sometimes healing looks like laughing too loud in your own damn car.

🎤 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s a mirror. Every track is a chapter in the messy, beautiful book of becoming. This song celebrates the moment you stop editing yourself to fit someone else’s script. It's goofy. It’s grounded. And it means everything to finally say: this is me...and I’m good with that.

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this is me

🎧 Song Insight
Novocaine – COTC” is a melodic breakdown dressed in trap echoes and faded harmonies. It unravels the lingering ache of betrayal—where love became anesthesia, and silence screamed louder than any fight. The v I'm going to guess you're not going to let you do that eitherocals drift between numbness and fury, mirroring the mind’s spiral when closure never comes. This track doesn’t ask for answers... it just bleeds until there’s nothing left to numb.

📝 Lyrics
(No lyrics—musical intro only)

[Verse 1]
I was fading in a room with no light
Thinking 'bout the love that never felt right
Silhouettes on the wall, they whisper your name
But you're just a ghost and I’m the one to blame
I bled truth, you sold dreams
Now I’m stitched up in these ripped-up seams
Told me I mattered, then left me to break
Guess love is just a beautiful fake

[Pre-Chorus]
[Autotuned layered vocals, soft hi-hat roll]
Tried to swim in your hurricane
Now I’m drowning in Novocaine
You played me like a melody
Then killed the sound inside of me

[Chorus]
[Melodic trap delivery, distant harmonies]
You never meant to stay, did you?
Left your words on replay, didn't you?
I gave it all, you gave excuses
Now I’m lost in your uses
I wear this pain like a chain
It’s all I got from your name

[Verse 2]
You moved on fast—new post, new face
I’m still here, stuck in the same place
Scrolling through our old texts, cursed
Hoping you'll say you miss me first
But silence speaks in every scroll
And emptiness became my role
They say time heals but it’s all lies
I still break when I close my eyes

[Pre-Chorus]
[Filtered synth build, doubled vocals]
Tried to swim in your hurricane
Now I’m drowning in Novocaine
You played me like a melody
Then killed the sound inside of me

[Chorus]
You never meant to stay, did you?
Left your words on replay, didn't you?
I gave it all, you gave excuses
Now I’m lost in your uses
I wear this pain like a chain
It’s all I got from your name

[Bridge: Grunge guitar, sub-heavy 808 drop, distorted background vocals]
I tattooed your name on a heart that bled
Now it’s ink on pain that I can’t forget
You left, I broke, repeat the scene
Life’s just a loop in a fucked-up dream

[Chorus – Final, with added harmony and delay FX]
You never meant to stay, did you?
Left your words on replay, didn't you?
I gave it all, you gave excuses
Now I’m lost in your uses
I wear this pain like a chain
It’s all I got from your name

[Outro: Echoing piano notes, fading ambient FX]
(No lyrics—just breath and fading reverb)

🎤 Personal Reflection
This track is from a vault I didn’t know I still had keys to. “Novocaine” came from a place I’ve already crawled out of, but the words hit so honestly I couldn’t ignore them. This song doesn’t represent where I am now—it represents what I survived. And that deserves to be heard.

🎶 4Me2BeFree
Part of COTC (Cleaning Out the Closet), a raw series of tracks being released as part of an emotional and creative purge. This collection isn’t nostalgia—it’s necessary. Every song is a final echo before the next chapter begins.

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Novocaine COTC

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Same Song - COTC

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Warning Call 6FEET - COTC

🔻 Song Insight
"Animal" is a lyrical execution—sharp, bitter, and final. Part battle cry, part eulogy, it tears through illusion with teeth bared. This isn’t a breakup song. It’s a realization track: the moment the curtain drops and the persona collapses under its own fraudulence.

Structured as a verbal reckoning, “Animal” confronts the myth-making that happens in toxic dynamics—when one person spins stories while the other quietly bleeds behind the scenes. The song’s tone is scathing but measured, never desperate… just done. Like striking a match and letting the whole delusional narrative burn.

🔻 Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Fantasy world you live in,
Delusions dressed as truth—
You rewrote history
To make yourself the proof.

I wish I lived in make-believe
Where everything you say is real.
So naive you must be
To think I’d never feel.

[Chorus]
All is fair in love and war...
But this was never that.
It was a mirror cracked by lies—
A truth you never had.

I could’ve read the leaves,
But let’s be honest:
I was never the reason
You left so thoughtless.

[Verse 2]
You’re not the genius I believed.
I gave you too much grace—
For who I thought you were
And who you couldn’t face.

[Bridge]
Dumpster fire ignorance,
Rail-grade flames—
Hearts gone numb,
Desires untamed.

You’ll either wake up
Or sink in the wreck,
Drowning in your logic
Of what comes next.

[Verse 3]
Never forgiven, never forgotten—
I keep score,
You keep rotting.
Too blind to walk,
Too proud to crawl—
It was never love.
Not at all.

[Outro]
No heart, no weight.
Not worth the crime.
Not worth the date
Or the borrowed time.

Spilled tears, wasted light,
I won’t name you again,
Won’t resurrect the night.
Yesterday’s dreams were never meant—
They died with you
And all you meant.

🔻 Personal Reflection
"Animal" was written during the tail end of denial—the moment where I finally stopped giving the benefit of the doubt and started giving myself back the benefit of clarity.

There’s a rage underneath these lines, yeah… but it’s not just anger. It’s grief that matured into indifference. The hardest part wasn’t losing the relationship—it was realizing I was the only one treating it like it meant anything at all.

This song is about reclaiming reality from someone else’s fiction. About burning down the fantasy house they built in your name—and refusing to ever go back inside.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
In the context of the COTC project, "Animal" is the throat rip. The chapter where love songs die and the storyteller takes the mic back. It's a sonic confrontation, raw with betrayal but restrained with purpose. Every word is a scar sealed in melody. This is what it sounds like when survival no longer needs apology.

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Animal - COTC


🔻 Song Insight
"Goodbye Tomorrow" is the sound of a door closing… not with a slam, but with a sigh. This isn’t a rage anthem or a pleading ballad—it’s a resignation letter to a future that was never going to come true. The song moves through ghosted promises, broken projections, and the surreal act of mourning something that never fully existed outside your own hope.

Carried by a slow, aching progression and sparse instrumentation, the lyrics weave through grief and clarity with surgical precision. It’s about letting go—not because you're over it, but because you’ve finally accepted that it never was what you thought it could be. And that’s a different kind of heartbreak entirely.

🔻 Lyrics
(If you’d like me to format lyrics, feel free to drop them in and I’ll place them here in full structure with sections)

🔻 Personal Reflection
"Goodbye Tomorrow" came from that in-between place—where you're not in love anymore, but you're still haunted by the version of yourself who was. I kept trying to fix something that only existed in my imagination. This wasn’t just about a person—it was about a future, a vision, an idea of how things were supposed to go.

This song is what happens when you stop chasing closure and start giving yourself permission to stop looking. It's not angry. It's not dramatic. It’s just... done. And sometimes that’s the loudest goodbye of all.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
"Goodbye Tomorrow" marks a tonal shift in COTC—from fiery confrontation to quiet liberation. It proves that not every ending needs to be explosive… some just dissolve. And in that stillness, 4Me2BeFree finds its truest emotional weight. This track is a soft exhale—a final page turned without reading the last paragraph.

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Goodbye Tomorrow - COTC

Walk… Walk… Walk Away - COTC

🔻 Song Insight
“Why Do I Do This to Myself?” is a soft-spoken confession wrapped in retro colors and emotional vulnerability. It tells the story of forbidden longing—those moments when friendship blurs with desire, and you're left staring at someone you can't have, heart full, hands still. The lyrics unfold like pages from a teenage diary, capturing a fleeting night where silence says everything, and dreams feel more real than daylight.

The song lives in the quiet between words: a brush of a foot, a shared laugh, a whispered maybe. It’s not just about heartbreak—it’s about almost love. The kind that hurts not because it ended, but because it never truly began.

Framed in lo-fi folk textures and subtle storytelling, “Why Do I Do This to Myself?” resonates with anyone who’s ever wanted more than someone could give... and held onto the hope that maybe, just maybe, they felt it too.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
Laying across from me... just friends
Seeing you move in your sleep
Your foot brushed my leg
Caught in your stare
Blushed... looked away
I know, I know you're not gay
Stop barking up the tree in '93

[Verse 1]
You smirked and smiled
Rolled over
Closed your eyes
Why do I do this to myself
Fall in love
With the one I can't love

[Verse 2]
Looking at you asleep
So perfect
So kind
So sweet
Your eyes
Your ears
Your perfect nose
Even your feet...
Those socks

[Bridge]
I got caught again
You leaned in close
Put your face near mine
And said the best thing I ever heard you say
"I'm not what I used to be
I don't bite
Unless you want me to"
You tilted your head
Pressed your lips to mine
I thought I had died
This sweet perfection... was mine

[Verse 3]
We stayed up talking
Till our eyes gave in
Falling asleep on my chest
Feeling you breathe with me
The best dream I had

[Verse 4]
I sang you a song
One I had written
Long ago
The first time I saw you
The moment I fell
In love

[Chorus]
Oh boy, it's a boy
Got trapped inside
Don’t wanna hide
Come say hi
He's a keeper
A friend for life
He’ll never know
It’s true... it’s love
I feel
Through and through

[Verse 5]
I wished he could see
This love that's in me
It's all I have to be
This light
So bright
Keeps me up all night

[Outro]
I awoke
Thought you were gone
Then realized
It was all a dream
A dream
That can never be

🔻 Personal Reflection
This one hit harder than most.
It’s not about a breakup or a fight. It’s about what never got the chance to exist.
“Why Do I Do This to Myself?” came from a real night—back in high school, back when everything felt so massive and quiet at the same time. I remember laying there, next to him, every nerve aware, every breath like a question mark.

The striped socks were real. So was the tension. So was the moment when he said something—playful maybe, maybe more—and for a second I thought, this might actually happen.
It didn’t. But I remember every detail like it did.

This song is for anyone who’s ever read too deeply into a smile… who dared to hope even when they knew better. It's for the quiet crushes, the never-said-anythings, the dreams that leave a mark even if they don’t leave a trace.

Writing it was like opening a sealed letter from myself… and realizing the ink never faded.



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Why do I do this to myself?

“I’m doin’ fine” by 4Me2BeFree
🔻 Song Insight
“I’m doin’ fine” is a confessional disguised as a mantra—a late-night truth wrapped in soft denial. With its bittersweet acoustic-folk instrumentation and a voice that drifts between raw and reflective, the song walks a tightrope between vulnerability and performance. The lyrics paint the portrait of someone who says they’re okay—again and again—until the words lose meaning, until all that’s left is the echo of unresolved pain.

Whether you've whispered “I’m fine” to avoid a breakdown or masked your silence with a smile, this track understands that strange space between appearing okay and feeling anything but. It doesn’t force catharsis—it simply lets you sit in it.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
Yeah, yeah... oh-oh
I don’t wanna cry no more, yeah
But these tears keep fallin’ on the floor, yeah

[Chorus]
I cry, I cry, I cry all night
Tryna numb the pain but it won’t subside
I lie, I lie, say I’m doin’ fine
But deep down, I’m barely alive

[Verse 1]
Heartbreak hotel, I check in again
Room full of memories, drownin' in sin
Took all my love, left me empty within
Now I chase highs just to balance the spins

I been lost in my thoughts, I been trapped in my mind
Demons talkin’ to me, sayin’ "boy, you outta time"
Pop another pill just to feel a little light
But the dark still lingers, I can’t say goodbye

[Pre-Chorus]
Told me that you’d stay, but you walked away
Now I’m in the deep end, drownin’ in the pain
Tears in my cup, mix it with the rain
I can’t feel my heart, yeah, it’s not the same

[Chorus]
I cry, I cry, I cry all night
Tryna numb the pain but it won’t subside
I lie, I lie, say I’m doin’ fine
But deep down, I’m barely alive

[Verse 2] (fast rap section)
Shadows in my room and they talk back (yeah)
Sayin’ that I’ll never get my heart back (yeah)
I been runnin’ from myself, where the love at?
Tried to fill the void but it’s all black

Late night thoughts got me grippin’ on a fifth
Every single memory is cuttin’ like a slit
She said she love me but she lyin’ through her lips
Now I’m fallin’ even deeper in abyss, uh

[Bridge]
Lost soul driftin’, I been tryna stay afloat
Fake smiles on me, but they never even know
I been cryin’ out loud, but my tears don’t show
If I fade away, will they even know?

[Chorus]
I cry, I cry, I cry all night
Tryna numb the pain but it won’t subside
I lie, I lie, say I’m doin’ fine
But deep down, I’m barely alive

[Outro]
I don’t wanna cry no more, yeah
But these tears keep fallin’ on the floor, yeah

🔻 Personal Reflection
Not every song I write is born from a wound. Sometimes, it's just about catching a moment in the dark that we've all stumbled through—whether it was last night or ten years ago. “I’m doin’ fine” isn’t about me falling apart... it’s about what it feels like when we all pretend we’re not.

It’s the phrase people say when they want the questions to stop. It’s what you tell yourself to keep going. This track doesn’t resolve anything. It just admits that pretending is its own kind of pain—and sometimes that’s the bravest truth you can sing.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
At its core, 4Me2BeFree is about telling the truth through sound. Not every truth is loud. Some whisper. Some hurt. Some heal. With “I’m doin’ fine,” the vision was to create something that felt cinematic and raw—a song that doesn’t demand your attention but lingers with you after it’s over.

This is what we do. We take moments you’ve lived through—and give them a melody you didn’t know you needed.

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I’m doin’ fine

🎵 Found
by 4Me2BeFree

🔻 Song Insight
“Found” is the quiet scream of survival after years of emotional distortion. It’s not just a breakup song — it’s an awakening. Layered in raw acoustic textures and underscored by female harmonies that haunt like memory itself, the track captures the unspoken moments after betrayal — when words fail, and all you have is breath, silence, and eventually… self.

The lyrics move through the phases of pain, confrontation, and release — not as a clean journey, but as a real one. “Cut me down, left me unfound” is the song’s bleeding heart, but it’s the chorus evolution that marks growth: “This became your tragedy song / Played out too far, for far too long.” This isn't revenge — it’s remembrance and release.

Like a drone hovering over cracked red earth — alone, distant, vast — “Found” turns isolation into artistry.

🔻 Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I go to speak, but the words fall short
This pen won’t write what bleeds in my heart
Every time I try to find what to say
It’s you who turns peace into rage

[Verse 2]
I can’t speak to you tonight
My blood’s been spilled too many times
What we had now rots inside
Nothing I say will clean your lies

[Pre-Bridge]
My memories used to shine
Now trashed .... you crossed the line
I never meant to wreck your mind
To tear you down or make you blind

[Bridge]
I fought for you while you cut me
Screamed for you while I bleed
You turned the knife in deeper
breath sounds soft heartbeat

[Chorus]
Cut me down, left me unfound
Thought this was love, but we watched it drown
Broken, lost, it came unbound
This became your tragedy song
Played out too far, for far too long

[Verse 3]
But fuck you .... I was found
Now you’re feeling something? Wow
It only took two years for you to see
What I lived through silently

[Verse 4]
You want a response .... I’m doing my best
Wish I had time to get it off my chest
Let’s face the truth, this won’t last
Tomorrow’s just another broken past

[Verse 5]
Let the winds howl, let the tides collide
Emotions spinning, lost with time
Nothing you say will fix what died
That part of me’s long left behind

[Pre-Bridge]
My memories used to shine
Now trashed .... you crossed the line
I never meant to wreck your mind
To tear you down or make you blind

[Bridge]
I fought for you while you cut me
Screamed for you while I bleed
You turned the knife in deeper
breath sounds soft heartbeat

[Chorus / Outro]
Cut me down, left me unfound
Thought this was love, but we watched it drown
Broken, lost, it came unbound
This became your tragedy song
Played out too far, for far too long
wind blowing

🔻 Personal Reflection
There were days I couldn’t tell if I was healing or just hiding better. “Found” was born in the aftermath — not of the relationship, but of the silence that followed. After years of loving someone who couldn't love me without controlling me, I realized that closure doesn’t come from answers. It comes from choosing not to respond.



🔻 4Me2BeFree
With each track, 4Me2BeFree transforms emotional scars into cinematic soundscapes. “Found” marks a turning point — not just musically, but personally. It embodies the mission of 4Me2BeFree: to turn raw vulnerability into art, to document not just the fall, but the stand-up after.

Our music isn’t about genre. It’s about truth. And this truth needed to be sung — not for them, but for us. For you. For me.

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Found

🔥 To Be Loved By Just You – Song Insight & Lyrics 🔥

🔻 To Be Loved By Just You – Song Insight
This song isn’t just about romance—it’s about longing. It’s about the quiet hope that someone out there is searching for you just as much as you’re searching for them.

It’s a song for those who believe in real connection—not just fleeting moments, but something lasting. Something built on trust, passion, and understanding.

It’s about stepping into a future that isn’t defined by past heartaches, but by the hope of something new.

Love isn’t just about finding someone—it’s about being seen, being held, and being truly known.

🔻 To Be Loved By Just You – Lyrics
Verse 1
I know you don’t know me, but I’m thinking of you,
Hoping you’re the one to make my dreams come true.
I’m ready for love, for something that’s real,
A connection so deep, it’s all I can feel.

Chorus
To be loved for the first time, completely by you,
To feel the spark of a love that’s just for us two.
Your head on my chest, as I hold you so near,
Safe in my arms, with nothing to fear.

Verse 2
I’m searching for someone, a friendship that lasts,
To build something new and let go of the past.
To look in your eyes and see something true,
To leave behind the shadows and the life I once knew.

Chorus
To be loved for the first time, completely by you,
To feel the spark of a love that’s just for us two.
Your head on my chest, as I hold you so near,
Safe in my arms, with nothing to fear.

Bridge
I see a future of love and laughter,
A dream I’ve chased, a life I’m after.
This time I’m ready, the wait is through,
The final piece of my heart is you.

Chorus (Refrain)
To be loved for the first time, completely by you,
To feel the spark of a love that’s just for us two.
Your head on my chest, as I hold you so near,
Safe in my arms, with nothing to fear.

Outro
I know you don’t know me, but I’m thinking of you,
Hoping you’ll come along, and I’ll find something true.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
Love doesn’t have to be complicated. It’s about the little things—the touch, the presence, the quiet moments where you just know.

"To Be Loved By Just You" is a song about longing for something real—about being ready for the love you’ve always deserved. No masks, no games, just something genuine.

🔥 When the right one comes along, there won’t be doubts—just the certainty that you’re exactly where you were meant to be.

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To Be Loved By Just You v2

🔻 Song Insight – “Inside” by 4Me2BeFree
“Inside” is a haunting descent into the spaces we rarely let others see — a cinematic confession layered with heat, hesitation, and hard-won vulnerability. Set against the backdrop of dark analog synths and Stranger Things-style ambiance, the track balances erotic energy with emotional weight. It’s not just about desire — it’s about what happens when connection breaks past skin and touches memory, shame, and need.

Built on a mid-tempo rhythm that simmers rather than explodes, “Inside” pulls you through a series of internal awakenings. Each verse peels away another layer of armor. Each chorus dares to ask: Can I survive being truly seen?

With its deep male vocals, breathy echoes, and moments of sonic distortion, this track delivers not just sound — but sensation.

[Opening]  
I feel it rising—my mind is set  
Tension builds where we find no rest  
You come close, and I lose control  
Heat in my blood, deep in your soul  

[Verse 1]  
My clothes don’t fit when you’re near  
Lose my sight to the things I’d hear  
You trace my curve with every touch  
Softest tongue—I feel too much  
I try to pull back, but I’m too far gone  
Hardest hour, still holding on  

[Pre-Chorus]  
Your eyes look up—silent, understood  
You don’t ask, but you know you should  
My love comes running, I’m ready to go  
*Dripping desire—can’t stop the flow*

[Chorus]  
Keep me alive—don’t let it die  
Be brave, hold it tight  
You’re not shy, not tonight  
Don’t let go—it’s part of your show  

[Climactic Chorus]  
You want my liquid love to thrive  
A precious seed, a need you feed inside  
I don’t care about the words, just the ride  
That place, that escape…  

[Verse 2]  
Mouth caught on my nerve, you devour  
I’m undone in the midnight hour  
I taste myself with every kiss  
Trapped in your ache, can’t resist  
Alone, I hear you in my mind  
You freed a part I couldn’t hide  

[Bridge]  
You bit your lip, smacked my ass  
You made me gasp with every thrash  
Forget the past, just let it slide  
No shame here—just the ride inside  

[Chorus]  
Keep me alive—don’t let it die  
Be brave, hold it tight  
You’re not shy, not tonight  
Don’t let go—it’s part of your show  

[Climactic Chorus]  
You want my liquid love to thrive  
A precious seed, a need you feed inside  
I don’t care about the words, just the ride  
That place, that escape…  

[Outro]  
That place, that escape  
That ride inside  
No words, no shame  
Just me alive  


🔻 Personal Reflection
This song came from a place I wasn’t sure I’d ever let music touch. It’s about sex, yes — but more than that, it’s about intimacy colliding with memory, and how desire can either heal or haunt. I’ve been with people who saw my body but didn’t see me, and I’ve also known the kind of connection that’s terrifying because it does.

“Inside” was born out of that collision — physical, emotional, and spiritual. It speaks to the aftermath of trauma, the ache of needing to be accepted, and the risk of letting someone in fully when parts of you still feel unsafe or unloved.

Recording this was strange at first — I had to step into that vulnerability vocally, not just lyrically. I wanted the track to breathe, to burn, and to blur — like a fever dream you remember through someone else’s scent.

This isn’t just eroticism — it’s reclamation.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
This track is a perfect example of what 4Me2BeFree is becoming: a sound that fuses personal liberation with cinematic emotion. Whether it’s heartbreak, sensuality, or quiet rage — every song is a mirror, curved by feeling, wrapped in texture, and grounded in lived truth.

We don’t do music as performance. We do music as memory — scored with synths, scars, and survival.

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inside v2 - Explicit

This song is what happens when you survive your 20s, your 30s, and whatever the hell that 5-day blackout was… and still have enough clarity left to laugh about it. Bad Boys & Drugs is basically the voice in your head the morning after, realizing you’re not “daddy” anymore — you’re just the guy whose Wi-Fi everyone’s still using. It's gross, it’s honest, and it's probably too accurate. You're welcome. 🧼🧠🛋️

Bad Boys & Drugs

🎧 Slip of the Hand – by 4Me2BeFree
🔻 Song Insight
Slip of the Hand is a hushed warning wrapped in static, silence, and sarcasm. At its core, it’s about the quiet moments after betrayal — not when you scream, but when you’ve stopped caring enough to raise your voice. It captures the emotional aftermath of trust broken not by accident, but by ego, entitlement, and the casual theft of something sacred: peace.

Built with lo-fi vinyl textures, haunting glitch effects, and an almost whispered female vocal that sits on the edge of eerie detachment, the song becomes a psychological soundscape. This isn’t revenge. It’s the silence before the storm. The moment when grief becomes clarity — and clarity becomes something dangerously calm.

The chorus echoes like a looped message you can’t erase:

“A slip of the hand, no need to explain / You stole what steadied me — left static and strain.”

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
You gave new meaning to silence
Visited me after the damage
Heard me trying to stitch my calm
Knowing that sound was my salve, my balm

[Verse 1]
You came back like nothing snapped
Eyes soft, voice low, history redacted
I showed you my world — again, stupid me
You watched me show peace, then left with a piece

[Pre-Chorus]
Played my friend, then set the snare
Talked ‘bout plans, like you’d always care
But your words delayed, your truth betrayed
Stone-faced silence — I was amazed

[Chorus]
A slip of the hand, no need to explain
You stole my stillness, left static and strain
My ears, my calm — stolen in plain view
Dead battery soul, just like you

[Verse 2]
You knew they mattered — that was the point
Not the brand, the frequency I used to heal joints
Sessions lost, memories blurred
You didn’t steal earbuds — you stole my words

[Verse 3]
Guilt dressed like kindness, showed up in a box
Refurb’d comfort, cold and off
Didn’t think I’d deserve something new
Just something “good enough” from you

[Pre-Chorus]
Never said it. Never had the spine
Just a tracking link and a lazy lie
Can’t clean a theft with a faded case
You can’t refund grace

[Chorus]
A slip of the hand, no need to explain
You stole my stillness, left static and strain
My ears, my calm — stolen in plain view
Dead battery soul, just like you

[Verse 4]
Sixty minutes in, it dies — again
That left bud coughs, and I see your grin
I don’t recharge, I just remember
What broke in me that cold November

[Pre-Chorus]
You haunted my calm, like a ghost in the wire
But I don’t rage — I rewire
Every glitch, every cut
Another win — you're not enough

[Final Chorus / Outro]
A slip of the hand, no need to explain
You stole my stillness, left static and strain
My ears, my calm — stolen in plain view
Dead battery soul, just like you

🔻 Personal Reflection
I wrote this in a good mood. That’s the irony.
Sometimes, when you’re far enough from the pain, you can finally speak the truth without shaking. This wasn’t about losing earbuds — it was about losing trust, and what it feels like when someone takes something they know brings you peace, and they do it anyway.

The voice in this song isn’t angry. It’s tired. It’s calm in a way that’s almost frightening — like someone who’s done explaining and is just watching to see what you do next. I didn’t want a scream. I wanted a confession disguised as stillness.

This was my way of writing a threat without making one. And it made me laugh while I did it, because sometimes, you can burn someone alive just by writing the truth with a straight face.


From layered glitch-soul to theatrical narrative pop, the music is designed for listeners who don’t just hear — they feel. This track sets the tone for a new trilogy of sound: one that’s reflective, dangerous, and deeply human.

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Slip Of The Hand

🎧 Track 299: “This Tab’s Yours”
by 4Me2BeFree

🔻 Song Insight
“This Tab’s Yours” is a lyrical evisceration wrapped in composure. It’s not a scream—it's a final word, a controlled purge of betrayal, identity erosion, and mental entrapment. This track closes a long arc of emotional warfare, not with a bang, but with a scalpel. Every verse walks through the wreckage of a relationship that blurred truth and manipulation, memory and performance.


🔻 Lyrics

[Verse 1]  
Words thrown—shit against a wall  
Can’t build on cracks—just watch it fall  
Hiccups echo through my mind  
This pain ain’t mine, but it rewinds  
Session crimes—still serving time  
Old emotions dressed in new design  

[Verse 2]  
Wish my pain would stop re-explaining  
Overprocessed the process—it’s draining  
I insist this mess is dismissed  
But still, it drips. It resists.  
This system’s an abscess  
Spreads like rust—refuses rest  
I want my memories. I want my mind.  
But this loop stays stuck—redesigned  

[Verse 3]  
You play with my head  
I write bars to survive  
You hide from emotion  
Mine stream on live  
You block your past  
I’m trapped in replay  
You mocked my pain—  
I got wise. Walked away.  

[Verse 4]  
Never respected my fears  
Auto-stored and weaponized  
Turned my truth into triggers  
You made the past come alive  
Built a trap—blueprint of me  
Laid each lie like masonry  
The depths you went, the shit you sold  
Your love was fake. Your silence cold.  

[Refrain – Female Vocal Return]  
Some debts don’t fade with time  
Some voices haunt the line  
Some love was never mine…  
(and it’s fine)  

[Verse 5]  
Mind bound—chained to a bed  
Watching reruns—clips in my head  
No lines I missed, no truths unread  
Just scenes I wish I’d burned instead  
Facing loss, my insides twitch  
The skit was yours—no soul, just script  

Are you sick? To act that way?  
What’s so fucked inside your brain?  
Was it all a lie—your name, your cry?  
Did you ever feel, or just get by?  

[Verse 6]  
Nine years—my time, my fire  
You traded love for false desire  
No thought of loss, no cost to weigh  
You walked like we were made of clay  
Now you frame this as mutual flame  
Like we both sparked this twisted game  
But your delusions—deep and cracked  
And hearts like yours don’t take love back  

[Verse 7]  
This world is cruel—I thought I knew  
But I said “I do” to the dark in you  
You broke my house, my name, my trust  
And turned soft hearts into rust  
But I rebuilt. Rewired my part.  
Concrete walls guard this heart.  
No access granted. No more spins.  
This story ends. I don't begin again.  

You made your bed. You played your part.  
You broke your mind. You split this art.  
Yeah, you say you miss me—  
I bet you do.  
Now life reflects the real you.  
What you had—wasn’t that bad  
Now it’s lost, and that’s just sad.  

[Outro – Spoken / Final Statement]  
Shit is done. Roads laid.  
Lesson burned—bridge unmade.  
I was traded. I was used.  
But I walked, and I refused.  

You held me back. You made me pay.  
But this tab?  
It’s yours. All day.


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Track 299: "This Tab’s Yours"

🔻 Song Insight – “John Doe” by 4Me2BeFree
“John Doe” is a haunting and emotionally cinematic piece that explores the unbearable weight of waiting for the call that confirms what your gut already knows — that someone you care for deeply is gone. It's a meditation on loss, helplessness, and the quiet violence of addiction and detachment. With its slow-burning rock arrangement, deep male vocals, and minimalist yet devastating storytelling, John Doe captures what it feels like to lose someone who was already fading before the moment they left. It isn't just about death — it's about being powerless in the face of it, and carrying the ache of what you couldn’t stop.

🔻 Lyrics
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[Intro]  
Echos are the only thing left  
Empty dreams just memories  

[Verse 1]  
Unmistaken shadows that last  
Stuttered images that will never pass  
Every life that no longer breathes  
Leaves dust trails with a hollow breeze  

[Chorus]  
I wait on that call that ends this all  
A fatal pause that keeps me stalled  
Nothing will make this a cure  
A place awake and always unheard  

[Verse 2]  
I see your eyes with falling tears  
Muscle memory shaped by fears  
Six feet under, you disappear  
We unfold you now with silent years  

[Chorus]  
No screams are heard, no fists must fight  
Just another night you fall from light  
Like a star now turned to gray  
No longer ours — just yesterday  

[Interlude]  
No answers come, no angels show  
Just the sound of a door... closing slow  

[Bridge]  
No prayers, no gods to call  
Empty skies where we all fall  
No promises, no deals to plea  
Just loss, just names, just you and me  

[Verse 3]  
No matter the number, no amount will do  
Just a green trail left behind for proof  
They stack the stats like coins in piles  
But the ones who die are lost in files  

[Refrain]  
All we do is hope for signs  
Some shimmer breaking through the lines  
But we hang our heads and hold what’s true  
Next time we see you, life is through  

[Final Refrain]  
Fought like hell — I fell  
Reached inside to scream and yell  
Please make this just a dream, I’d plea  
I slammed my fists on Heaven’s door  
With all the might I had before  
But no one answers, no reply  
Just a dead track looping by  
And it’s you — it’s you I lose  

[Outro]  
*silence*

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John Doe

🔻 Song Insight
"Within the Maze" drifts between emotional fragmentation and unexpected clarity. It captures the moment when you're lost not just in your mind, but in the quiet wreckage of a relationship that used to ground you. Each lyric feels like turning a corner without knowing what you'll find—love, fear, memory, or escape. There's no map. Just the rhythm of two souls trying to feel their way back to something real. This is vulnerability rendered in distortion and echo.


🔻 Personal Reflection
I wrote “Within the Maze” during a time when I couldn’t tell if I was healing… or hiding. The maze is real—it’s your head, your heart, your past. Sometimes you think you’re getting closer to peace, only to hit another wall made of doubt or memory. This track wasn’t about resolution. It was about staying with the feeling long enough to find something true inside it. The lyrics aren’t meant to explain. They’re meant to echo.

This one came out fast, but it hurt in slow motion.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
For 4Me2BeFree, this song represents the in-between space—where clarity is just out of reach but you keep walking anyway. Every track we make is layered with rawness, noise, and memory. “Within the Maze” leans fully into that instability and still dares to sound beautiful. That’s what we’re about: cinematic imperfection, emotional truth, and music that doesn’t need to resolve in order to matter.

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Within the maze

🔻 Song Insight – Chambers Loaded
By 4Me2BeFree

“Chambers Loaded” is a slow-motion collapse. It’s a track that paints the fragility of identity when image becomes armor and self-worth gets traded for designer labels and synthetic highs. Lyrically, it’s a walk through a city built from denial — where each streetlight flickers above a foundation cracking from the inside.

There’s a sense of watching someone in freefall while pretending they’re ascending. The verses glide through fashion and facades, but the pre-chorus hits like a shot in the dark: “It’s a revolver playing roulette.” And you know the chamber’s loaded — not with bullets, but with regret, addiction, and the weight of choices never claimed.

Musically, it's built like a dreamscape unraveling in reverse — each section adds density, distortion, and emotional decay. The final moments are unnervingly calm. Not peaceful. Just... inevitable.

[Verse 1]  
You can wear the buildings  
Put the streets on one leg at a time  
It doesn't change you —  
Doesn't change the man within  

Lips plumped and eyebrows plucked  
Hair prepared while none down there  
Shoes shimmer and shine  
Gucci and Louis Vuitton  

[Pre-Chorus]  
Brands trace a silhouette  
It’s a revolver playing roulette  
Chambers loaded — a cloak of regret  

[Verse 2]  
Picking colors to blend  
Shades to mask what’s within  
Just a charade  

Layers built a scaffold  
Of what you knew well  
Bring me in —  
Make the way —  
It’s hell you pick, you chose today  

[Chorus]  
What’s condemned, broken within  
Walls fall — no structure to stall  
What once stood tall  
Just papier-mâché  
A fragile shell  
Crippled as you fall  

[Bridge]  
Sinking down, folded  
A self-built town  
A fortress of deceit  
Now lays at your feet  

Streets pour like blood  
Empty emotions and drugs  
A zombie land you walk in  

[Outro]  
Passed-out motions, mechanical actions  
Subtraction habits, distraction attractions  
You bend  
Sinking in  
A graceful escape —  
The end was your only friend  

🔻 4Me2BeFree
“Chambers Loaded” continues 4Me2BeFree’s mission to tell stories that cut beneath the aesthetic. Our music isn’t just sound — it’s emotional architecture.

We build with distortion, vulnerability, layers, and space. Every song is a scene. Every lyric a line of dialogue. This track is part of a bigger arc: one that dismantles illusions and walks through what’s left behind.

It’s not clean. It’s not comfortable. But it’s real. And that’s what matters.

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Chambers Loaded

🔻 Song Insight

"Redemption In Shadows" is a raw meditation on betrayal, emotional decay, and the fragile line between healing and collapse. It unfolds like a whispered confession from the ruins—where memory isn’t just haunting, but poisonous. The song lives in the tension between silence and eruption. Each verse spirals inward before collapsing into stark, echo-laced refrains. This isn’t about forgiveness; it’s about naming the wound so it stops festering. For anyone who’s ever survived the gaslight, the overdose, or the slow erosion of truth, this track is your mirror.


🔻 Lyrics

[Verse 1]
You wrap me
inside out
tethered fear
battle torn
spilled and worn

[Verse 2]
Forsaken now
tokens of blood I shed
leaving whispers
trails in your dredge

[Chorus]
Earth pulled beneath my feet
What began in love ends in grief
I lay here bare
A history I keep

[Verse 3]
Dark night clouds
A world left undone
Thunder rolls
Forever alone

[Bridge]
Eyes alight
Forsaken and drowned
Clipped closed, broken
A voice never spoken

[Verse 4]
Redemption in shadows
Past a place not embraced
No trace of love or guilt
With nothing felt

[Chorus 2]
Slow motion life
Tracking your lies
A history never owned
Your truth: a darkness
It's death you postpone

[Outro]
No grave could hold your shame

🔻 Personal Reflection

There was a time when I thought love could survive anything. That if I just stayed long enough, quieted myself enough, maybe they'd come back to the version of them I first met. But instead, I watched myself unravel. "Redemption In Shadows" came from a place of clarity that only arrives after the collapse—when you finally see how much of yourself you gave up trying to keep the peace.

Writing this wasn’t catharsis. It was documentation. A forensic memory of the lies I swallowed and the parts of me that died in silence. The dredge is real—the emotional sludge left behind when someone poisons your sense of self. And still, I kept chasing closure from someone who had already left emotionally years before they physically disappeared.

This track is me refusing to let that kind of erasure happen again. It doesn’t forgive, but it reclaims.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

At 4Me2BeFree, we don’t write songs to fix things. We write them to witness them. "Redemption In Shadows" is a sonic autopsy of emotional abandonment. It’s jagged, unstable, and intentionally unpolished—because that’s how grief feels. Our work exists in that cinematic tension where the story doesn’t wrap up cleanly, but still leaves a mark. This track is part of our ongoing mission: to turn lived experience into layered soundscapes that reflect real pain, survival, and eventual reclamation.

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Redemption In Shadows

🔻 “6 DEEP” – by 4Me2BeFree
🎧 Song Insight
“6 DEEP” is a funeral anthem for the living—where grief, regret, and post-breakup ghosts collide. It's the sound of being buried emotionally while the world scrolls past.  this track confesses its pain like a private journal… and screams it like a eulogy no one showed up for. You don’t need to die to be forgotten—sometimes it happens while you’re still breathing.

🎙️ Lyrics
Intro
Yeah
I sit here waitin' for the ill to take me
Peace ain't near, and the memories chase me
Pills don’t seep, just ache in place
F**kin' dreams crushed—yeah, I need some space

Verse 1
I feel it creepin', takin’ hold
Never wanted to break this bold
Skip the script, all the lies you sold
I was tryna wait, be the hand you hold

But I’m slippin', can’t fake no more
Holdin' this line got me shakin' at the core
Your glowin’ phone? Just another war
Lights blind—can’t find what I’m livin’ for

Pre-Chorus
Drips push in, pull back, it’s mine
Red floods trace down the line
No rewind, just fade and fall
Back on the bed—my final call
A fortress, a tomb—I married the wall

Chorus
You saw me wrapped inside that fight
I died to save what never felt right
I can't stay here—let me drown
You cried like love would bring me 'round
Six feet deep, now you swear you care
But when I needed you—wasn't there

Verse 2
Now you vibin’ on a beat, postin’ my name
Actin’ like you knew—like this ain't a game
But it’s all just lights, another show
Another ghost line, another no-go

Was I even meant to be?
Do we gotta make this tragedy me?
Don’t try no more, don't fake a plea
Just echoes now where love should be

Bridge
My words were pain, no mistake
You cashed in, took what you could take
Lines bled greed, nose to floor
You knew it all, still asked for more

Don’t let me be just another lost one
6 deep, another soul gone
The writing’s been on every wall
But you read none of it at all

Breakdown
From the ground, I split in two
This loss? Nah—it’s not on you
My voice repeats, a warning beat
But all you heard was your own deceit

Final Chorus
Yeah, you say I’m a vibe—but I died
Still can’t see it, even when you cry
Smoke won’t numb what you let slide
I’m in a box, screamin’ on the inside

Dead tone, reachin’ for a grip
Feelin’ the fall in this motel script
I met my end when hell walked in
Just me, the silence, and where I’ve been

Outro
And if this is how you hear me now
Just know I tried—I just didn’t know how
This ain't for fame, no trending tweet
It’s the last page of me beneath your feet

🧠 Artist Reflection
 “6 DEEP” is for anyone who’s ever felt invisible even while screaming. It’s one of those tracks that wrote me more than I wrote it. I don’t always know where the emotion ends and the music begins.

💡 About 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree blends vulnerability with cinematic energy, combining emotional rap, alt-rock, and immersive storytelling. With over 130,000+ global streams, Īan’s music speaks to the haunted, the heartbroken, and the healing.

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6 Deep - 2

🔻 Song Insight
“Past-Life” is a raw emotional reckoning wrapped in alt-rock and rap-rock grit. It captures the psychological aftermath of a toxic love—the kind that doesn't just leave you, but embeds itself in your nervous system like a ghost with a key to your triggers. The song moves like a confession in reverse: distorted guitar swells mirror inner chaos, while sharp rap verses detail a mind unraveling under betrayal and abandonment. Each chorus is a collapsed heartbeat—a scream into the silence left behind. It’s a sonic filmstrip of pain, stitched with the thread of self-resurrection.

Lyrically, it speaks to survivors of emotional abuse, those who’ve been gaslit, left behind, and made to question their own worth. The metaphor of a sweater unraveling into a noose is not just poetic—it's personal. "Past-Life" isn’t just about what happened. It’s about what you carry long after, when love has turned into a prison you still can’t fully escape.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro – Rap flow, lo-fi beat under vocals]
vinyl crackle
deep inhale
Pulled from the back seat, cold hands shake
Didn’t let go, didn’t know it was fake
Promises gone like fog in the night
Left again—gotta relive the fight

[Verse 1 – Rap continues, heavy guitar stabs]
List full of ghosts that I can’t resist
Why I can’t tell when the lie gets kissed
Saw it in your eyes—I froze, dismissed
You took my past, made it your hitlist

[Pre-Chorus – Shift to sung, tension builds]
Pulled from hell, you enlisted
Seeing truth you thought unseen
Scars a record, scorn a war
Pain torn and trapped in walls

[Chorus – Soaring and melodic]
You left me as I fell — burning I yelled
My world collapsed, no looking back
I’m the one who knows what you lack
And I still hear your silence
Like a knife in the track

[Refrain – Echo effect possible]
Call me desperate—it’s true
My fault for ever loving you

[Verse 2 – Back to sung, emotional tension]
Can’t say I’m ready—it’s been years
I can’t trust, it’s just built-in fear
I know I’m worth more than this
I give my heart a history—it fits

[Pre-Chorus – Softer, more internal]
Lungs hit and bleed, no air
Feeling parts of me now not clear
The pain I used to feel—yeah, it's real
And it owns me still

[Chorus – Return to full energy]
You left me as I fell — burning I yelled
My world collapsed, no looking back
I’m the one who knows what you lack
And I still hear your silence
Like a knife in the track

[Bridge – Distorted, delayed vocals]
Energy seeps from my pores
Falling down across the floors
I see chaos in my midst
Echoes of a life I don’t miss

A truth that gets stuck and pulls
This sweater I wear — it unwinds
As it loops it binds
A noose killing me in time

[Breakdown – Stripped vocals, wide reverb]
My voice... rip-torn from this world
Closed—I’m trying to let this go
Splintered but needing a spine
These growing pains stop in time

[Chorus – Final repeat, vocals stacked]
You left me as I fell — burning I yelled
My world collapsed, no looking back
I’m the one who knows what you lack
And I still hear your silence
Like a knife in the track

[Outro – Slow fade, heartbeat & feedback]
Can’t explain what shouldn’t be said
A past life lived, a version of hell
You’ll never see what I had to feel
My own worst prison...
These bars I still keep sealed

heartbeat fades
guitar feedback lingers



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past-life

🔻 Song Insight – “Walmart Superstar”
“Walmart Superstar” is a spontaneous love story set in one of the most unlikely places ..... the fluorescent-lit aisles of a Southern Walmart. 

This song was born from something real .... a brief but beautiful moment between two guys who finally met after months of online connection. We didn't have much time. We didn’t meet in a candlelit café. We met in a Walmart in the middle of a Southern town on a hot ass day!
I was in cut-offs and a black tee, nervous as hell. He dropped a pin. I got an Uber. And for thirty minutes, everything around us faded. We walked, talked, kissed ...... not caring who stared. That moment reminded me that connection doesn’t have to be perfect or polished. Sometimes it just has to be real.

This song is my way of immortalizing that short, messy, beautiful night — and maybe reminding someone out there that they deserve to be seen too, even if it’s in aisle nine.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
Phone Notification
 Dropped a pin in the parking lot
 Said, “I’m fifteen out” — I Ubered on the spot

[Verse 1]
You’re my Walmart superstar
 I didn’t drive — just called a car
 Cut-off shorts, black tee — not tryin’ to play smart
 I knew I’d know your face, wanted to know your heart
Uber rolled up, driver knew the deal
 Took me faster than time could feel
 My hands were shaky, mind on blast
 One shot moment — could it last?

[Chorus]
Down the aisles we strolled real slow
 Talked like no one else would know
 Your lips said more than words could try
 One kiss in and I touched the sky
 You're my center, you're my spark
 You lit me up in that Walmart dark

[Verse 2]
You tracked my fumes, not just a game
 Not a plot or trick, you felt the same
 Every glance was heat, every move—alarm
 Couldn’t resist your lips, your arms
I kissed you once, you kissed me back
 Felt like lightning, no holding back
 We laughed in lanes where people stared
 Didn’t care, 'cause love was there

[Chorus]
Down the aisles we strolled real slow
 Talked like no one else would know
 Your lips said more than words could try
 One kiss in and I touched the sky
 You're my center, you're my spark
 You lit me up in that Walmart dark

[Bridge]
It's a teaser, wild heart’s dream
 Escaping this old masquerade scene
 Lay new roots on solid ground
 A love worth more than markdowns

[Rap Section]
No flashing blue light — that’s Kmart, babe
 I ain’t on clearance, I’m the whole damn wave
 White gold plated, not turning green
 This Southern heat got me feelin’ seen
I don’t need leather or a gag and ball
 Just low-cut cotton — I’m ready to fall
 Ankle socks on, had me weak in the knees
 That boy’s got me beggin' like “please and cheese”

[Pause – beat drops low]
 This ain’t no hook-up, it ain’t that cheap
 Ain’t classy either, but it runs real deep
 Two dudes kissin’ by the freezer aisle
 Got these rednecks squintin’ like it’s X-Files
Aisle 9 cleanup — someone spilled the tea
 Mop and bucket ain't enough for me
 I’m all aglow, lit like a sign
 We makin' love in a Walmart line
We kissed by the planters and bug spray display
 Country boys passed but had nothin’ to say
 Sun hit his face like a clearance light
 Felt low-key wrong but it felt so right
Stockroom dreams and country heat
 Love don't ask for a velvet seat
 If this is wrong, we still showed up
 Barcodes be damned, go ring this up

[Outro]
Your arms were soft, your kiss a fire
 A moment real, not some satire
 Stocking love on every shelf
 No barcode needed—just be yourself
Didn’t know if I could hold it
 It’s a moment — won’t you know it
 It showed both of us all aglow
 Could make it an aisle clean


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Walmart Superstar

🔻 Song Insight
Some stories aren’t written to be understood—they’re lived, endured, and eventually sung. "Worth Telling" unfolds like a whispered memory, unsure if it should exist out loud. It wrestles with truth, fear, and the unspoken tug of something fragile becoming real. This isn’t about clean endings or perfect arcs—it’s about what lingers between the lines. A heart at the edge. A hand almost reaching back. The weight of maybe.

With textures of emotional contradiction—yearning, restraint, defiance—the track invites listeners to step into a mind caught between undoing and becoming. It’s not meant to answer your questions. Just to echo the ones you're still afraid to ask.

🔻 Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I close my eyes—I hear your sound
Heartbeat echo, in sync with mine
Your warmth wraps me, full surround
A moment caught I won’t erase

[Pre-Chorus]
It was you who cracked the truth
The way you stayed, that subtle proof
Phone screen lit—I write, then erase
Drafting words I’m scared to say

[Chorus]
I don’t want to let this go—it’s taken hold
I see the cracks, all the ways this could fold
But I still want to be something worth telling
Something that stays—cut loose from the past we’re shelling

[Verse 2]
I’m not broken—but I’ve got breaks
Still tied down by old mistakes
Feelings flood—I can’t slow them down
If I leap... will I hit the ground?

[Bridge]
Wrap me tight—let the fear take flight
Break down these walls
I’m screaming inside but I don’t show
Please—just tell me you know...

[Breakdown]
I’m lost at sea—no compass, no map
Blindfold on, heart in a trap
Break this / make this / be this
I’m tired of truths that contradict

[Chorus – Repeat]
I don’t want to let this go—it’s taken hold
I see the cracks, all the ways this could fold
But I still want to be something worth telling
Something that stays—cut loose from the past we’re shelling

[Outro]
When wishes become plain
When kings lose crowns in rain
When skies fade from blue to gray
And wealth dissolves without a name

I hope you know—this isn’t gold
It’s just a home
A place to lay your head, be warm
A wish come true—to feel, and not perform

🔻 Personal Reflection
There are parts of me I’ll never write out loud. This song brushes up against them.
Worth Telling isn’t about confession. It’s about the tension of wanting to be seen, but not fully. Of knowing that something real is possible—but only if it survives all the quiet tests we never admit we’re giving.
Some lyrics are just placeholders for fear. And some moments, no matter how small, feel like they’re screaming with meaning. This song holds a few of mine.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
Every 4Me2BeFree track walks the line between cinematic soundscape and journal entry. Worth Telling continues that path—unpolished, real, and emotionally suspended. It’s not a perfect narrative. It’s a feeling frozen mid-fall. This is what we do: make the unspoken visible, the unsayable melodic.

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Worth Telling

🔻 Song Insight
“You Miss Me?” is a raw, unfiltered spoken-word blues piece that confronts the emotional wreckage left behind after surviving narcissistic abuse. Delivered with searing honesty and dripping vulnerability, it challenges the illusion of reconciliation with someone who once tried to erase you. This track doesn't plead. It doesn't soften. It stands firm in its truth: "You didn't love me. You loved the version of me I had to become to survive you."

Every line is a reckoning. From shattered memories and suppressed rage to glimpses of clarity and healing, the song explores what it means to hold space for your own voice after years of being silenced. It’s not just a song—it’s a statement, a scar turned into art, a reclaiming of power and identity for those who’ve been broken but never defeated.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
You miss me?
Oh, say it ain't so.
New look starting to look old.
Guess the T ain’t working,
Drugs ain't preserving the story no more.

[Verse 1]
You say you miss me—
What's that supposed to be?
Did you forget the shit you said?
The lies, the cheating, the walk-away clean?
You acted like you found some magic key,
But that key just opened the door to hell.

You miss me? What parts?
The version of me you broke?
The one you stole from, lied to, slept on?
The one who stayed loyal while you stayed gone?

Tell me again what was “so wrong” in my head.
This gaslight backfired—
Bedroom cold, no desire.
I quilted your soul…
But I’ve retired.

[Bridge]
You miss me?
You miss the man who hid in vineyards just to stay alive?
While you ripped off car doors and lied to your mom?
You miss the man who held back—
Because if he fought back, you'd play the victim?

You miss the dinners you smashed,
The lies you served after?

You miss our honeymoon—
How it turned into survival?

You miss me?
You miss the silence.
The version of me who never named the abuse.
The one who let your demons sleep beside me
And still called it love.

[Verse 2]
You left no way back—
Burned bridges, broke codes,
Tossed us out like trash.
It was a full attack.
Talked behind my back,
Fed your addiction, cashed checks that bounced back.

You broke the mold.
Two grown kids—no home, no plan.
You stripped me bare, stole my clothes,
Hung me out to fold in a storm I didn’t choose.

When I stood tall,
You grabbed one more piece of my soul,
Tried to never let go.
Thought your worth was gold—
But you just bought people.
Not everyone’s that cheap.

[Verse 3]
And look who showed up—
A little whore to fill your crack,
Scratch your itch,
Pick up the slack.

You said you needed evil.
Well congrats, he's your fix.
The very thing I refused—
That’s the shit you chased.

Now you sleep in the circus,
A show run by lies,
Funding your spiral
While your shadow dies.

[Bridge]
You miss me?
Maybe the one who held your hand,
Helped you breathe,
Stayed when you couldn’t stand.

Maybe the one who cried for your pain,
Burned in your name.

Maybe the man who wouldn’t beat you—
So you threatened to leave.

You miss me?
'Cause I was the gold.
I was the standard.
I was the one who loved you whole.

I defended your name,
Brought you into the fold.
I loved you young,
And I loved you old.

I saw forever.
But forever is fiction when lies get bold.
Endings are nostalgia for children—
Just stories told.
But time passes,
And this shit is getting old.

[Outro]
You miss me?
Then you never knew me.
You never asked.
Never listened.
You loved the shape I twisted into,
Not the soul I buried to become it.

The real me?
He didn’t die.
He woke up.
And you don’t get to meet him.

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“You Miss Me?” captures what 4Me2BeFree stands for: truth without apology.

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You Miss Me

🔻 Song Insight
MOIST is a sweaty, neon-lit fever dream — a glitchy, erotic carnival ride where desire, power, and performance collide. It’s a song that doesn’t seduce politely — it throws you onto the dance floor, dares you to watch, and demands that you obey. Wrapped in the cinematic grime of 70s adult cinema and queer nightlife, MOIST explores transactional intimacy, fetishized control, and the freedom found in roleplay and release. Every line throbs with tension — between pleasure and vulnerability, dominance and consent, watching and being watched.

This isn't about love. It's about spectacle. About the raw, unfiltered mess of lust and longing that can feel more honest than tenderness ever could. MOIST refuses to be palatable — and that's exactly the point.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
I want his sex for free
They want her sex for free
He wants their sex for free
Them... yeah... sex for free

Token accepted—press—my—button
Choose—your party—
Accepted.
Enjoy the ride.
Know your status and buckle that condom

[Verse 1]
Drops and you drip, watch me drown
These streams run, sweat by the pound
Smell your skin, I touch myself
Can’t help this—you get me stuck
Yeah, all I want to do is f**k

"Look into my eyes"
"Boys don’t cry—they beg"
Fall down into me, on your knees
Lip out pouting, innocent tease
And yes, you may proceed
Grab that leash, pull you in

"Sit back. Watch how this is done...sun."
Your head leans back
Eyes that cannot see
Fabric thick, tactile world
Trust me bold, hold it tight
Make you beg, make you bite

"You like to watch me... don't you?"
Let’s see tonight
How far will you go?
Take that off...
Slowly...
Don’t f**k up the show...
Now arch that back
Now slap slap that ass

"What's my name? What's my name?"

[Verse 2]
It’s hard to see your needs
While I’m stuck on mine
Come calm my nerve, make it shine

"You act like you know... but you don’t"
Call me daddy if you’re ready to go
Jump on top, I’m ready to flow
Hold those arms back, can’t reach
It’s me you need, now say—
"Oh Daddy—pleeease!"

"I’ll be your bitch tonight"
"I’ll be your bitch for free"

[Bridge]
Focus our passion in motion
Don’t look back, drink my potion
Your world spins, feeling a need
On cruise control, pulling on your leads

"I caught you watching"
"Stared a little too long"
Fireworks hold no flame
Fast tearing up the night
Keep that ass just like that
Make me bite, make me fight
It’s you I want, oh so tight

[Outro]
"You wanna shake it? Hah—baby, it ain’t gonna shake itself."
"It’s the dance floor, not a damn waiting room!"
"Can I help you, Sir—or are you just gonna stand there lookin’ confused?"
"People always up in my business like I asked for a co-star."
"Boy, if you don't drop it low in the next 3 seconds, I’m rebooting your whole personality."


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SEX for FREE

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

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