🎧 Song Insight
Novocaine – COTC” is a melodic breakdown dressed in trap echoes and faded harmonies. It unravels the lingering ache of betrayal—where love became anesthesia, and silence screamed louder than any fight. The v I'm going to guess you're not going to let you do that eitherocals drift between numbness and fury, mirroring the mind’s spiral when closure never comes. This track doesn’t ask for answers... it just bleeds until there’s nothing left to numb.

📝 Lyrics
(No lyrics—musical intro only)

[Verse 1]
I was fading in a room with no light
Thinking 'bout the love that never felt right
Silhouettes on the wall, they whisper your name
But you're just a ghost and I’m the one to blame
I bled truth, you sold dreams
Now I’m stitched up in these ripped-up seams
Told me I mattered, then left me to break
Guess love is just a beautiful fake

[Pre-Chorus]
[Autotuned layered vocals, soft hi-hat roll]
Tried to swim in your hurricane
Now I’m drowning in Novocaine
You played me like a melody
Then killed the sound inside of me

[Chorus]
[Melodic trap delivery, distant harmonies]
You never meant to stay, did you?
Left your words on replay, didn't you?
I gave it all, you gave excuses
Now I’m lost in your uses
I wear this pain like a chain
It’s all I got from your name

[Verse 2]
You moved on fast—new post, new face
I’m still here, stuck in the same place
Scrolling through our old texts, cursed
Hoping you'll say you miss me first
But silence speaks in every scroll
And emptiness became my role
They say time heals but it’s all lies
I still break when I close my eyes

[Pre-Chorus]
[Filtered synth build, doubled vocals]
Tried to swim in your hurricane
Now I’m drowning in Novocaine
You played me like a melody
Then killed the sound inside of me

[Chorus]
You never meant to stay, did you?
Left your words on replay, didn't you?
I gave it all, you gave excuses
Now I’m lost in your uses
I wear this pain like a chain
It’s all I got from your name

[Bridge: Grunge guitar, sub-heavy 808 drop, distorted background vocals]
I tattooed your name on a heart that bled
Now it’s ink on pain that I can’t forget
You left, I broke, repeat the scene
Life’s just a loop in a fucked-up dream

[Chorus – Final, with added harmony and delay FX]
You never meant to stay, did you?
Left your words on replay, didn't you?
I gave it all, you gave excuses
Now I’m lost in your uses
I wear this pain like a chain
It’s all I got from your name

[Outro: Echoing piano notes, fading ambient FX]
(No lyrics—just breath and fading reverb)

🎤 Personal Reflection
This track is from a vault I didn’t know I still had keys to. “Novocaine” came from a place I’ve already crawled out of, but the words hit so honestly I couldn’t ignore them. This song doesn’t represent where I am now—it represents what I survived. And that deserves to be heard.

🎶 4Me2BeFree
Part of COTC (Cleaning Out the Closet), a raw series of tracks being released as part of an emotional and creative purge. This collection isn’t nostalgia—it’s necessary. Every song is a final echo before the next chapter begins.

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Novocaine COTC

Mustang Drive Music
Produced with Axel Ives, SUNO
Lyrics by Mustang Drive
2025
Title: In My Dreams 

[Verse]
From the first time I saw you
I knew you were the one for me
And when you finally came around
I had to give you everything

[Verse]
And we just spent the whole night talkin'
And you told me all your dreams
I didn't want to interrupt you
But I had to tell you one thing

[Chorus]
I see you in my dreams
And I see you when I sleep
And you may think I'm crazy
But I see you in my dreams

[Verse]
And when I close my eyes
I can feel you on my skin
And when I wake up in the mornin'
I don't wanna wake up again

[Verse]
'Cause in my dreams
You kiss me slowly
And you hold me like a baby
And in my dreams
I say "I love you"
And in my dreams
You say it back

[Chorus]
I see you in my dreams
And I see you when I sleep
And you may think I'm crazy
But I see you in my dreams

In My Dreams

A breath between glances. A message sent with no words.
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Vibe by truth.
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"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

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I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

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