The music says “Broadway” and the lyrics say “Fatal Attraction” 😂 Did you really key his car? And you found his sex tape?! And I don’t wanna know what happened to the IKEA ottoman 😂

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🔻 Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Sunny weather with a smile on
Just an ordinary Tuesday, getting along
Skipping down our… your street
That’s when that fuckin’ song comes on
The one you sing in the shower
You know, the one before you’d leave
God, I should’ve known back then
What a sleaze

Your shitty sports car that I keyed, yes please
Three words I can’t forget, they trap on repeat
I know I promised my doctor I would be good
Maybe it was to be happy? Neither-either-let’s just call the whole thing gay
Okay? Oookaaay? Oooookaaaaaay! Yaaaay! I’m soooo excited!

[Verse 2]
Walking through our stupid hall
Our photos still up on the wall – gross
I locked the door, set the alarm
Passcode still 6969 – how appropriate
Guess your new man feels safe and warm
Don’t worry, it won’t take long; we’ll be seeing you along

That lamp looks bougie, trust-fund guilt
Hope he liked how that was built
Like a rainbow spray… now that’s not gay – it’s flambé

[Chorus 1]
Shiny and unstable, I’m the show you missed
Kiss goodbye to your IKEA bliss
I never liked that ottoman – was that the one you were on?
God, your taste was never strong, but your lies… oh baby, they were lifelong

[Verse 3]
I tiptoe past the bathroom sink, see two razors – black and blue
Oh sweetie, did you think I wouldn’t figure out there’s two… or wait, three?
Their shirts, your cologne – this ain’t my house, just your fuckin’ throne
But I left you something by the bed:
A sticky note that simply said:
“I saw the video. Lighting sucks. Work on your angles, use your words.”

[Bridge 1] (quiet, spoken)
Remember Cancun? You used my photos on that hooker site…
My beach shot next to your whorelight
Do me a favor: take down the pics with the kids. That’s all I ask.

[Verse 4]
Back in the kitchen, memory lane
The wine rack I built now holds your shame
The blender we bought – rage-smoothie time: tears, vodka, lime
That Santorini canvas? Let’s just say… it’s now graffiti
You think this is over? I’m just starting
Hope he likes the lube-stained backsplash in shards and parting

[Verse 5]
The closet’s worse than I remember, your secrets smell like December
Oh, your keepsake box – RIP to those concert stubs and that replica cock
That cock you said meant something deep – now embedded in the mirror, sweet
I held onto things… not anymore. I’m holding bats, not metaphors

[Chorus 2]
Shiny and unstable, I came home to slay
I’m the glitter-covered wreck of your perfect gay cliché
You didn’t break me… you just gave me a bat
And a reason to write a banger – so thank you… for that

[Bridge 2]
Oh! Your boyfriend had a dream I killed him?
Sweetie, dreams don’t come true
I’m sad, not psychotic – I paint in chaos, not blood
If I wanted to break you, I’d just send this song
You said I’d never make it without you? Look what I made because of you

[Final Chorus]
Shiny and unstable, this is my peace
Swinging through trauma in rhythmic release
I cleaned my pain off your kitchen floor
Sang my rage through every glass door
So if they ask, “How are you doing today?”
Just play this track and walk away
’Cause I’m done with you… and your glitter lies
This is me… saying goodbye

[Final Chorus: Amped-Up]
How’s that goin’? You doing okay?
Just wanted to say – from the bottom of my fuckin’ heart –
I don’t like you

[Outro: Fade Out]
I really really really don’t like you
But thank you
If it weren’t for all the fucking things you did,
I wouldn’t be here, in a place I’d rather be…
Oh, and before I forget – you’re allowed to be vocal, right?
Maybe it was just the light? The angle was kind of fucked up too!
Was that even you? With all that experience, I expected a little more!

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Shiny & Unstable - COTC LGBT - Explicit

The Earth Love II

Ocean Dawning

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Breathing

She should have left that damn bird alone

Mama Saw A Bird

Ballroom Echoes

I wrote the piano part first as a piano solo.  I added the flute part to bring out another melodic line against the piano part. I was inspired by the words, show me, help me, teach me and the ways we experience and find meaning through life.

Show Me
Poem by Jennifer L. Jones

Show me how the beauty of each day sings 
through the window, and how the world 
awakes in quiet kindness,
lifting its face to meet the light.

Teach me how love is laced in
Fingertips that tie shoelaces,
brush away tired tears,
and hold without hesitation.

Show me the rhythm of patience—
how it flows in the breath of listening,
and the lull between words, 
louder than sound ever could.

Help me find the meaning in small things:
the untied ribbons of childhood laughter,
the sacred space between holding on,
and letting go.

Show me the way you offer without asking,
how your heart is a lantern in my night,
how love is the echo of footsteps
that never walk away.

Show Me

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Music and Lyric by LinOnyx
 
HUMAN HEART
 
[Verse 1]
 
How did you know it was Over
What was the tipping point
When did you know you could live without me
When did you stop
When did you stop
 
[Verse 2]
And then there were two
And then there was one
One less you
And then I was done
 
[Chorus]
My heart is still beating
My heart is still beating
My heart is still beating
 
[Verse 3]
Where did you go
Who were you with
Where did you sleep
Where did you live
Where did you live
 
[Verse 4]
Why do I know that you're gone
When did you leave
How did you go on
What do you mean
What do you mean
 
[Chorus]
My heart is still beating
My heart is still beating
My heart is still beating


Human Heart.mp3

Ghosts never sleep .mp3

I had the privilege to have a few brief encounters over the years with the great poet, educator and activist Nikki Giovanni. She passed away last December. If interested there are many videos on YouTube about her. 

“Mothers” passage sung by Joliz going into the break, Copyright © 1972 by Nikki Giovanni.

I saw Nikki Giovanni outside the A train
She was reading a book by Baldwin and whispering the quotes
She had that Harlem quiet
The kind that makes you feel loud, even if you haven’t said a word all day
She looked up at me once
Like she already knew the next ten things I would say
And of course none of that mattered

She wrote poems like switchblades
And carved song verses on subway tiles
With truth tucked in the chorus
Love poems for the revolution and letters to the dead
All written in lipstick and ink
Some folks talk about hope
She talked about survival
Anyone knows there's a difference

“I see the moon
The moon sees me
God bless the moon
And god bless me”

I asked her once, I said Nikki, do you still believe in change
She half smiled and said, “Man, I believe in kids, I believe in rage,
I believe in writing it down so they don’t forget our names.”
“You either speak up or get buried under someone else's story.”
Then she walked into that bookstore on 125th like it was a church 
In a way I guess it was a church

I ran into her much later at a reading downtown
Tiny room, bad mic, nobody listening but the ghosts
She read a line about her grandmother’s hands
The room went quiet like it finally remembered what hands are for
The words, not angry, not loud, but like a bullet that only hits the guilty
Truth is a loaded pistol

But Nikki
She’s in the cracks
She’s in the ink smudge
The subway echo
The line you wake up hearing but don’t remember writing
Nikki
She’s still walking this city
Just quiet enough to make the truth sound loud

Nikki (with Joliz)

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

Shiny & Unstable - COTC LGBT - Explicit

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