🔻 Song Insight

Reaction is a scorched-earth reflection on deception, disillusionment, and the moment you realize the game was never love at all. It’s lean and unsparing — a dark alt-grunge track with flashes of blues grit and punk sneer. The lyrics rip through self-mythologizing and expose the delusion underneath, showing the narrator’s shift from naïveté to steel. Less confession and more reckoning, it’s the sound of a match striking in a room full of lies.

🔻 Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Fantasy world you live in,
Delusions dressed as truth—
You rewrote history
To make yourself the proof.

I wish I lived in make-believe
Where everything you say is real.
So naive you must be
To think I’d never feel.

[Chorus]
All is fair in love and war...
But this was never that.
It was a mirror cracked by lies—
A truth you never had.

I could’ve read the leaves,
But let’s be honest:
I was never the reason
You left so thoughtless.

[Verse 2]
You’re not the genius I believed.
I gave you too much grace—
For who I thought you were
And who you couldn’t face.

[Bridge]
Dumpster fire ignorance,
Rail-grade flames—
Hearts gone numb,
Desires untamed.

You’ll either wake up
Or sink in the wreck,
Drowning in your logic
Of what comes next.

[Verse 3]
Never forgiven, never forgotten—
I keep score,
You keep rotting.
Too blind to walk,
Too proud to crawl—
It was never love.
Not at all.

[Outro]
No heart, no weight.
Not worth the crime.
Not worth the date
Or the borrowed time.

🔻 Personal Reflection

Reaction was written after the fog lifted — when the excuses stopped working and the truth could finally be spoken out loud. It’s about seeing someone’s self-constructed myth crumble, and realizing you were a prop in their performance. This song is my way of burning down the stage and walking out with my head high.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

With Reaction, 4Me2BeFree leans into a stripped, biting alt-grunge style that fuses bluesy grit with punk immediacy. It shows the project’s range beyond mournful ballads — moving into searing, no-nonsense confrontation while still cinematic and emotionally layered. This is the soundtrack of a door closing for good.

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Reaction - Fractures: Reimagined by 4ME2BEFREE

This song was created and Written by: 
J J Samuel
The production, Music and vocals by: 
J J Samuel

#AccosticRock #Indierock #Alt-Rock #Longing #Curiosity #Emotive #Introspective #Heartfelt #Dreamy 

“Unbroken Bond” ✍️ is about me and when I found out about my adoption and now wanting to reach out to biological family. But I don’t want to offend my mum and dad. It’s something I think about quite a lot! I’m curious to find out more about my birth roots. It’s only natural to want to meet them one day.  I was thirteen years old when my parents told me I was adopted and I was shocked at first but I think I always knew something wasn’t quite right. I have a lot of gratitude for my adopted family and they will always be my parents regardless if I reach out to my biological family. So this a reassurance and longing story about my adoption. It’s not something I usually say in person and tell people but this song can to my head and I just had to make it. My birth parents made a huge sacrifice but it have my wings for my flight and my love is unbroken even if we have never met.  My mum and dad brought me up and gave me an amazing life, I Couldn’t be more appreciative!  😢 🥰 ❤️

UNBROKEN BOND

Here is the last track in this series for now (and there are still lots of great homemade samples left).
I think it turned out quite well and is a nice conclusion.
It became clear to me that it's not as easy as it always seems, but it is possible with a little patience.
Even if you have an idea of the result you want in your head, the path to get there is often quite long. I have to admit that my tracks are mostly a bit unusual and almost entirely handmade. But I still have my doubts about the right genre.
I hope you had a little fun listening to them anyway.

Gate 57

emancipation by Nova J

[Vers 1]
Demons they haunt me
Lost souls, cast away at sea
Heartbeats from dragging me
Into endless purgatory 

But I was pulled from nights’ abyss (oh oh)
By the pull of Divine forgiveness (ooh ooh)
That suffering makes sense
That carried me to this

[Pre Chorus]
And If I had to do it all over again (ahh oh)
If that was the means to meet this end (ahh oh)
And that was the way to learn to live
If I had to
If I had to

[Chorus]
Break the chains of desperation 
Emancipate your mental state
Free your mind, free your body
‘Cause heaven on earth awaits (awaits)

[Post Chorus]
How much longer shall you linger (linger)
In this hell of your own creation? (creation)
Take your hand off that trigger
Feel the joy of emancipation 

[Pre Chorus]
If I had to do it all over again (again)
If that was the means to meet this end (this end)
And that was the way to learn to live (learn to live)
If I had to
If I had to

[Chorus]
Break the chains of desperation 
Emancipate your mental state
Whoa! Free your mind, free your body
‘Cause heaven on earth awaits (awaits)

[INSTRUMENTAL]

[Post Chorus]
How much longer shall you linger (linger)
In this hell of your own creation (creation)
Take your hand off that trigger
Feel the joy of emancipation 

[Bridge]
And if I had to do it all over again
If that was the means to meet this end
And that was the way to learn to live
If I had to
To learn to live
If I had to
To meet this end

[Final Chorus]
Break the chains of desperation 
Emancipate your mental state
Whoa! Free your mind, free your body
‘Cause heaven on earth awaits (awaits)

[Outro]
How much longer shall you linger
In this hell of your own creation
Take your hand off that trigger
Feel the joy of emancipation 
Feel the joy of emancipation 
Feel the joy of emancipation 
Feel the joy of emancipation

emancipation

“Shards of Refracted Gaze,” is an introspective journey through the kaleidoscope of shattered viewpoints and fractured dialogues. The song weaves aching misalignments, and turbulent mosaics while exploring philosophical unease of misaligned truths colliding in verbal clashes.

I tried to aim for an edgy authenticity while writing the track, evoking the quiet terror of perspectives scattering like light through prisms, only to converge in stark revelations.

Shards of Refracted Gaze

✨ “Midnight Birthday Protocol” — Dark Sexy Synthwave Techno Phonk Disco House ✨

Verse 1
It’s my birthday, and the night runs hot,
Bassline breathing like a pulse I forgot.
Shadows move slow, velvet on chrome,
I’m renegotiating love — but I’m doing it alone.

Red lights drip on the floor like sin,
Every heartbeat a feedback spin.
No story to claim me, no promise to chase,
Just the rhythm signing contracts with my waist.

Pre-Chorus
And yeah, I could break, let the tears cascade,
But I’m building new value in the mess I made.
This is my night, my upgrade cycle —
A phoenix in stilettos going viral.

Chorus
It’s my party — and I’ll cry if I want to,
Cry if I want to, let the shadows cut through.
But watch me pivot — rising in view,
You would burn too… if this fire hit you.

It’s my birthday — and the beat pulls me under,
Dark waves tremble like post-storm thunder.
I’m not broken — I’m breaking through,
A neon rebirth in electric blue.

Verse 2
Low-tempo smoke, disco shimmer on skin,
Every step a reset, every breath discipline.
The room watches softly, unsure how to cope
With a woman rewiring heartbreak into hope.

A silhouette whispers across the floor,
Closing the gap like an unlocked door.
But I lead this ecosystem — I decide the pace,
I’m the queen of the uptime, the boss of the bass.

Bridge
Glass in the moonlight, silver and fierce,
Lips tasting freedom as the night cuts clear.
No crowns, no rings, no script to follow —
Just a heartbeat that refuses to hollow.

Final Chorus
It’s my party — and I’ll cry if I want to,
Cry but still sparkle, cry then breakthrough.
’Cause the metrics are clear in the midnight view:
I’m scaling desire… in a deeper hue.

It’s my birthday — and the shadows ignite,
A dark velvet empire rising tonight.
If you felt this power, you’d tremble too…
But the spotlight’s mine —
And I’m born anew.

Midnight Birthday Protocol ✨ Dark Disco ✨

big rig jack knife 
roadblock 
dead stop
and we
take
the freeway

two lanes
each way or a
b double may
just make it
ah, she’s a
body double 
that can play

truck stop

truck (truck stop)
truck stop (stop stop)
truck truck (stop)
stop stop (truck)
stop! (truck stop)
truckstop (truck) truck truck
truckstop
truckstop (truckstop)
truckstop 

truck stop

truck

stop

truckstop

Missing Without You

[Verse 1]
Met you on a slow blue morning
sunlight caught on your hair—
you laughed like you already knew me
and something in me shifted quiet

We walked past houses half-awake
your fingers brushing mine—
close enough to spark
but not enough to start us not yet

[Pre-Chorus]
Funny how the small things stay—
your voice the warmth
the way you said my name
like it meant something more

[Chorus]
Cause you’re the part of me
I didn’t know was missing—
the rhythm in the mess
the calm when all is spinning

Every time you go
I feel the space you leave—
it’s like the world leans sideways
tilted—missing without you

[Verse 2]
You showed up on my hardest days
hands in your pockets eyes soft—
you stayed until my breathing settled
until the walls I kept got tired

And I didn’t say it
but you knew—
the way my shoulders dropped
the way my voice found its way to you


[Pre-Chorus]
It’s wild how your silence speaks—
your presence filling
every space I thought was empty
holding what I couldn’t hold alone

[Chorus]
Cause you’re the part of me
I didn’t know was missing—
the rhythm in the mess
the calm when all is spinning

Every time you go
I feel the space you leave—
like the room forgets its center
I’m missing without you

[Bridge]
And if you ever wander
if you ever doubt—
I’ll keep a light on
I’ll say it out loud

You’re the piece that fits
the place I land—
come back home
and I’ll take your hand

[Final Chorus]
Cause you’re the part of me
I didn’t know was missing—
the pulse I follow through the dark
the truth I keep believing
Anywhere you walk
I’m already halfway there—
cause the world stays brighter
when you’re right here
I’m missing without you—
only whole when I’m with you

Missing Without You

Aime-moi d'amour
Claire et Louis s'éloignent pour un nouveau départ, 
mais leur rêve tourne au cauchemar 
quand des hommes en costume leur offrent une ferme isolée 
en échange d'un 'petit service'. 
Quel est ce prix à payer pour leur bonheur ? 
Jusqu'où iront-ils pour protéger leur amour et leur avenir ? 
Seront-ils capables d'échapper aux ombres du passé ? 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FGAz4do4D2A

Enfin, si tu veux répondre à ma flamme,
Enfin si tu veux
Combler tous mes vœux,
Jusqu'au dernier jour garde-moi ton âme,
Jusqu'au dernier jour
Aime-moi d'amour.

François-Marie Robert-Dutertre.

Vibrer de tendresse

A voice speaks from the middle of grief not the loud kind, but the quiet kind that you maybe can hear in empty rooms and unasked questions. 
The song follows someone walking through the spaces a loved one left behind, imagining how life might have felt if they had stayed. 
Every hallway, 
every chair, 
every silent corner,
is a reminder of what once was.

Two friends still wait in the shadows of memory, hoping for a return that will never come. 
The song keeps circling the same impossible question: “What if you never left?”
Would their lives look different? 
Would the light still be there? 
Would laughter still survive?

As the story unfolds, reality breaks through the dream. 
Time has moved on yet the longing remains. 
The bridge cracks the illusion, showing acceptance mixed with ache.

It’s a song about absence, the weight of remembering, and the fragile hope that the one who left might still hear their name in the night.

A quiet plea for recognition.

A portrait of the ones who stayed.

Enjoy...
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Lyrics:

What If You Never Left

[Verse 1] 
What if the dawn still knew your voice
And your footsteps never faded into silence
What if the chairs, the rooms, the lonely nights 
Could breathe your presence
could erase your absence
In a world where you stayed, would light have remained
Would laughter fill the air instead of the ache
I know I’d be happier, you know I would

[Pre Chorus]
Two friends you left behind still stare in the dark
When your name is whispered, their hearts skip a beat
They don’t live forever, you know
And they still look for you

[Chorus]
What if you never left
Would the autumn leaves still tremble in your wake
Would our reflections find the strength to stand
I just want you to see us
The ones you left behind in the hollow space you made
If you never left, we might have stayed

[Verse 2] 
I walk the halls 
we used to share
And every corner holds a trace of your laughter
The clock ticks soft but the world is loud
With memories of you 
that taste like disaster
I catch a glimpse a smile in someone else’s eyes
And wonder if you ever think of us
Or only of the flight you chose, the night you whispered goodbye

[Pre Chorus]
We are not immortal, you know
Our hearts beat in borrowed time
And when I say your name, they still search. They still hope you’ll come 

[Chorus] 
What if you never left
Would the stars align with the promise of tomorrow
Would the storms pass gently, the sky stay clear
I just want you to see us
The ones whose light faded when you walked away
If you never left
maybe we’d still be here

[Bridge] 
This what if moment holds me in its grip
A mirror of what might have been
But the reflection cracks and the pieces fall
And I see it’s no longer worth dwelling in the past
Yet I still whisper into the night
You left
We stayed
And we remember

[Chorus] 
What if you never left 
Would we still dance beneath the moon’s pale glow
Would our hearts forgive the fear that kept them small
I just want you to see us
Frail, still breathing, still bearing your name
If you never left, would we still be whole
would we still be whole

[Outro] 
Look for us in the silence
In the empty air between your words
We don’t live forever
But we remember you
What if you never left

What If You Never Left

    Howdy People! Thought I'd drop a brand new rocker in on you after Thanksgiving to help digest all that turkey!😂! It could be a very cool workout song! We all need to shed a few pounds after all that feasting we just did! I wrote and recorded this by myself a couple of months ago! The song and video are hot off the presses! An early Christmas gift for my loyal listeners and followers, I try to give back when I can! I worked hard on both the recording and video for this one! I'm singing it too, so listeners beware!😂 I think my vocals are ok in rock songs but they really suffer in ballads! Charlie wasn't available so I just knocked this one off real quick! Some of my best work, I think, lyrically and musically! I can still rock if I really put my mind to it! But too much Rocking can be painful at my age! I ain't no spring chicken anymore! I might even break a hip too! 😂

VIDEO - https://youtu.be/kW-j19pPZS0

     The video is one of my best, I really put a lot into it and I didn't use A.I. to do it! We can still make music and videos and NOT have to use A.I. - I do it, not very well but hey, nobody's perfect, oh... I guess A.I. is perfect! I keep forgetting that!🥺 Anyway, I hope you guys like my post Thanksgiving Rocker and don't call me "Disposable" either, it's not very nice! 😂🙏😎✌🏼

“DISPOSABLE"

DON’T CALL ME DISPOSABLE,    
WHAT A HURTFUL THING TO SAY,     
DON’T BREAK MY HEART AFTER ALL THESE YEARS,    
DON’T THROW IT ALL AWAY,

DON’T CALL ME EXPENDABLE,    
I’M NOT EASILY REPLACED,
I GAVE MY HEART AND SOUL TO YOU,    
ALL SENTIMENTS MISPLACED, 

PERHAPS I WAS A HARLEQUIN,         
A FOOL FOR YOU TO TRICK,         
A NOBODY, A DISREGARD,        
AN OLD DOG FOR YOU TO KICK,      
JUST A GULLIBLE BUFFOON,      
A RIDICULOUS CARTOON,                  
I THOUGHT WE WERE FOREVER,        
BUT FOREVER CAME TOO SOON,

LIFE CAN BE QUITE COMICAL.   
OOZING WITH IRONY, 
ONE MINUTE YOU’RE THE RICHEST GUY, 
THE NEXT IT’S POVERTY,

I GUESS I WAS DISPOSABLE, 
HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO WRONG?     
A PLACE HOLDER, A SUBSTITUTE,    
TILL THE RIGHT MAN COMES ALONG,  

PERHAPS I WAS A HARLEQUIN,          
A FOOL FOR YOU TO TRICK,          
A NOBODY, A DISREGARD,            
AN OLD DOG FOR YOU TO KICK,         
JUST A GULLIBLE BUFFOON,          
A RIDICULOUS CARTOON,                    
I THOUGHT WE WERE FOREVER,            
BUT FOREVER CAME TOO SOON.
               
BY JIM VALDES
 © 2025

"DISPOSABLE" (Video -https://youtu.be/kW-j19pPZS0)

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.